MUAHAHA.
went to the Hort park with jiarong n jas. hahaha!! it was so hilarious can.
i miss the old days. but it's impossible to go back. the life now is fun too, but there are things that are still missing here and there. it's healthy to get tgt and laugh like shit for once. i am getting too laughless nowadays.

we took videos, and kept laughing! one of the funniest things was jiarong acting as some maniac upon seeing the camera, then jas was the interviewer. then jas went up to jr who stood up walking around and say "hey, do you want to sit down?" then jr was looking so confused and she was saying,"i am trying, but i can't find a seat!" then i stopped myself from laughing, but when we rewatched the videos we kept laughing non-stop!!! hahahaha. then i was dancing to cao ge's 2 hunters, and all those old fashioned dance moves like night fever comes out! hahahahahaha! the siamese twins rock too! we kept acting cute and whining when jasmine(the judge) tells us to leave or to come up. hahahaha! but in the end i and jr won-.-

the stupid park was so lame can! i was expecting sth like a very.... beautiful place? at least sth like west coast park la! but it's so quiet and nothing fun la! but i wasn't expecting too much la, cuz the stupid weather was so bloody damn hot!! so the hort park was so damn hot! we 'took shelter' at a small shelter that jr mistook as a toilet! lol...! oh ya! before we left school we da bao a lot lot of food to go for a picnic!:D

we left at around 5? then i almost kana cheated to go into the male's toilet can. but the two toilets look so similar side by side that i wanted if anyone would notice if i really did go into the male toilet:P

before we went to park at about 3 plus, we were waiting for jiarong and talking in class
woots. nice couple. hahahahahha!

oh ya! i am so gonna fail geog test too. lol. aww. am i supposed to be like happy? i told jas if i got 15< for the test upon 20, i will give my buddies a treat to macdonald!:D i only studied for like 10 minutes before i stoo dup and tell my mom i go on the air-con le.-.-

yawn. so tired. CID was quite cool with william woo as teacher. i think he is a pro teacher can! his words go into your head one you know! and our proposal was quite nice too, and he ave a lot of opinons and it really helps a lot in many stuff. yep! i think he's very humourous too!

i feel like sleeping still but today was quite a good day for me, because i ytd slept quite early (of course, i didn't study mah!)

i feel so sad for him. wad a waste! but he deserved better!

Your score on this personality test was 61%

Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.

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URGH! i am so tired!!!

well, okay. i cut my freaking hair, and it now looks a little hideous. -.- but it looked better than my previous one. i have hair loss can! the hairdresser seemed irritated as she cut my bushy hair. i told her to thin and cut my hair. then she looked a little pissed when she saw my thick bushyhair. nevertheless, she took about half an hour to cut my hair up into pieces. when i left i saw her sweeping the floor with my dear hair. aww, i don't miss them. hahaha!
and if you were betting on me not promoting, you are.... RIGHT! i didn't promote cuz i didn't go for advance. aww! but nvr mind. rank doesn't matter to me, as long i make a good senior, although that don't seem to fit my image:D:D

oh ya! i am so gonna fail geog! why? bvcause i haven;t touch anything yet!!:D:D

I wan to sleep!! i slept during PDP and mr chan caught me. muahahaha! Zzzzz.... i kept sleeping and sleeping and sleeping la. i guess guan's seat is quite comfortable, especially when you are leaning against the wall:D

Today games day so fun! my team - jas jiayi jodee alicia and me won 1 -0 against the other two teams. and keng hwee kept high sticking. LOL!!! i didn't high stick at all ok, woots:D

i so tired now. i think i go sleep w/o studying bah. but who knows, i will study a little. [:

BYE!

hey!:D

omg. it's promotion day tmr. i am about 99% sure i won't promote because of the following reasons:
-i ponned like 80% of the sessions i think last year
-i didn't go for advance (which was stupid because i chose to go when everyone has already comepleted it-.-)
-i ain't in com, so i don't think there's anything for me to show and thus i won't promote.

due to the following reasons, i can infer that phyllis seah kia mui from 3J'08 will not promote:D
(i am SS rep after all?)

muahahaha. my new favourite word:D

gosh gosh gosh. the cullen family photo is like out, and i totally in love with it. but wad's so disappointing is that edward cullen is so.... wrong. a few others don't fit in. but alice Emmett and jasper look like themselves:D:D 1/2 r okay. but still, i love their poses, and i love their solemn expressions!! omg... am i supposed to go crazy or sth??



