Tuesday, January 01, 2008

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

It's finally Year 2008, officially! Though i must say my 2007 year was pleasant, and fun, but we cannot dwell in the past! (stupid philosophy) and i fell ill on 1st day of the year!!! what a time. running nose, blocked nose, sneezing like a thousand times one day!!! damn. and my leg hurts whenever i sneeze. it's doulbe hell for me ok.

I am in CLASS 3J! with jas and edmund:D not forgetting some people who had luckily known in the past 2 years:) like jie le!

I think i shall announce my new resolutions here:

1. to be happy (though i am now)
2. to be less emotional on some fields... (secret)
3. let's work hard for gd results? i am aiming for As and Bs and that good enough
4. get to know my new class (hopefully) and keep in contact with ex-2L'ers
5. to be less distracted when doing stuff
6. getting jasmine a hot guy!! ok that was a joke. keep in cloe touch with the clique, especially you:D
7. be more active in CCA (i ponned too much)

and here, i'll thank all those who helped me, listened to me, talked to me, and specifically...

JIARONG: although i hate to be this mushy, but you have been a really, really great friend to me. although we don't touch on touchy subjects much, but we don't have secrets between (at least i don't think i do) and youu have made me smile continuously for this 2 years. I really cherished you, and i am sure you do too! although we will end up different classes next year, am sure we will keep in contact, won't we? Never feel down, or feel divalued(i forgot how to spell), because there is always someone there who looks for someone like you, happy, joky, and deep. one example is me:D

JASMINE: Howdy, girl:D thx for taking 166 with me for these 2 years, and i am deeply sorry about things that happened 2 years ago. Time flies, and we are stuck tgt for another 2 years! WOW! who knows what will happen in these 2 years to come, but i am sure it will be pleasant, with you around:D thx for being sensitive, and thx for being there for the next two years to come:)

QIANHUI: hello, my little girl! Had a great time in hongkong i see! glad that you are still happy:D i am really glad i met you, and i think i had some similarities with you! of course, that may be because we're both aquarius:D but still, always smile, because someone out there wants to see that more than you do:P always be this active all right, without kiamui, i am sure you will still be this ACTIVE!!

ZIJUN: had a great year? though i knew you for the least amount of time, i am sure i have gotten closer to you in these mere few months. in fact, closer than i would be with anyone for that same amount of time. cherish your dreams, and work on them! you will always be that mature, serious and cute girl to me><

i love my class, and i love my clique too. but there are regrets and pain in between, but i hope i can get through them in years to come. i have no confidence in overcoming them, so they ain't in my resolutions. friends forever my dear pals, and i am sorry for some things i inflicted on you individually. this is bad, i am getting so damn mushy.:D live life well, my friends, and i love you all.


this is to one person i knew, and i really mean it. sorry, for inflicting the worst pain i have ever imagined to you. i am an indecisive person, and i can never be forgiven for what i have done. you can roll your eyes and call me hypocrite all you want, but i sincerely hope that the scars will fade, and you will be happy, despite my unforgiven acts. being a friend to you was a fiasco, and i brought more pain to you than happiness. don't blame the others, because if you look behind the scenes, you may just see me being the the most horrifying of all. mushy again, but it's true.

Damn! it's too emo over here, but i hope my resolutions will work ya. TWILIGHT ROCKS! sharon and i are going quite crazy over it, though it's most of me. EDWARD CULLEN ROCKS! and i told you, i won't be calming down over him for some time, cuz it's my first romance novel!! JACOB BLACK kind of rocks, but i hate him a little too. BELLA sucks. indecisive, just like me.

i did a lot of personality quizzes lately, and i was thinking it would kind of help me in controlling my emotions. it does, a little. but not too much. but at least i know my self a little better:D it's really fun sometimes, i spent a little while trying to make assumptive situations, and it kind of works! i went to tickle to try it out, and i liked it! being stuck at home isn't really THAT bad anymore, with my ancient com bugging the ass out of me sometimes. i think my com may be as old as me already, i not too sure :D

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