LOL. i hyperventilated so much today, that my head is swimming AGAIN.
today was casualty acting day, and i was quite impressed. i mean seriously, the sec ones have great enthusiasm. some of them really mugged for this, i am sure. a handful is not serious, but i think the majority really... wow.
there are a few things i really didn't expect them to do. and i think they rock! omg. jiayou sec ones, your will bring rvsjab to greater future some day, okay! (:
and wow, a few of them are good. i mean it okay! they were a thousand times better than me when i was sec one =.=
加油加油！
hahaha. okay let's not touch on that topic too much, it's bad! HAHA.
today math teacher scolded and hinted strongly that it's me == he was like "some of you are from CCAs right, like SJAB." and he plattered about some other CCAs. but the first one was SJAB. i felt kind of pissed. i mean seriously today i didn't talk much!!! why does it always have to be me, only when i have a loud voice?! == is it because he saw me last friday when i was NCO? walao? wadever la.
was looking forward to cca for the whole day, but i was dead beat by the end of it.

i think some people really don't bother. i mean it. like they just anyhow do it, and regret later. no one should regret what they did. i regretted mine so much. I wanted to be part of everything, and i detested the fact that i am always considered not that good. i mean it's a fact. i can't deny anything. if i ever could choose things again, i would have did my best, and tried.
i regretted ponning cca, and putting everything behind me, thinking i would be content with nothing to do with cca. i have no idea if it is because of us, but it's kind of obvious. stop that nonsense, because we are gonna leave someday anyway, it's more of you, and by that time you hoped you did something for the cca, it's too late! i don't think anyone understands this more than me, sharon, liuqiao, or some others.
ok i don't care if you hate me. i don't give a damn okay. it's alright.

LALALLALA~ okay i love my bed:D

cya!