I am like emo a lot now. My emo is identified when i am quiet(but i respond and laugh all the same) and i space out a lot. This disease may spread through close contact, or when i open my stinky mouth to tell you why i am so tired and emo lately.

jasmine and i decided to write a book! but we haven't decide on anything, or wadever. LOL. i only wrote the first chapter? I think i should post it out leh, so i can see if i am going to become a writer. Note: it is a way of get rid of emoness, because nothing goes wrong in your self-created story:)


My next favourite word: surreal. it sounds really cool. and i went to yinshan and heard Hero/Heroine by Boys like Girls, and i think i fell in love with the word SURREAL. note: you see this word in twilight too:D

I wish everything went my way. I wish my life was not so screwed up. I wish i was more perfect physically, and mentally too. I was always hoping to be happy wadever. but looking at my freaky face when i am spacing out may tell you the true emotion behind my facade.

oh ya! i met this mexico guy online. the conversation went like this:

At about 11.30pm...a few days ago:D
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Mexico guy: hello.did you add me?
me: uhh... i didn't add anyone. i think you added me.
MG: oh... (pauses) oh i know. you joined the manga thread community for tsubasa, right? i added you cuz i found your comment quite interesting
-if you don't know what the hell is that thing above, don't worry. not many do-
me: oh. okay. so which comment do you mean?
MG: erm.... i forgot. (-.-)
me: haha. right.
(starts talking about the manga a lot.)
Me: hey, can i know your name? it's weird to be talking to someone who i don't even know how to identify
MG: oh, how rude of me! (omfg, which century are we living in? but i liked that:DDD so edward cullen-y<3)>mexico
me: (O.O) (shocked) i am phyllis from singapore. 15 (that's quite stupid. jiarong was suggesting me to be saying i am 70 -.-)
me&MG togehter: that's far. (continue talking for a while)
me: it is so weird, talking to someone a thousand miles away.
MG: haha. sorry. i gtg, i have school (o.O). cya and bye.
me: (omfg. he's going to school, but i am going to bed!) bye.
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i was quite shocked when i saw that he was from MEXICO. pls. i don't have many friends in Malaysia already, and i am talking to someone in mexico! god. all those 'facial expressions' are to portray my face when i was reading or typing the message.