i fell in love with the song 我爱的人by Yoga! listened to it on siyi's phone today, and found it extremely nice!
i like how geography test went today. two words: a breeze! HAHA. it was an open book test in the first place, extreme pushover can and the interesting part is that i talk with siyi throughout the test and stuff can! :P
somehow i feel a bit happy with yesterday's pe session. I RAN. what the hell? even though i was bloody hell slow, but please, i was stagnant for one whole year because of my dear, dear leg and MC, but i still can run, like seriously, i was proud of myself (to an extent)
ytd after school seriously wanted to just leave, and go home to sleep. but still, training. realised that the week before i was going for training every single day, even if it's not my training. it's stupid, and little idiotic, because i don't understand why i was so enthusiastic la! i die every night at home because i'm so tired, and i can't study, i can't even do homework. i just go home, bathe, eat, use computer, lie on the sofa, stone, and fall asleep. ok partly my use of com is the cause for the absence of work, but still, i don't like feeling tired at 6am, AND 6pm.
today cca was tiring AGAIN. urgh, i feel like dying when i run. -___- how long has it been since i seriously ran 6 rounds? i don't think i can remember. after all the running and stuff the others play games while i stoned, and thought about a million things while staring at the rain painful leg too
siyi say i seem very down and quiet nowadays. and shit, i think so too. i just don't talk as much, i don't high anymore, and i always let siyi do the talking while i listen. it's funny because siyi usually doesn't talk a lot and i used to shout and talk all the time. i feel everyday is a burden, and is building up. i know, emo kid. somehow, i feel normal, and immune to suans already? today jas and guanlin were like highing before chinese lesson, while siyi and i listen to her phone. then they just suddenly took out my pads, and threw them on my table, and go crazy or sth. funny, i didn't react normally, i just "hurhurhur.."
somehow, i'm not so like myself anymore. and thankyou timothy