hmmm! CID is fun, indeed! i really love playing with the kids, and plus i'm slacking, so can talk to them and everything. love elaine because she reminded me of myself in primary school :) of course not the breast talk, but yeah, she reminded me of myself in primary school and first week of sec school life, all acting cool and everything, refusing to open myself up except to people i absolutely trust, which was none then. LOL XD (weird to say that because i'm so damn different now) elaine is such a good girl, yet she has no friends! so i decided to be her friend :)

carried the children everywhere and stuff, though it was tiring, i enjoyed it a lot :) then had lunch with them in the small room, and they said their thanks as we listened. i wished everyday would be like that... there are so many kids and they are so warm! i mean warm in the sense of atmosphere. being with them makes me happy anyway :) i guess that's the magic of being a kid! jack and sebastian kept calling me biantai, but i guess that's one way of being close to them? and all the kids are so cute, and fun everything.. if only we weren't doing a project and only went there to enjoy ourselves and play... and the p6 boy, i forgot his name, is so mature for his age! even though he fools around and stuff, he didn't rebel or anything, unlike that stupid uh... what's his name again? yongkang? yeah! zzz!

lunch was a very cute event :) i wish i can have lunch with them soon :)

oh yeah. okay tuesday was cca + training... at first cca was quite sian and stuff cuz only had jesslyn and myself wth! then had lunch at the nearby place which was really cool! i didn't know there was such a place! and the outer view looked so expensive, but it's just normal hawker centre inside! LOLL! then somehow we got the topic of heights, and i found out that jesslyn is like me, afraid of heights!!

then anyway, had training which was rather slack HEH! foot drill a lot, then i pity lihui, her boots were.... wow. LOL. reminded me of footdrillcomp when my boots had a hole, then after drills there was a hole in my socks, and my sole was raw red heh!

and one more thing,

was on the bus going home one day when i saw a mother and son who sat in front of me. the son was just a toddler, perhaps 5 years old? the mother was laughing with him, and was hugging him and being really a nice mother, and the son was happy too. so i was thinking, did my mom do that to me when i was a toddler, too? or did it only apply to other families? hmmmm...

zijun said over the phone that i grew up, and wow, i think i did.