It has been a looooooong time since i posted, since uh... free cones day?! LOL! 

hmmmm. first attempt at imeem, and seems.. okay. LOL! anyway, the only two japanese songs in there are planetarium, and flavor of life in HANA YORI DANGO<3333333!>

hmmmm. midyears are coming........ drats. i only studied geography, and i spent a holy three days on it.. stupid proscratination. I can spent a crazy three hours on fold mountains -.- and most of that three hours is spent walking aimlessly around the house and doing absolutely random things, one of them include doing pushups. LOLLLLLLL. I had no idea why i did that, but yeah... 

LOL. okay let's see. the highlights of last week? 

tuesday was free cones' day.. wednesday was... house meeting and... 

thursday was some crappy chair meeting, but was lightened up by crappers like junfei(?) LOL. and eve & I kept lagging, and lagging. we were jamming up the whole thing la! LOLL but nvr mind, it was.. fun. one of the mahjong sheets had some grammar/spelling errors, so we corrected that as well yay! HAH! 

friday was.. nothing. i remember going home early if i'm not wrong because my bro came back and my dad went to fetch him, and i remember being all scared at home because i was alone and it was... dark... 

and what's so scary about that darkness? lemme tell you, if you have a great imagination, you can easily scare yourself with EVERYTHING. i had to blast the radio to make sure i can sing along with the music and stop "hallucinating". i hate the darkness, it's pitch black, and all the ghost stories, ghost faces and everything starts haunting me =.= the story about putting some scary photo at the eyehole of the door since haunt me from leisure camp, and all those stories and things i'm afraid since young start creeping out like... shit. 

oh btw, when i was young, i watched red riding hood, and i was very scared of the wolf in the story =.= frankly i ain't that scared now la.. lol! 

sunday started studying geography lor. then monday was... normal? LOL. i duno, some chionging of things..

ytd was.. LOL. (ok two days ago) tuesday. was a stunning day for me. was ambushed at swing LOLLLLL. (winks) CID i chiong chinese, then talk and everyything lor..after school was so paiseh went into the physics lecture, and brian was like o.O you in physics meh? LOL! then i just handed those stuff to people and rushed out. leeteo didn't even notice me! :D HAHA. 

then went home alone cuz no phone no nothing :( HAHAHA. yeah, i emo:) 

anyway, why alone = emo arh?! LOLL no offense just thinking out loud HAHA. hmmm alone = ostracized = sad = emo? :S 

and wheeeeee. today was wasted. finished geography though, but i study since sat sia! HAHA. then used com at 4 and playyyyyyy! illegally of course:) 

and the stupidest thing happened. i wanted to print some stuff, then i want ask my mom to print for me...

so the convo went like

me: hello mummy can help me print stuff?

mom: hmm how many pages?

me: uh... i see arh.. got ** pages bah...

mom:......

me:?

mom: you're using the comp now? (confirmation) 

me: ?! (shit) uh... yeah... yeah.. 

mom: NO NEED TO ASK ARH.

me: uh uh uh... need study mah then... 

mom: you hao zi wei zhi! (hangs up) 

me: (puts down phone and hangs myself up) 

LOLLLL omg. how stupid could i get la. i just threw myself to the sharks sia. LOLL it was retarded la!! 

hmmm! i didn't touch my comp for one day, and i can't take it already! goodbye my self-study days, it's gonna be wasted if i stay at home... :( but oso cannot go school, my mom wants me to be a good girl and stay at home.. 

yesterday was... FREE CONES' DAY!! <33333!!!>

but before that was obviously school. 

maths was uh okay? i did some maths la.. and finally i'm getting more and more used to math sia! yay! HAHA. 

PE was disastrous. tkc exploded at us, and made us run 2.4km. LOL. omg. i realised km = kiamui~ so everyone ran 2.4 kiamuis. LOL. okay that was... random. back to the topic, he was damn pissed because none of us were moving? he was pissed because he ask people to move then people don't move =.= okay... though that's a valid reason, but 2.4 is crazy, i think 1.2 is better la! the more rounds, the more we will hate him sia. but still, i think it's sort of our fault in some ways too la! but still, don't like him anyway -.- 

recess then CID. sorry people, i totally knocked out during CID!! :O HAHA. i can't remember what happened actually haha! 

then chemistry and gave back chemistry paper.. was a bit sad. but i think can still... buck up? duno lah, HECK! (HAHA. spot the irony siyi and gl) 

the queue made a loop around the ben and jerry shop, and go all the way to a halt, then there's another queue to the freebie booth. so when the freebie queue shortens, people from the long queue gets to go to the freebie queue liao! XD 

some funny things; we were behind the ben and jerry store, then there was the uh... b&j person eating b&j icecream at the sink, which was super near me... and anyway, i was damn famished, was craving for food. then i was staring at it wanting to eat it la! she licked it then she look away mah, i had the sudden urge to just eat the rest of the icecream, and like the cartoons, she turn back and find her icecream gone.. just comical la, literally. XD 

another one was when we were queuing past this cake (?) shop, then we were going crazy over food. all of us were hungry actually. then i was like scratching the glass panel in mock frustration to reach and eat those food the chefs were preparing, then the chef were like amused? LOL. then i waved at one of them and he gave me a skeptical look and all of us laugh like hell xD and we saw him putting white chocolate into cups though :( felt like eating HAHA. 

