looking back, i suddenly wonder, how long can this peacefulness last? i said i was happy, but perhaps it was just a disruption to this happy life. i stared at the picture, and wonder if it would make any difference. perhaps i'm just being paranoid, as usual.

edit: i guess this is a sure-sign that I'm definitely over it.
and... my mom don't allow me to watch drama le :( zzzz! i can improve my chinese like that you know! :( gah. if i can't do it legally, i shall do it illegally!