hello:D
OMG! i am in first aid team for cross country run!! omg. i am like saved? that's so cool. that isn't confirmed because my senior can take anyone out whenefver he wants, depending on our capability and our seriousness. i lack in both. so i should say : I MAYBE no need run:D
i dunno sia. nowadays it seems weird. last friday's cca was a little hot, but i know my juniors are suffering more under the hot sun. i almost had heat stroke then, but because i was too stubborn to drink any water at all. dehydration la. but it was still cool. i actually wasn't close to my juniors at all. like 0 contact you know. cuz i have been ponning for like forever, and suddenly, i realised that my juniors know my name! ok that was weird, but nice too:D
tmr's pe. damn. i think i will die right there you know. but i can't produce mc and no parents' letter either. if not my pe teacher will think i m mentally and physically disabled la. but wad's the point? i will fail sit and reach definitely. i can't sit 90 degrees, no need to talk about stretching, and no more need to talk about reaching the pass mark. walao, then run like siao for wad la. i will fail anyway, and again, teachers will say "no, you are not trying your best, you have to try again.(go for retest, placed simply)" and yeah right. i will humilate myself again. how many people fail sit and reach, i think maybe a few. but ia m CMI one. definitely. LOL.
tomorrow got cca again, i am actually looking forward to it. i am like a little guilty that for 2 years, i wasn't a good senior and i ponned like a lot. i really guess it's time for me to be a right senior for the juniors. but no promises there, i may still pon if i really feel like it:D jkjk
hypocrite!! why apologise, if you don't feel it? so obvious, might as well don't do it. lol?
today maths teacher called keng hwee - kim seng. the rationale? because kim seng technical is the first school he taught at. LOL!!! and he kept making references to choir, because keng hwee is a chorale member la! "you must balance your equations, like if you doon't balance on stage, you will fall off!" ok, how lame can that get?

i guess the time is nearing. but i am still not ready. it hurts to even think about it. if i really execute it, i think i will go emo. but what can i do? people need more than what they are having now. i am not trying to be selfless or anything, but if you were a great friend, i guess you would want your friends to be happy, right? one week to my birthday, and the day for me to let go is looming too. maybe 21 january will be that day.