then i got CHOCOLATE FUDGE BROWNIE. yay. great choice to me la. i love brownies(: many of us took that too! then we went to mos burger to eat! when we were eating, i was feeling rather... random. so i wanted to play 接龙游戏 

then it was funny because stupid sharon kept giving very lame ones! and liuqiao always surprises us with her lack of vocab! :D yen pro! :D but anyway, we (ok me) wanted to play truth or dare so we played. then ask char then char ask me... that's no longer a valid secret anymore; it's not even true anymore la can! but still, please keep this stupid lame, insignificant secret, as a tribute to me being honest with the question!! :DDD 

then i took mrt with the squad, then went past tiong bahru and i went all the way to lakeside with liuqiao, then i took it back xD fell asleep on the bus despite being very uncomfortable (coughcough) then to tiong i took bus... then reach home! but i went out to eat with my mom, then came back and stone. LOL. then i packed my bag very VERY thoroughly. I mean, i actually placed ALL my worksheets into clear pockets, then my bag is more organized now la! then go sleep le, was damn tired.. 

today was... half a bad day, half a good day..

first lesson was uh..  maths. LOLLLL. was okay bah..

recess had YOGHURTS! HAHA. it was pretty nice leh! :D 

anyway, i said bad day because i was scolded again by nick. and he said he was 'disappointed' with me. oh well, i can't help it. i seriously did it la wtf, i did it since 2 days after he gave the effing wksht? so many people can be witness. zzzz. anything. wasn't too happy at first, plus was having a bit of headache for some reason sia. dunno why la!! i stood for 1hr20mins. XD stoning, emoing, and playing calculator! :D haha. yay! 

then it's a good day because it was house meeting? nah, joking xD it was ok bah. congrats alvin and the other one (sorry) then LOLLL. i tot someone called my name kiamui, and i froze for a long, long time. LOL. but luckily no one heard i think LOL. but anyway jiayou new house captains~ XD feel rather bad for alvin though, he has so many other commitments... 

after school went to find tck but he wasn't there. LOL. right... then ruth amelia cynthia and me went to bpp to eat subway... on the way there i was feeling terrible again, maybe because i'm hungry? i duno, i was feeling a serious tightening of my head, then i feel detached from my body. ok maybe that just means i'm tired? LOL. so we had subway and i bought takoyaki!! <333!!>

the kids are crazy but cute. the same guy called me biantai sia, haressment. LOL. lucky he left early LOLLL. but it was cute at the end because we told ghost stories, then issac was so cute, he was listening intently and at the end i ask him if he was scared, he said he was, a little. LOL! 

then went home, fell asleep on the bus, as usual. it's routine already la. then reach home at about...8? LOL. i'm gonna sleep soon, i feel like a zombie now. 

What would you do if you got a second shot at life? Class of 1989, Mike O'Donnell is a star on his high school basketball court with a college scout in the stands and a bright future in his grasp. But instead, he decides to throw it all away to share his life with his girlfriend Scarlett and the baby he just learned they are expecting. Almost 20 years later, Mike's glory days are decidedly behind him. His marriage to Scarlett has fallen apart, he has been passed over for a promotion at work, his teenage kids think he is a loser, and he has been reduced to crashing with his high school nerd-turned-techno-billionaire best friend Ned. But Mike is given another chance when he is miraculously transformed back to the age of 17. Unfortunately, Mike may look 17 again, but his thirtysomething outlook is totally uncool in the class of 2009. And in trying to recapture his best years, Mike could lose the best things that ever happened to him
- 17 again, http://movies.yahoo.com/movie/1810038675/details 

17 again was a fabulous, inspiring and hot movie. 

*****huge spoilers!*******

GAHHHHHH. ZAC EFRON<333333>

and he is none other as a perfect dad! he shows his love in the wrong way at first i.e. bringing his daughter to a children's cafe and insisting that she likes the same thing since she was 8.. but then when he becomes 17 again, he is sooooo cool! and funny too, because he's very act cool and weird! LOL. e.g. he was like "yes, i agree with you!!" when the teacher talk about sex education la! LOL. and he gave a huge speech about holding his baby girl for the first time in front of his daughter!! then the whole class' girls decided not to take the condoms HAHAHA. 

but he is still so cute. i was almost gonna cry when i saw the part when he read an 'empty' letter to scarlet.. he said "i love you, but i have to let you go." OMG. the tears were shining in zac's eyes.. and he looked super vulnerable, as if he was about to break anytime.. and i felt super sad for him.. and the part when they reveal the letter's contents, i was at the verge of breaking down again, it's so touching! 

sad moments, but there are funny parts too! XD and qianbian parts thanks to Ned. LOL. it's retarded seriously! LOL. and the part that the principal reveals she's a geek too is so damn stupid! they started talking in elfish language? and the part ned talks to her at the bb court at the end is sooooo stupid. LOL. "i need you to break my dungeon!"HAHAHA. it's just so cracky! 

back to zac efron. he rocks my socks. LOL. i'm still very not over his super charming personality and everything... :) of course, he has a hot body. :D HHAA. i love this movie so much la! zac efron is just simply amazing. 

