"Lost and insecure, you found me."

- The Fray, You Found Me

whoops, long time no post! (frankly, i forgot most of the stuff i wanted to post about)

RIGHT! let's start from last friday

23/01/09:

A great day(: celebration was boring, maybe because we were having public duty, and i was rather low + sitting around strangers so i wasn't that high! but anyway, the lion threw sweets at me! :D i was singing along and stuff bah, is that considered high? then i found out farrah fell down!! omg la! today we saw her and her injuries are really ouch. LOL.

then after celebrations, wanted to go for buffet, but in the end everyone don't want go le, so i was like rather sian diao because i told jr qh zj to meet at 2.30, in the end there was nothing =.= so was contemplating stoning in classroom and cleanup, do up management diary, and finish chemistry ws. then cherie jia le and pinning came in looking for jie le, and i decided to go with them for primary school gathering! wheeee!

then went to vivo and we were the first to reach. then i was like just looking around, and michelle came! hahaha she looks the same as ever, and her hair is super nice, unpermed but looks permed! (duno how to spell) heh! so we talk and talk and talk.. then suddenly someone appear beside me and i was damn stunned. WEICHUAN! OMG. then we were like 'wc?! is this his brother?! or what' we were ready to accept any crap reason for the huge transformation apart from 'ok, that IS wc'

note: from here, i think i may miss out details =.=

then people started flooding in like, the nanhua peeps i.e. huimin teohyi peilin alan xiujing, adeline and huiping, and i forgot le (shit!) shuenyee...

then everyone went to superdog (dun drool sharon) and ate there! hahaha! then everyone were quite leng at first, then we warmed up and started crapping! then yinshan came, zihan and nicholas came and then i had to leave :'( i wish i could have stayed longer, because everyone went to sky garden!!! (urgh!) but ok, what happened after that was extremely great (:

then i met a fuming zj and qh at vivo before we set off to meet a dead batt jiarong =.= she had to use jasmine's phone to call us LOL. noob! then we met her at the interchange and stuff lor! qh and i were not in a good mood so the mood was rather ruined at the start, i was worried it wouldn't be fun! in fact i was like emoing or sth LOL.

then we took bus to west coast lala! we took 175 so must get down one stop before and walk. then we talk a little, stone, and emo LOL. then we reached west coast park! <3 sky =".=">

then we go to the coast there and sat and emo AGAIN. urgh! LOL. emo kias! i think zj and jr weren't (hopefully) but i definitely was, qh too. whoops! LOL. then we took photos like crazy and then we had "dinner" at macdonalds. LOL. it was funny, the oreo cheesecake and the brownie as birthday cakes! LOL. and we talked (:

jr and zj went walking while qh and i went to climb pyramid again (it was late, and it was night!) omg la. then it was so shuang up there, no sun, and cooling! then qh and i talked A LOT and confided a lot, and listened a lot. (: was missing the days in 2L, we could see each other (the clique) everyday, and crap, laugh, and i think i was a less responsible person in the past, which makes me happier in some ways ;D

at 9, we left, and everyone waited with me for 175 and the bus was super cool!! blur pictures, but still! LOl. my third on a spebus (special bus). so dear qh's birthday ended with a happy and satisfied note (:

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY QH!!! wish you a happy life ahead, and that we can celebrate with each other every year((((:

24/01/09:

CIP! ((((:
ok that makes me sad now. because my parents refused to let me continue.i'm damn sad ok! i emo all the way home can! ok, not the point -__-

Amin CAME BACK! and mazlan smsed me that he is not coming (sad.. i think i can't see him anymore) and i tutored amin and sypfiq. amin was damn cute and energetic. sypfiq was super quiet at first, he didnt even wanna say a single word, but amin kept talking and talking non stop, and with my professional guiding, he finally open up! and seriously, he laughs damn hysterically! :O and charlene was commenting "phyllis, why are all your students so crazy?" lol, i oso duno, my luck or sth? charlene still got the pretty girl! :D

then i had to get serious, and i taught syafiq multiplication. and i was damn irritated because amin kept interrupting (because he is p6) and after half an hour amin haven't even done ONE single question?! wth! then syafiq kept getting distracted, even if there is NOTHING to be distracted about. i ask him " 2 x 4?" he just ANYHOW gimme answer "3" walao, my hair almost all drop? i told umpteen times until i feel like my teacher, then he still always use 3 what the? i have little patience with people who DO not listen.

then after that, i went home straight heh! guai right? no la, my parents angry with me for reaching home so late the night before, so i go home early lor, it was worth it hehe!

CNY:

i'm quite sad that my cousin broke up with his gf, but i guess he is coping ok(:

i had steamboat on sunday i think, the next day i kena food poisoning. i tell you it's terrible, i was wondering if i could go guanlin house or not la! :P every time i eat, i shit, and the shit is as dilute as urine, it SQUIRTS out. wad the?! it's damn disgusting=.=

then i had buffet at night, but my ass can't listen, so i was visiting the toilet bowl most of the time la! =.= and there were good food!!! :(

then next day i went temple, then go guanlin's house! heh met her at je mrt first, then talk and drink. =.= seriously, i can't take bitter things, and i don't plan on doing so! LOL then met jasmine and siyi. LOL. jasmine made us laugh because she looks auntie, but in the end she looks ok la!

siyi was dressed quite cute LOL. (she later ego again) then we set off for guanlin's house lala! we took cab la hahaha. then met dixun! and we started eating steamboat, skipping past all the pai nian hehe! then there was sth jasmine found funny, but i didn't:

"hey, where you go pai nian today?"

"oh, i go pai shen." (pray god u know)

then they laughed lik siao, i duno why -__- this is the extreme diao face la!

then steamboat laugh like shit shit shit. they kept suaning me then dixun sneeze i will burst out laughing seriously hahahaaa! then guanlin invited her friend enik and joined us to eat then after that her band senior came too! then it was like about 9? so we go home le lor!

YAY. pictures pictures pictures!

Sharon's birthday card hehehe! ;D i find it pretty la xd
jiarong's card, and i agree, it's the prettiest card you gave me LOL!





the front of jiarong's card

squad card (:






hahahaha qh with her girly pose =.= jiarong and i are trying to act like seaweeds=.=
heh! i love this picture somehow! :) qh pose damn unglam, but spot jiarong and my stupid faces, spastic, totally!


i love this photo lots too!!

emo kias, checked.

zijun and i, hearts! LOL. (somehow i can hear jasmine shouting 'who wants to!!')

mango, dun be sad. it's not the first time you felt like this, just let go, and things will turn out great. haven't I tell you before? stay happy, and everything turns out alright somehow. losing passion isn't what you should worry about, it is the reason behind it that you should feel bad for.