i don't like it. i don't like it. i bloody hell don't like it. somehow, my heart hurts from knowing that too. i don't like to even feel like this.

i'm really, really hoping i'm just being childish, and my mom's just suppressing her feelings. perhaps adults have a different view about life and death? nobody's that horrible right?

shit la needa chiong work later on!

uhhhh. ytd was school reopen and it was really fun in the morning, eve and i were extremely high when we went to the other block then saw pnghang with cut hair hahahaha!

in class was fun too, siyi and jasmine and i talked like hell, like one whole month's worth of words, nck had to tell us to keep quiet a lot of times XDD plus there's tiny eve at the diagonals, can bully her if i feel like it heh heh! not bully literally, it's nice to see her expression when i bully her haha!

then had new LA teacher, i forgot her name though.. the class was in dead silence when she was in the classroom. i guess we all miss mr hor? i do, at least.. he was probably one of the teachers i would gladly do hwk for? the new teacher seems nice, but i just cannot get used to the fact that mr hor ain't teaching us anymore, and how i actually look forward to LA lessons, just a bit.. people probably just come and go right?

math had new teacher tooo LOLL. and plus we are very ahead of time, so the next few math lessons probably would be just sian.. i want calculator games NOW. XDD or maybe phone games, i dun mind :P talked to siyi and jiayi like hell today HAHA.

anyway, watched transformers ytd, i didn't find it awesome or anything? maybe cuz i didn't watch the first one, but the second one seem to be like, about running, action all the time, but no much development? i duno leh, was bored in the midst of the bomb fighting LOLL. smuggled KFC into the cinemas too muahahaha.

had free tickets anyway hahaha! :X

tmr is sjab day!! :D somehow i'm looking and not looking forward to it :S

i'm currently craving someone to rant to, to find out if my view is just warped.