i have earholes now.

and i love my niece! HAHAHA. felicia is 6 going to 7, but she damn cute.

so tuesday i went to have brunch with her my aunt and my family. then she kept stoning at the food and dun wan to eat. tsk, damn slow! then we went into the car and she started getting high and telling us all about her tokyo trip hahaha! a toddler makes the day.

then we went vivo, then she kept holding my hand, and i had to entertain her all day~then i was dead tired because she was so energetic! then we went tiong and i was dead tired.

oh i pierced my ears already=.=ok audition i suck at it HAHAHAH! cya bb!

lol was planning to put this up in squad blog, but decided my own blog seems more appropiate >.<

ok. hope whatever happened today won't leave anything bad memories behind. it is a misunderstanding, so the way we do things do not have to change, just communicate more k, we love each other! (: thrashing it out today will strengthen our bonds into iron chains and into GOLD bars. ok it was stupid analogy, but yeah you get it right? so in future, got anything unhappy just thrash. it just clears up things! :D i love the squad, i dun wan to see anything happen to it, so let's all cherish it. ok i'm overreacting again, but yeah :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARLENE! hope you love my water babies(: they are under your care now HAHAHA.

shit, can't believe i screwed just ONE email up. of all emails, mind you!

put title as emails instead of a decent title, and not even noticing it until i asked around

forgot to include dear eevee into the list of excos >.< horrible

today was a relatively fun day, visited my aunt at ang mo kio, played with the dogs, had fun, started talking to the dogs like they are my long lost friends, saw granddad, and realised how old he became, felt rather sad, asked about PSP, then drank some drink... i tink it was 100 plus

yep. it's time to sleep! NIGHT.

christmas! ytd was a day of torture. i shopped like everywhere?! i went west coast mall at first, and it was really barren, nothing to buy at all. then i went on to jurong point, and met familiar faces >< LOL. i was like avoiding can, because it's so weird! ok then i went to IMM, and shopped for quite a lot. oh yeah. there was this hilarious thing that happened in the car when we were leaving IMM. it was like the radio was playing this song by Enrique Iglesias , called Hero. then the first verse were all questions. so it went like:

Radio: Would you dance, if I asked you to dance?
me: no.
brother gives a o.O face

radio: or would you run, and never look back?
me: yep, that's right
brother finally gets it and laughs

radio: would you cry, if you saw me crying?
me: no.
brother: maybe

radio: And would you save my soul, tonight?
me: no thanks.
brother: i'm considering it right now.

radio: would you tremble if I touched your legs (we heard wrongly, it's supposed to be lips)
brother and i stares at each other -.- and LAUGHS.

i dunno why it was damn funny!

today's event in the afternoon was super imprompto, like i decided it 11 p.m. last night? LOL. then i started calling and smsing like hell lah! LOL.

today morning woke up and met eve at commonwealth mrt. then i was like damn early, so i was walking around aimlessly. then i spotted this man shouting to no one, in malay. no implications by the language, but seriously, i was rather freaked out. then he walked to the control station, and i was thinking he was gonna top up only. then he started scolding the people INSIDE the control station. i was feeling kpo, and i just casually walk past, then i realised it was unnecessary la, the guy was shouting so loud can. he lost his wallet at city hall, or sth like that LOL. i duno but the people inside were like damn buisong! he kept demanding to see the manager -.-

then another guy i noticed was eh.. blind. he was walking with a walking stick, and he was following the tracks on the ground which was meant for the blind. then the thing is that, there was a group of people about 50 (auntie age) then they were blocking that track. then i was like wth. the blind guy was like trying his hard to move past the group of people without the tracks as a guide can, because he could hear those people talking amongst themselves. so bad la!

ok then eve and i met up and we went to meet the cip guy alan, and it was at first rather scary can. then we started discussing, then sharon called me and it was like in the middle of the meeting?! so i had to sms instead, like damn rude leh sia! the guy got a call, and he reject or sth la (i like his phone, looks like the phone i got when i was in p3?:P)

then sharon finally decided to come watch movie with us, thanks to my good persuading, and she was feeling guilty for some reason LOL. but anyway, we had to meet sharon at clementi mrt at 12.30, and the meeting ended at like 11.50a.m. so we just slacked in the supermarket and eve was about to buy food at long john silver, then her queue was super slow, so she gave up haha!

then met sharon at clementi then go lot 1 le. lol, then i was like seriously damn economic because i have NO money.then watch the movie, and almost fell asleep. seirously DAMN BORING~ LOL. i was disappointed, seriously. but i think james is like, shuai?! LOL. jesslyn was going crazy over edward, but pls, he isn't hot la can!! LOL. in fact i think bella in prom dress is damn pretty. i was damn crazy at the front, then i settled down >< LOL. hahaa then my popcorn was passed around, and when it came back about 15 minutes later, it was like 1/4 full only?! walao the pigs! namely, jesslyn xm bl (i believe eve isn't that greedy!)

then after that went home le, it's like very sad la, i wanted to crap can! but its like my curfew is damn irritating -.-

then went to eat with my parents, and damn full la. shit! >< LOL.

MERRY BELATED CHRISTMAS TO ALLLLL ;D

anyway, i decided to copy jiarong, and list only FIVE things that are memorable. that's because if you wan me to list ten, it's impossible!

1. PNGHANG's birthday celebration at vivo, sky garden it was the most fun day i had for a long long time!
2.MY BIRTHDAY. was a damn touching day from a class that i wasn't too close with at that time(:
3. CHRISTMAS. i was declaring friendship with sharon, and bl was irked LOL. but it was happy night with all the greetings xD
4. LEISURE CAMP. the night we all stayed up to watch the imaginary sunrise(: battled our eyelids to the max man! haha! and it was really fun
5. FOOT DRILL COMP. i'm not trying to mushy all over again, but every time i go past Clementi Woods sec, i still remember the feeling of holding that trophy xD jxyycoeppsl!

HAHA. bb!

i realised i'm rather spoiled.

you see, i'm surrounded by fabulous people. i'm serious. it's irky and embarrassing, but the people around me are really great. e.g. the 12 people i will always love, and my great friends, and my best friend.

i realised why i love christmas this year. because i feel great with all these friends! (:

how mushy, but it's true ><

HAHA. 4 hours to christmas. MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE!

wonder why i'm looking forward to christmas this year, even though my family do not celebrate christmas at all. i guess it's because i'm going to get my PSP tmr? i hope my mom don't give me false hope again, like the number of times she told me she would poke my ear holes ><

today finished presents, and was really happy with it, i din expect it to be so pretty! made bracelets again, and fell asleep when i was finished 90%. it's just left with the tying and burning of the strings. i mean seriously, no patience!! then i completely woke up about 2 hours later, and my mom completed my bracelet for me. thanks mom! then had a huge cultivation of water babies AGAIN. lol. i love my water babies, all damn pretty and cute.

ytd din go for training because i promised my mom to go out with her. but in the end, i woke up at 12, and went out finally at 2. gosh, i realised the day was a total waste of my time. we went this buffet at orchard, and i wasn't really hungry because at 12, i ate laksa and couldn't finish it. so i'm not hungry! ok, the buffet was cheap. $15.90 for a student like me, but there's double plus, so i guess it adds up to about 18 dollars. then i started eating and eating like no one's business, until i really felt like puking. i had to like walk one round about the shopping centre basement before i got my stomach back. i even had to visit the toilet and i only sat on the toilet bowl and tried to shit. IMPOSSIBLE. i went back, only had a icecream, and eat nothing else. shit that buffet made me disgusted with food.

today was rather sian. did nothing but stone at home. then at night i had steamboat! niot very nice. i enjoyed eating the fish though there was only like 2? sian. mass convo now. BB!

DAMN IT. DAMN IT.

(BELATED) HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZIJUN!
AND
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASMINE!

ok shit i forgot to do so many things for zijun!! urgh! supposed to send email to her, then in the end i forgot!!! #$%^&*

phyllis is going to stay happy as long as she will be(:

lemme rate how dead i am(:
homework.

chinese zuo wen: 0% done (not even one!!)
chemistry ws: 40% (i did it and fell asleep)
english compo: 0% (i lost the questions)
maths matrix ws: 0% (was planning to do, but in the end decided to slack)

ok i can't remember anything of the other hw so far, but i only did half of the chemistry ws. my death is sort of predicted already. LOL.

today went to pasir ris park with liuqiao and sharon! :D LOL. at first supposed to be a squad outing in the end nobody come, so only left we three lor. but it was fun nevertheless. we went to eat at subway first, to expose liuqiao to subway goodness i.e. the great food. i had to eat 6-inch even though i was the poorest amongst the three!!! unfair pigs. then we went for cycling for 2 hours. DAMN FUN. i love cycling.the feeling of the wind whistling past your ears is so damn shuang, especially when you are cycling down a slope. ;D conclusion: phyllis seah knows how to cycle WELL. :D

the jap hana kimi is damn funny and nice.

