it's the weekends.

funny, i didn't blog for like months and months last time, and now i am blogging almost everyday. maybe because i am too sian that i had to find blogging a fun thing to do. maybe not enough hw:D nah. it will pile up sooner or later.

i am a pig. really. my last life must have been a pig which was slaughtered on the wrong date because it looks like its friends. last night, i slept quite early(for me) at around 11 to 12? then guess what time i woke up. 1pm. in the afternoon. that's stupid and scary ok. i was like knocked out for 12 hours. or more than that.

of course, i had dreams, but most of them are forgotten and are quite idiotic to be true. i remembered one: i dreamt that i woke up, and went to the toilet. then i looked into the mirror, and found myself covered in pimples. like a few years ago, when i had a pimple attack. i thought it must have been me in the sun for too long the day before(on that day actually, i was in dreamland at night). so i just lazily called my mother and told her i look hideous. my mother said something, and i kind of freaked out(i wonder why). i woke up on my bed, but i went back to sleep. LOL. by the time i fully woke up, it was like 1pm, and my bro was leaving home for CIP. lol? i went to wash my face, and was surprised that my face was not covered with pimples. it was a sandpaper, but the dream face was like a minefield. i couldn't even see my own facial features. LOL. but it was quite a boring dream, mainly because i wasn't interested if i look hideous or not, because my body size nulifies that plus and intensifies that minus. I call it "a failed attempt by myself to scare myself" dream. lol.

on a emo note...
i really miss 2L. like it's a rock that keeps weighing on me. it's like always ringing out in my head. seeing jasmine, edmund, or even myself reminds me of them. when i hear the teacher call my stupid name, i reminds me of 2L, and i sort of feel sad. i was never really close to everyone in 2L, but my current class is really... unlike 2L, and 2L was(notice the past tense) the class that i could laugh freely in, talk loudly in, or smile at anyone i see. it's really sad everything is over. it's true edmund, "people don't cherish things until it's over". although i used to dislike it, i really, really, really miss how people called me kiamui. it was like the connection that linked 2L to me. half of me wants my current class to warm up, but the other half doesn't. if my current class becomes warmed up, everything there will remind me of 2L. 2L was history, but i don't want 2L to be history. when i see shuyinn, it reminds me of how they used to tease my name. i love 2L, although i wasn't really close with everyone. everyone in 2L were nice, and we were always cheering and laughing. i am not saying the class now is too wadever or anything, but 2L can never be replaced. nothing beats 2L. nothing. give me 2L back. please. i really love 2L.

actually, i lately found some songs nostalgic. i think i am the only one like this, but, whenever i listen to a song when i am doing something, and when the song is played a few years or moments later, it will remind me of whatever i was doing. let's say i was reading pokemon when i listen to... "pokemon theme song", so when i listen to pokemon theme song again, i will think of pokemon comics. ok that is quite wrong, because even listening to pokemon theme song without having to read pokemon already reminds me of it. but there are exeptions, like some songs when i heard it the 1st time, and it reminds me of stuff already. yup. ever had this kind of feeling? yeah, i did.

jane and jily rocks.:D
cheers, phyllis