yup, here is to someone (who has been distressed lately about friendship?)

you know, i have a best friend too, and of course i always wish to go out with her. but many times we have different schedules, and different timetables, plus our own obligations and outings with our CCAs, so there are always times that we may not even go out with each other for one whole week in sec 3? yeah. now there's CID, but the tired bus trip is almost all the time quiet and sleepy.

but through this i understood what it meant by "absence makes the heart grow fonder" it's because we don't get to see each other so much, we made it a point to talk on the phone much and everything. it's because we don't get to see each other, we try our best to organize outings, though sometimes it may fail because my parents don't allow me.. but still, i'm still sure of this best friendship because i trust and believe in it. :)

so yeah, i agree maybe going out is important, but you have to believe in your best friend and trust her too. plus you get to sit with her and chat all the time right? i'm sure it will work out greater and stronger :) you may not notice, but to me, she has matured and changed for the better because of you, so it's not that the friendship is not strong! friendship can change the other person you know! i can see you have changed to be more positive and "cute" HAHA! yeah! so yep:)

i have no idea how many years later would you read this, but hopefully, this convinces you that friendship doesn't just exist with the existence of each other but also with the belief :) whenever you ask yourself "who is my best friend?" if that is the person you thought of, at least the belief isn't gone, right? pick up the phone and talk to her, or just talk more? yeah! ok i'm starting to crap more than i need to, but to this person: cheer up, i know you can believe :)

anyway, my com CRASHED again :/ LOL. how many times already arh? LOL. but thankfully i solved it thanks to some restoring thing, so i have to install everything again. so i actually lost all my favourite :'( AHHHHHH. why?!?! i have so many that i want to surf! damn!

anyway, i think my life is near perfect now, if not perfect yeah! firstly, my computer is not down,and i still have my games intact. secondly, exams are OVER! yes i'm damn lag, but the feeling is going away and i can play to my heart's content now :) thirdly, i have a new mp4, though it's that good, but it's not that bad either! i love it okay! fourthly, my parents prove to me that they aren't that bad after all, when i have ok results. fifthly, i love my brother's mattress, and now he's in NS, i can sleep on it all day! sixthly, i think i'm changing my plan to unlimited! OMG. i tell you it definitely makes me DAMNDAMN happy. can you imagine trying to pass a freaking message, and it took you at least 20 messages back and forth to make sure everyone got the message?! eve and i both almost died calling and smsing when we had to pass the stupid message about healthcheckup on thursday!

tmr should be going out, hopefully.. :) HAHA.