shit it man, read this old manga, and i started feeling sad all over again.. "Don't cry anymore." it's one of the worst phrases i have heard before because it triggers my tear glands so much LOL.

com interview today, and i completely lost my temper again. no idea why, i seem to lose temper so easily in sjab, when i manage it just fine in class, even when people suan me like hell, or throw paper balls at me and any stuff around that "kill phyllis" movement. totally stomped into the holding room and scolded the people in there like hell. for once, i was really that angry.

i'm angry because they are given a choice, and they play it around their fingers so easily.
i'm angry because i didn't get a chance, but they took that chance for granted.
i'm angry because i expected a better response from them.
i'm angry because nothing i do seem to convey the message that i really want the best for them.
i'm angry because i still cannot understand their feelings towards cca.
i'm angry because they never considered our feelings even once when they did all those.

interview was, apart from the angry part, normal. sec 1s gave pretty decent answers, and we finally thought it out =.=
sec 2s were ok. i guess this means a lot more than it seems.
sec 2 guys were =.= i was crapping all the way because they have no choice anyway.
after that went to suntec with squad and ate at food republic. WALAO. it was a total scamming session can! the food damn ex. DAMN ex. LOL. one bowl of chicken rice cost 5 dollars =.=
lalala. i wan to watch anger management >< LOL!