i was blog surfing, and i came across this blog that i haven't visited since ages, and it reminded me of one current issue that's making me very sad.

i hope you guys will come back. i'm really sorry for abandoning you'all to do other stuff, and then you guys are like, traumatised or sth. now the attendance is like, screwed to the max? and i'm sure i wouldn't have known if they told me. and i'm sure i wouldnt be that guilty/sad/angry right then. i wish i could talk to you guys, but then again, i'm leaving, what's the point? i sort of hope i can leave with a happy note, at least tell myself i love you guys because you guys always make me laugh, but on such a note, i'm leaving with guilt and nothing else. hopefully, things will turn out fine, right? even though i was always scolding, i hope you know that i have a reason in doing so.. hopefully?

okay emo note xD

off to gossip girls i think!