Today is one of my saddest days
Today we had fire drill.
Cool the bell sounded when we are supposed to write compo
=]]
then we stroll slowly to the field and we talk.. chat
then the teacher wan us to walk briskly..
I mean i thinkk she meant that she wanted us to act like it is really a fire...
-.-ll
then we run tot he fied and we sat down
it was really hot.. scorching hot
and we sat in the sun
and we sweat...
heh heh
then it was like pity annies nvr come to school
i saw her crush in all 3 times
and she could have seen him once.
or maybe twice if she came to school
=P
1st time in the morning
2nd time in the fire drill
3rd time outside library
*ehem

anw
i felt really pissed today
i can't believe someone can ave that type of AP
U noe hu u r.
i am only referring to 1 perosn
seriosuly
i noe i have not been going for a few meetings
i noe that
i noe that i am wrong in not going
but
i have my reasons
it is ok if u dun accept it
or u dun believe my account
but at the very least
show me respect
respect a fren shud show
i tell tmr i may not go
but i can definitely tell u that
ur attitude simply pisses me off
i dun wan to pull everyone down with me
that is my reason for not going tmr
not to listen to u
I noe that u r angry wid me
i dun blame u at all
NOT AT ALL
but the attitude u gave me
the look you gave me
i really can;t stand it
i really can't
i noe that i am really guo4 fen4 in here
but
Have u ever thought of my feelings in that moment when u said
"u pon so mnay things liao"
do u really think i love not going for meetings??
i love to go
i really do
i have my reasons
u think u r so cool in saying that
i really hate u for ur words
i told u my reason
u accepted it
so wad is with that??
i really don't wan to mention names here
i dun wan to sabo u
i only wan u to think over wad u say
and think of my feelings
that moment
my heart was pierced millions of times
it was painful
i hate it
i hate that feeling

I am really fuming here
your words simply piss me off so much if i were to continue grumbling i can continue for eternity
i really hope u can actually understand my situation
and not think that
i am as free as u
i am already in sad mood
and u made it worse
thnks for u help