omgomg. triple and HUNDREDS OF loves to it k. though the guy most in front isn't so WOW-factor at all.... Emmett, Rosalie, Esme, Edward<3, Carlise(i forgot), alice, jasper:D:D(from left)
thx to jasmine, i am like reading this book called love academy. it's quite cool you know, although it's not as BOOM-factor, and romantic (at least so far i have read nothing) and it's quite cool, with the quote which have sth with love. For example "love is a friendship set on fire", cool isn't it? hahaha. jr was shocked to see me reading that, because i guess she has known me for 2 years and i haven't even read a single storybook in front of her, and no romance either. but look, i only got to know i wasted 14 - 15 yers not reading romance novels!! i am not too glad that i started off with twilight because it's gonna be difficult to read others that have the same standard as it.... -.-

oh yeah! what have i been up to?
gaming, blogging, talking, studying, chatting, msning, emailing, edwardcullen-crazy spree(i seriously dunno why i am still so crazy over him... jr has already worn off... but ... WHO CARES!)

game site top favourite - miniclip (for now)
top 4 favourite games
:campsite sth sth (#2 from the chart)
:base jumping (super cute game)
:black knight (lame but i played it in p6!)
:table tennis (it's quite great a stimulator, but i ain't good with hand-eye coordination la can)

i like doing personality quizzes, but it's cool ya know:D:D


145 words

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i actually had 152 before but it's quite a painful one, can't scrtach nose or dig them in intervals!:D:D

Sorry. really. i really hoped you could see my expression now to feel my guilt.
[start of emo session:D]
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SJAB had a mock competition with nanyang girls' and i couldn't make it beacuse of some stupid taoism praying today. plus, the stupid temple was completely deserted except me and my family. believe it or not?
then, i dropped my phone yesterday, and the whole phone couldn't turn on. i was liek frantic like crazy, and i took it to the repair shop, and the nice person replaced the battery again, because i told her that there are a lot of stuff in my hp that i didn't want to lose. for example, my game high score. then i got back home at like 9 and i charged it. then i realised that i didn't tell Sharon about the reserve thing. i was supposed to do that, god damnit. it was 2 am in the morning for god's sake.
i am like so fucking scared now. my whole mind is like occupied with this and nothing else. what if felicia's team was disqualified because there was no reserve? what if... the reserve was a very important thing to have? what if... all these thoughts stuck with like superglue. and all these spectaculations are like so possible? one of seniors once said that having no reserve could result in a disqualification. I would be guilty for the rest of my life, and i am sure no one would forgive me for this. pls god, let my mistake not affect the team. i would do anything to make up for it, i swear. although sharon had CIP anyway, i was supposed to tell my seniors so thatthey could find a replacement. i am like so scared, so scared. sharon would obviously be implicated, of course. mistakes and mistakes and more mistakes. who says that romeo is stupid? nothing could ease this guilt in me now. i feel like shrivelling up somewhere and screaming into the toilet bowl. if only those who ease the guilt further.
i m half-hoping and dreading the results now. i really hope Felicia's team would win. and RVSJAB would thrash nanyang. but if anything happened, it would be my fault. totally. maybe i would quit st.john. i dunno. maybe as you are reading this you are thinking that i am a hypocrite or sth. but i really, really, felt like a SJAB member when i was in felicia's team. things involved me, and i played a part in things. how could it be? as i was about to really love sjab, this mistake ruined my passion, and my feelings. i still love sjab, and i am not dreading that i joined sjab in the first place now. i may not say this last year, but being sec 3 brings along a responsibility. urgh. if my seniors scold me i won't be angry or anything. because i am already regretting it.

URGH. i lost my key. and my mother is gonna ground me for sure.she was like throwing a tantrum because my lock is with the door, then it's quite costly to replace the whole damn door. this is the worst weekend i have experienced for 14 years. shucks. why am i so stupid? why am i so forgetful? Why am i so FUCKING clumsy? urgh. i am like so imperfect.
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I realised my new chemistry teacher is so idiotic genius! he got lots of scholarships and even one from NUS. god. why is even teaching RV? he shud be somewhere in RI, right? aiyo. my impression of him is a nerd with overlarge spects, and very thin, and very nerdy. LOL. but my impression will change when i see him on monday

YAY~ i am sitting with nobelle now! muahahaha. [: sad sad jasmine can't sit with you le, but i am so gonna enjoy my days with nobelle!:D

OMG! i got back on my feet! woots! hahaha!

oh well. i must thank all my friends and most importantly myself for making this possible!

