lol... many complains about me not updating. so i am updating right now!
oh well. same old stuff everyday..
friendship problems. but not too bad
academic problems. going real bad.

oh ya! our spastic banana cheer!!
it goes with the Rasputin song (in case u dun noe, rasputin is an historian and long dead)::

Ba-ba-ba-na-nas
Lovers of the Pa-pa-yas
she was a gem yet i was a stone

ba-ba-ba-na-nas
we were never so ya-ya
we are not sheep/goats but we go ba-ba...

ba-ba-ba-na-nas
we will make u hoo-la-la
while the rest will, just go HA-HA.......

oh well here u go. it's real nice. it all rhymes! credits to jr, me, wc for that las sentence.
oh man i muz have forgotten. i AM B1 of the spastic bananas while jr is B2. our spastic bananas performance is real nice! :

the MC: "welcome to the spastic bananas performance! we have chew jia rong and phyllis seah from 2L presenting to u liang shan bo yu zhu li ye, wu ding, bei feng chui guo de xia tian and thie rvery own spastic bananas performance!!

*cheer&clap*

jr and phy comes out from the curtains, throwing the curtains behind em (ok i noe very difficult to imagine..) and phy starts singing the guy part (cao ge) and jr sings the girl part (: as they sing, they advance nearer and nearer the front of the stage.

when the 1st song is completed:
*curtains drawn*
then phy and jr turn and face the stage and walks to the very end.
phy starts zhoujielun's prt of wu ding, turning and walking to the front again.
when it is jr's turn she does the same thing
*a lot of emo and actions exaggerated*

when the 2nd song is completed:
nothing much. just sing lor.

when 3rd song COMPLETED:
jr and phy turns again and walk to the very end.
then jr starts by singing
"bananas" while jumping around
phy then does the same but says "in pyjamas" instead
both sings "are jumping down the stairs" while both skip to the front
they will then say "i know u u know u and i know that u know that i know u"
"then the spastic banana song!!"*up there*

both sings
"bananas in pyjamas"
"are chased by teddy bears!!" while both run to the backstage

WOOTS!! xD

oh well, i really like it!

oh well.. basically my mother says that i have either diabetes or kidney problems..
she did some test on my pee today and then she said that i have kidney problem..
so she said she will take me for a check-up...
i was thinking.. if i died, would anyone think of me? would anyone feel sad for me??
it's so confusing.. friendship. i hate this kind of thing.. i just wish every friendship is like me and jr..
even my great friend betrayed me.. telling things.. lying.. oh feck all this...

LOLS! cross country today. :)
jasmine is so nice she ran with me for 3.2km! love her. she keep slowing down just for me. as many know, my stamina sux. suxsuxsux.
but i finished it! yay!! then when i finish i had the strong urge to faint but better not pai seh. xD
i was running 1/4way until got this piercing pain in my back then whenever i ran my back hurts then i legs like jelly liddat. anyone heard of these symptoms? maybe i m dying soon. and i reached home i realised : i sprained my ankle!! i didn't even noe lah. xD

then my father took cherie ys home then we were like so acting guai in front of him when he go buy things we started crapping!! lols.reached home at 8.02pm. xD

on another note, almost quarrelled with a good friend today over a stupid spastic and idiotic person. details shud not be revealed. :)

And to someone, i changed my mind. i ain't washing my hands off this matter. even if i wan to, i can't. Even if i hurt people in the process.

forget it. things are going so stupid and lame for me. i m like so angry. if only i didn't let them meet in the 1st place. if only i could turn back time. if only i can wake up and find out it is all a dream. if only.. i was dead

maybe everything is really my fault. maybe it would be better if i could just be deaf and dumb. maybe it would be best if i could turn a deaf ear on everything.

Maybe i should just give up trying. the heart is still with the others. even if i m trying to protect, wad can i do? i m still only 1 person trying so hard. i m tired. i m worn out.

and now someone who claims to be so close to me has turned the back on me. and i officially lost all faith in friendships. fine. nvm

wadever it is, staying happy can cure everything!:))

byebye
roxas

Sometimes things just sux the way they shud be.
Sometimes things stay the same and just sux.
Sometimes people start to sux
some already sux already.

I thought you won't even change and stay always the same
but u have proved me so wrong. SO wrong.
everyone changes. that's wad u told me.
but i nvr thought so. at least in my heart u haven't changed 1 bit.
u r still u, u r still my fren.
Wadever it is, dun stop me from trying to wake u up
even if it means scolding and breaking our friendship.
stop all those chio crap. only stupid people who dun even identify their feelings like someone who is simply nice-looking.
even if he/she sux beneath.
wadever it is i will make u snap out of it. it's for ur own gd

ok.xD lots of crap here. Random right. Meant it not for u but for.. U. xD
so lame. You people won't noe who it is i nvr told anyone about ths person xD

TODAY!
feeling very tired and lethargic very sian very unwell.
like i m gonna faint anytime. i have been feeling these symptoms for quite some while. Guess something bad is coming my way ya. xD
today had to chiong so many things. feeling so bad and so stupid.