the few days of extreme torture

Gosh. for the past 2 days, i was suffering from stomach flu. u ask me what's that? it's such a stupid condition whereby you eat sth, and 2 hours later you will be running for the loo with a burning butt, or in another half an hour you will be finding a container to puke into. it was PURE TORTURE, the past few days. on monday 6.45a.m. , i woke up with a painful stomach, and my dad was using the toilet for his historically long shitting period, then i was like so painful, outside the loo. then my mom came in and ask why i'm still in my home clothes, then i was like "i stomachache" then she made my dad come out in 2 minutes. WOW. next time i shall do that to make my dad come out (: then i kept shitting, coming out, going back to shit again LOL. this continued 3 times, and i was totally drained of energy when my dad asked me to leave the house =.=

then i went out to meet the 2 retards for notice board decorating. my stomach was shouting "weak!" throughout my journey to school can. my breakfast was just some prawn mee, and i ate it real slowly so my stomach wouldn't die on me! then i went to school, and my stomach hurts just a little, but tolerable. then i kept telling myself not to die at home because i wanna go east coast park the next day for cycling, damnit!

then we decorate for about 2 hours LOL. i was damn slack and i keep screwing up, so i couldn't do much in the end :O then we went to queensway because sharon and liuqiao wanna buy FBT but i couldn't. then we eat at mac and talk crap. then we go shop for this orange sleeveless tee for sharon. then... we go home! (: HAHA. i reached home at about 4p.m? then i was like asking my mom whether i can go. then she kept saying "ask ur dad" and my dad come home at like 9p.m. can. damn qian bian. then i waited and waited. then my dad came home and i asked. then he was like ignoring me. totally stupid can. i was damn pissed off can, then it was super unfair can. then my mom say i agree to people then i ask her then she unhappy. pls lah, i from beginning that morning 10 a.m. send her sms, allow her to think until 6pm she come home still no answer. =.= so on the day itself (which was ytd) 8a.m. i ask my mom one last time. then she scolded me and say i go slp. so i nvr ask le. then ytd my mom came home and she say "oh i told ur dad if you ask him one more time then allow you go le" wtf. wtf. wtf. how was i supposed to know lah?! i'm not some deity. damn guo fen can. then i was like angry for the whole day.

stupid lah i damn bu shuang lol. okok. then my com broke down with some virus and i reformatted AGAIN. isn't that great? i rock at reformatting now LOL!

shit it man. my computer is going bonkers again. i typed a 2000 word essay, and now it's all gone. shit lah. okok. i shall retype. i'm a person with determination :D

10/12/08 was a hectic day. i woke up at 9, repacked stuff, and chose another bag over my dad's because it was damn big. but the other bag ended up rather big too, but i was late, so i just left with that ugly bag! :( so took mrt, and had to take bus and WALK to her house. and the pro part is that sharon didn't even step out of the house, she "commanded" me from clementi interchange to her house. gosh, damn pro lah can! then i walked a wrong way, so i ended up somewhere else. then she could see me from her house window, so she had a good time chortling because i couldn't see her anyway =.=
then i finally reached her house and we started work quite early. i wasn't feeling too well, so i slacked LOL. maybe it was because i didn't have breakfast nor lunch.. o.O then we only did the words ST JOHN. LOL. sharon arh, we have deadline one leh! LOL. then we go for a break at the convenience store nearby and bought some crackers which i did not eat at all LOL. so in other words, i treated sharon and her brother to crackers. i'll keep that in mind next time i got a favour to ask. ha! so we slacked after we done the words and i watched code geass with sharon, and i'm going to watch it now :D yay! plus sharon played audi, and i watched and dozed off a few times because my head felt heavy and my eyelids keep drooping LOL. now that she knows LOL. anyway i was her lucky charm because she got into a fam leh, with me around:D lalala~

then at around 5.30p.m. i left for clementi central AGAIN. hahah! this time to meet jiarong to 2L chalet. to be frank was quite sian because i felt really sick, but in the end slept on the mrt for about 20 minutes and felt a little better le. then i had macdonalds cuz maybe it's my stomach directly causing my headache mah. but in the end i felt a little like puking so when jiarong ask whether can eat i gave her my 3/4 finished mcspicy. then we left for 2L chalet! the bus took a million years to come, seriously hahaa. then we found our way there and we had a hard time getting in because it's rather soundproof in the bungalow. so i tried fiddling with the lock, and got it out, but still cannot open. then yijin and weichen came out finally because we call them on their phone then they say glennis got the key, then i was like thinking "a key to open a lock in my hands?" HAHA. then in the end we got in without a key because i already got the lock out with my clever hands

then we watched mahjong for a while, and i really needed to sleep with my headache and weird feeling so we went to the room to sleep. then after about an hour the others asked wanna play polar bear. because i'm a super lover of that game because it's damn engaging with people who like to accuse people one HAHA! junhao reminded me of how i went crazy with that game last year and i felt something bad in the room hahaha! then we played 2 games hahaha the first game the killers were jiarong and me, then i almost never got caught because i pointed out that it was dumb to choose the murderers next to each other, but in the end i was caught:P

then after that we played guang dong zhao mian and we made an adaptation to it and it ended with fat. so everytime someone say wrongly, we will all shout/correct "FAT!" at that person HAHAHA. damn hilarious. then we play for quite for a while before we went to play this memory game involving finding the identical tiles in mahjong and remembering the positions of the mahjong tiles since they are faced down. ahhaa then my headache came back, so i rested/slept on the couch hahaha. i slept for a while, but i was half conscious the other times because i could hear voices but not words hahaha. then jiarong and i go sleep le (shit, i'm damn pig)

11/12/08:
next morning woke up at 2a.m. because i heard someone shouting outside repeatedly and i was half curious, half irritated. then i found out it's some macdelivery guy and he climbed over the gate! LOL i was like damn O.O! then i walk out of the room and got some free macdonald stuff :D:D HAHAH! thanks farrah for your fries and nuggets! (: then i went back, and lay there and stone because i don't want to open my bag and look for my bathing stuff because later jiarong will wake up thanks to my "plastic bag sound" HAHA. after a while finally got to bathe because jiarong woke up then played cards with chingyee and weichen :D LOL. i was like the asshole, then i was promoted to king, then all of a sudden, i became asshole again. then i became king before i pack and left:D oh yeah!

then we took bus to pasir ris, and say byebye to jiarong at the macdonald because the glowers were there waiting le :( felt rather bad, but yeah. then we bought stuff and i bought chocolate and some sweets, but in the end i forgot about them and didn't eat =.= i found it in my bag when i went home LOL. then bought all the bbq stuff then we left for the chalet. i was holding the charcoal D: it's rather heavyy HAHA. then we reached and we played cards and...
we went cycling! :D before that had pastamania, and i couldn't finish because it was really damn filling. i had creamy chicken HAHA.

it started raining so we stayed indoors and stone and talk HAHA. then we started cycling and i learnt how to cycle in that 1 or 2 hours!! :D:D:D hahaha my shi fu is xinmun, but i did self study too! (: in exchange, i have a deep cut on my sole :( HAHA. i crashed into a tree because i braked too late. LOL. i always forget to brake when i'm crashing hahah! yen always shout "BRAKE" before i really brake hahaha! damn fun! but i can't do sharp turns lah LOL. sharon and charlene still cannot cycle lor so sad! :(

then went back for bbq. it was rather fun, because the sec 3s were bbqing HAHA! then people started leaving le:(
oh yeah.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HOG MADA.

hahaha read that backwards haha. then people started leaving...

then eve jesslyn xm bl and me went to the redhouse. i was like scaring myself lah can, nothing much de. then at the end bl saw sth and we quickly left. was damn bloody scared lah. i think everyone in the chalet can see our faces damn shocked. WALAO.

then we brought jesslyn and xm to jesslyn's dad car then it was like damn funny because we tot her dad was a woman, and the car behind was a malay couple HAHA! then went back and played a while with the sec 2s. walao i damn lan at it lah can. then we went to mac cafe and we da bao for the sec 4s. bl saw his nat camp friend, then we went back and tried to sleep on the staircase. couldn't sleep at the staircase so ended up talking to eve for a while and then sending her to pasir ris park! :D

then next morning just very tired like zombie liddat lah. then finally could sleep one hour in the bed then stupid lihui came in singing her lousy songs!! HAHAHA i think i said sth and then i ended up on the floor sleeping HAHA! yawn. then left for commonwealth and discuss lor. HAHA. in the mrt i was like holding a lot of things in a trash bag so i looked rather stupid i guess :P HAHA. then i stood quite faraway from bl and zikang cuz i wanna lean on the glass panel :( then a lot of people came in then i was paiseh la, holding so many stuff! and i stood like that for 40 minutes sia! :D pro right! (:

ok i wanna bathe le bb!

shit it man, read this old manga, and i started feeling sad all over again.. "Don't cry anymore." it's one of the worst phrases i have heard before because it triggers my tear glands so much LOL.

com interview today, and i completely lost my temper again. no idea why, i seem to lose temper so easily in sjab, when i manage it just fine in class, even when people suan me like hell, or throw paper balls at me and any stuff around that "kill phyllis" movement. totally stomped into the holding room and scolded the people in there like hell. for once, i was really that angry.

i'm angry because they are given a choice, and they play it around their fingers so easily.
i'm angry because i didn't get a chance, but they took that chance for granted.
i'm angry because i expected a better response from them.
i'm angry because nothing i do seem to convey the message that i really want the best for them.
i'm angry because i still cannot understand their feelings towards cca.
i'm angry because they never considered our feelings even once when they did all those.

interview was, apart from the angry part, normal. sec 1s gave pretty decent answers, and we finally thought it out =.=
sec 2s were ok. i guess this means a lot more than it seems.
sec 2 guys were =.= i was crapping all the way because they have no choice anyway.
after that went to suntec with squad and ate at food republic. WALAO. it was a total scamming session can! the food damn ex. DAMN ex. LOL. one bowl of chicken rice cost 5 dollars =.=
lalala. i wan to watch anger management >< LOL!