******spoilers end********

few words: zac efron is the best. and i'm inspired to work better for my future(: 

HAHA. so ytd went out with zijun and jiarong to vivo, and talked a lot(: had a great time hearing you spilling everything out(: i don't have much to share, sorry :S but got to update about you people(: happy! HAHA. the movie was just amazing, then took photos (one) then go home.. sounds short, but i cut A LOT of contents away. if not i can last for a 1000 words. but to all: be happy always, and be strong, don't give up(: 

today was a typical day? HAHA. had talking session with siyi nobelle jas guanlin, and it was so fun! LOL. though i was constantly at a lack of things to say, but still, i'm glad i'm _______. at the very least i have time on my hands to think, and wonder. :D 

nick didn't come today! so the snjgp (names) discussion was fun, and long, and super funny xD good luck everyone, ganbatte in your individual ways(: 

then it was lang arts... was still chatting with snigp! :D HAHA! 

recess went with snigp! but i was in the toilet half the time, i had a seriously bad stomachache.. :S then drank half of milo and just pour away :(((( then ate sandwich in class! HAHA. 

then it was... chinese? i think. it was just a normal chinese lesson, boring all those.. but i was organizing the self-study forms and stuff lor!

oh yaeh! i'm happy because i successfully collected forms for the first time in this year 2009! congratulations to me! HAHAHA. :D i mean it was rather fun at some point of time, but it was damn tiring because i had a headache after i shitted in math again :( stupid overdue sauce for hot dogs la. :( 

now i'm praying my butt won't explode, if it did, i will just die at home or sth. i ate so much so if my ass explode, it's gonna kill me sia... 

oh anyway, math i went to toilet again.. i duno why. exploded, and i was seriously having a huge headache when i went back to class 10 minutes late. LOL. 

then it was... bio? yeah.. results i'm happy with it la. i was stunned la. tot it was 30 at first lol... but yeah.. can use as secret weapon to manipulate my parents hehe. no la! joking >.> 

to _______: don't be depressed k? i like the you who strive your hardest for your goals(: and with that it will definitely be better okay(: love you! :X

to ______: i'm going to just let go okay? i don't think i will look back anymore. be happy(: 

google chrome is pretty cool! (: just that i have to install flash player again.. but it says "opening in 21 hours 2 days" so... i guess internet explorer is still my favourite! 

friday, i woke up early! it was because i placed another TWO alarm clocks next to my pillow, and the first one failed to wake me up  because i squashed it (NOT literally, you know, use your hand and "press" the top?) then the second one rang and my mother got pissed and woke me up! the wonder of alarm clocks (: 

school was just school. heard about dance and choir, so smsed zijun and jiarong first time in the morning to walk track, in the end only walked with zijun bah.. cheer up everyone, everyone.. should look forward in life(: yeap... then didn't take much photos with teachers, but eve and i convinced ckc and CHNG HENG GUAN to take on monday!!! :O i called chg, and he answered the phone and i was awkwardly saying 

"uh.. mr chng. i'm phyllis, then-"

"what???"

"i'm phyllis"

"what......?"

"I'M PHYLLIS FROM 3J LAST YEAR THIS YEAR 4J." 

"oh... phyllis...!" (with that very cute way :D) 

"can we take a photo with you on monday after morning assembly?"

"oh oh oh! it's ok..."

"really arh?"

"yes yes"

"ok, bye!"

"burbye!!"

 LOLLLLL. the way he say bye bye sounded really cute HAHA. so that's for all mr chng fans out there xDDDD eve and i were laughing when we went off HAHAHA. cca was just pt, went to mark the papers with liuqiao, then in the end i was left alone marking because liuqiao was stolen by the teachers.. LOL. notice the 's'! LOL. then went back and wanted to play h20, but no one wanted to play, so i decided not to LOL. hope they had fun nevertheless. 

pissness wore off after some time anyway LOL.. i just have to be used to it i think :S 

then sang birthday song for yuting! and gave her my extreme ugliness card. LOL. it was so ugly la! but i redid it once and gave up, and went back to the first one. LOL. 

then went home, and i realised my hair was... crazy. i look like some samurai seriously, my ponytail was edging onto the top of my scalp!!! omfg. why didn't i realise it!! o.o  oh anyway, took dad's home, had dinner, and went home. read eclipse and i realised i'm starting to join the anti-twilighters club or sth. seriously, i don't feel anything for that series anymore, and i wonder if i should have bought something else then.. even better, i can just forget about buying eclipse, since it's sort of a screwedup series. and yeap, i'm sorry to those who love twilight, because.. i'm officially LOL. anti. XD 

i just find twilight a very... weird series which is suited for people who wants a perfect boyfriend, and definitely 100% of girls want that! but the ending was... crappy. i think i'll just stick with the book for now..? LOL. i duno. maybe i will go back on my words when the new movie comes out

speaking of new movies, ANGELS AND DEMONS is coming~ yes! i wanna watch! 17 again is also super cool! wheeeeeeeee. :D i feel like rereading angels and demons xD 

today:

in the end didn't go out with squad for dinner, so went out with family - brother, and my pretty/nice/cute niece and aunt! (: felicia was so damnnnn cute! shopped at suntec, and i was super happy i got my first pair of flats~~ HAHA. it doesn't look extremely beautiful or anything la! but i was happy enough (: i love shopping with my auntie, she persuades my mom to buy me things !! :D mom almost bought me shorts, but she was already at the cashier :( 

then held hands with felicia and walked thru suntec. LOL. i was wearing super... fat. LOL. okay. i admit that D:

walked around, had fun with felicia! a toddler is just different, influences the atmosphere so easily(: i feel genuinely happy with her haha! 

then took felicia and her aunt to their house then went home and everything... finished eclipse and decided to do work until my parents wanted me to go for dinner o.O LOL. then i had dinner which was uh... some kway tiao la. LOL. 

then went home. was listening to emo songs like kiss goodbye, 他还不懂, etc... 

