HOP, STEP, JUMP!

LOL. sorry for the random opening.
i feel like blogging in eve's style, it's not as time-consuming and it's very neutral xD

today i was very irritable in the morning. I met yinshan and cherie, and cabbed to school because i had to pass a shirt. maybe because i was in a very bad mood, and i hate waiting for taxi at taxi stands, i was very irritable. i went sjab room, passed shirt to bing le and adam. resisted the temptation to shout at adam in the morning when he took the envelope from me. and again, i was irritable, so small things can just get me very angry. bing le asked if i was tired, i guess i was. went back to class to chiong math, and remembered maybe need markers. took markers and walk back to sjab room. in the end, they no need. got irritated again and went back to continue chionging. in the end, i can't finish the math ws and was forced to go for morning assembly. eve came in the morning, and saw how my face looked like when i'm in a bad mood. she didn't really dare to talk much.

miss lai retirement. i was sitting with yinshan and olivia, we were sort of talking. i was excited when my message came up on the ppt. thanks eve. it was 2 pages long, and it represented sjab. found miss lai very pretty when she was in her teenage years. then after that, went back to class for math.

suddenly, i was in a great mood again. siyi was sort of freaked out by me. so studied math, and finished math ws on the way. after that was recess. bought just a few stuff and listened to music while reading newspapers in class. emo.

then after that was chem practical. screwed up again. jodee and limsimin were right, i suck at chem prac. the worst part is, i'm paired up with lim, who isn't good either. i spilled zinc nitrate while measuring 10 cubic centimeters. at the end, i was the last few to clear up again. but spilling wasn't the worst thing that happened to me before. i was putting a boiling tube over the fire, and the bottom flew off, all the contents spilled onto the fire. lim still laughs about it.

went back to class for language arts. fell unconscious while reading the articles. when siyi poked me awake, i was drooling subconsciously. then i went back to sleep until i heard eve's voice. so i said 行礼.

after that went to lt. eve and i were damn flustered and stressed because we have no idea where to go. asked around for clues. glh gave us wrong information, and we entered, exited and entered lt 2. after that i went out and overheard glh wondering out loud to a friend isn't LT 2 for 4A, B, C, D? felt like kicking her. angml is so much more reliable. next time i have to use computer every tuesday. mental note.

sat in the LT with eve, and listened to lecture about total defence. was quite awake, and listened mostly. then eve and i started becoming random and counting the number of "singapore" and "singaporeans" in the text given to us. we counted the number of Os on the ppt slide. we counted the no of words on the ppt slide. we counted the number of tiles on the walls that were perfect squares. we counted the number of chairs that were red in the room. then it was the panel discussion. cheered for edmund and chuye. didn't cheer for anyone else, though clapped hands for junming. laughed at edmund's crap, and chuye's hand gesture at the end. laughed quite hard at weihao's words.

after that listened to 歌访.
gefang is super cool. the singers are great, especially cynthia (since i only saw her performance) she sings very well. she has a nice low voice. watched and listened. then bing le talked to me about something that i cannot remember, then a girl talked to me. i don't know her. she commented about gefang, and i thought about the words sour grapes briefly. got the flyers from dixun and joined jesslyn eve bing le talking. jesslyn told me about si zheng, and i laughed. missed the days in 2L, every discussion can be so funny, and can expect jokes everywhere. felt a teeny weeny sad about it. then bing le started singing all the time. i recommended him to join gefang. he sang a song he claimed as 期待爱, but i didn't recognise it.

went back to class with eve and pnghang to do work at first. but lihui came, so went to for team talk at the swing. found out about quite a few things that shocked me. agreed on a few issues too. suddenly realised the team is really something i can use to spur myself on. then eve came to nag at me to go back for homework.

went back for a while, made pnghang do math for me. jesslyn and bing le came in and we talked briefly. i went to buy stuff. asked yin shiuan whether i was weird yesterday, because he was laughing. realised i was too soft-spoken, and was somehow flattered. i never knew i can be soft. looks like math test won't be counted after all. no wonder mada was moaning about it.

at 5, chuye and alvin came in and they were doing ASK maths. i finished 报章报道 in the canteen, and went to see the stick-ons near the staircase. was extremely happy to see "i will protect rvsj'09, especially y4'09" then saw my own one "i will protect eve and phyllis" and found it a little lesbianic. went to hand up stuff and then accompanied pnghang to see the stick-ons again. then waited for eve, and realised my wallet was missing. i pray that my wallet is not lost. went home with eve and took a crowded bus. almost couldn't get down.

i reached home and started sneezing and feeling horrible. hopefully can feel worse tmr so no need go school. lol, just a joke. i sneezed into my papers, and they were wet. irky. i fell asleep after using the new eye massager for about one to two hours, and i am still feeling tired.

i haven't studied chemistry 60%. i only studied 40. duno what is going to happen tmr. i should have went home early today if not for the hwk i owe everyone.

i don't like how things are like now. nor do i think that friends who always get punished are embarrassing. i feel responsible for it.