HAHAHA. correction: eve DID not sleep when she was absent, she was finding stuff for the officers (: LOL. sorry lah eve, i oso kana your dementia LOL.

ytd went to macdonalds to discuss stuff then halfway bushuang go sit somewhere else LOL.

today damn sian. went out, and my mom kept saying i have a lot of clothes. I mean, please. out of the hundred clothes i have, which fits me? wad the lah. i got damn pissed because she kept ignoring potential shops with sales?! walao la. then she scolded me for having a pissed face. oh well, sorry.

went home and fell asleep AGAIN. i don't understand why i sleep so much le. bing le's disease. -.-

LEISURE CAMP. gosh, i didn't expect it to be so fun.

actually i was supposed to update about yesterday, but my stupid brother came home during my illegal computer use, and caught me with one hand on the keyboard, the other closing the lid and so, he banned me from using computer for the rest of the day, if nt he will report to my mom. LOL. alright. i apologise if i sound nonchalent, but i'm just too sian to add emoticons.

3/12/08 was a fantastic day for me. it was the start of leisure camp! for some reason, in the morning, i was anticipating the camp, although i was dreading it for about a month. plus it was weird, because i was supposed to be dog tired. see, i slept at 4a.m. and woke up at 6a.m.! like seriously, i dun understand how my body takes it. so i was tired, and anticipating. then i reached school at 7a.m. gosh. everybody were like bloody high? LOL. we kept laughing and laughing as usual! i had the impending feeling that high feeling wouldn't last long since it's so damn high, it's difficult to sustain it for the whole day. plus that was only 7a.m. not even the start of anything! i think only PNG HANG was busy in the sjab room lor, everybody else were slacking and talking!

then at 7.30a.m. we left for the canteen, still being rather high here and there. then we had to take poles for the flags, so instead of handing it to the officers (or whatever we were supposed to do with it) , we used it to hit each other like those old drama fighting scenes, with 蝴蝶飞舞 hu2 die2 fei1 wu3

at 7.45a.m. (approximately) we knew our group! mine was...

RUDOLPH! jesslyn. linda. wanni. junbo. yousheng. me.

HAHA. ok, we then took bus to HQ, then to changi. didn't really get high anyway, but still, was kind of anticipating(:

then we reached changi jetty and we got on the bumper boat LOL. i sat on it before for CIP, so it wasn't anything new, but it was really cool (literally) sitting next to the open door of the boat like you can feel the wind blowing at you throughout! about 10 or 20 minutes later, we reach pulau ubin! then we walked to the campsite, and had a colouring flag session. LOL. gg lah, our flag colour was red, so it was really difficult to draw, but in the end it looked ok(haha, it's in my cupboard now)

at about 11.ooa.m. we went for the first round of games. the 1st game we played was a game when the group had to use a groundsheet to pass a ball to the other team. quite fun eh! LOL. then it was tag captain's ball. LOL. damn pawned can. since only two teams can play, we split into sec 2s and 3s, which is like 10+ sec 2s against 8 of sec 3s?! what the bloody hell! LOL. in the end some sirs and ma'ams joined us. UTTER PAWNAGE. it was damn fun ok.damn fun!

then we went back to campsite for field cooking, but in the end it started raining halfway. but junbo's orange juice was like heaven in hell ok, super tasty! (: ok halfway throughout we were eating, it started drizzling, so jesslyn and i gombled up the last few instant noodles, and then we used our poncho to cover those eating. like super cool? HAHA.

so we took shelter in the visitors' centre of campsite 4. so we were seriously wet, and i was holding an unfinished maggi mee LOL! ok then we had the second round of games...

first game was spiderweb, like strings were arranged in a spiderweb way, and we had to only use one per person. so in the end we all got thru and stuff HEHE. tyhen it was a 3 poles and 3 hula hoop stuff... then some bucket game.. then we played our own games since we finished really early(: so we played guang dong zhao mian =.=

then there was a break, so sec 3s went to town to buy soft drinks, sat down and talk! :D
then we prepare for campfire i think. lol it was totally screwed la, was super unhappy after that.. but i guess no point being sad over it, right? lol

thn at 8p.m. we went back to changi jetty and then pitched tents. LOL. i kept slacking lah! then sharon was like passing me some rods, and i was hesitant. but the moment she said "if you don't take you have to help with the tent" then i immediately grabbed the rods!! LOL.

after that it was some free time, so sharon liuqiao linda lihui and me talked in the tents, then qiao and sharon and i went to join the other sec 3s. LOL. so we talked, and laughed, and tried to tell ghost stories, but failed. then we played this balloon game, and a weird game when each of a member of 2 groups is given a number. then when the station master says the number to do sth, both groups will send out that numbered person to do whatever action it is=.= LOL. it was rather fun too!

then got another game is to find out what pri sch, what birthday, what address of the opposing team, then each team will send out one member and will sit behind a groundsheet then when the ground sheet falls, the team to say out the opposing details will win! LOL! it was rather fun lor, though i couldn't remember. EVE arh, spreading your dementia everywhere!

after that we had wash up, but qiao sharon and i nvr, so we just go back and star gaze. LOL. i think bing le fell asleep or sth because it was 1a.m. already! and i was trying desperately to link the stars to form a pretty shape but to no avail. =.= HAHA! eve and i found a smiley face in the sky!! HAHA. liuqiao kept laughing for no reason oso. =.=

then when the others went to wash up, some sec 2s, and the 3 of us - liuqiao sharon me sat down to talk =.= LOL. it was funny though. weijie's stories were funny, but junbo's ones made me double up like hell can, especially the bus driver one HAHAH! we talked until about 2a.m. bah, not too sure. then the other sec 3s came back, and the others go sleep le, except dear weijie who was bent on building sandcastles=.= HAHA!

and we stayed up, dying every minute and second. LOL. i wanted to watch the sunrise really badly, so everyone stay up, like super nice lor. you can see from some of their faces they are dying a.k.a. bing le's face. LOL.

at abou 3a.m. sharon, and xinmun knock out le, and we still play games etc etc, and listened to stories of the previous batches hehe! :P then we took REALLY glam photos of xm sleeping :P
then at 5.45a.m. almost everyone dead le. the survivors are: eve, jesslyn, bingle, png hang, and me! lol eve and png hang oso knock out a while, but still:P LOL. jesslyn bingle and i knock out at this stone bench LOL like damn shuang can! then we had a few longans, but still damn tired. eve came and we couldn't take it so...

at 6a.m. eve jesslyn bingle and i fell unconscious on the fly sheet outside the tents. LOL. jesslyn say she halfway moved into the tents, but i didn't know sia, damn tired. i was semi conscious though, and can hear sounds here and there >< HAHA! got once i heard someone saying my name and it sounded like a sir (maybe just a dream, or bing le sleep talking LOL) then i shot up, then i couldn't go back to sleep anymore:P

so the next day was a dog tired day for me. at first i woke up at 6.45a.m., and the sky was lit. which meant in that mere 45 minutes, the sky lit up lah wth!! LOL. shud have stayed up a little more!!! urgh! so in that whole day i only slept for 45 minutes like what the? but i was rather awake, so went to wash up with jesslyn while eve moved into the tent to sleep because it was FREEZING. bing le was still unconscious (p.i.g.) so we just let him chill there then. then we came out, and found insects crawling AROUND him. damn irky lah. so we woke him up. =.= pig lah sleep so much!

we then had breakfast at the hawker centre and i started to feel dead. i took the table while the others went to order, and i totally slumped over the table and died there LOL. bought roti prata and didn't exactly taste it. then it was game time again.

sandcastle building! as expected, weijie's group damn pro. LOL. although rudolph never win anything but i love the sandcastle super much lor! then it was cleaning and CAPTAINS' BALL!! :D super fun. LOL. chiun yuan kept kana xm's attacks LOL!!!

then we took bus and go back rv. then we left for lunch for pastamania. WALAO. i ate the cheapest one, and i kana the chilli damn hot can. then i never buy drinks somemore, in the end took bl's drink de ice LOL. damn cheapskate right LOL! then we go back rv and talk while some pig go sleep again =.=

overall it was fun fun fun! 1000 word essay, completed! (:

hey! HAHA. today was more fun, went to suntec and shopped, but only got one shirt =.= but i guess that's enough (:

went to repair my phone AGAIN because the memory card cannot be read like seriously, and i was getting so happy because it was back.. =.= HAHA. i think the person who served me my family, hahaha was rather cool like he realised my phone's problem in like 3 minutes from observing? really cool! LOL. okay then he said it was my battery and i wasn't happy because the battery was my bro's phone because he kept complaining it was hot when charging... and so now i changed back with him forcefully, and haha, it worked!

