LOLS! cross country today. :)
jasmine is so nice she ran with me for 3.2km! love her. she keep slowing down just for me. as many know, my stamina sux. suxsuxsux.
but i finished it! yay!! then when i finish i had the strong urge to faint but better not pai seh. xD
i was running 1/4way until got this piercing pain in my back then whenever i ran my back hurts then i legs like jelly liddat. anyone heard of these symptoms? maybe i m dying soon. and i reached home i realised : i sprained my ankle!! i didn't even noe lah. xD

then my father took cherie ys home then we were like so acting guai in front of him when he go buy things we started crapping!! lols.reached home at 8.02pm. xD

on another note, almost quarrelled with a good friend today over a stupid spastic and idiotic person. details shud not be revealed. :)

And to someone, i changed my mind. i ain't washing my hands off this matter. even if i wan to, i can't. Even if i hurt people in the process.

forget it. things are going so stupid and lame for me. i m like so angry. if only i didn't let them meet in the 1st place. if only i could turn back time. if only i can wake up and find out it is all a dream. if only.. i was dead

maybe everything is really my fault. maybe it would be better if i could just be deaf and dumb. maybe it would be best if i could turn a deaf ear on everything.

Maybe i should just give up trying. the heart is still with the others. even if i m trying to protect, wad can i do? i m still only 1 person trying so hard. i m tired. i m worn out.

and now someone who claims to be so close to me has turned the back on me. and i officially lost all faith in friendships. fine. nvm

wadever it is, staying happy can cure everything!:))

byebye
roxas