then i thought about a lot of things, how some things have endings that are too soon.. 

i thought about saying goodbye to qianhui when she graduates from rv to other jc, while i continue in this crappy IP programme. and i started feeling down. 

friends come and go, but some stay. 

and congrats girl, told you! hope you will be happy with your decision HAHA.

no rush, no rush. and i just need to let go (: 

Hmmmm.. today was rather fun in a way hehe! (: 

lessons were okay bah, took photos with all the teachers we met today except ckc and glh. we didn't dare to ask ckc because he seemed to be in a terrible mood LOL. and glh simply said she didn't kan shuang us so she refused to take the photo... -.- yeah right. LOL. the whole class was outraged la! but i guess she was pissed because she felt her game didn't go well. actually it went just fine. LOL. seriously. 

recess was eating! LOL. i was so hungry. didnt have a proper dinner or breakfast. :( then went back for geography..... blahblah. 

after school went with guanlin and eve to bus stop. eve and i went to ikea. LOL. sorry gl for leaving you there alone :( then ate hotdogs!LOL. both eve and i had 2 hot dogs + 1 curry puff! :D then went back to school and met estherzeng,ziying,stiffany,chenfang LOL. then went to eat curry puff, and yenzhang came.... 

uh, i think seriously, we have age gap, why everyone laughing so hard except eve and me?? :S oh well... then go back to class to read book, me breaking dawn, eve eclipse HAHA. then went out then met bingle LOL. whole day doing hwk one LOL. then go meet liuqiao and ph and we went carecorner lor LOL! XD then went home! 

fell asleep on the bus cause i was thinking it was till the last stop anyway (interchange) so i just sleep very peacefully. then i woke up at the carpark!!! :O the bus driver didnt see me like wth!!! then he woke me up and i was all shocked. LOL. then i had to walk from the carpark to the interchange, and everyone stared. damn.... paiseh..

and yeap, siyi be happy(: cheer up k, if not i will strangle your friend for you(: LOL. does that sound like a threat, because it is! HAHA. joking! but seriously, cheer up. happy siyi= interesting siyi= talkative siyi= nice siyi= siyi LOLLLLL. i bet you're damn touched now right xD but it's ok, i don't mind if you want to buy me stuff to thank me:) XDDDDD cheer up cheer up! (: 

"If I got down on my knees and told you I was yours forever
Would you get down on yours too and take my hand?
Would we get that old time feelin', would we laugh and talk for hours
The way we did when our love first began?"
- I told you so,Carrie Underwood feat. Randy Travis

Carrie Underwood has an awesome voice, though i agree with dad, she seems to be screaming so much :S but this song is nice! highly recommended! (:

In the morning fell asleep on the sofa, so almost didn't go out to meet cherie LOL. sorry :X then went to school as usual, then talked to cherie, jiarong, mingjun (uh, he was there, but i pretended he wasn't)

then walked the track a little with jiarong. ok, in fact we were walking the canteen instead LOL. i bought mango! then ate it and was on the last piece when we both realised 9/10 of the canteen was gone for morning assembly O.O then we ran back to our class LOL. i brought my mango into class though, and i think it was extremely smellable, i think jiele smelled it LOL, she asked me about it XD

maths was.... tiring. it was x10000 tiring but i entertained myself by irritating siyi XD sorry people if i was too loud, i was trying to be awake :( happy that i made a nuisance out of myself~ LOL. nah, joking. xD i entertained myself sufficiently with 2 breakthroughs in pacman into the high scores' charts!! YAY.

chemistry was so damn cool! pro people like nobelle and gl and jasmine and siyi. LOL. am i the only one who haven't express my hatred yet? i should start plotting LOL.

nobelle's kb: nick was calling people to sit up straight, and he called nobelle. wow, i was wondering why would nick call nobelle when he saw nobelle's murderous face before? so nobelle said loudly back "I prefer to sleep in this position." LOLLLLLL i was stunned. didn't see nick's face, but he continued teaching anyway LOL. major slash!

guanlin: we were doing ws on our own. then nick came along and told us not to refer to notes because "you'all say you'all know, but actually don't know one, so don't refer..." then he walk away, and guanlin said extremely loudly "nag nag nag, like grandmother liddat..." LOLLLLLL i was laughing like hell with jasmine! second slash!

jasmine: we were doing the quiz for ASEAN then nick came along to collect, then he ask jasmine to write name then jasmine was irritated because nick talks damn loudly like shouting, so she said VERY loudly "FOR WHAT." "WHY." LOLLLL. third slash! LOLLLLLL!!!

i was telling jasmine nick must be crying deep inside la! but feel a bit bad for him cuz he wasn't really being bad, he was like being normal bah? just that he teach very.... :S

language arts was so gruesome, and urgh. at first i was sort of like tired? then we watched the video about circumcision and i was so grossed out after that. i didn't really get the female parts right, so at first i wasn't that disgusted, but then jasmine and guanlin explained to me, and hxr oso gave an insight to circumcision, and i was so urgh that i can't even say a single word!!!

why are people in Africa so brainless? denying woman of sexual pleasure is just an act from sexists. and causing them such drastic pain is just plain biantai, and the stupidest here is perhaps women themselves. practices aren't always the right way, and following them blindly makes you even more stupid than a pig! the worst part is implying that pain to your daughters, when you very well know there is no rational reason behind this. there's no need for studies to even figure that out! your relatives pinning you down for your circumcision is so disheartening!