then went to my auntie's new house, which is super nice. i mean it's not big, it's just a normal HOUSE, not a flat, and it gives me a very healthy and spacious feeling. like u are in the greenlands kind of feeling, really good:D

caz the dog is cute as usual and i think he's getting old, being dormant for a long time lol. mitchie the female dog is cute too but i dunno where it went throughout my visit LOL. only saw it for like 5 minutes and it was gone for the rest of the few hours..

then went for dinner and stuff then went home. LOL.

i was calling bing le and i went

"hello may i speak to bingle, no, BING LE." LOL! it wasnt on purpose, but whatever, it made the funny effect nevertheless.

went random blogs, and chanced upon png hang's blog :P
saw the video she made and was really happy for some reason. i mean, it's 2 years late, but the squad is finally bonded. ok maybe only half, since it's 11/20 + yuting, but still, it's a really happy feeling to feel bonded to the squad(:

and saw her post, and remember the things i felt so many years ago. ok not many, it's just a few. and i felt it a few months ago, around the middle part of the year. but thankfully, many people helped me clear that doubt, and i believe in true friends after all. some may betray you in the end, bt i still believe that true friends exist as long as you search for one(:

bye people, and LOOKING FORWARD TO CAMP SHOPPING ON TUESDAY(:

OK. LOL! in case you are thinking that i'm being lame saying emo emo emo post, but in the end the emo note was only a few lines long, it was because by the time i typed till then, i was quite okay le. LOL.

today was boring, went out with family for prom shopping for brother, in the end i bought a golden handbag myself. =.= that's all i guess...

LOOK OUT PEOPLE. AN EMO POST IS COMING UP.

Had nothing much nowadays, just the same, training, cca training, cca, training, and just one outing with jiarong, then training cca again HAHAHA. urgh, seriously, i need more free time! LOL.

sorry nobelle, couldn't go for your birthday party): hope you had a great time nevertheless! :D

instead of gg bedok, i went training... and stuff.

LOL. why should i emo, my life is busy, hectic, and fun! LOL! but still, setbacks to a happy life are always emo notes.

today went for parade and almost died in the sun.. almost became roasted already lah, the sun was glaring like hell! bt didn't complain, wasn't much to complain anyway, especially beside juniors.. did foot drill for the first time since dunno how long, missed it, and wish i was in foot drill com YET again, must be suffering from some disorder to miss the same thing for so many months.

juniors around, and junbo really really did his best lah, could see him swaying with the wind cause of his backache, but he persevered on (: we cut squad, so pumped 20, and it felt not too bad, like i was a cadet again!

after dunno how many times of parade and resting, we finally dismissed. shit, i belok wrongly like hell walao. gosh la, forgot a lot of stuff! HAHA!

was observing everyone when we were sitting. seriously, everyone was not moving, and it looks super cool la OMG. lol, nothing much to blog about, i only can say that the procedure is so AGI lah! LOL. totally!

here comes emo.

went out with qiao, jess, xm, bl after cca LOL. we wanted to leave at 1.15 and 2.10 we were still crapping in the sjab room! LOL! and how puzzling, people say it's not nice to go out in odd numbers cuz one will be left out, but how so lah, it only happens when people are not close to everyone else lah LOL. i don't believe in that since i met nobelle and now my squad proved it otherwise too HAHA! i didn't notice it was odd number until we reached the restaurant and we had to take an extra chair for bing le LOL!

okay so we took 166, the first bus that came, and we sat sat sat until we felt like it, and got down, so we ended up in central HAHA! so we had japanese food at this random kopitiam place at the top level, and then we go see SINGAPORE RIVER. mr chan must be crying with joy lor LOL. then we sat down and ate icecream and talked...

then i learnt a lot of things, happy, unhappy, and astounding things. but a lot of worrying things too.

here comes emo! (:(:

how do i even help? i tried a lot of times, but again, it's just because i went for advance. damnit. if i didn't go, maybe things would not end up like this!

end1 :D

had one of the worst arguments with my mom ytd and kana slapped. duh i'm angry.

I. LOVE. THE. SEC. 3. SQUAD. (EXCLUDING ADAM:P)

HAHAHHA! thanks eve for uploading, you rock (: the photos damn cute lah! HAHAHA was laughing when i saw it :P


today was a weird day. woke up at 12, cuz i slept rather late last night, and my mom wanted me to sleep longer so my happy fever wont be coming back after my panadol intake! so in the end, it didn't, but my mom told me not to go class bbq anymore, cuz damn last minute =.= i told her since wednesday, and she forgot about it._.
sorry peeps at cheehin house now! :(

okay then i went out with my family damn bu shuang. then go tiong bahru to buy uniform and meet a girl there in sec 3 de i forogt what name :P the shop is DAMN small. then my mom kept saying this when i said "shui bian lah, just choose one and leave" :

"AIYA MEI. later you become fatter how! don't eat so much le hor! and ah, your shorts ah, very bao (thin) very ugly! you want to buy this one? (flags the new thick shorts and ignores my glare) you ah, the skirt ltr too tight how? then you sit down very uncomfortable, and then ltr you fei rou come out ah!"

then i totally pissed diao lah. so embarrassing, thats why i refuse to buy uniform with my parents lah. walao eh! then i had to go to toilet to change, then i was reading the signs behind the glass panel and trying hard to ignore the girl standing at the staircase because i look really toot with a skirt in my hands, then my mom SHOUTED

"MEI YOU GO WRONG WAY, HERE LAH!" then i just embarrassingly walk into the female toilet ><
ok then try the skirt, and it was ok...

then i just made my mom faster buy then leave liao lah!! LOL
then walk in popular for a while finding books but nvr buy
then we went suntec to repair my phone:D

on the way i saw that This Fashion was having a sale, so i pulled my mom in, and i actually bought clothes out!! :P

okokok. then repair phone and stuf,f it's under warrenty...

then went home at like 8 plus >< HAHA

okay erm. I'M CRYING NOW. full moon wo sagashite made me break down like hell!

i. love. full. moon. wo. sagashite. takuto is so so so nice. i love meroko lah!! equally as takuto and mitsuki!! :( the ending was so touching lah, i just started crying! :)

ok i really need to rant lah!!! just don't read if you are bored :P

WALAO EH, TAKUTO IS SO NICE. HE GAVE UP HIMSELF JUST FOR MITSUKI. MEROKO OSO, FOR TAKUTO. THIS IS THE BEST LOVE TRIANGLE I EVER KNEW OKAY. I LOVE THEM SO MUCH, ALL THREE OF THEM! WAAAAA WHY MUST IT END! STUPID SHARON WHY MUST YOU INTRODUCE THIS ANIME TO ME (note:i'm in a blaming mood :P) WALAO IF YOU DIDN'T, I WOULD BE A HAPPY PERSON NOW, PLAYING GAMES, INSTEAD OF BLOGGING AND EMOING OVER THIS! :(

ok fine, rant over!
hahaha tmr seeing baby felicia again! hope she'll be there though >< AHA! i love children!

HAHA. tagged by edmund to do a quiz..
as promised!

RULES:Do the "Letter MEME".T
ag no less than 5 other people, and leave them a comment,informing them that they have been tagged.
Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.
-> How you do the Letter Meme:
Dear (edmund):I don't really know how to tell you this, but I dislike you. I think I realized it that night under a state of trance and I saw you sit on Donald Duck. I'm sure you're ashamed enough to understand that Santa doesn't exist. I'm returning your ring to you, but I'll keep my common sense as a memory. You should also know that I get sick when i think of it eggplant-fetishism. go burn,-PHYLLIS-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?J
anuary - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's your favourite colour?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - me

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - HighHouse - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-chang
eAshamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service
9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?A/B - Always will rememberC/D - Never will forgetE/F - Always wanted to breakG/H - Never openly mockedI/J - Always have felt dirty beforeK/L - Will tell the authorities aboutM/N - Told in my confession today aboutO/P - Was interviewed by the Times aboutQ/R - Told my psychiatrist aboutS/T - Get sick when I think ofU/V - Always will try to forgetW/X - Am better off withoutY/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - SenilityS
oft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In Pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

OH YEAH. the people i am tagging are...
1. jiarong!
2. eevee!
3. xinmun!
4. nobelle!
5. bing le! :P

Alright, here comes the blogging! :D

ytd i stayed at home, so it was rather boring.. watched full moon wo sagashite, but not addicted at all, instead i fell asleep watching it... =.=

okay from today onwards, i'm..

CORPORAL PHYLLIS! :D

HAHA! it's just so fabulous u know! :D today morning, woke up in a frenzy because i forgot a lot of stuff like my beret which was under my packs of books (seasoning you know) and i forgot to polish my boots!! :P

okay then i went for breakfast with dad, and had wanton mee at ABC. then went off to school reaching there at about 8.40a.m. LOL! and i was considered late?! LOL okay then went to change and stuff...

then promo parade:D it was so scary. i was wondering if i would turn out as a corporal, then in the end, i did!! :) i cut squad though, and i think it was eh.. wrong. ><

so now i'm corporal phyllis seah kia mui! oh yeah!~ haha. okay then after that had some briefing with the sirs and ma'ams about com stuff.. then sec 3s went off to vivo for

PNG HANG BIRTHDAY BASH! (:

HAHHAA! i was thinking why sharon was saying "hey faster liao leh, the main person today is gonna leave!!" HAHAH so we went vivo city, and we split into two groups for lunch ): didn't want that!! but in the end i realised the use for it HAHA! so yen sharon liuqiao png hang charlene and i went to super dog, while the others went the toast box =.=

then after eating, we started taking photos like crazy, and the usual suaning... :D then we go sky garden to meet the others and..

