OMG. i really love Eyes on Me~

Faye Wong - Eyes On Me
Whenever sang my songs
On the stage, on my own
Whenever said my words
Wishing they would be heard
I saw you smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy
You'd always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar

My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you?
Maybe yes, maybe no
I kind of liked it your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me
Oh, did you ever know?
That I had mine on you

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

So let me come to you
Close as I wanted to be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart beating fast
And stay there as I whisper
How I loved your peaceful eyes on me
did you ever know
That I had mine on you

Darling, so share with me
Your love if you have enough
Your tears if your're holding back
Or pain if that's what it is
How can I let you know
I'm more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out then
You will know that you're not dreaming

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

AHHHH! i duno how long ago i went crazy over this song. perhaps p4? i forgot. but listening to it stirs up a lot of happy emotions, even though it sounds like an emo song ;D HAHA. in fact i think the lyrics are super happy can! i think it's a little mushy though, but whatever! today was a normal day. not too tired, not too awake either. (don't dare to claim myself as tired after seeing eve) but i wasn't a too happy person XD
gl asked me what i want to pray for, and i wanted to wish for something at first. then realised that i should pray a little for myself. then i calm down and thought about it. i realised my life is rather fulfilled, a much better than a lot of people's ones around (at least, that's what i thought, before i got my results back) so i wished for something i'm achieving already. i think it will come true, because i'm already halfway through! JIAYOU.
then i discussed sth with siyi, and i was rather traumatised. LOL! then i was like cannot be one la. then i thought about it, if it was true, i would definitely consider it. i regretted it once because of my indecisiveness, and now, if i were given another chance, i may just go for it. that's what i promised myself as i slowly draw myself away ;D

then sort of got back geography assignment, and i got lowest in class. i did anticipate it before, but i was quite sad actually. so the whole lesson i was stoning, and doodling. I dunno, just disappointed. eve was like shocked. (i mean, i'm not a good student, but just an average person) i dunno, i really hope my geography won't fail me. i placed quite a lot of hopes on it, since it has been a copy and paste subject to me all along. if i fail it this year, i think i will just drop it totally. LOL. ok that's what i plan to do even w/o failing it -___-

then got back math test. 26/30.

DL was totally qianbian la! he was like 'wah, you oso can get 26 arh?" -____- not like i so stupid mah, at least i'm not retarded like how he think i am! :S then i was like a little stoning beside siyi who got full marks.

i'm definitely not suaning anyone. (i know, 26 is a good pass, and an A to top it off) i can't say i worked my ass off for this test, but i know i placed some hopes and work into it. you don't see me doing math work religiously last year under chng, do you? nope. i don't even bother understanding anything in class, because i'm just not bothered to. but here comes sec 4, and i can't slack as much anymore. suddenly, i realised, that even working hard doesn't give me the desired results. i'm worried that i can't promote. ok, sorry, i shouldn't be emoing over an A =.=

arrrggghhhh my bio test is screwed too. consolation: got 5 dollars! :D
then went for training for a moment, then went off for CIP meeting! hahahaha it was damn high on the bus, and xm with us.
we were like randoming calling each other surnames and add "zi" behind. so
eve = cheng zi (orange)
liuqiao = liu zi (idk)
png hang = png zi(idk!)
phyllis = seah(xia) zi (blind man)
xinmun = PHANG ZI(fatty)

HAHAHAHHAHA. i totally burst out laughing and cannot stop at all!!! then xm stamped on our feet (eve and i) and we were like finally feeling the horrible feeling adam and bingle feels every moment with her :( HAHAHHA!
then we laugh again because xm was on the phone so eve said "hi xm's friend, i'm xm's friend!" then she was objecting loudly "it MAKES sense!" when xm stamped on her foot! LMAO!!! i laughed like hell la!! i duno why, my huge laughing moments are always with eve, when she isn't a total joker! LOL! eve laugh until she sweat like hell la! i shook hands with her, and her hands were wet! :O

then we reached commonwealth, and we shopped around in Sheng Siong. LOL! then eve went missing, so we went searching for her. so it went like this:

pnghang: EVE WHERE ARE YOU! (staring intensely at the floor) -incase you didn't notice, we were emphasizing how small she is-
liuqiao: got microscope or not!
me: ohohoh! you see here! (a tiny space) she's here!!

and everyone were like o.O HAHAHA!! damn funny can!then we went for the meeting!
so ivan looks rather different. we were thinking if he was like 80 years old or what, and i was mimicking a way a old man will talk. HAHAHA! then alan came in, and i kept laughing w/o stopping. AND IT WAS A RATHER SMALL COSYROOM!! totally, liuqiao was beside me and i kept vibrating with laughter. LOL! i realised his hair is super centre parting, and it's so hilarious! and i left the room to see eve make a call or sth, then the door stuck to his chair. as i close the door behind me, i saw liuqiao bursting with laughter LOL!
then alan had a private discussion with us and i kept from laughing because of his face! LOL. then liuqiao kept jotting down rebuts to his words, which were quite funny! he was like 'so...the driver of the ambulance are your la!" then liuqiao jot down "HOW CAN WE BE DRIVERS?!"
then we finally finish everything. and left for home!! :D a rather fun day overall! :D