oh man, long time no post. LOL. okay he last weekend was just a bloody mess

let's start from last friday.
had english and chinese paper 1
english was easier than the normal practice papers but
i scared if i fail
i can't promote liao
since i fail in the 1st term
35/100
and my parents during meet-the-parent session
go ask my english teacher
and in the end felt that
my english teacher is very soft
and found it a miracle i could hear him
LOL.

after that went out with simin jas jiele gaun shir brenda to subway at the anchorpoint
went home
kana caned by my parents
not that i don't deserve it but
it feels like i am treated like a small kid
no respect
but nvr mind
since i lied to my mother (:P)
i guess that is what to be expected
got lots of red marks on my left forearm but seriously
it's becase my mother caned me till the cane broke and
she took a scratcher instead(crazy woman)
damn sturdy lah
then she hit got marks liao so my left forearm so ugly and deformed
lol.ok not deformed but it's ugly
then broke down for 3 hours
worrying about my mother's medical condition
and wondering if i went overboard and
aggravated her medical condition
overheard her talking to dad and
did some dumb dumb things
then i went to study with very sore eyes

saturday woke up feeling groggy and stuff
dunno how to face the new day
then i saw jiele and jasmine's smses:D:D:D thanks
then gaun smsed too
so i felt much better
and started joking with my brother
my bro tot i went emo or sth after the day before
so i guess he is relieved to have the happy me back
then studied geography, math (went to read textbook and practise) and
chemistry (finish filed my stuff) and biology
then my mother started saying that it;s my friends
influencing me
but she is damn wrong
i have never been that hardworking girl since p6
and i bcame a total ass on my own
not from others

sunday mother just kind of pissed me off
by telling me to shoo from my class clique
and i didn't reply to her
i don't give a damn actually

monday went to school and proudly showed my cane marks to jas and gaun
but it has faded quite a lot
so not that zai le
LOL
then was considering to leave house but stopped because i got exams lah later so lame
go jiele maybe cherie's house too near ltr i see her again buisong
and plus i don't think my mother can take it

monday was math paper 1
LOL. in the morning went to walk around with nobelle
but the math paper quite long lah
hope i can do well
monday night was hell
had to study biology and geography
when both need to memorise like da bian
wth
then gave up on biology liao lah go study a bit of geog
then totally gave up and go sleep.

then tuesday was hell lah
my bio gg le. i can feel it resonating in my veins
minus a few marks liao
and i didnt study enough to apply to essay question
then geography is so distracting with mr chan walking around
and he commented on my paper a few times
shake shake head
LOL. but its funny. he kept walking around lah so toot

today had chinese paper 2 and chemistry
chinese paper 2 is like almost impossible to complete
4 compre 1 cloze passage 1 chang wen suo duan in 2 hours
walao sai lah
finished it though with some chionging
because i saw nobelle sleeping
then oso cannot take it le
so fell asleep in the first few minutes
then suddenly woke up and URGH.
then CHIOOOONNNGGG to the end
then realised got about 5 - 8 minutes left
so calm down and check thru
but my compre has always been sucky
so heck liao lah

okay chemistry i must say is long
but the marks allocated very little
i hope i did okay
i studied sec 1 and 2 stuff
yeah i hope everything goes well
today called my mother and told her i going queensway
and ate laksa
she was like "i tot i ask you not to go out with them anymore?"
and look she refer my FRIENDS as xiao ren at home
and ask me everyday "na xie xiao ren you gen ni shuo hua ma?"
then i say i ok le then she started saying wad i no friends so must stick to them like glue
look i am not popular
but i have enough brains to make the friends i trust and can be great friends with

tomorrow no need go school damn cool right
i don't take physics nor music:D
then friday last day
DAMN this week is like so damn bloody long
like a few years just passed
today so tired la!! go sleep and i heard my bro come in
then he see me sleep
then he tiptoed out
so cute and nice lah
having a brother is nice lor.
i had an aching leg
so couldn't sleep
kept changing position
and lay on my stomach slept for 7 minutes and woke up
then i slack slack slack
until now oso nvr touch anything else le lah.
read new moon again
:D edward cullen:D
and i am surprised i am no longer emo during the weekend i was in a total mess
okay needa go
and i am very happy now not emo at all
:D i dunno why it's just when i reach home i totally tone down
which is why i hate going home
so cold and quiet
and colourless