GOD! i am back from UG camp. i realised a few things:

firstly, i suck at carrying things. on the 1st day, we were supposed to run about with our barang barang, but i kept dropping things, and i was like in front, so i blocked everyone behind. i heard a few curses sometimes and it made me embarrassed can. i don't wanna bring so many damn things. it was stupid to bring so many bags here and there la! i should have brought one SUPER large (XXXXXXL) bag to put all my stuff in. besides a lot of things weren't used.

secondly, excessive exposure with xinmun proves to be dangerous!! on the 3rd day, we were sitting at the tables staring forward at each other. we were supposed to look impassive and stare forward. then i started laughing and shaking with laughter.I DUNNO WHY OKAY. then william started laughing, then linda started laughing, then xinmun started laughing. no order in the 1st laughiung person. sometimes the trigger is from looking at wiliam impassive face, sometimes it is because william was laughing because i was trying not to laugh. sometimes it was because linda was laughing(i dunno why) and i can't stop my laughter either. sometimes it was better when xinmun starts laughing. we only could stop when all of us stopped, if not everything will start all over again. the seniors nudged william when he started laughing when the camp i/c was greeting the sirs/ mams. LOL!!! ROFL. i think it started after campfire actually.

thirdly, i am so positive that sec 1s are either cute or innocent! look at one example - timothy. god. he takes a few seconds to respond to your sentence!! LOL.

fourthly, i am seriously sucky. i suck at so many things. for example, my leg ached like shit on the 1st day, then i took painkillers, then at night i didn't take because i was afraid the painkillers would make me sleep and i couldn't wake up for fire drill. i woke up every 15 minutes to look at the clock actually! i was sleeping beside olivia and cindy i think. the night was cold. then my leg was trembling when we stood at attention. god i was so scared my legs would just give way suddenly! but still.... okay.

god i was so embarrassed on the last day when we were doing the evaluation form can. tmothy asked me for my name because he want to write down for the 2 sec 3s he think very enthu and stuff one la, but i bet you a few million bucks that he only know me and xinmun and olivia, and olivia left the day before so he forgot to include her instead. then others were like staring at me when he asked, and i was like... embarrassed, because i was not even considered a good enthu member yet can. i was like running slowly, doing things slowly, dragging people down, forgetting to do stuff like teaching sec 1 ro be i/c. and i am actually super slack. urgh. i feel so embarrassed now okay!! don't say things like "woah that means you r good wad" because that would make me feel more toot, and more embarrassed okay! - to those who don't know how slack i am!

:D:D:D:D hahahaha. i actually survived UG camp can... but i guess it was okay bah.