the "sewn" women being more like a virgin is also so irrational. why are they trying to do? do they think putting thorn into their -toot-is deserving of praise, or high price? and plus, sewing it tgt doesn't erase the fact that you aren't a virgin! and after you served your 'master' you have to start sewing up your -toot- again, like some torn shirt placed together by playing with needles and thread!!! in the first place, that's a freaking, freaking human body. secondly, that's a freaking thorn you are talking about, some random thorn you found on the dirty floor, and you are sticking that into your... zzzz. no protection, no sterile, no anaesthetic!!! do you know why you have the highest death rate wah kao zzzzz.

damn frustrated to see this face of the africans la! and i was once saying that i want to go to Africa because it's a natural environment! let's start a movement to influence those africans to start thinking for themselves!!! ok LOL...... stupid africans should start being cleverer -.-

oh yeah!! the ASEAN round in LT was damn funny. LOL! congrats 4D XD and good job huimin! (:

After school chiong off to meet wenli to go BPP! then in the end met charlene amd bingle on 963! LOL.... damn qiao~ LOLL then fell asleep on the bus with wenli HAHA. then after that reach BPP, sat at macdonald alone doing hwk while wenli get her money hahaha! then go buy her brother's birthday present, then went for CID!

the guy with the fever last week was soooooooo noisy today. LOL. he ask this girl (who isnt uh normal) to kiss me and she seriously kiss my back, because i was facing away from her!!! :O i was shocked while the guys roared with laughter sia! wenli went off first, then i was screenin the cd when it became bad LOL! so i went home, and slept on the bus LOL. then i almost fell off my seat sia, lucky i woke up in time to catch the seat in front of me! then reach home at about 7 plus? LOL. was damn hungry la! didn't have lunch but some mango (again) LOL!

:( we only have a few months left everyone... i will miss all of you, especially the 12 of you... oh well, we can always keep in contact right(: hahaha! i wonder how life for us will be in future when there is no more sjab circling us... but i shall look on the bright side, and that all of us will be as bonded as before!

today cca was like damn funny. the test was humiliating la... sian. said too many wrong things, then kept zzzzzzz ahhhh! ok, calm down. okay... then after that went to mark most of the scripts.. so far the results quite unexpected bah, liuqiao and i kept getting stunned by the answers and results.. highest is pretty high la! lowest i think not as low as i expected oso.. but a lot of failures (HEHE) sorry for the gl questions people, i wasn't exactly uh, at the peak of knowledge then LOL. ok i just cannot work w/o a fam.

uh lessons were quite tiring.. LOL. and math i sneaked out to get papers from my dad. sorry dad and mom, all cuz of my stupidity you had to be late for medical appointment and work :( and yeah, i woke up late today, at 650? i was wondering why the sky outside is so bright then i looked at the clock and realised i was late like crap! sorry cherie for scaring you haha! then i went to school, and realised i forgot to bring a lot of important things which was on my computer table!! then i was like being rather sad and stuff, super guilty too! then my dad came to give it to me, though he was late for work, thanks dad(: although he scolded me like duno what kind of shit la!

today i think was a very fun day thanks to after cca period! LOL. we did guangdongzhaomian, and we were like just random, then suddenly all of us got going "guang.... dong.... zhao.... mian... guangdongzhaomian!!" LOL. which was super random and lame! LOL. then played gimme tempo too! (: felt like that day we played at vivo and i was down with fever after that hehe! :D
JIAYOU SYF PEEPS! :D
:'(

"But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song, you can't forget it."
- Demi Lovato, Don't Forget

Oh well. fyi, that's an extremely emo song. LOL. I think this song has rather cheesy lyrics, but I like how emo Demi Lovato can sound.. I heard it and was rather uh. affected? yeah it's a great song(:

today was just a normal day, i guess? eve ironed and chopped her hair :) somehow, through all those, her hair is still intact, and looks rather cute on her! haha! then uh.. as usual, we were highing in front... LOL. i like to laugh in front behind nick, makes me feel damn happy! :D

then it was chemistry, but eve and i could pon a while cuz we went for some interact briefing about photos! XD then had lang arts, i spent it reading magazines, and sleeping :) sorry hxr, couldn't resist, i was seriously damn tired :( though i find your lessons rather fun too!

recess, had wanton mee! HAHA. guanlin and me bought wanton mee, then i took her wanton, she took my charsiew! this is called a fair trade! (: then had vitasoy, and i was reminded of the china poisoning thing! oh well..

then it was chinese, i did my hwk! but she didn't to check zzzz. so many times i did hwk, they all nvr check one, obviously think i nvr do one la zzzzz. whatever -____-

geography was just a typical geography lesson. no point listening. makes me feel like swearing sia, i don't even know what an epicentre is

maths was vectors. AHHHHH. i hate vectors!!

rant: why must we try to figure out the 'flow' of arrows? it's not as if we will see ourselves trying to figure out, looking at a parallelogram that that line is coming from this direction, so this direction is the same as that blah. who gives a hoot about it when you already have the shape at your hands, and we definitely will not be ! in fact, i think this thing will probably nvr come out in our future lives what! i can't even imagine vectors coming out in practical life! ok, maybe i'm just unhappy because i suck at vectors..

ws 4A killed me after school, eve and i in the end concluded that v = u, then it was nonsenical anyway. in the end zhengyang helped to explain everything once for me. LOL. thanks! and yup psps, your answer correct la bl LOL! at least i think i can do the last question :)

sorry peeps in class, i was really noisy :( blah i should just keep quiet, stop singing in class, stop talking, maybe i should just sleep, it's my quietest moments definitely! in fact, i love sleeping. it makes me super alert, after that. i just don't like it when i wake up and my vision's all blurred, and usually i only wake up when my ears hear eve's voice "QI LI!" yeah.. :X went home at 5, then reach home and my mom was in a good mood, so i was off the hook! (:

