"Accipere quam facere praestat injuriam."
To suffer an injustice is better than to do another an injustice.

whee! changed blogskin! (: LOL. direct reaction to lihui's tag HAHA!

and i'm telling you, i hate it when i get very tired. i lose things, i forget things, and the worst, i forget that i lose things LOL. like my STUPID. STUPID. belt. =.= i'm sick of it pestering me, and i have no idea what's gonna happen tmr. and yes, there's pe tmr, i forgot to get my long term mc from the doc. if this goes on, tkc is gonna force my ass into that sit and reach station!! ok mental note: see doc asap. and okay, i shall run 7 rounds for my stupid belt (:

first day of the term once more~ i can say it's a quite ok start, though i got scolded a lot of times today because siyi was going so high and crazy! :( i very kelian right xD HAHA! wonder if she will see this and kill me hahaha! but still, fun day la, i can ignore her and be entertained

chemistry was hell. going thru the practical work was terrible, i wasn't able to see the words on the board. but according to ng "as long as you understand the essence" but still, i need words to phrase them out right correct! and i always dread practicals still, as usual.. everytime i think of practical, i feel like stuffing myself into some anti-glassware mechanism or sth, because everytime i enter the lab, it means destruction for lim! i still quite pity her, though she's always entertained. LOL.

lang arts was quite okay. in fact i think i'm starting to like the way mr hor teaches; i mean, if he stands in front of the class, and expect everyone to give comments and everything, i can sort of bet no one would respond cuz it's just very weird to start jumping up and shouting answers out! so he goes from table to table, individual to individual, and it definitely helps to let me express myself! though i get distracted and stuff, when he comes back to us, i will just get back onto the tracks! (:

recess was just plain eating LOL. what else to do during recess? XD i'm not going to diet or what, it's horrendous, and i hate that growling feeling of my stomach, makes me very frustrated! especially this morning going to school, i kept groaning that i was hungry! and cherie was eating her homemade beehoon, yinshan her morning bread:( FRUSTRATING!

chinese was just ok.. i think lessons are rather interesting actually. the problem is i forgot what happened during chinese today, i only remember glh and her black shirt talking at the front of the class but no sound, cause i can't remember the content :S

geography was uh. speechless. i can't understand anything, because apparently, ckc isn't going on about anything meaningful =.= i don't understand how he can jump from some random news, to work, then stray off again! sometimes i fall asleep, and wake up to realise he is on the exact same thing because he went off track!

math was ok, i was trying to calm siyi down, then dl was like damn irritated with me because i was very noisy :D LOL. most of time i was staring at him, with siyi talking, and i listen to her, but just put my sight there LOL.

biology was light, because according to tsy, it's first day of the term! HAPPY~ just went through practical. again practical :(

okay. since jiarong gave me the challenge to spread LOVE around, i shall spread my love too~

NUMBER ONE; you've have beside me ever since the week of school even though we have separated in some ways. and i still can remember how we met; i fell on you! but still, it has been 4 years, and looking back, we haven't even fell out before. ok minor misunderstandings here and there (2 i counted) but it didn't affect anything at all(: and i never say it, but i enjoy those long chats too, and i really appreciate the way you share things with me first-hand, even though i'm sure i'm not as share-y as you. and yes, we have almost the same personality, and yes, we are perhaps the only two around who can coordinate at such level, having reactions, having inner thinking almost identical! it has been really interesting how we both can suddenly think about this thing, and when one of us mention it, we gasp and realise that is exactly what the other has been thinking about. i deeply appreciated everything we have walked past, and i really hope that this will last forever and ever. and you are my number one(;

NUMBER TWO; you've been beside me for 4 years, but we officially knew each other well for 3 years(: you're a keen listening ear, and talking to you always impacts me(: i think it had been such a long time since i opened my heart out and talked this much. the most amazing thing is that everytime i tell you something, you will always, somehow, make me feel better. telling you things is second nature to me because i know i trust you more than the majority of everyone(: and you will always be there in my heart, because you are such a huge impact on my life! and always, i love to hear your voice while trying to comfort me. i love you(:

NUMBER THREE; you have been there for me these two years(: if not for you, i definitely won't even know how to handle anything. our personalities are different, but always, our different personalities put our friendship even closer(; we have laughed together, and we've always looked out for each other. i perhaps have never shown appreciation to you, but everytime you scold me and everything, i do listen, and i do reflect. i'm sorry i always bring trouble to you'all, but you never harbor any hard feelings(: you can be said as my motherly figures in place of the real one, because i know i can count on you about every single detail. for that, i thank you, and i love you(:

NUMBER FOUR; you have been with me 4 years, but it has perhaps been 2 years since we got closer(: i love the way we always cheer each other up, and make each other's lives happier than it really should have been. because of you, i look forward cca even more, and i always crap and insult you, but you should know by now that i'm just killing myself doing that :O as always, everytime we laugh till our stomachs hurt, i always feel happy, high, and everything. a sad day can be made into a happy day because of your presence. i want to cheer you up in future too, and i love you(:

NUMBER FIVE; 4 years together, i can say i have never been a vital part of this. but i can always remember the fun times we had together. how we insult each other, and make each other laugh will always be etched in my mind, because i have never felt such bonds amongst such a big group of people(: you're the reason why i turn up for trainings, because i don't want to let you down, and i don't want to lose this feeling of bond. somehow, we always listen to each other, and you have been with me in the ups and downs of this puny life. and i will definitely, definitely have a reason to cry once we leave, because of you. i love you(:

NUMBER SIX; you've been part of this life since primary two. thinking through it, i haven't been exactly the best friend, the best person. knowing that both of us are imperfect is always a comfort, and everytime this msn window pops up, i feel like i can say everything out, and that makes me happy. i still remember calling you doctor, because you always give me a great talk, and at the end of it when i go to sleep, i feel as if my burden has been removed. i hope it has been the same for you, but i'm also really sorry i hardly notice your presence in msn, being preoccupied 99% of the time. thankyou for always taking time off to talk to me, even though i'm sure your life is experiencing downs and ups too. like how i depend on you, i want you to depend on me too, put some burden back onto me(: and i love you(:

to each and every person who i love, i want to apologize for being such a stupid and clueless person all the time. i know you're irritated with me at such times, but i want to let you know, i will try to improve. i will try to be more alert, because i don't want to cause inconvenience to you(: