Wednesday, December 26, 2007

HELLO!
I realised i haven't been updating, so sorry, but i am updating now:D
It's christmas!
MERRY CHRISTMAS, AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

I am actually quite tuned up to see the class list thing up, but it's going so slow, my anticipation kind of went down again! lol. there are actually only a few people taking bio chem geog, so i kind of know who will i land up with. but again, let's cross our fingers to see that! i am hoping to get into same class as jas, and i think we are, and i wish we will. haha(:
Currently, with nothing much to crave over, cuz i am stuck at home almost everyday, seeing my parents every second, doing nothing but doodling ("studying" when my parents are near) and picking on my bro, and getting picked......

i am reading the TWILIGHT SERIES!! woots!! <3>

Edward Cullen rocks my world ok!! I guess he is one dream guy every girl is craving for, but it's really cool to have a vampire loving a human you know! i am kind of into supernatural things, but Edward Cullen could just be the only reason why i am chasing twilight now!

ok end of craze haha!

Holidays officially sucks for me. really. i have to be stuck at home, WINDOW-shopping, pretending to study if i can get a chance to touch the keyboard, and worst of all, realising how much i hate it.. the "it" here isn't being stuck at home, but something else. i can't believe it, i actually survive this period of time, and i am about to suffer more. I can't stand shopping, because we walk a mile, and buy nothing at all! what's the point in that?! It's really frustating. I can't stand it much longer, but the others can't go out that much, so i gotta be stuck at home. I am hoping something else will come out to dazzle me(like edward cullens? ^^) and save me from this irritating place!! and i actually lost track of time, going through the same thing everyday!

Phew, it was a nice "shouting" of words, and let's hope i can borrow eclipse soon!

I am actually a little hoping the class next year will turn out really great! sec 3 life seems interesting to me:D

bye! phyllis

Friday, December 14, 2007

this is my 100th post!
in memory of my blog, i shall tell...... A JOKE!

[please note of some bad *words* used]
once upon a time, ah mad is burnt to death in his house.

He was burnt so badly, no one could see his face.
Thus the police man ahkong decided to call ahmad's friends to identify, since ahmad has no relatives(sad...)
so ahyo & ahdeh comes to the corpse and ahyo starts first.

ahyo: hey sir can turn this guy around?
ahkong: oh.. ok.

ahkong did as he is told and he turn the corpse around (though he wonders why did ahmad ask him to do that)

Ahyo: heng ah! this no ahmad!

ahkong was surprised, but he didn't question further.
to his surprise, ahdeh did the same thing ahyo did! he couldn't help it anymore! and he asked

ahkong: how did u know it is not ahmad?
ahyo&deh: well.... cause he has 2 assholes!
ahkong: WHAT!! is this true?! how do u know?
ahyo&deh: the whole village knows that! everytime when we 3 go out, whoever sees us will say "here comes ahmad with the 2 assholes!"
[end of censorship]

LOL i love this joke! and anyway, thnks to jiarong, i have decided to start reading the new topseller - twilight! i find it nice too anyway, like a cool cover and some nice ol' storyline! i like vampires and supernatural stuff (not too scary though) so i guess i will like it!
i will buy it next week, when i go popular!:)

i realised! holidays are damn boring!!! ah... that's so frustating!! so i decided to go read books(novels in fact) to pass time. but diao, i have to study!! omg.. who actually studies during the holidays??? and i was planning to go all out going out with friends la!!

but nvr mind, haha

see you
phyllis

Monday, November 12, 2007

this is really fun, i found this in some blog site haha! try this out too:D
Your Boy Side
[] You love hoodies (dunno what the hell it is)
[x] You love jeans.
[x] Dogs are better than cats. (got influenced by a cat-hater:D)
[ ] It's hilarious when people get hurt (nope, i laugh when they get tricked:D)
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.(PE time haha)
[x] Shopping is torture. (YES. I hate shopping a trillion million zillion times)
[ ] Sad movies suck. (no they don't, i ain't unfeeling)
[ ] You own an X-Box. (hoping for one though)
[x] Played with Hot Wheels cars as a kid. (yeah, my bro's stuff)
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.(i will get on fire 1st, with more oil)
[x] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega. (got PS2 but no DS nor sega)
[x] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers. (haha small children love PR and POKEMON)
[x] You watch sports on TV.(on the contrary, i do:D)
[] Gory movies are cool. (i ain't no sadist [to that extent that is])
[ ] You go to your dad for advice. (i go to no one for advice)
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.(my dad does)
[ ] You like going to football games.(no way, it's hot, stinky, and there's no beer to go with it!)
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.(never haha)
[x] Baggy pants are cool to wear.(hmm i dun mind:D)
[x] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people. (yeah, but chalet isn't a problem)
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.(red rocks:D)
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.(that's when i am super hyper:D)
[ ] Sports are fun.(no way, unless i m the ball:P)
[x] Talk with food in your mouth. (well, friends are laughing reading this)
[ ] Wear boxers.(... ... right)
Total = 13 (gosh)
Your Girl Side
[ ] You wear lip gloss.(i hate accessaries)
[ ] You love to shop. (contradicting. i hate shopping)
[ ] You wear eyeliner.(no makeup. i look like a baboon backside)
[ ] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.(well, no, but same colour:D)
[x] You wear the color pink.(once, and i never wore it again)
[ ] Go to your mom for advice.(i go to no one)
[x] You consider cheerleading a sport.(hmm, i enjoy it but i ain't cut out for it)
[x] You hate wearing the color black.(says who?)
[ ] You like hanging out at the mall.(NO.)
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.(what's that?)
[ ] You like wearing jewelry.(no. i keep them in my mother's safety box)
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.(NO. i hate skirts)
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies. (how many times must you ask this?)
[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars. (i didn't watch it, but i like the plot)
[x] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.(gym in sec sch is complusory...)
[ ] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories.(nope, it takes a quarter)
[ ] You smile a lot more than you should.(duh, smiling is the best facelift for a gory idiot)
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.(nope, my dad does)
[] You care about what you look like.(i wear same stuff, eat more stuff, so who says?)
[] You like wearing dresses when you can.(only wore it once in my life, in pri 2)
[] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.(they smell terrible, for some)
[x] You wear girl underwear.(OBVIOUSLY. if not what? wear nothing?)
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid.(ok... i did.)
[x] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.(eh.. for my mom?)
[] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored(no. i take others:P)
Total points for girls: 7
Gender: more towards boy (shucks, what's going on to my world?)

haha! i am really glad that my dad booked the ticket to hongkong! i mean, it's the first time i am going to such a country! my next target: new zealand!

Saturday, November 03, 2007

hellO!!!!
i finally got thru! i was think9ing someone hacked my blogger account or sth, but in the end i realised i kept signing in with my hotmail account that i couldn't get in:D haha
school holidays are here! that also means the end of my 2L journey...
i really can't believe my eyes, time just flew like some kind of arrow and i couldn't even get any time to look behind..
on the last day of holidays, Yijin and junhao showed their respective videos and i was on the verge of tears after watching em, but wad really made me cry was mdm tia's words though it seemed nothing. i felt quite bad for being such a lazy , dumb and careless student, not because of my results, but because of my teachers:( sounds too guai to be true right? lol
however after mdm tia's words, i couldn't stop crying already, remembering about the days before in 2L seems like a flash and although i was only a very small person in 2L(mentally) but i still love 2L!
and haha, my mother dropped the broom downstairs:D so i have to go retrieve it lol. well, i will end it here, and finally, i love you 2L!!:D

Friday, August 10, 2007

hello!
Like what my previous post said, i injured my left leg REAL badly and on wednesday, when i sit down, i have to have a SUPER good posture, in the sense of a straight back, if not my left leg will start hurting again.
and i realised, when i sit for too long(>3 hours?) when i stand up, i can't straighten my back cuz my left leg is used to that posture.so i have to walk like liang popo. LOL
Well, no one reads this blog. Thus, i pronounce this blog DEAD
on wednesday, we had national cum sport day. i much rather have a longer period for national day!! last year's national day was so fun! aww. sports day was fun too though, as audience :P
Pegasus got SECOND! omfg. this is like so cool! brian ran DAMN fast! it's like, he was the 1st one to run the 100m race, and he was like so fast, faster than the second one by 3 metres?! i at first thought it was some nice sec 3 - 4 guy, but no, it is brian! darn it, if i could run like him, on another note, cuz even walk properly ;D
Well, we lost to unicorn once again, but at least we ain't the last few anymore. hope next year our sports day results will turn out much better! :D
yesterday, it was national day! cool! happy 42th birthday singapore! i woke up at like 9am, because of that stupid pain(cuz i turned onto my sides) on my leg. then we went for lunch then we shopped. wtfh! i hate shopping, especially with a painful leg. but no, my parents had to drag me out. urgh! but nvr mind, it's not like i have nvr been forced to go to the shopping center.
then at 7~pm our car passed by the national day parade and i was really hoping to be at home watching it ): i am sorry fellow choir friends.
then we went home at 8? and i realised we had gone out for like, 11 hours. urgh.
today was really great!!! for brunch we went to this japanese restuarant at the top level of UE square! it is EAT ALL U CAN buffet! omfg. super uber cool. we ate so much , so much!! tempura rocks! love it. then we went shopping again. urgh. why shopping, and for 2 days? right. that's stupid.
i am so gonna fail maths. if i don't fail, i will definitely.... pass. lol. that's stupid too.
adios pals,
phyllis.
p.s. i love donald duck& mickey

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

hello! lol.
today i didn't go school, cuz of my stupid FAT LEG! when i woke up in he morning my left leg was hurting so badly till i was groaning and i couldn't even walk without feeling that stupid intense pain. wth! then my mother told me not to go school, then i was like "i will TRY to go" but in the end still cannot go. -.-lll
hurts like a piece of ugly shit! then my parents took half day off and took me limpng to the doctor then the doctor, who is my mother's friend, pressed onto the hurting part and i "OUCH!!!" very badly. urgh. then he gave me 2 weeks excuse from exercises. SHIT. means no swimming as well. ah-dei.... (aiyo's opposite version)
then he kept speaking in chim chinese, then he cracked a supposedly funny joke bt his face looked so straight, and my mother was laughing like crap so i kind of couldn't get the joke and replied with a "haha.. huh?" lol then he said to my mother "ni de nv er hen dan chun leh" then i laughed very fakely. lol
He diagnosed that i have a torn muscle. it sounds very minor, so i am quite sure he is wrong, because my leg hurts like crap. but i can't go up to his face and say "uncle, your diagnosis is wrong" right, so i just kept silent.
then i went home and my parents go for work. then i was stuck at home with nothing but a painful left leg. LOL. i spent the day sitting at my desk (which was where i sat since i came back) and started doodling. then the telephone rang in the living room. i was like limping there and the telephone was ringing for the 5 - 6 time. then i picked it up and the voice said "is this seah kia mui?" i was like a little irritated cuz i hate my name lol>< then she ask me why i nvr go school so i was stuttering for some reason.
urgh. i hate NOT going to school, it's so boring at home, so stupid, so dumb. i much rather break the other leg and come to school. sigh.

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Hello! blogging again. i can't on my msn for some reason, so i just blog over here. (:
Today's a boring day, though it's with a lot of outside activites.
1st lesson: Lang arts
i mean, what can i say? Now we are studying Macbeth, i must say it's more fun and easy to comprehend.. yeah. i hope there will be another macbeth play like last year. haha
2nd lesson: PE
with a painful left leg, wad else can i say? tiring nevertheless. i only ran around... 4 rounds? we dun run continuously, but because of like maybe "losing" then we have to run 1 round or so. yeah. quite fun. jiarong jumps far ;D
3rd lesson: CID
stayed in com lab and research stuff.. gossiping a little as well. :P
we found some new stuff, and i found a new website: http://gahooyoogle.com.sg
it's google and yahoo added together! :D
4th lesson: Homeconomics
fun as usual, cuz i kind of like cooking =D but i was late for like 20 minutes? and mrs chew wanted our CID clusters.. oh man. ):
we made MUFFINS! very nice to eat okay! joanna, jasmine, jiarong, junming liked it! (omg! all Js!) hahaha! i took one and i fell in love with the muffins immediately!
Science:
we learnt about sodium and water! haha. chemistry is quite fun actually!
CCA:
quite unhappy throughtout the whole thing.. but it was the same as usual ::_::
muahaha. i blogged.
adios
me

Sunday, July 29, 2007

Hello! Here i am, going to blog!
on wednesday, we had heritage day! It was actually quite boring, considering that we went back halfway through the thing. there was beach cleaning after that, i was in the same group as xiaoxu, glennis, si zheng and felix. We were walking on rocks then sizheng slipped on his ass. LOL.
Oh yeah. i decided to forget all past grudges. I mean, if i were to hate more, that person will hate me then like chinese say," yuanyuan xiang bao he shi liao?" yeah. That person may be bad to me and her, but i will just forget it and go on with life. (:
friday: CCA!
i was i/c shiwei came back(: but he didn't do anything. jiarong saw me standing at attention cuz we were falling in outside of music room(contradicting). then she laugh and kept looking back and laughing. GOSH. i almost laughed too. wonder how i looked like. definitely pathetic. LOL. We had first aid for the whole day cuz it was raining. then we learnt to bandage. -.-
tmr have swimming! last week i couldn't go cuz got things... yeah.
Just now, i was looking thru some chat logs and realised how idiotic i was.. oso, i saw some stuff that made my blood boil. after looking thru, i decided to delete all of them!(:
yeahso
adios
phyllis(:

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

WOW!
had swimming lessons ytd, then i realised that:
- i am cramp-prone(my left leg lAH)
-I have a slightly dislocated left hand joint(cracks when i move it)
- very tiring
-i suck in swimming suit lol

haha! today very chum.. LOL.

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

haha blogging now! (:
Decided to start mugging, when i start feeling like it. too bad, i haven't got that feeling. so at 9.15pm, i haven't touch my physics stuff. lol!
tmr got physics, think i gonna fail sooner or later. :P
today went to grand stand, then found out a lot of stuff, then say ghost stories, which i absolutely HATE, then went home. lol
house meeting was like ... unenthu all these, but nvr mind, not like we always care right?
Urgh! teacher pressing on us for CIP stuff, and we really are trying!! ): not like we could help it! but we could have started sooner, my bad. -.-

school reopened quite long time ago, but still nothing much to say. starting to lose sleep for no reason, mostly because of my brother chattering and chattering at night for no reason. LOL.

oh ya, didn't get into foot drill com, not too sad lah, i ponned quite a lot, and i really dun think i wan to go either lol. plus my foot drill really sucks. Plus my mother dun wan me go, so lol.
Some people are treatin the 3 of us like ABSOLUTE trash!! wtf! ya right hor, go up and wait for 15 minutes before finding out you have totally forgotten about us. thnks a DAMN lot. so wad if we 3 aren't like so elite? we are still part of the gang!! throwing us away like litter and making us do those idiotic things, just because we are not the people there? c'mon lah, get a life!! you wan to tell us to be ok and improve, try again. you just ain't sincere enough. for the sake of the people, go take some shit and stuff em into your mouth. thnks a lot.

And ya hor, thinking that we treated you people so nicely, waddcha do? stuff some shit into our mouth and give us a fart? this is the last straw already. so go get those shit and stuff em back into ur a**hole. don't give me that sickening face ok, go look into the mirror, and dun be sad if the mirror laughs. especially her. what did she do? she is like trying to treat you people like a real buddy, and you people give her all those dumb things back. even if you people hate me, fine. but her? she is trying to help. why can't all of us just stay tgt and get all those suspicions out of our freaking minds?

Enough of emo-ing lol! ok bye. i will update someday!

Saturday, June 23, 2007

haha sry, i accidentally deleted the previous one, but it's so long time ago le!
haha let's talk about.... CLASS OUTING
the night before jr and i were like chionging the plans for class outing, but in the end, we didn't use it haha! how dumb!
i reached harbourfront mrt at like 8.30am, and i waited until 8.50am when cyn finally came. i was like rotting over there.
then we went to interchange and met up with jr qh weichen junhao weihao jiahao...
then we go have breakfast, not really breakfast lah can. it's like we onyl went to lpong john silver then all of us sat at one table (long one) then we all had french toasts. rock the hell man! xD then minni zijun shuyinn came along then we left cuz when all our toasts came it is like 9.55am then we supposed to meet everyone at 10am. urgh. i only took 1 toast but still i not hungry so nvr mind. then we go food republic there and met moeka, felicia venus and bought the tickets blah...
felix was late then he no hp (or rather he nvr use) then we couldb't wait so we went on the monorail 1st. monorail very nice, like lrt liddat. jr shuyinn and i sat on the floor haha!then we very noisy so we quietened down. Sentosa, we were coming -.-
then we finally reached the destination: Siloso beach station! then we got down (obviously) then we go put down our bags blah. then we play with the water for a while then jr junhao and i decided to go get a beachball or volleyball then we can go play beach volleyball. at first we play cuz all of us dunno how to play but junhao then quite sian diao haha. then finally i could serve and play a lil bit and shuyinn is really pro. not forgetting weihao with the cheap shot! he go up to the net and hit so softly the ball tumbles to the other side. impossible to catch haha.
after playing for some time, felix finally came, in long jeans and tee shirt. wth! we at beach leh, not chalet! then he say he sick so wear liddat, but who cares. then we go play play play then qh cyn joined us then play.......
oh ya sth really disgusting happened: felix suddenly walks up to the net(opposite to me) then i was like saying "what u wan, wan to fight izzit?" then he "pui!" he "shot" sth into the sand in front of me. i was like staring at it, then he say "it's a sweet" wtf! then i buried it under the sand like lame lah. haha.
then we play quite long then we go play luge. cuz i bought tickets for venus and felicia then we play then i saw venus and felicia already bought tickets liao haha. then the other went up on the skyway thing already left qh weihao and me then we took it up, very shiok! haha. then we took the luge down. weihao and shuyinn are like damn lame!! they drive so slowly like toy train liddat haha. then jr and qh and i went up again cuz it's like darn fun. then we play liao, i was about to use the left tickets then i gave em away haha.
then we go play with the seawater very veryvery salty. urgh then we decided to swim to the neighbouring island then we swim halfway, the water was at first very cool, then it suddenly became veryvery warm, like there is sth down there!!! walao damn scary can!! qh hurt her foot so cannot play, sigh.
then we go ride bike: jr and i. the others go play beach volleyball. then i 1st time ride bike, got asome injuries i realised then i went home. hah

then i completed KH2!! i know it's noob but i am very happy with it! jimmy's journal completion is like 95% can! woots! wow. it rocks. then i am like so happy! but didn't get to watch secret ending, so sad. haha. then i watched it in youtube. very nice! (:

holiday was boring, w/o anything to do. haha. friday had cca, but i stay overnight at my aunt there, so couldn't go. sorry. then sat morning need to go aunt place again, then had to go with my dad to see aquariums... lol.

my dad suddenly started to go crazy over fishes. i mean, i am happy that there will be new living things at home, but i rather a hamster or sth i can touch. fishes are like... boring lol. but still, the house will liven up by a lot. (:

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

hi everyone. blogging here while i appear offline LOL. cuz my dear mother said "you better appear offline if not i will ban ur msn!" but still who actually cares so much? only talked to jas for 8 sentences then decided to msn lock liao lol!

alright everyone i officially flunked my exams :

History F9 36/100
Science B4 63/100
chinese B3 65/100
geography C5 57/100
English C5 56/100
Maths A1 75/100

average: 58%
that's all i guess. lol... this really sucks.

today was a tiring day. reach school already half dead plus sitting beside edmund needs a high supply of saliva cuz we are bickering most of the time. walao lame shit lol
first period... dunno what i think is chinese nothing much bah. studied about the ze ren gan lol.
second english... sailor lah.. nothing much
CID we watch this movie about forensic science... i much prefer CSI though this is kinda too boring for me. almost fell asleep watching the movie can??
PHOTO TAKING!!!! :) rocks totally. seriously. stood beside jr and estee! (: then we cheese! at first jr and i wanted to do the left left left right action as imformal but ltr get scolded?? lol!!
maths got back paper 2 then wanted to jump down building liao le.. very lan lah! freako
music nothing much but the rehearsal for the musical. mr director rocks lah loo jia hao LOL. and i have to act as the evil queen in Snow white.. sucks lah. at the end i m supposed to go "seduce" the prince(jialun) omg.. i dunno what i gonna do, hope the people won't ask any teacher to come along!!!( according to director, must go sissy and "hi sexy" walao wtf) according to edmund i should break my leg and let my understudy take over (jiarong/jasmine/cynthia) and laugh at home lol? the whole role is spastic: why make the prince into a dwarf when u want to seduce him?? Makes no sense...
CIP going quite badly. lol. tmr going to the site to see if it is okay with jasmine and jiarong and qh and cynthia and maybe edmund ? hope will go well though, first time mah.
CCA was like tiring but fun lah. we were in full-u and i look damn fat in full-u! aiya i look fat in everything because i m seriously fat! lol. (honarary member of TAF club) but wearing full-u reminded me of last year photo taking we were in half u instead lol. we had a quiz for 20 minutes supposedly but we finished long before the time limit so lilin gave us 15 minutes instead approximately. lol then we played games like hangman and doctor says.. lol (simon says' edited version) then we had photo taking very fun! realised sjab is quite a big CCA! xD
then we had foot drill. slow march! xD i starting to suck at it already k! sigh. a lot of mistakes, a lot of stupid spasticity done like stepping on my own foot and swaying with the wind while walking..
went home almost overslept in bus. lol. but still i made it back home.. but very tired.. yawn.

aiya very tired le. night

Thursday, May 10, 2007

Hiya people, since jiarong says i don't update, so i shall update now!
ok... exam mugging period is finally over, and i have to face the music of me slacking... frankly i didn't really slack much but still i did. lol
flunked the 2 subjects that i know results de:
chinese 39/60 - 65% B3 3.0
history 18/50 - 36% F9 0.0

wow... i totally flunked history.. i mean c'mon.. with a teacher like that... haix. nvm it's my fault too anw. i nvr tell my parents yet. dunno what i can say one lah. at a total loss of wat to do... WTF. "all hail idiocy of life" that's true tim! lol

tmr got CCA! hurray! PT but still, it is good to come back lah. one thing though - injured left leg lol!! so qiao. not really lah, but still, i will go for the attendance! :) no choice i walking not too pain. but running will be damn slow, damn painful, damn... lol. this weekend will go medical hall and get my f-ing leg cured. it's like so painful every morning.. have to wake up 15 minutes earlier just to exercise my left leg.. and apply medical oil. wtf! so nowadays emo like siao haha!

today went vivo at 4 sth pm with jiarong, junhao,yijin, ching yee, weichen, cynthia to buy farewell gift for miss ang. man she is a sweet teacher... (compared to *ehem*) then we went more than words, then proceed to mini toons.. then finally to action city! then we saw lots of cute, cool, nice stuff!! haha! :) then we bought this date calendar thing. xD

before that helped jiarong do her CID a bit only then we go library see junhao doing CID (wtf that guy ********* is damn irresponsible!) then met ching yee yijin and weichen then settled down at the sofa corners to let em do their shui wu zhuan thing... at first do work one,then we damn sian then started crapping and joking and laughing and leng-ing.. lol! then in the end nothing done!! loL! around 4 junhao left for SC thing!then yijin left for maths talent

then junming and cynthia joined us then jm left go home then we talk talk talk talk... until gonna 5 le bah then jun hao and yijin came back then we left for vivo! lol. jiarong and i were being spastic man: we were saying hello to the cars outside like we know them liddat. lol. lame shit! saw miss tiu on the bus. lol!

fun day! hope tmr english marks will be at least a B? ;x
ahhh can't find DNAngel manga volume 11!! stupidded! D:

ok sayonara
roxas aka phyllis (other way round)
lol. bye cya around

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

Just wondering aloud:
Why do people emo, and get more emo???
not talking about u gal. talking about someone else. lol.
one of my good friends ain't mood swinging so much already and she is getting better as the days go by.
another one goes sarcastic with me and whenever i read the blog of it, i can see all nice words up there.

wtf?? who says that no one goes through as much shit as u?? it's just how much u show it.
i have been thru piles and piles of shit, but i don't sit down and start typing the f word everywhere.. nor do i start blaming everyone for not understanding me... i once did that, but i changed!!

It's not that everyone deserted u... it's not that no one understands u.. it is how u look at yourself, how u understand urself. i may be one of the causes.. but i won't desert u like in the rubbish chump.. you are still my good friend!! looks like i have to know u all over again.. u have changed so much..

exam period. after exam got a lot to buy :
- DNAngel last book(volume 11)
-buy disney album
-buy bdae present for junhao and moeka

Saturday, April 28, 2007

Exams are around the corners yeah. I m like so mood-less for studying can!
I hate it. Wish i was a Chobit.. Computerised people whose memories can be wiped off with a click. Then i won't be moaning over here! QianHui said i was getting moody lately, but well, who won't, pre-exam period?? haha..
Really feel like slapping someone, not specifically lah, but i feel like slapping anyone lol. random isn't it! exam stress lah!
My mother say if i don't get gd results this time, she will give me a real gd beating. Yeah right. c5 for chinese already, 60% for english exposition, 80% for english brochure. 80% is gd liao right? lookie.. my class got so many people who are 90%<.. Nvr Mind. 80% is gd liao anw. >.<
YAY! getting back my mp3 player tmr! cuz my mp3 player went bonkers and i tot it's my fault, then i realised at the forums that a lot of people are facing the same problem as me! YES! *punches into the air*
well, my back really hurts now. Dunno what's going on. My back really stings.. it's like after PE or after running, my back will feel real painful.. and it's really wad i call PAIN. but still, no reason not to go PE for this right. xD yeah
Wish i were someone else, in Japan or sth. The life there seems better than wad i m experiencing now... ma-te! in japan, they wear mini-skirts! oh god. i changed my opinion. haha! dumb shit.
Well. i m sian. SIAN!! lol. okok i think i sign off and go study le.

BYE(:
roxas aka phyllis (not that i rock of course)

Friday, April 13, 2007

YO! today is so nice!
2.4km officially... PASSED!!!! hurray! 3 cheers for those who ran with qh and i for the last round: i really was about to die then.QH did well too! =)
Acknowledgements:
chew bongie
jazzy
cyn
xDD
i got 17.28minutes i noe it is damn slow but i am happy that i passed! YES! *punch into the air* *hugs everyone in sight* *runs away screaming in delight* xD lol!
hey man. i need to change the damn template!! this template is starting to SUCK like hell. lol! but i change to new blogger liao. aiyo. anyways to change the template?

Was a little pissed off when the people were saying me and the guy pairs when we are and will be only friends!! and then they kept teasing then the guy is not talking as much liao. pls lah.. how would u like it if i tease u on someone u dun like (as bf) and then the guy ignores u and quite cold liao. so pls pls pls dun tease anymore. only FRIENDS. haha. but still not too pissed lah.

Woah siao! today lessons passed so fast! yijin ur presentation seriously rocked the hell man. the video was really impressive! (except the 1st part - wasted 10 seconds of watching the numbers go up and down again and up again) i really like the video!

Science lesson is ms lai's last lesson with us. Aiya frankly i dun mind her teaching and she teaches quite well too! just i was always tired during lessons mah so i almost sleep one. so sorry. these few days espeically. stayed up till 2.30 - 3AM and 12pm for CID.

History lesson was okok lah. mr tok is still nice - gave us... 5 - 10 minutes of free time! xD so nice!:)

english lesson was fine- we went to the com lab and i edited venus' page on word! haha. coments. den everything rocked man! it's such a SLACK lesson. ok not too slack but we are allowed to use computer!

Chinese lesson was really noisy - it was raining heavily outside! it was quite weird though - time passed so fast! :) i very tired too. cuz morning run like siaosiao

today apart from these nothing much liao lah. xD

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

yo people!
ytd broke my record : sleeping at 2.30 - 3 am in the morning, waking at 5am.
so tired today! oh ya since bingle bell says that my blog is pessimistic so i decided to brighten it up!!:)
today didn't bring full-u!! omg man. cuz my beret no crest (new) so full-u not completed haha. then the lecture was quite boring, but i refrained myself from sleeping by occasionally hitting myself on the head!! lol. but still it's meaningful in case in future i need to go first aid com (quite impossible) haha.
today the last lesson science was boring too... i was 1% away from dozing off and as usual, i hit myself on the head to wake myself up. the topic is real sensitive - sexual reproduction. but i ain't listening at all. xD

Sunday, April 08, 2007

Oh well. after a long long while, it's time to start posting once again.
Now i m really going crazy over DNAngel!! it's really a nice anime and manga series and i hope the manga-ka can continue with it and well end it.. instead of well leaving a cliffhanger with all the hopeful readers!! like me. xD
DNAngel? WHat's that? hey c'mon u have to know something about it!! no? alright alright. i will tell u the plot bah. xD

THE ANIME:

Ohwell. It's mainly about this real cute and CUTE KAWAII boy called Niwa Daisuke. He has red spiky hair and red eyes(pupils only, not vampire) and he is just toooooo ccuute!!He has this quite large crush on this girl called Risa and on his 14th birthday, he decided to give his love letter to her as a confession. But before he could give her the letter, oh LIGHTNING STRIKES! Risa says she only treats daisuke as a good friend! oh man! risa has really no brains at all. xD. if i were her, i would be nicer in the rejection.. (if i could)

Then Daisuke was depressed for the whole day in school and he went home, finding his home full with traps and he has to show his althetic abilities to overcome them like jumping higher than normal human ebings and stuff. Oh well, his house had always been like this for the past 14 years huh. Then he finally reaches his home and warmly welcomed by his mother with a BEAR HUG! but he was real depressed over the rejection and thus retreated to his room, without listening to his grandfather and mother's words. in his room, he had this painting of Risa (oh man.) and it was unwrapped, showing Risa's face. daisuke, looking at it, suddenly felt hot (insides burning all those stuff) and realised he turned into DARK!! lol. he is just a phantom thief and well all the guys in the NIwa bloodline has his DNA on their 14th birthday, they will be able to change into DARK, thru the emotions of love. LIKE: daisuke sees his crush, blushes... xD all those stuff.

basically, the anime is about how daisuke and Dark overcomes their love blunders (risa and her twin sister riku) and well... it's all about cuteness and phew, it's so nice! really! :)

i mean it wouldn;t be anything to those who are never interested in anime like my wife, but for the others, do watch!!
SAD that there is only 26 episodes. -sobs-
i feel like uploading some pictures!! how bout it? no? why not? huh? really? REALLY? ok i will upload. xD

oh well back to me.
I am gonna fail NAPFA hahaahha... xD damn it.
hw not much lately.. goeg project sux..
and family problems not much too.
quite a happy time for me
but i just realised, i m getting real clumsy, falling all over the place. xD too much of daisuke
and well, things going all well and okay. just waiting for the results of the examination from last week. i noe the answer already anw, from looking at the doc's face.
Seriously, one day i want to be like daisuke (not in the cuteway) in the nice and selfless way. difficult isn't it? but i will try.
friendship? wadever? life goes on. so do my list of words
anime-craze? never stopping dude! hahaha
oh ya. 2 days ago i went to the Harvey norman warehouse sale and i am surprised i am back here!! it's so crowded, it's so damn HOT! everything is cheap yeah, but it's so damn hot and so crowded and so.. ahhhh i hate shopping!! the only good thing is that i got myself a new thumbdrive cuz i lost mine a tons of years ago. i simply hate shopping.
Temple trips:stupidded. got temple trip on friday, saturday afternoons... i spent most of time walking round in the temple. xD i think i have explored the whole temple already (except the kitchen) and i saw saville! he grew real tall and ok... not too suave? lol. i was quite spending a lot fo my time avoiding him cuz i dun like meeting people at the temple. xD plus i don';t think he recognised me though. long time (4 years?) and i have changed a lot in terms of size and looks. and also, the temple was HOT. so hot i was staying in the air-con room (where all the ashes are stored) i was quite scared though. keep feeling a chill.. -.-
APRIL! 3rd season for tsubasa is gonna be out!

CYAS.
phy/roxas

Thursday, March 29, 2007

lol... many complains about me not updating. so i am updating right now!
oh well. same old stuff everyday..
friendship problems. but not too bad
academic problems. going real bad.

oh ya! our spastic banana cheer!!
it goes with the Rasputin song (in case u dun noe, rasputin is an historian and long dead)::

Ba-ba-ba-na-nas
Lovers of the Pa-pa-yas
she was a gem yet i was a stone

ba-ba-ba-na-nas
we were never so ya-ya
we are not sheep/goats but we go ba-ba...

ba-ba-ba-na-nas
we will make u hoo-la-la
while the rest will, just go HA-HA.......

oh well here u go. it's real nice. it all rhymes! credits to jr, me, wc for that las sentence.
oh man i muz have forgotten. i AM B1 of the spastic bananas while jr is B2. our spastic bananas performance is real nice! :

the MC: "welcome to the spastic bananas performance! we have chew jia rong and phyllis seah from 2L presenting to u liang shan bo yu zhu li ye, wu ding, bei feng chui guo de xia tian and thie rvery own spastic bananas performance!!

*cheer&clap*

jr and phy comes out from the curtains, throwing the curtains behind em (ok i noe very difficult to imagine..) and phy starts singing the guy part (cao ge) and jr sings the girl part (: as they sing, they advance nearer and nearer the front of the stage.

when the 1st song is completed:
*curtains drawn*
then phy and jr turn and face the stage and walks to the very end.
phy starts zhoujielun's prt of wu ding, turning and walking to the front again.
when it is jr's turn she does the same thing
*a lot of emo and actions exaggerated*

when the 2nd song is completed:
nothing much. just sing lor.

when 3rd song COMPLETED:
jr and phy turns again and walk to the very end.
then jr starts by singing
"bananas" while jumping around
phy then does the same but says "in pyjamas" instead
both sings "are jumping down the stairs" while both skip to the front
they will then say "i know u u know u and i know that u know that i know u"
"then the spastic banana song!!"*up there*

both sings
"bananas in pyjamas"
"are chased by teddy bears!!" while both run to the backstage

WOOTS!! xD

oh well, i really like it!

oh well.. basically my mother says that i have either diabetes or kidney problems..
she did some test on my pee today and then she said that i have kidney problem..
so she said she will take me for a check-up...
i was thinking.. if i died, would anyone think of me? would anyone feel sad for me??
it's so confusing.. friendship. i hate this kind of thing.. i just wish every friendship is like me and jr..
even my great friend betrayed me.. telling things.. lying.. oh feck all this...

Monday, March 05, 2007

LOLS! cross country today. :)
jasmine is so nice she ran with me for 3.2km! love her. she keep slowing down just for me. as many know, my stamina sux. suxsuxsux.
but i finished it! yay!! then when i finish i had the strong urge to faint but better not pai seh. xD
i was running 1/4way until got this piercing pain in my back then whenever i ran my back hurts then i legs like jelly liddat. anyone heard of these symptoms? maybe i m dying soon. and i reached home i realised : i sprained my ankle!! i didn't even noe lah. xD

then my father took cherie ys home then we were like so acting guai in front of him when he go buy things we started crapping!! lols.reached home at 8.02pm. xD

on another note, almost quarrelled with a good friend today over a stupid spastic and idiotic person. details shud not be revealed. :)

And to someone, i changed my mind. i ain't washing my hands off this matter. even if i wan to, i can't. Even if i hurt people in the process.

forget it. things are going so stupid and lame for me. i m like so angry. if only i didn't let them meet in the 1st place. if only i could turn back time. if only i can wake up and find out it is all a dream. if only.. i was dead

maybe everything is really my fault. maybe it would be better if i could just be deaf and dumb. maybe it would be best if i could turn a deaf ear on everything.

Maybe i should just give up trying. the heart is still with the others. even if i m trying to protect, wad can i do? i m still only 1 person trying so hard. i m tired. i m worn out.

and now someone who claims to be so close to me has turned the back on me. and i officially lost all faith in friendships. fine. nvm

wadever it is, staying happy can cure everything!:))

byebye
roxas

Thursday, March 01, 2007

Sometimes things just sux the way they shud be.
Sometimes things stay the same and just sux.
Sometimes people start to sux
some already sux already.

I thought you won't even change and stay always the same
but u have proved me so wrong. SO wrong.
everyone changes. that's wad u told me.
but i nvr thought so. at least in my heart u haven't changed 1 bit.
u r still u, u r still my fren.
Wadever it is, dun stop me from trying to wake u up
even if it means scolding and breaking our friendship.
stop all those chio crap. only stupid people who dun even identify their feelings like someone who is simply nice-looking.
even if he/she sux beneath.
wadever it is i will make u snap out of it. it's for ur own gd

ok.xD lots of crap here. Random right. Meant it not for u but for.. U. xD
so lame. You people won't noe who it is i nvr told anyone about ths person xD

TODAY!
feeling very tired and lethargic very sian very unwell.
like i m gonna faint anytime. i have been feeling these symptoms for quite some while. Guess something bad is coming my way ya. xD
today had to chiong so many things. feeling so bad and so stupid.

Saturday, February 24, 2007

Yo. haha vryvry long nvr update liao hor. agree agree.. too lazy plus always reading mangas then no time liao lor.
OMG. Tsubasa chronicle season 3 is coming out in april! can't wait! haha! And the manga is like going so well and i can't tear myself from the mangas... xD hehe. i love tsubasa officially. :)
XXXHOLiC is oso very nice!! But i dunno when is the season 1 coming out.. xD
Dunno what to blog about.. hmm ok i will juz crap then.
Firstly, i got 19/45 for my science paper. and it is 20% for the whole year. hahaha.. I should be sad right? but instead i was so happy the whole day. dunno lah juz nice mood.
hmm wad else? nothing liao. anw thanks to those who celebrate qh and my bdae together. ;)
so sian. CIP very sian!!Muz bring so many newspapers to school then muz keep haressing ppl to bring newspapers.. 1st time we got like.. 160kg? got some people nvr bring too.. aiya i gave them short notice mah... then some nvr bring oso not their fault entirely.
then this time is 120kg only. more people nvr bring. i gave them like only 1 day to bring so actually i am satisfied liao. :) only brian and i brought to school lor. brian rox! haha.
SJAB. Everything is going fine. but the juniors sux. really they do. S-U-C-K-Y they are. they are like all cannot even stand a lil pain liddat.. wonder what will happen in march camp.. plus got one juniors damn bimbotic!! she every let down her hair look like banshee liao lor. then once i told her to tie up her hair after cca czu very hot plus breaking school rules plus she look like a banshee then she say wad her rubber band is wet.. excuse oso give better one okay. lame shit.
Then got this junior quite tall then she call my squadmate a dog since she is shorter than her. pls lor like this that juniors in fact all the juniors can be my bootlickers and dogs liao lor. too bad i dun need 20 dogs.
Then got these juniors. we doing pumping on the tracks then very hot mah. so the ground is scorching hot but we all nvr say anithing. then the juniors a lil bit hot then "ahhh soo hot i dun wan to do le" and keep murmuring. x((
hope they can improve on their attitudes.. if not next yr they will perish under us. MUAHAHAHA.
oh ya.. XXXHOLiC rox!

There is no such things as coincidences, there is only hituzen(fate).
Cheers,
phy aka roxas

Saturday, January 20, 2007

YAY! it's 4 more hours to my bdae!! :))
today used the com for the whole day. Typed my commonwealth essay and also chat on msn and also go read mangas!
Then i saw omakes and it is like DARN CRAPPY. especially the 2nd one. i noe! i will upload!! :)
It is like crappy and LAME! I couldn't stop laughing after reading it. LOLS.
I guess better not upload lah. here is the web link and go click omake 1 2 3 4 5 6 7... blah. ANW. 5 6 7 is quite unfunny so well boring. :) but still great job!!(L) .
http://groups.msn.com/TsubasaReservoirChroniclesOnlineManga/omakes.msnw

Friday, January 19, 2007

yo!!!finally my internet is repaired! how izzit repaired? Dunno sia i juz ignored the com for around 1 week and it healed itself! xD HAPPY NEW YEAR! too late i noe but at least better than nothing.
Anw, now i am officially 2L'er! we are not the innocent bunch of 1L'ers last year then need much persuasion to have a SIMPLE cheer! :) this rox k. We are officially seniors in the school now! woah means 0 ZERO tolerance. AWW.
Soon in 3 days time, i will be.. 14! woah it seems like ytd i am still buying children fares(12> yrs old) aww no more cheap price le! and i am now buying adult fare for everything. NO WAY!
Since last week my internet connectiuon has this stupid prob liao. so it's obvious i can't be online:)
Anw last saturday i went to sentosa! it's like so fun and cool though we only stayed for 1 nite. My dad was talking about walking around at sentosa and going home at nite cuz our house are juz 5 - 8 minutes away w/ cars.
We went for this sky thing when we sit on this thing that elevate us to the other side of the place. It is so shuang! from the top view, it feels real good, due to the nice weather and really, for a moment i felt really stress-less! xD
then we took the luge down. It was like damn fun! actually i could have chased up with my brother, cuz he went off first then i tot cannot go yet. -.- wadever i stopped behind my bro! xD
one thing is for sure. My mother can nvr drive anything. The controls are like damn easy and simple and she took so long to comprehend wad the guy was crapping about. ok not crapping but explaining. gosh if i were him i would have lost my temper. There are only 2 controls can: pull and push the handle. push to speed up, pull to stop. EASY RIGHT?? My mother juz kept messing up the 2 controls. 2 only leh. Not 20 or wad. 2. i have to hand my hat over to her lor she is juz too clever to be true. ok sry it is 3 i forgot to include doing nth and holding on to the handle means going at slow pace. :P
My brother went off first then i stunned for a while and stared at the guy and he look at me like a bit funnily and said "can go liao" then i sped off after saying "bye bye cya ltr dad". at first i was quite fast then i slowed down cuz i was wondering if my parents are okay or not(my dad was trying to teach her too,together with the instructor)but then after a lot of slowing down i was like so sian and decided that i should finish the track first and wait. So i continued speeding at high pace. The whole thing rox. It felt really gd to be driving sth. A car is too dangerous and a toy car is too lame. A imcompleted car does the trick and it's the luge!i was slowing down for 1/2 the whole track lah so wasted. next time i wil juz speed. :)
at nite my mother brother father slept on the bed i was sleeping in the sleeping bag (out of my own accord) on sleeping next to the window. the resort is BRILLIANT. There is a mini waterfall near our block then it is also a swimming pool or sth. yeah.
Why did i sleep in the sleeping bag and sleeping on the platform next to the window that is hard and small? Cuz my family has a hi-5 system that is FREE and sometimes there are duets and most of the time it is juz single and sometimes there is surround somemore. Wad is it? My parents' snores.
my brother thought i was being stupid sleeping so faraway from them and though himself clever as he is sleeping comfortably on the bed. The next day my bro was scolding my parents for snoring the whole night thru. It was like my mother snore then she choke on her snores(dunno how) then she stops for a while. My father will then snore so my mother will stay awake. then my father chokes too then my mother is given the chance to have her very own concert and my father won't be able to sleep until my mother chokes on her snores. The cycle goes on until both of them snores together and this is called the "duet" or "surround"(if u are slping in between them).
I had a very gd night thru as i am unaffected by both of them. But it was cold at night then in the morning i woke up 1st and went to have a morning soak in the bathtub. Anw i can soak in the bathtub for an hour or so. I can juz pour the bath soap into the bathtub and then make foam and start playing or juz simply sit in the bathtub and sleep. i didn't drown okay.
but the shampoo was real bad. i used it then my hair become as hard as stone. A bit worse than that. I combed my hair and i think half of my hair got pulled out cuz it is so hard and dry and entangled. That is like lame. lols.
then we booked out at 12 and went home and i did my hw.
ok monday.15/01/07:
today i went out after school and go mac at queensway then i stayed till 4 sth then i took the wrong bus and landed myself somewhere between ngee ann poly and commonwealth. Then i took 198 and went to interchange and took 131 home. when i reached home it was 5.15pm. and i was supposed to reach home by 4. then my mother ask me where i went then i lied and say teacher made me stay back and copy lines. The worst thing is that after that my mother wanted the teacher to call her the next day. So the next day i was kinda moody and regretting lying from the beginning. then i smsed her and said i lied to her. no reply means she angry le. i was telling myself gd luck and going home after CCA. I PASSED MY FIRST-AID THEORY!! 51/80. it is like 63.75%! :) and dun forget i ponned a lot last year. i was like so happy with my results. xD. oops. i was talking about lying. yup back to the main thing. then my mother ignored me the whole day.
16/01/07:
my mother continued her AP and at night she finally opened her mouth to scold me. then she went back to mute mode.
17/01/07:
my mother continued to ignore me till night she nagged a while and wanted me to say sry. I didn't yet she acted like i did and started going back to the normal her. NAGGY and all those. yeah.
nth much happened after that though. lols! some teachers suck. like ah diao and the stupid teacher who speaks thru her nose and the science teacher. -.-
yay 3 more days
cyas! :P

Monday, January 01, 2007

hiya ppl. sry for not blogging for so long. Like a lot of fellow mates in the world, i was affected by the 7.1 earthquake. ok. not me but my internet. so i wasn't able to access anithing on the net. yup.
POP:
bloody hell. i hate analogue clocks. Y? cuz it caused me my chance to see my platoon mates the last time. i set it to ring early in the morning 5.45am to go for POP. but it didn't work nor did it ring and i woke up finding out it is 10 in the morning. POP starts at 7.30. i was like so pissed off with my clock then i threw it away.
However i heard that a lot of RVians got to be best cadets and bingle bell and xinmun got 2 awards! congrats!


Tmr bmt session! but i have sore eye then infection then it's swollen like a tomato. ahh.. but i am still going and i am bringing my triangular bandage in case if i wanna cover my eye with it to avoid further infection. means tmr i will be blind in 1 eye my right eye cuz i will cover it with my bandage. Look forward to it. lols.
chapter 138 of tsubasa chronicle is out! syaoran is like so alone? NOT FAIR!! aww.
anw i went to the doc today then the stupid medicine is juz antibiotics and eye drop and how much it cost? $50!!! walao ex. then my parents were in bad mood for that.
ytd my eye wasn't so swollen but i forgot that seafood will induce swells then i had a seafood feast ytd. lols. pig ya. xP
i am not dead yet. i still can jump and skip. lols.20 days to the bdae. ain't expecting much but to celebrate it with qh. xD
2 days to first day of school! :):):)
hping april will come faster. tsubasa 3rd season coming out!! Xd

Even if i lose e light someday,there will still be the shining blaze you lit in my heart
Cyas