"I don't wanna be the girl who has to feel the silence...
The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth
Please don't tell me that we had that conversation
When I won't remember, save your breath, 'cause what's the use?"
- P!nk, Sober

Wheee! i realised something again: justin timberlake has an awesome voice, and i think he is super super cool! XD perhaps he is the only man on earth who looks hot in a buzzcut

today went to the temple to pray, and prayed till 1, then went to my aunt's house for lunch. i realised my cousin is very lonely ever since he broke up with his gf, and he isn't as cheerful as ever.. usually he won't even bring a book to the temple, and will always chat around and tease people, but this time he brought a book and spent most of his time studying a book.. and he sits alone, away from his bro, but that because his bro is with his gf, but i guess he feels lonely somehow :S sat with my bro while my bro played PSP, i read 佐贺的超级ahma then he didn't really talk, just read his book, then walk away alone, then sit back to read again.. oh well, i'm sure he can recover from it soon(: and he is super shuai, so he definitely can find a human girl that won't break his heart once more, hopefully! (: went to aunt house, and my mom made me so paiseh la! got this chocolate fudge icecream cake, so my cousin (ong senior) gave me, then cause i ate before that and stuff, then my mom kept saying very loud i keep eating all those! WALAO! paiseh la! LOL! ;D

hmmm. comp is this sat, i really hope the teams are ready(: and hopefully my parents won't be guai lan and disallow me to go.. :(

tmr got rehearsal for class leaders. zzzz! i almost forgot about it until eevee reminded me because i tot it was training tmr HAHA! but it's gonna be so boring. and i reeeally hope my 平脚 won't result in some humiliation on wednesday :( i always have phobia of falling in front of an audience sia. i shall walk damn, damn, damn carefully! hate it la!!!! :( damn scared oso.. AIYA. nvr mind, got jiarong, qianhui, eve,munmun, bingle who are experiencing it too~ LOL. good luck everyone!

and yeap, i'm gonna be normal. be normal. be normal. which is being unusually high.. :S