I think i am going to sleepwalk to school tmr! but i am not emoing. haha

I am like emo a lot now. My emo is identified when i am quiet(but i respond and laugh all the same) and i space out a lot. This disease may spread through close contact, or when i open my stinky mouth to tell you why i am so tired and emo lately.

jasmine and i decided to write a book! but we haven't decide on anything, or wadever. LOL. i only wrote the first chapter? I think i should post it out leh, so i can see if i am going to become a writer. Note: it is a way of get rid of emoness, because nothing goes wrong in your self-created story:)


My next favourite word: surreal. it sounds really cool. and i went to yinshan and heard Hero/Heroine by Boys like Girls, and i think i fell in love with the word SURREAL. note: you see this word in twilight too:D

I wish everything went my way. I wish my life was not so screwed up. I wish i was more perfect physically, and mentally too. I was always hoping to be happy wadever. but looking at my freaky face when i am spacing out may tell you the true emotion behind my facade.

oh ya! i met this mexico guy online. the conversation went like this:

At about 11.30pm...a few days ago:D
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Mexico guy: hello.did you add me?
me: uhh... i didn't add anyone. i think you added me.
MG: oh... (pauses) oh i know. you joined the manga thread community for tsubasa, right? i added you cuz i found your comment quite interesting
-if you don't know what the hell is that thing above, don't worry. not many do-
me: oh. okay. so which comment do you mean?
MG: erm.... i forgot. (-.-)
me: haha. right.
(starts talking about the manga a lot.)
Me: hey, can i know your name? it's weird to be talking to someone who i don't even know how to identify
MG: oh, how rude of me! (omfg, which century are we living in? but i liked that:DDD so edward cullen-y<3)>mexico
me: (O.O) (shocked) i am phyllis from singapore. 15 (that's quite stupid. jiarong was suggesting me to be saying i am 70 -.-)
me&MG togehter: that's far. (continue talking for a while)
me: it is so weird, talking to someone a thousand miles away.
MG: haha. sorry. i gtg, i have school (o.O). cya and bye.
me: (omfg. he's going to school, but i am going to bed!) bye.
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i was quite shocked when i saw that he was from MEXICO. pls. i don't have many friends in Malaysia already, and i am talking to someone in mexico! god. all those 'facial expressions' are to portray my face when i was reading or typing the message.

Urgh. i am pissed.
Can you believe it? TAF is abolished for not letting those fatties see and feel their way to running, and having to change in and out all the time. it is because going for TAf running every morning was unbearably embarrassing, although everyone knew you were in it. Now, now, now. When TAF is abolished, here comes Fit for Life, or F4 wadever. when you tell us to understand intentions and follow them, why don't i see you doing so? Damn you school. I hate you.
HOHOHO. i am severely overweight now. i can't see why i am not in the fabulous club:D

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR:D
i didn't update for long, and my blog is quite dead, so here i am tagging.(:

FLAMING****
pls lah. it's not like you are some big princess living in a big palace with a thousand and one maids under your care(whoever are the maids must be having a BAD BAD time). i doubt that i will find any surprises with yours. sarcasism overload, and i don't like that ok. so sorry, i have sth on, so get your freaking face away, and go away as far as you can handle before i start bouncing on you till you are as flat as a pancake.
(END:D)

hohoho. apologise for that flaming part.i m very very happy because hongbaos are coming in, and i got to know my cousins a step closer!:DDD
i m NOT money faced ok! jr told me that you open ur hongbaos after chinese new year, i am like so horrified because i opened all of them on the same day my relatives gave them to me! god. but wadever, i am never following traditions and stuff anw.
played mahjong ytd! had really great luck for the first quarter of the game, but i started losing losing losing off my pants. (not literally) but since it is the festive season, my bro got extra hong bao money since he is the big winner. LOL! and i was supposed to win one game, but my grandpa (PENG!) interrupted my zi mo!! my auntie got that tile and she won. URGH!! i m like the big loser.

my cousin thinks i got a bf, and that's so not true! just because i didn't look at him when i answered, and i think i blushed(i mean duh!). LOL. look at me man, why would i have one? (unless the guy is blind)

CAN'T WAIT FOR CLASS OUTING ON SUNDAY~

oh ya. CNY celebrations was a little lame. we had a short speech though which is unexpected. we expected 3 speeches. the games weren't really that nice anyway, the effect wasn't good at all. the CL performance was lame too. 5/6 of the performance is side tracking. the CO performance was good(cheers jinglan)! then after that we had to do project at nobelle's house, and i didn't go back tpo primary school. SIGH. sorry.

i am getting emo nowadays, i dunno why. maybe because i miss 2L, or maybe because i don't feel like moving on. shucks, that's a little emo. lol? i am hoping i will... cheer up? i think i will actually.