woah it seems a long time since i updated;D hahaha
anyway, i went to see a doctor on monday, and now i am in a dilemma
the doctor asked me to do a lot of crappy stuff like bending down, which i couldn't and all that stuff.
then she referred me to KK hospital so next friday i will be going to kk for an appointment as well.
and she said maybe my hamstring needs to be operated on, and i was like so shocked!
i mean, it's really great if my hamstring can recover and i will be as normal as the next
but no, what if the operation went wrong, or if my hamstring gets worse?
of course i trust singapore doctors! but it's just thinking about sitting on a wheelchair is quite appalling.

but i decided to go for the operation, if there will be any. maybe if i am on a cast for a few months, i will gladly accept, since i had suffered under this pain for one year, right? a few months is just nothing compared to all those shit i had experienced! ;D

anyway here is my will if i really require a wheelchair in future:D
1) i want jasmine to play bmt for me to see for one whole day;D
2) i want gaun to run 20 rounds for me to see while i slack at the grand stand
3) i want my mother to buy me slimming pills, because if i can't slim down with a little exercise and will be immobilized, i will get so fat the wheelchair will just collapse!
4) i want simin to dance for me to see!
5) i wan jiele and shinfung to do foot drill for me to see
6) i want jiarong to sing a choir song for me! (no link huh)
7) i want nobelle to listen to my crap!

well. the list should go on!;D but i don;t think it will come true! hahahaha! i am an optimistic person lah can, so i will be okay lah! duH! ;D