LOL. speaking of hook. eve was asking me for the hooks we bought for the clocks for some reason, then yulu and i both tot she meant she wanted to include hooke in the list of impacting people. LOLLLLL. he is somewhere suntanning in australia or sth now anyway, after he got 'chased' away by the students. it's just damn cool to kb him, because i did, and nobelle too!! :D

LOL. and speaking of nobelle, nick was in class, then suddenly he went to the back and say "yes nobelle?" and nobelle's face was murderous. i meant it. murderous. she looked as if nick pulled her hair or lynched her friend LOL. her eyes were all BIG. and she was all solemn, like what i said, it was murderous. then siyi and i started laughing because it looked so scary, yet funny because it wasn't directed at us! LOL. and i remember how she could do that face to me last time when we sat tgt and somehow i'm not that scared. LOL. i think nick was a little freaked out. just a lot. it was funnnn seeing how the gang at the back always kb nick!

like that time, nick made some weird mistake, then jasmine said damn loudly "lan just say LA" (or sth around that line) LOL. and siyi always seems to be going against him and responding to his questions, and it sounds sarcastic. then nobelle has her murderous face to fend off people with bad hairdos! xD guanlin once when nick said that the four of us (a.k.a. siyi me jas gl) always very noisy, then gl shouted "WHAT???" LOL. nick just ignored her i think. ha,ha! eve and i support anti-nick actions! (:

oh btw, i'm making the sec 2 quiz now. XD have fun peeps. walao, it's so mind draining. >.<>

and i miss you bro though i get to sleep on your mattress,use your pillow, use your boster(?), use your blanket... but i guess it was still better to have you at home. i don't like having only my parents to look at when i always quarrel with them :'( hope you're having a... good time there, though i seriously doubt so.. so i hope you look good in your buzzcut... hope you can jiayou! (; if you can even read this, if you do, i'll just be shocked and freaked out. LOL. call us soon!! :)

HAHAHAHA. niga higa is damn... weird, funny, interesting, and cool!! LOL shamWOOHOO!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=weIbm3m-Xbo&feature=channel - Niga Higa, Movies in Minutes, Harry Potter

GOSH. i couldn't stop laughing when voldermort started dancing all of a sudden LOL. and all the flying on broomsticks a.k.a. random idiotic stuff!!! LOL! the music when voldermort started dancing was super indianic, and is super... random. random ftw (as quoted from nigahiga himself) HAHA. i laughed my ass off ok!! number 21 was funny enough too!! LOL. twilight was rather funny too, the stupid car and how ryan higa cupped his nose and MERMAID.
LOLLL -_______-

ok sorry, i was in some really... nigahiga mood LOL! thanks to nobelle xDDDD chris brown one was HAHAHA. LOLLL. ok sorry..

bro went into NS yesterday, and i entered pulau tekong~ hahaha! at first we reached pasir ris interchange rather late, then we got on the bus anyway! hahaha. then i realised like, all lean people there, then my bro reminded me that all the unfit ones went earlier so i was like oh okay... xD HAHA. super many damn fit guys can? LOL. but seriously la. all the recruits are made to tuck in...

but anyway, i was seriously damn excited when i reached there, it's just like the movies! but left my bro at this junction while the relatives went for the tour, and the recruits went to pack their bags...

and well... the bunks were super... neat, and it looks exactly like the 学警雄心 show! plus, the beds are rather... soft. not as hard as i thought it would be! 1 bad thing might just be the cupboards, very dirty. they even have some leisure room with pool table, tv, and soccer table! this made me wonder, did they clean up the whole place before we came? seriously, i doubt the ns peeps get to use them at all... the food was not too bad, though my bro was like not even eating much because he was so choosy! he don't like cabbages o.O

witnessed the oath-taking ceremony, and they were seriously damn cool!
"I, NRIC no, Full name..." LOL. this part was interesting. the start was like I, S9303409J, Seah blahblah... but the thing is that everyone has a different NRIC no and name, so it was like very jumbled up, but still was rather cool! they have changing parades, which is like... O.O hahaa. i was telling my bro he better hope he's not at the top level, he would die during changing parades! they would have one hour of free time, if there isn't any night training! cool! and they even have games day to 'break the monotony of NS' wow!

then had lunch with my bro, and bid farewell to him lor. and.. i met shiwei. OMG. i was like damn O.O and then i ran away, so i doubt he saw me. the last thing i want is my parents interacting with the sirs, confirm a lot of complaints and everything zzzzz. then bid farewell to my bro as he go to cut his hair! XD they fall in sia! super cool! then the guy beside my bro was like.. crying? i duno, his face was all contorted and he's rather white, so it was obvious his face was.. red, and his eyes were a little puffy. who knows, maybe the sun is too hot? LOL.

at night my mom and dad talked to my bro over the phone then they totally freaking forgot about me, and hang up. wth, i wanted to like strangle them or sth. i considering lynching! walao, my bro is perhaps the only.. uh.. entertainment i have at home? :(

yesterday was another pissing day.. hate shopping with my parents la. GUH. i shall seriously, save money or sth. LOL. i shall try..

today was uh.. normal. just quarrelled with them again over CID project. they were like 'why must you go pasir panjang' ok... though i know it's damn far, but still, i think it's for project. PROJECT. shouldn't that be the magic word? they just refuse to sign that effing form. =.= and dad called me bird brain and dumbass countless times. zzzz.

