friday 20 february 2009:
4J sang birthday song for eevee! hahaha the first time i said "1,2,3" for the singing leh! HAHA!
didn't go cca, but went to visit balloons instead. in the end i was having a smelly shirt, and a headache when i went home! eve drooled a lot xD

Saturday 21 february 2009:
it was eve and zhiliang's birthday! and it's internal mock comp!
reached school at 815 and go arrange tables blah blah, then i realised i didn't give my card and food to LALK! so i gave it to them in the waiting room -___-
LALK did really well (: was getting really happy over the results xDDD nursing and long case was happy happy~
the juniors did really great too ;) their effort is seriously very very very li hai!
all the teams pro!
after the thing we sang birthday song for eve for the second time le (class gt sing once mah)

after that took 97 to je interchange charlene,jesslyn,xm,yen,eve,pnghang,bingle,adam,chiunyuan and me!
the bus ride was rather stony at the end, because i lost steam hehe! then we reached je and jess,char,eve,ph,chiunyuan n me went to imm (for some reason, i'm frequenting that place like crazy) while the rest went for AED course (feel bad) and went mos burger. then we kept trying to entertain chiunyuan who was the only guy, and the only junior amongst us. ;D
so we kept firing questions at him and we keep waiting for his answer because he will look up, ponder, and then give us a very neutral answer

for example,
me: cy arh, are you happy with today's comp?
cy: *looks up* *ponders* hai hao la...
major -__________________- for everyone!
charlene: oi, no more hai hao la ok!
me: do you like your trainers?
cy: *looks up* *ponders* ok bah..
=____________________=

HAHAHHA! it was quite funny at this point of time:
me: omg, it's the first time i'm here at mos burger you know!
oh no, 这是我的第一次leh... (tries to sound biantai)
cy gave a very disgusted look that everyone laughed at!!

then stoned around, because everyone were tired, and went home le lor.. so tired can! xD

22 february 2009:
i was wondering how i survived waking up that day =__= and i woke up late, so i rushed over to commonwealth without my breakfast. in the end i reached at 7.45a.m. and i was so damn early o.O so i bought some funny funny egg tart and ate it (it crumbled before i could eat it :( )
then i realised the whole guys' team + reserve reach damn early can! so i sat with shijing and stoned....
then a fat pig came over a.k.a. sharon hahaha! i felt her fat aura when she left her house xD
then more and more people came lor..
so we went to the center, and then we went into our different duties!
ivan was xtremely funny. he put me incharge of the "video room" in the end i only brought them to the room only what! hahaha!
then we went downstairs for the ceremony and stuff le!
eve and i were at first stoning around, because we realised we don't have much to do xD
so we went to get balloons, and we showed off to the pd ppl (who wore full u, so sad) aka yen jess adam and bl xD then yen wanted the balloon, so eve and i set off to get another balloon!
then during the ceremony there was this event when a balloonman was on stage, and he was fabulously cool! he made daffy duck, bugs bunny, tweety bird from just balloons you know!!

OMG. then the most important thing happened. the balloonman came down stage, and he asked this girl beside me whether she wanna go up. but i think the girl very scared or maybe got a little... uhh, disorder, so she don't want la.. then the balloonman (with a whistle in his mouth) he counted to 3 with his fingers, and with one Beeeeeeeeep, he pulled me on stage O.O ok he pulled me, i staggered forwards, so i went up on stage xD
eve liuqiao ph were so envious lorrrrr MUAHAHAHA! lihui, felicia, and linda oso lor HAHA!
so i just watched him in action lor, it was super weird because i dunno what kind of facial expression i should have mah! so i just stoned (giving appropiate faces at appropiate times) and then was very embarrassing at this part the balloonman he reached into his pocket, and stare at me. so i stared back at him puzzled, and i was reminded forcibly of mr chan somehow, then he suddenly took out the white balloon and shook it in front of me. WALAO. i was like totally shocked!!! (so paiseh, my shocked face is super unglam!) then i so paiseh, lihui they all and eve they all all laughface was super OMGOMGOMG! hahahaha! then he gave it to me, then i went down lor. then ph and liuqiao told me that the girl who was supposed to go up was staring at me la! wth!

so in the end i got an elmo. according to eve, when i realised it was an elmo my with this longing look in her eyes lor. so i gave the elmo i braved humiliation to her! xDDDD

i was at first rather sad la, 'cause i really wanted a balloon ever since that balloonman started performing mah.. then i gave it to her lor. even though i know i would regret it like hell if i didn't give it to her, i still quite sad la! then towards the end of the opening ceremony, i realised the elmo wasn't the prettiest balloon around (perhaps tweety?) so i just nvr mind le lor!
then after that ivan made us do crowd control and stuff..and it was quite boring at first, then it got more interesting le lor!
hahaha i oso caused lq's balloon to fly away hahahahha, her baby face was damn funny!
after that went west mall bb for a while then go home.. then my mom totally scolded me lor.. so i'm grounded xD

today:
it was a relatively happy day, because i wasn't extremely tired, even though i fell asleep in geography and was all groggy for math test....
i bought economical noodles to school!! wheeee! and i was quite full for lessons!! hahahaha!
chemistry test was back, and i am actually quite ok with the results, even though it's a B4?
lang arts was interesting because of toto-chan! i remembered how mrs tay in primary school would read a chapter of toto chan everyday, until one day when she forgot about it HAHA!
recess was just a lot of delivering, no eating i think (since i ate the economical mee!)
then chinese and everything. it was just corrections for the zuo wen, but i was really, really very upset with something else glh wrote to me on my ting xie paper, even though i didn't really say it out, or look like it
she wrote like "jiamei, this is the first year you're chairperson, is this why you have no time to finish your homework? you have to listen in class, and be a responsible chairperson. then you can lead 4J."
i was damn guilty and sad when i read it once when i got it, twice when i just glanced at it, and thrice when i was walking home. sometimes i think to myself about how irresponsible i'm, how unqualified i'm, and how much trouble i always bring to others thanks to my own stupidity, especially eve and people who i rely on. so many times in class, i'm the noisest, and by the way people look at me, i know i'm not a role model, perhaps just there for show. i'm controlling myself little by little, i really am. i'm really very sorry to those who had to always remind me to keep quiet, or help me out in every single situation. i know i'm a useless freak who can't manage things without others and hopefully i can tame myself.

oh anyway, in case you're wondering why i decided to rant here, it's because the other blog is cmi, i can't post in it for nuts!
hmm after school went home straight because my mom grounded me (see above)