Gosh.the only remedy i have to everything is SJAB! :D

chionging contact list now... it's rather simple actually, but i keep side tracking >.<
i'm tired, like hell. i slept like 3 a.m. because i couldn't get to sleep, maybe i'm getting insomnia!
horrible. i can't even sleep with myself counting sheeps to about 2000?? and my mom keeps snoring, it's virtually impossible to close my eyes, empty my mind, and let myself drift into dreamland. but the dream i had this morning was niceeeee. i dreamt there was an sjab class, with all my favourite people inside (i.e. all 12-13 people) it was sad to wake up! :(
today first day of being a chair =.= was slacker than i thought. HAHAHA! eevee lost to me in scissors paper stone all the time, out of 10 times, she loses 10 times HAHA! and she is efficient.
today was a rather normal day. in fact to me, normal days seem abnormal without hearing laughter from my squad:'( shit, i'm falling into denial! only remedy: EVE! :D muahahhaha. and yes eve, your name is gonna be in my blog posts every time eh! (:
morning assembly. lame, and i was tired. stood behind and stone LOL! poor eve, standing in front. i promised her to stand with her tmr and maybe the days after :)

oh i found sth!
wikipedia:
Onset insomnia - difficulty falling asleep at the beginning of the night, often associated with anxiety disorders

ANXIETY DISORDERS?! look, i ain't going insane, i ain't! LOL. i guess i will sleep damn well tonight, because i'm damn tired. head heavy, hair in a mess, and mind block LOL. i'm using lots of my brain juices to write this ok!

NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS:
1. to be more unsoft. (IMPORTANT.)
2. to cherish all TIMES with squad.
3. to stay happy and not break down for no reason (mood swings are irritating)
4. to perhaps vent anger in a different channel like xm (kicking and punching) instead of bottling it inside
5. go out more with squad.
6. go out more with ex-clique. (i miss u people dudes)
7. be promoted. (bloody hell?!)
8. to not laugh in the presence of the SQUAD for 60 minutes (HA. i'm taking up the challenge)
9. to save money, so sharon won't scold me for being a poor ass =.=
10. <3333333 life.

back to the topic.
i was practically falling asleep behind in the morning assembly?! seriously. i couldnt see who is talking all the time, it bores me out, and i feel like sneaking back to class for a break HAHA. zombified me!
then eve and i managed to get the class committee filled! WOOTS.
the class management diary is a shocking PINK. cool!
it was chemistry, and i was sort of tired. nothing much.
then it was lang arts. HAHAHA. we started laughing when the teacher came in. HAHA he is damn mini! perhaps about eve's height? very small indeed...
he is damn gullible too!

ok then it was chinese or sth. same stuff and eve and i talked about leisure camp. :D i totally love leisure camp. it was sort of the kind of camp you will love if everyone around you is high. (:
then i guess it's geog? same old, same old.
ehhh... then it was bio. LOL. bio was just the same i guess, the diseases were damn cool. then when the teacher mentioned dementia, it reminded me strongly of EVE. LOL.

after that had welfare meeting and stuff. before that kena upskirted=.= i still dun see how it is funny

then eve and i was like talking to bl and just watching him clean up his class. walao so hiong? then lq came and i totally got high. OMG. sjab mood. (:

tmr got cca, but gotta go tiong to exchange uniform first for siyi ><