SING BIRTHDAY SONG FOR DEAR PNG HANG! (:

hahahah! then we ate the cake and i kana smashed in the face, just a small piece lah, and it wasn't anything in the first place, just a little cream lor :P then we went to play games like guang dong chao mian, gimme tempo here we go! :D then we played this no moving no laughing game, then i kept laughing and laughing for no reason, because my mind wasnt wandering around, i was super alert some more can! LOL

then i kana splashed by water like helll!!!

LOL i was drenched okay and i was freezing somemore.. ><

then i went home drenched, and the air con completely froze me!! :P then i went home half dry and took an half hour bath(:

seriously, after that didn't feel right, so went to sleep

then felt my blankets getting damn hot, then i just on the fan and took off the blanket. then it was cold again ?! LOL then i touched my forehead and found it rather hot. so the last verdict: i'm having a HAPPY fever D:

HAHA! it was really really fun today(: very long nvr smile like that le, i don't mind getting splashed and feverish like this a million times over :D:D

ROD was rather screwed, but overall i guess the concert pulled it up just a lil... ><
my game station was at first screwed, because everyone were so serious lah!! sigh! then i changed the game to guang dong chao mian, then in the end i hoped everyone had a little fun.. :P
concert mc was rather screwed i think LOL

crash course today.. :D lol adam told charlene it's 8 then in the end got wrong message lah liuqiao LOL! so she came at like 8 when actually it's 9.. i had my dad to fetch me because in the morning i was totally dying, i can't even stand up straight and stuff because i was so dog tired

so we waited, then we noticed that there are NCC people around! :O think they had some camp or sth, because there were tents on the field HAH! :D then we did a little foot drill... LOL i only did for like a minute or so can LOL! then revised cpr.. =.= i'm a little glad at least that we revised, if not i'll be so suaku sia..

then went home right after course, bathed, slept, read books... then used com.. LOL i realised that the com is very very boring.. unless i find sth good to do... sigh..

ytd talked to jiarong on phone for about 40 minutes and i was thinking since i'm always so pissed, why can't i just break away? my excuse used to be that i don't want to come back finding out she is different. but now, what other excuses i have? i really want to leave.

tday went out with my ugly shirt, and finally with a orange coloured hairband. i realised when i have a fringe, a lot of things can be used nicely leh! :P

today went to jesslyn house instead of bing le's because he went for 3L chalet. so in the end we went jesslyn house~ HAHA! her dog is damn damn damn cute! :D too bad charlene is terrified of it. it's only like a baby, 9 weeks old or sth! and its barks are so cute, very high pitched :P once i lifted it out of the cage then charlene screamed like hell! LOL. and then once the dog escaped from the cage, and ran out to between me who was sitting on the floor, and eve on the sofa. then eve SCREAM and charlene of course scream lah! then in the end we realised eve was scared too lah!! LOL especially when the dog is within one meter radius! :P

jesslyn smiles the same since she was small! that's my conclusion!

okay then for lunch we walked to a nearby 7-11 and i bought 2 cup noodles!! OMG lah what a pig i am. :D

then i ate BOTH. whatever i like it okay! (: then in the meantime we watched TOM AND JERRY. omg. i never heard them sing before, and it's so damn cute can! the traditional tom and jerry always very sadistic, run run run then it just ends! but this time the tom and jerry is like so cute, they help each other out, and they sing tgt somemore! :D

ok then we danced, talked, danced, died, then we went home.

damn my leg's painful again, but i'm not very bothered by it(:

adam can't dance for nuts!

okay ytd felicia came my house!! CUTE GIRL. she was in her primary school uniform some more! :D okay then i showed her my water babies and she was really fascinated!

okay today went to bb again. what the hell i actually recognized people on the mrt lah! -.- okay then i reached like damn early.. 8.30a.m. when the meeting time is 9. i wanted to shop at west mall, but in the end it's not open yet, and i allowed me by to decay outside bb mrt lor.

then finally at 9 charlene came first and i asked her what's with her shirt, cuz her shirt is super weird. green, and the words didn't tally LOL! then, waited a little while for PRETTY GIRL YEN! :D HAHAHHA! i'm gonna say that forever because it's true okay! :D

then here comes... eevee! (: adam came before her bt i didn't take notice :P then we go macdonalds, and i bought

CHOCOLATE MCFLURRY!

hehehe. i think it's just normal. i don't like the chips in it, tastes so weird very extra. the chocolate taste isn't anything special either. bleh. lol! okay then we waited for emo bingle to come up. then we left... for X I N M U N N's house. (for some reason, i think her name looks nice like this)

then we sort of hiked to her house because her house need to walk so damn far, and climb this stupid slope that almost killed of us. imagine her climbing that everyday!! :O

then we met her and then walked to her function room! :D then we dance dance dance until about 12 then we WALKED to subway like a million miles away ):

then blackie jesslyn came, and we dance. and adam & bingle danced this pair dance, and we laughed laughed until all of us fell to the floor okay. adam. cannot. dance. for. nuts.

okay then we danced till 4 and eve had to leave. then about 10 minutes later we dispersed. then we, in other words, charlene and yen and me, met eve at the bus stop too! LOL! she was late for her tuition liao :P

then the bus when we got up was rather crowded - NO SEATS. then we stood for a while. then the bus shook and turned, and then my hips (WHATEVER :P) hit the railings, and i winced like hell! LOL then we walk in front to the seats, then the bus shook again. charlene and eve were like settled already, and i was about to sit opposite them. then i sort of flew to the front then i pulled myself into the seats behind them instead o.O so i sat with yen for the rest of the journey! :D

then we reach bb then eve had to leave :( then yen and charlene and i went into west mall to find hats. then i bought hairbands.

MY FIRST ORANGE HAIRBAND DUDES.

omg lah. LOL. then oso..

MY FIRST BRACELET, GUYS! :D

HAHAH! i duno why i was in the mood to buy em. maybe because of the existence of hair between my scalp and eyebrows (in other words, my fringe)

If I were a boy
I could turn off my phone
Tell everyone it’s broken
So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone
I’d put myself firstAnd make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waitin’ for me to come home

Oh no. i cut my own hair, and it's a... disaster? I duno. I found it uber ugly at first, but in the end i guess it's still presentable bah. the shocking news is that:

PHYLLIS SEAH HAS A FRINGE NOW!

okay thats damn scary:P thursday morning, i saw my mom's scissors, i felt good, and my hands were itching, so i took the thinning scissors, and i started cutting at random. then about a few minutes, i decided it was thin enough (my ponytail) and so i stopped. then i bathed and then tied my hair. then.. THE HORROR. there are LOTS of hairs sticking out at random because it's too short! it's only like.. 1 inch long or sth?! okay fine, then i stared open-mouthed at my reflection, then i just let down my hair and go bukit batok to meet squadmates for ROD. my bro saw me, and he was like "it's damn obvious." and he started laughing -.- okay.. and haha, i actually swore to myself not to let down my hair in front of others because it's hideous, but in the end, i guess tying it up makes a larger impact :D

then i reached, and i met yong en, with her rebonded hair HEHE. pretty girl :D okay, then we met adam.. and we totally dao-ed him, as usual :P then we met png hang on the way into west mall, and then we waited for liuqiao to come :D

then liuqiao kept teasing me about my hair, but i agree, it sucks LOL. i still go clip it up somemore and those frizzles stuck out like some shit! then we went into may fashion, and yong en looked for a hairband, while i avoided mirrors, and bought MORE clips:D okay then we made a trip to the toilet because liuqiao and yen suggested i leave a fringe and stuff.. hai.

then i came out the toilet with a fringe. To my surprise it took less than 10 minutes i think! hahaha! then we met eve, and eve was like stunned at my hair HAHA! she thought i was liuqiao's mom, cuz i let down my hair,and i was holding her arm LOL! then she realised it's me, i guess it's a little shocking. i explained my hair to them, and again, i felt stupid for cutting on my own!!

the funniest reaction of the day definitely goes to phang xin mun. LOL! she came, about 20 minutes late, and then she saw me and she cracked up and vibrated for god knows how long!

okay then we go bing le's house. seriously, the few people who didn't react are... png hang, bing le, adam. -.-

jesslyn came with a pink shirt! LOL -.- okay then she just stun at my hair as usual :D LOL

then we slacked for some time while bl dota, then we walked around his house.. and after making a HUGE din, we realised that bl's mom is still sleeping -.- what the?!

okay then we started to learn the dance... LOL then we split into 2 groups and stuff. so yen was saying "we need one group guys one group girls" then we were like "what the? means only one guy in the group?!" because we only included bl excluding adam as a guy LOL! suaned? DUH!

then we learnt yen's dance, and i think i look really weird doing it, but who cares:D

bl dance DAMN funny. i tell you, it's DAMN funny. LOL. there was this part we were supposed to walk a few steps, then i keep seeing bl making so many small steps, and he looks like a gangster for god's sake! LOL!! i actually resisted from laughing okay!! then there was this part we supposed to eh... lift one leg to 90, then the other. then i was standing too close to liuqiao, then my leg hit her butt. LOL the hilarious part was that liuqiao "OH!" so loudly lah! i was thinking of acting like nothing happened!! ok then all o fus cracked up like HELL. i was like completely sitting on the floor laughing HEHE.

then yen chorograph about halfway only so we had a break with ice lemon tea, then went on to eevee's dance! :D

the moves were easy lah! it's cute too! but the most scary thing is that: we spin so much!! LOL at one spin right, bl simply fell off onto the floor LOL and everyone is damn dizzy HAHA!