AHHHHH very touched now (: HAHAH. i love rvsjaby4. XD but really sorry to thwart your plans hehe! :D

yay, bro going pulau tekong tmr! i'm going with him! no la, not for NS, but as honorary family member! yay! i damn happy about going la! i'm gonna be so high! (assuming it's not some haunted place, i will just swim home or sth) and they say they gonna serve us camp food! OMG so cool! and my bro say it's gonna be a long jounrey, but still... i want to take photos of the scenery! (even if there isn't any) HAHA! once in a lifetime chance to enter campsite for a girl ok! :) and i can't imagine how my bro would look like when he returns from NS, gonna be so packed, and muscular!! i wonder if they learn drills too :P HAH! but still, gonna be out all day at some weird island, that makes me so high! (:

today was a wasted day, should have went out, or go easter thing... :( my bro didn't go out anyway so it was just my parents and i WALKING in vivocity. i hate walking in a shopping centre, it's not even shopping! it's walking past all possible shops, and just going into giant or departmental stores?? walao! i wanted to buy clothes, but in the end only bought clothes HANGERS home:( sad! i was rather pissed at first, because we were rushing in a shopping centre, i mean, how ironic can that get!! zzz! then my parents decided to stay and let me 'shop' LOL. should have caught a movie with my parents though, it has been ages since my parents sat in a cinema.. maybe because my dad fell asleep at the front row during harry potter and started snoring XD

oh well, i would like to thank my squadmates :) hahaha they are just super... nice. i was so touched when charlene told me, thankyou so much! :) you made my day just like that can! :)

i'm sorry. i never had the chance to explain to you what exactly happened on that day. i wish i could say it out here, but i can't phrase it in a way that will satisfy my mind. and i understand your feelings. at the very least, you don't have to be like that 24 hours in a day.. for a moment, i thought like you.. but... sometimes, i know if i weren't like this, i wouldn't be me. that leaves me no choice. you have chosen another choice, and i hope this choice makes you happy, because i really want to continue to be your friend. maybe i'm just another passing sarcastic, fake person that will never be imprinted in your mind, but you won't be just a passing person to me. also, there are people around you, if you look closely.

A GREAT, FABULOUS, WONDERFUL, (INSERT YOUR HAPPY EMOTIONAL LANGUAGE) PERFORMANCE BY THE RVSJAB TEAMS(; YOU HAVE DONE ALL OF RVSJ PROUD.

OMG. I haven't updated for.. 6 days? gosh. i was heavily addicted to studying, and i was sticking my head into the book every night. for now, i can take a deep breath, finally. biology sucks big time; it drains my head dry, and chemistry sucks even more, and i can't believe i had two major tests today =__=

no matter, i shall start my rants from.. 1st april 2009

APRIL FOOLS! HAHA! but it wasn't such an april's fools after all... at first, we wanted to put dustbin at the top and everything, but in the end it failed because it was an old idea from year 2008, oh well.. in the end i lost my passion for april fools, and instead did nothing bah. everything was just a normal day until...

class leader investiture. gosh, i still can remember how bloody hot it was under the "limelight" LOL. the stupid stage had no fans, so i was sort of dying under the heat! mind you, i was sitting directly below the stage lights! i was like sweating like no one's business, and eve too (LOL. she sweat everywhere, all the time!) then oh well, everything went well, my worries were not needed at all. i was perfectly keeping my equilibrium! XD didn't fall at all, but when i went up my class shouted "MEIMEI!" and i bet my face was all contorted when i shook hands with cks!! AHHHH! i was super embarrassed, lucky my class was sitting in front, because the people behind couldn't hear xD

went for training, then went home. was waiting for the bus, and couldn't find my wallet, so i ran back to school to find it! LOL. edwardmak was there at the bus stop, and i was like rushing back, and he was like O.O when i said "oh, i'm going to school to find my wallet" xD

i guess that was all for that day, i think...

2nd April 2009

it was pulau semakau! XD hahaha! i was rather high at first then didn;t get so high after all :(

there was siyi guanlin micole jiayi yulu l.simin elisa alicia shinfung jiele kenghwee chuye yinshiuan xD 14 of us!

then we went on the boat and siyi gl micole chuye kenghwee yinshiuan and i went into the VIP cabin! woohoo! XD hahahaha, with mr zong and nck HAHA. in the end a lot of idiotic things happened, one example..

chuye and micole were discussing sth about the houses at sentosa

chuye: each house will cost like 3 mill! (million)

me: huh.. three meals? 三餐？

wow, you should have seen micole and chuye's face of utmost sian diao LOL! i was like laughing when i realised it was million!

captain edward was awesome! he was damn, damn funny, to the max! LOL he cracked very funny jokes at the presentation and made us laugh like siao can! LOL. HAHA. however, due to some... complications, HAHA, was only laughing half-heartedly!

then the tour on the bus was emo. i was sitting alone, so i started taking pictures of the scenery, and then i realised that the scenery there is totally awesome seriously! then took a few pictures and stuff then got on the bus

went back to singapore again! XD HAHA. forgot what happened le!

