"Will you think that you're all alone
When no one's there to hold your hand?
When all you know seems so far away
And everything is temporary, rest your head
I'm permanent. "
- David Cook, Permanent

i'm sorry google chrome, i'm sticking with IE!
btw, i find Permanent a fricking emo song, which might be why i love it so much! the piano melody is just plain sadness, i can almost hear despair in those piano notes or something... though i have no idea about notes, no need to mention pianos... it's just a song that doesn't really make much sense actually, but i still like it :)

today woke up late, at 8.45a.m, when i told myself to wake up at 8, because i was going to leave house at 9. then i was like, in a rush and everything, shouting and screaming because i couldn't find my wallet, then my brother was like 'hey, you wake up so early for what?' and i guess, it has been a while since i heard his voice in the morning, or see him? NS period was plain disappearance of my big bro, because he goes for NS on weekdays, and for weekends he will just spend his time outside, not much with us xD

i think he has a girlfriend *coughs* LOL. he's out all day, and he now talks on the phone in the room, when he used to just, talk in the living room? anyway, that gives my mom less incentive to scold me when i'm in the room chatting :X

anyway, 2 nights ago, or last night, i forgot.. i was lying on the bed, him on the mattress, so i was really wondering if he has a gf, and if he did, would he tell me? i was so stuck with that idea, and i was screaming silently, like literally, banging my head into the pillows and everything because the suspense was killing me (hahahaha kpo sister!)

then he was like 'uh, can you please keep quiet? i'm trying to sleep! one more sound, and you're dead!' then it just burst out from my mouth "do you have a gf!?!" his reaction told me my answer heh heh! he went like 'what.' in a rather defensive tone, so yeap, then after that when i tossed and turned in bed, he didn't complain xDDD i caught him~

one thing i'm not used to is my parents' treatment of him i guess? but i have to get used to it anyway, it's something i have to face. either way, i'm happy he's back :)

ok back to the topic, so i was going to go out with jasmine and guanlin! then i just took some clothes and ran to change.. then my bro told me a shortcut to plaza singapura via purple line, so i sat down and watched tv with him till 9.30 before i changed and everything xD

got lost at the mrt station at dhoby gaunt (?) and waited for guanlin to come and stuff... then she gave me a review of my clothes, and i guess the word 'horrible' sums it up nicely :) LOL. and the necklace was a huge joke LOL! and my happy earrings are criticized HAHA!

then met jasmine at starbucks, before that was watching BOF at the CD shop, they were screening it! then met her and had coffee, sat down to talk and everything! it's nice to keep up with them now, i missed them a lot :) okay not much of jasmine because i just met her on sunday xD but yeap guanlin! talked then went for takoyaki (?) octopus balls are nice! ok the onions suck though i hate that smell!! jasmine and guanlin were like saying the takoyaki suck and said it's something about the flour and stuff? i was like o.o because i found it nice, since it has been a long time since i ate it :(

then went trying on clothes, heh heh! indeed was an enriching experience for me leh! :) though i may be quiet and stuff, but i was actually rather entertained :) HAHA tried on a lot of clothes, and it was funny listening to gl say "horrible" 7 times today XDDD

jasmine helped me put some nail polish LOLLLLLL. she was like my mom can LOL. brenda came at about...12? yeah! then yeap i had to leave at about 1 :S then rushed home, luckily my parents didn't scold... then slacked and everything!

I WISH I'M AT CLASS CHALET NOW.