14 november 2008 was a super tiring day ok :P

so in the morning, i came at like 8a.m. and i walk walk around with dear charlene, then we went back to SJAB room, then we realised there were like no sec 2s in sight.

let's just skip the scolding and stuff, go straight into training.

foot drill was rather ok, and i think the sec 2s are good, just that they shud like.. put more effort. hai, is that so difficult?? ;p

okay then first aid... CPR then bandaging and stuff (:

jiayou ppl! these two months ain't gonna be a piece of cake!

I know i should tell you how i fell I wish everyone would disappear Every time time you call me, I'm too scared to be me And I'm too shy to say

LALA. today woke up at 7.30a.m. and ran out of house to take the bus in time, and i reached school really early, like 8.15a.m. LOL! okay..
community singing for me was horrendous!! I keep chu chou lah.. like singing, then i do wrongly, when everyone do correctly, so i look damn out! -.-

okay then i went off to talk to jesslyn xm bl yongen charlene.. i guess if i were there with them just now.. i dunno what will happen.

okay then singing aside, then it was foot drill... i nag and nag again-.-
then sharon liuqiao and i go slack for a while while the sec 1s had their community singing :D

okay then png hang and eevee came in and we discussed about some stuff lor. ):

then last parade and then its training.

i spent almost my whole life persuading the sec 2s to come lah!! okay but i'm really glad in the end it turns out well...

this is to a few people. if you think "i DON'T care if i don't get into competition" it is a lie to yourself only. I experienced it before, and i told myself "hey, it doesn't matter if i'm in or not." but in the end, when i saw how much my friends and squadmates achieve more than me, i felt useless, and i felt helpless at the same time. It was like i given up a choice to make myself useful you know? when i joined foot drill com, i was afraid of causing the team to lose. everyday i go home, i worry, and i almost snapped because i was so stressed with the obvious difference between my drills and the others. it was then i realised not being in com is NOT ok. but i went home, and i practiced on my own. i can still remember the first time jesslyn praised me, saying that my drills improved a lot. the feeling was so happy, i nvr experienced it like it.
when i took the trophy i worked so hard for in my arms, that few months of intense training, stress, everything are suddenly all behind me. i rather have it a million times harder if i could claim that trophy as my own, because i worked for it, and my hard work paid off.
joining com is a commitment, but saying it is a waste of time is too surface. believe it or not, things you learn in com, you can nvr learn anywhere else. plus, by not joining com, you have WASTED 3 years of your life in sjab. perhaps in com, you sacriface time, but in the end, that period people wasted by slacking, you learnt so much more. so, waste of time is not a right phrase to use at all.

i wonder if you guys ever tot about us when you decided to pon, or just give up.

LOL. Watch this. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W_avdCQAdAQ&feature=related

seriously it's not supposed to be so funny! but simon actually burst! LOL. cool??

today was training. went tiong in the morning, went home to change, then left for school. no sec 2s came. 5 out of 7 sec 1s came. seriously, i really am so disappointed. whatever.

sat, went to watch tennis of dad and bro, with my cute ol' niece! :D she's so cute! her name's felicia, and she's super duper cute! okay, we were watching them play, then i played with her. so she held a tennis racket, and i threw tennis balls at her HAHA! then my bro hit the ball out of the court, so we had to go find. so i told my niece this to make her come along willingly:

me: hey felicia *smiles widely*
felicia: *examining tennis racket* why no more balls?
me: erm... *ponders* because we are going for a treasure hunt!
felicia: *o.o*
me: you see ah... gor gor and my dad hid the ball... so we must go find, if not we can't play it!!
felicia: OKAY! *excitedly holds my hand*

then we were planning to walk this staircase down to the carpark to see if the ball dropped there...

me: ok, let's go down...
felicia: no!
me: huh, why?
felicia: that's a monster down there...!
me: erm.. okay... *laugh*

then at the end, we couldn't find it, so i told her to stop finding
felicia: but you said if we lose it, we have no balls to play with!!
me:... nono, gor gor has more, just that he don't want to show us! so we eh... go... steal..?
felicia: OK!

HAHA. damn cute! so we went into the court, and i took 2 balls, and my dad saw, and smile some more -.- then i took the racket...

me: -takes racket-
felicia: let's go!! shh.....
me: eh.. you wait ah.. -turns to dad- are your using this racket?
dad: no
me: okay. -turns to felicia- okay, we're taking, no, stealing it
felicia: *SMILES*

HEHE. damn cute girl i tell you! :D

wrote out my whole schedule for the holidays, excluding CCA, and i found it rather empty haha!

friday, which is yesterday, sharon yongen jesslyn xinmun eve bingle and i went to swensens! woo! LOL. adam got chased away though it was ok for him to come anyway(: another thing too, sharon and i kept going high, and laughing our asses off. LOL. then we kept suaning jesslyn for blackness, then sharon and i as usual suaned each other asses off! LOL

went to west mall swensens and it definitely brought back some memories like ROD at bingle house, a disastrous flag day...

then we reach swensens, which is so cool! it's advertising HSM 3! LOL. i resisted the urge to go all over HSM3 so we sat down and ordered.

for me.....
CHICKEN BAKED RICE + CHOCO POP.

chicken baked rice wasn't as good as i expected, but i think it's rather ok. bing le oso eat cbr and he got so quiet over eating like DAMN quiet. but he finished before me, especially when my food came later?! LOL sharon pawn, she first to get her curry baked rice, and then she was only half done then i was done! :D jesslyn ate a set lunch, and her mushroom soup came, and sharon kept trying to kope, which is...

a typical action from a fatty!

the whole thing we kept laughing and laughing. yongen tried taking photos of us, with her cool 5-megapixel camera but sharon and i kept covering with one menu. xinmun vibrated beside sharon, like LOL! okay, then sharon and i started using random adjectives. so it went like this

s: fantastic
me: marvellous
s: excellent
me: beautiful
s: (another adjective)
me: eh... (looks at the great food) .... good.

then both of us started cracking up HAHA! like so easy!

then all 7 of us walked around. then bing le made a very gay sound (a super low sound which can reach the left end of the piano) then sharon and i started going crazy again. we started saying shop names with the gay sound.
(some scenes cut...)

me: gahh..... popular....... (so low, it seems impossible!)
sharon: urg..... wwhhhhaaattt uuu sssaaayyingg.....
me: supervalue shop.... everything is free....

then started cracking up again what the!? then we entered popular because dear eve wanted to buy math books! :D then i found this orange book and i decided to use it in year 2009! then we walked around making gay sounds again HAHA! then we walked... and bingle was reading a random book sth about teaching random things. so he saw this page:

How to crack a good joke?

then eve came and ask what we doing. then bingle just read out loud:

Who's the king of the hankers?
Handkerchief.

okay it doesn't make the effect here so well since it's spelled out!

then eve sharon and i cracked up so damn much!!!!! eve totally burst, and laugh laugh laugh! HAHAHAH!! totally hilarious. :D

went to this korean shop, and yongen was like looking for this emo book cover HAHA its cute though!

then we went comic connection, and jesslyn went slightly crazy over wuzun then suddenly, i was hit with something so hard, i bent down. then sharon was like eh what's wrong with you? actually i needed the toilet only lah HAHA. then i went toilet (censored) and i took my phone out while i shitted, and it was only 2p.m? LOL! ok then i came out, and met brian and some of his friends, didn't really see all but i was really stunned haha! lol! xinmun left earlier with some lunch while i was having a bad time exploding in the toilet... XD

then we bought bubble tea, walked a little of shop 'n save thinking of presents.... ><

God, when do i ever get my own freedom?

Sorry jiarong, qianhui, zijun i couldn't go at the last minute, i really wanted to go so much, but still, my words in the end doesn't count as anything. Sorry.

Why can't i even stand up? For her health? If so, i really have to live under this shit for about a few years. so many times i wanted to run out of this jail, but for so many times i stopped myself, telling myself that her health is the most important. i don't want to regret it later. I hate regretting, but how can i not regret, when i wasted limited quality time with my friends? plus, they must be looking forward to it as much as i do. I'm at a junction, with no idea which way to walk to. Priority they say, but how do i even choose. On one, it's my promise, the other, it's my family.

"You're in my mind

You're in my heart

It doesn't matter where we are

We'll be alright

Even if we are a thousand miles apart."

- High School Musical 3, Just wanna be with you

I. LOVE. THE. EARTH.

Look if the world is ending in 4 years, say 2012, who cares? if it is true, i'll drop out of school, play my life away, or sth like that, or i'll fly around the world before the world ends! HAHAHA!

okay. anyway...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENNY! YOU ARE EIGHTEEN!! :D

"No matter where life takes us

Nothing can break us apart

(You know it's true)

i just wanna be with you

The sun will always shine

That's how you make me feel."

- Just wanna be with you, High School Musical 3

Today was rather boring. just chiong and chiong and chiong some SJAB stuff. walao i'm damn pissed though! 50 pages of copy and paste, and you expect me to edit from top to bottom!?

last night didn't make it through 12 a.m. was so damn tired!! the day before, i worked all the way till 3 a.m. just for it :( then ytd i woke up late, about 6.50a.m. and cherie plus yinshan already left hahaha! in the end i took my dad's car :P

omg, i can't believe it, i'm still talking to people across the sea!! :D

"Even like this, the two of us came from faraway

We can’t return to your smile

From when you were young back then anymore
I love the world in which you laugh

And I want to be by your side, just that

With pains that I started to forget in my chest."

- Yume No Tsubasa, Yui Makino & Miyu Irino

Sports day was kind of cool actually, though i tot it would be nicer if i had the chance to sit with people i know -.-
in the end i was stuck at the stairs, sitting with unknown people, so i didn't dare to really cheer and stuff like that :( hahaha! but in the end for some weird unknown reason brian ended up sitting near me, so i cheered a little more! omg pegasus is like seriously good, but we got thrashed -.-

it looks like some things never change

"And so I'm sailing through the sea

To an island where we'll meet

You'll hear the music fill the air

I'll put a flower in your hair."

- Lucky, Jason Mraz featuring Colbie Caillat

Today, we had well, a farewell party to mr CHUA TUNG KIAN!

the card was woah, lots of hard work put in (though i didn't really do A LOT) then i seriously love it lor.. though i ruined it about 4 times today with my bare hands HAHA!

ytd we went to harbourfront to buy the board for the card, then i almost walked off on my own can cuz i tot siyi and jas weren't around -.-

then we went mac, and i was moneyless! i only had what, 10 cents in my wallet?!

so jasmine lend me a dollar and i used ez-link card HAHA!

then we discussed how to do it, like what to write and we decided on his famous quotes then we started brainstorming, and in the end the whole paper was filled with his quotes! LOL, it shows that we listen in his class!!

then today, siyi bought a cake! :D chocolate somemore, my favourite

i like the traffic light actually! okay, i don't have photos

then i brought glitters tubes, and it's pretty nice

but thanks to siyi and jasmine and a little of chuye, i became a disco ball of the day -.-

then i went toilet, and siyi & jas go find mr chua and tell him i fainted in class

then they reached class, and i wasnt there somemore!! LOL! then we sang a late birthday song, then made him cut the cake and stuff like that

it was then i realised i will miss ctk like mad

like seriously, he has been an influential teacher, and i have been like boasting that he was my teacher and stuff like that because he teaches so well

it has only been 8 months or so knowing him, but it seems so short now, and i really feel sad that we won't get him for chem anymore ):

I'm blogging in com lab now! :d
HAHA. ytd i was supposed to read thru sjab stuff, instead i spent my time watching funny videos! HAHA. i laughed my ass off at this video - ken lee LOL! okay-.-
today was rather saddening. i miss mr chng! wish he will get better though. he's the cutest teacher i have met okay! (:
mr chua oso, he was a really great teacher. thanks to him, my chemistry results failed me less times. ><
i will miss miss tan too, although we spent quite a short time tgt...
i miss the teachers! ):

oh yeah, class tee. i am so sorry, i lost the thing!! but siyi has the photos in her blog, so you can just look, and frown if you want to!! http://slacking-angel.blogspot.com

"Take my hand, take a breath

Pull me close and take one step

Keep your eyes locked on mine,

And let the music be your guide."

- High School Musical 3, Can I have this dance with you

OMG. High school musical 3 is just awesome!

the plot is like just prom, as expected, but i love the troy x gabriella moments, you can seriously see the happiness and chemistry the two have (:

i was kind of hyper because they screeened the Twilight trailer, and i completely went bonkers on my seat, squeezing qianhui's hand like LOL. then i was kind of the mood finally, then i went "OOOOOO" beside qianhui LOL!

omg it's so nice to get back tgt(:

LOL. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_RgL2MKfWTo is funny funny funny!!

"I'm better off without you

More than you

More than you know

I'm slowly getting closure

I guess it's really over

I'm finally getting better

And now I'm picking up the pieces

I'm spending all of these years

Putting my heart back together

'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through

I got over you."

- Over you, Daughtry

Gosh. got back quite a few results today...

Chinese Paper 2: 72.5/110 65% B3

Math: i forgot.. LOL but i know i passed by just a lil C6

Chemistry: 82% A1

Biology: 71.1% A2

Geography: 70% A2

okay i guess so far, it's really going well, but i didn't dare to tell my mom my chinese marks. in the end because i went out with nobelle, then i was kind of late, so my mom was angry, so i tried using my marks to pacify her =.=

in the end she was alright, but she started saying my chinese is bad for a billingual student and all that. oh, seriously, when did i ever say my chinese was best in the universe? it's only her wishful thinking la!

today i almost burst my vessels like seriously a few times. luckily i don't have High Blood Pressure, if not i already kana thrombosis like a million years ago-.-

i'm just going away i guess. by the time i look back, i hope i'm totally detached(:

I'm damn scared of SS and LA, and i still don't have them like shit it la -.-

if you never want me as a friend, just say it. i can leave like anytime.

I'm praying for a B. A B4, and i'm happy to jump around... please LA people, gimme some marks!!

sometimes, it sucks if you realise how much others mean to you. Especially when you plan to leave them.

Someone once said that change appears in each and every one of our life. Either you change with it, or you get lost behind the eyes.

I have no idea, frankly. i never thought change was anything scary, or even hurtful.

watching this new anime: shugo chara allowed me to embrace myself more. let's just say we aren't whoever we are now. we are only made up of multiple personality. For example, i can be high, i can b so low, it's touching my foot, or even feeling just normal. it's all just building up into a single personality we have in future:)

i don't think change can be this rapid. but once it happened, you wonder to yourself how it happened:S

i dun want to care anymore, it changes nothing. i rather close my eyes, and take off a different route.

AUDIIIIIIIIIIIIIII. :d

"I don't know

I don't know

where to search for answers

In a world that isn't fair

Will I find my strength

And discover who I really am

Or retreat and pretend that I don't care."

American Mall, Clear

exams are like, finally over HAHA. i can't stand the mugging period, all for one PSP which is impossible now.. Darn!

friday went to PC bunk with nobelle, sheena and kenghwee hehe. it was actually kind of fun, the way there and playing. i didn't really play, so i kind of wasted nobelle's money because i was kind of getting used to playing audi (paiseh nob!)

sheena is super nice(: i almost forgot her name, and i tot she's called Nana. HAHA. She's funny too :D

kh was so suany =.= but he's fun too!

the internet cafe wasn't really what i expected (ok stereotype me) i dunno, i thought it would be really wild, like people shouting at the top of their voices and stuff... but in the end it wasnt' really bad, maybe because we went there in the morning right after exams..

i only had 10 dollars cuz i chose to tag along at the end, so i spent the money on buying a stupid shirt HAHA. i owe sheena 2 dollars! i could have bought a $9.90 shirt, but seriously, i can't walk around with a shirt with ITALY or ENGLAND written on it, right!? so in the end i bought the second cheapest shirt- 12 dollars

on sat went out, and had a good time, though walking at orchard really kills my legs

lots of buskers and "performers" i think they were entertaining, but apparently it doesn't reflect well on singapore, like we are some circus? but seriously those buskers are earning money by the notes, just look at their plates! okay the plates=where we put money. there was one old uncle who was using seriously huge beads as a hula hoop.. and that's seriously just pro. pro. pro. and his plate is full of notes, not only 2 dollars i even saw 10 dollars. woah, in just one saturday that plate could give him at least 50 dollars? then had some emo talk, and i feel i lost myself again. (gotta find it back asap)

"Life sucks, then you die.

Yeah, I wished I was so lucky."

-Jacob Black, Breaking Dawn, epilogue

Examinations. YAWN. i'm like, half slacking half mugging. i wish i can score well, but i really don't think i will!!! :(

chinese was eh, ok. i dunno what else to say.

maths was eh, overkill?

english was not bad, but i never know if i fail it in the end or not:(

chemistry was pretty easy, but i kana mind block, so it isn't that great after all

80 words

Speed test

"How many successful people listen to their music when they are eating?"

"Dad, you are just so damn stereotype."

"It's so easy to get lost inside

a problem that seems so big at the time

it's like a river thats so wide

it swallows you whole

While you sit around thinking about what you can't change

and worrying about all the wrong things

time's flying by

moving so fast

you better make it count 'cause you can't get it back"

- Carrie Underwood, So small

Oh damn alamak. My bill is out. It's just 10 dollars extra actually. but i'm not as rich as anyone else... -.- i don't care the next time, i will be changing plan to starhub unlimited sms. :D

HCL paper 1: i duno, i wrote my heart out, and i hope i won't flunk it. There are loopholes in the content though, i hope the teacher didn't take enough coffee when marking my paper :)

SS paper 1: oh well. i flunked the first question, and hopefully the thinking questions can pull me back into the right track. only could write my heart out for the thinking questions, since i was mind-blocked for the 1st question. oh damn! my dream of an A is ruined. bye, PSP.

tomorrow: maths paper 1 and geography. WOOHOO. ;D

imagine spontaneous combustion.
just imagine yourself having a day out with your friend as usual. then, you see her bursting into flames, with no apparent reason.
just imagine.

I tell you, it's damn creepy
any time now, any one of us, any of our friends can just burst into flames o.O
oh my, just think, later your friend is reduced to a pile of ashes! :O

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Spontaneous_human_combustion

"When your heart is filled with

Sadness and despair,

I'll carry you when you need a friend

You'll find my footprints in the sand."

- Leona Lewis, Footprints in the sand

EOYS. hahaha. i actually studied you know! (:

finished geography, fairly glad i did, since it's so bloody long, and lots of memorising. i concentrated for about eh, 2 - 4 hours, and gosh, my yield is this much. (haber?)

I don't understand. If you said you love me, why do you treat him so differently from me? Because he is much cleverer? Because he is going to be a teacher, when i have no aim in life yet?

Of course i have my aims. I don't want you to know them, because i have no confidence of achieving them. I want to be a doctor. Do you even know that? I want to be an artist. Do you even think about that before? Have you even seen my weird drawings, even one glance? No matter how ugly they were, at least you could just look at it, and give a little credit to whoever drew it. All you do is to demoralise me at times when i needed support most. I'm sorry i can't be as good as him. I'm sorry all i do is to make you worry. But what can i do? I love you of course.

"I'm sorry can't save

a heart when it breaks and scattered in the wind

How can two worlds cover the half

The others been living in"

LOL. i am back! :D

okay EOYs are coming... and i only started mugging.

and hey, for your info, my parents wan me all As. pls, it's not primary school when you can just slack your ass off, and you still pass considerably. =.= (definitely not bragging, because many say it's true)

Aiya, i really feel like slacking now, even though i only went thru one stupid paper!!

2 more weeks to go...

things i wanna do after exams

go west coast park, go out, go sentosa, play com....

=.=

lol EOYs coming, and i'm like, damn slack still. MUAHAHA. i studied
bio (cells, heart, DNA halfway)
geog (urban, a little of rivers)
maths (tried doing revision 2 and got 'praised' by chng)

i'm not in the mood to blog, so bye.

P.S. sorry for the lack of smilies. i don't have the mood to even type one out now.

"Love can fall hard

Leaving the scar that remembers

How bad it burns

We won't pretend where next time begins

Cause we need just to live and learn"

- Sorry's not enough, American Mall

before you knew anything, everything is over. isn't that just sad? being gullible is maybe the worst thing on earth because it crushes you together with the ones next to you. ): nothing, it's just a rant from the time jas gaun and i went to subway and talked.

Today CID got scolded by william, and i feel so bad. no offense to anyone or am i blaming anyone okay. but i felt so bad. like, it has been 2 weeks and i think he was kind of anticipating our presentation for some reason. ):

i realised one of the worst flaws i have- i am so stupidly, wretchedly g------. wad the?! okay i admit it seems insignificant to most, but i definitely am going to change this aspect of me. =.=

sorry jas for suspecting ya, i tot you would be with gaun hahaha!

OMG. midnight sun draft is out. it seems that stephenie meyer's copy got illegally placed in the internet, and she seems real upset over it, saying she will keep midnight sun at a standstill for now until she gets back her mood. urgh. that was some big punishment for those illegal people!! and for me too. i read thru it once, and i am just fascinated. (:

"When gray meets light

It creates new colors

That stay lost inside

Till they find each other

Then the world that you've never seen before

Starts moving in slow motion

Am I living now out loud

'Cause I can't hide me from you

And I'm not afraid somehow

To let you see right through me

Wait, I must be dreaming wide awake"

-American Mall, Dreaming wide awake

Omg. Went to jiarong's house yesterday, and woah i watched camp rock, and american mall.

AMERICAN MALL ROCKS. damn it man, the songs are very very nice! i watched camp rock before american mall, so it's a huge difference. i really love Ally & Joey together! okay joey isn't very hot or anything, but ally is super pretty! the coolest part is that they both have incredible vocals(:

the plot is kind of new, yet cliche somehow. it's super nice! i got the whole soundtrack from jiarong, and i am listening to them right now! the whole movie in whole is really not bad, although i wish there were more scenes with ally&joey! and it's funny la can. i laughed a few times, compared to nothing at all with camp rock!

okay camp rock isn't really that bad. i find Demi Lovato not too bad, and she's kind of pretty. but the storyline is too cliche. usual girls-trying-to-fit-in stuff yaknow, and then getting found out, and singing songs in between. there are some meaningless scenes here and there though, i wish the producer explained for them. the ending was not too bad, i saw the chemistry between joe jonas and demi lovato(: joe is kind of hot, but he dances quite clumsily for some reason hahaha! nick and kevin appears for a few times, and kevin seems really stupid and dumb in the movie LOL! because he keeps harping on his birdhouse =.=

soundtrack wise, american mall pawns. camp rock songs aint very impressive. "gotta find you" by joe jonas is not too bad, but you get tired listening to it too many times you know. but american mall songs are really great. (:

yup. american mall is really good, although i don't understand why no one watches it):

today i almost died from food. i had wanton mee, and my dad bought carrot cake, soup, and western, and was about to call for prawn mee. i was like wts (what the shit) walao it's ridiculous to eat so much!!! i was dying on the car back home, and my head was spinning like i just had hyperventilation. i think that was car sickness. ==

"i don't know how you do what you do,

i'm so in love with you

it just keeps getting better

i want to spend the rest of my life

with you by my side

forever and ever

every little thing that you do

baby, i'm amazed by you. "

- Lonestar, Amazed

hahahaha! this song is so nice. NICE. i mean, it's really sweet! (:

i love SJAB! :D

okay. today the whole lot of sjab went to vivo swensens!!

hahaha partially thanks to sharon, qiao, and me! (:

MUAHAHAHA. say thanks!

DISCLAIMER

i do not borrow money unless i am seriously broke

and i do note down how much i owe you

don't think i always don't care about how much i owe people

even in the millions!

i will return money as long i have some in my hands okay!!!

i am blogging in school now (: hahaha!
i fell asleep so much in class, like really unconscious. OMG. lol!
usually i could hear the teacvher talking, but i couldn't today really completely unconscious!!
maybe it's because i slept at 1a.m. last night, and i felt like a zombie this morning

If the mind keeps thinking you’ve had enough, but the heart keeps telling you don’t give up

HAHA! this is from "just stand up" from various artistes. it's a damn meaningful song, i tell ya!

Okay today was kind of fun HAHA! maths i was clueless because i was so thick from sleeping in chinese! HAHA. okay then during recess, we ate and talked.... then we went for biology, when it's DNA! lol. i love DNA, it's cool.

ok then it's mr chua's lecture on the big bang. i found it cool, since we came from nothing! that shows at least we are something (when you fail your exams, suck at everything you do) HAHA!

then it's about archimedes. OMG. i can spell his name at last! LOL

then it's some opera thing which i completely was entertained by. ok not entertained, i was just fascinated by how the people can do all those stunts. i couldn't hear what they were saying though, and that makes it pointless watching it haha!

okay then we stayed in class and talked chatted ;D

then we went to somewhere in outram central to eat at subway(: and we talked about a lot of things... okay yup that's all!

LOL. i hyperventilated so much today, that my head is swimming AGAIN.
today was casualty acting day, and i was quite impressed. i mean seriously, the sec ones have great enthusiasm. some of them really mugged for this, i am sure. a handful is not serious, but i think the majority really... wow.
there are a few things i really didn't expect them to do. and i think they rock! omg. jiayou sec ones, your will bring rvsjab to greater future some day, okay! (:
and wow, a few of them are good. i mean it okay! they were a thousand times better than me when i was sec one =.=
加油加油！
hahaha. okay let's not touch on that topic too much, it's bad! HAHA.
today math teacher scolded and hinted strongly that it's me == he was like "some of you are from CCAs right, like SJAB." and he plattered about some other CCAs. but the first one was SJAB. i felt kind of pissed. i mean seriously today i didn't talk much!!! why does it always have to be me, only when i have a loud voice?! == is it because he saw me last friday when i was NCO? walao? wadever la.
was looking forward to cca for the whole day, but i was dead beat by the end of it.

i think some people really don't bother. i mean it. like they just anyhow do it, and regret later. no one should regret what they did. i regretted mine so much. I wanted to be part of everything, and i detested the fact that i am always considered not that good. i mean it's a fact. i can't deny anything. if i ever could choose things again, i would have did my best, and tried.
i regretted ponning cca, and putting everything behind me, thinking i would be content with nothing to do with cca. i have no idea if it is because of us, but it's kind of obvious. stop that nonsense, because we are gonna leave someday anyway, it's more of you, and by that time you hoped you did something for the cca, it's too late! i don't think anyone understands this more than me, sharon, liuqiao, or some others.
ok i don't care if you hate me. i don't give a damn okay. it's alright.

LALALLALA~ okay i love my bed:D

cya!