3rd April 2009

the highlight was definitely bio test. i gave up studying at the end because i was drained, and i dont wanna study le! but in the end bio test was quite okay (:

4th april 2009

there is no other word to describe this day as victorious

LALKC - i told you, you can do it! all those worries were for nothing(: i could see your effort in your first aid and everything, you'all were so fierce and could see your want-to-win face! (: your intensive trainings have paid off(; you deserve the champ trophy for sure~

MZKXS - (: even though you didn't get champ, but still, i'm happy you did your best during the comp:) a lot of things doesn't need a trophy to show the effort during the comp itself (:

EZSKC - you did fabulous! congrats to your champ! (: your trainings have paid off! you did your best, and it showed through your actions too (:

CWWJY - xD HAHA! slackers in unisons? no, it was a fabulous foot drill session(: all of us were seriously O.O at your foot drill, it was super impressive ok! (: best leader:D HAHAH.

got commissioner badge too, but was like o.O when the others stood up and shouted "yes sir" and march there! charlene and i were going crazy while the ma'ams laughed :( LOL!

after that went to jurong point, but had to leave because my mom wanted me home by 10, so i left super early, sorry peeps! ):

5th April 2009

was a mugging day! LOL. chemistry completely killed me at night, siyi called me and we both were planning to go PSA building because we were suicidal

LOL!

today was just... a day.. LOL. it was so weird to have nowhere to go in the morning. eve was complaining because i kept walking around aimlessly instead of studying! then did nothing actually.then went to sjab room and rearrange trophies with charlene and bl, then rushed for morning assembly~

then go for chemistry test which was rather easy, but i gave up at the last minute so i wasn't sure i can pass. :(

blahblah >.> hahaha spent a lot of time laughing with siyi jasmine guanlin damn funny! XD

after school go talk to eve and charlene, then mug one question then it was math test. walao i still feel damn guilty about it. :( then go sjab room to stone LOL! then go home ~

"No lor, it will stop at me."

LOL. i still don't get why is this sentence so nice about, jiarong? haha! xD but still, nice sentence? first time i kena quoted by others heh!

ytd was serious mugging day. reached home at 7, bathe, lazed around and everything, and officially started work at 8. took my bio encyclopedia, and i realised it's dusty=i haven't been studying like a student should be. LOL! then i cleaned it, and started mugging biology! (:

oh yeah! ytd morning, there was a dragonfly flying around during morning assembly, then eve and i were laughing our asses off somehow, because like, you can know where the dragonfly is without finding the sihouette, but because everyone were squealing and dodging it, then you can see a "dent" in the crowd where the dragonfly is! LOL. for high people like eve and i ytd, it was damn funny! LOL!

whee. i think i have an excess of dopamine, because i seem to be high one moment and another! ok fine, i'm trying to flaunt my "bio knowledge" here! xD but i mugged bio quite hard, till 12.30a.m. then my dad came to ask me to sleep! LOL. surprise, my dad wants me to sleep early because i'm mugging too hard! LOL. i think he thought i have been studying since 7 or sth =_=

but still, after intensive studying, i only studied nervous system. cheers! LOL. eye is untouched, and i completely hate that table of things to memorise for the parts of the eye. it looks scary -.-

and i decided to slack today, and mug tmr instead. my brain is bursting since ytd night!

made my phone scream P!nk's Sober to remind me it's guanlin's birthday! LOL! then smsed her happy birthday real early hahaha!

today was a quite fun day xD gl's birthday! i went to the bakery and got a cake, then went to school. stupid la, the full-u was obstructing my hands everywhere, and plus my hand was aching by the time i reached school because i used one hand to hold both my full-u and boots! zzzz! but still, it was worth it, hehe! gave it to the auntie in stall 1 to put in fridge~

morning assembly was rather boring as usual, but love talking to eve in front, so fun! LOL. we always are the odd one out, like to cheer when no need cheer and everything! HAHA! then had some class leader thing, then was just stoning i guess. crap, it's tmr. omfg. LOL! *goes into crazy mode*

damnitdamnit. ytd de rehearsal, 2 times rehearse, i tripped over the leg of a stupid chair 2 times!!!! DAMN. i seriously, freaking don't wan it to happen tmr. i'm happy enough trying to keep my legs off each other before they start tripping into some weird unknown objects! urgh. ok. i think if i don't get so scared it will just turn out fine. XD

so maths, then it was PE! XD haha! i ponned PE successfully once again~ talked to nobelle in the midst, and then siyi was damn fast (LOL. ego bah!) - 14.20 minutes! :) good run siyi! damn pro ok! HAHA! jasmine oso not bad, and i'm really glad that both of you improved your timings! (:

then it was recess, and i spent the recess stuffing myself with cakes. LOL! it's gl's cake! XD kena my face with cream though :( LOL. was thinking of stuffing cream on gl's face, but i was still considering living(:

CID was just chatting and everything, since cbh (LOL) came at 1130 instead of 1030 because he was occupied with the Indonesia visitors. then i just knocked out for a while and stuff.. then i started talking again and everything. and i realised something i should have noticed long time ago :(

zzz. i was damn irritated by this person la. =.= damn, damn irritated. seriously, i shouldn't even have stood up la. where the hell did my brain cells go? i could have easily escaped it by chionging it at last minute. in the meantime, i was standing up like some kind of retarded idiot, and got lectured again. somehow this time, i'm definitely pissed.

last few times, i told myself "it's true, i have to work harder" but now, i'm just extremely irritated. check out my organizer, it's filled with "ws 2B tmr! hand up ____ tmr! do this by today!" and those crap. i've been trying to do my hwk like crazy? it seems out of my lazy character to even do half of what i'm doing. i usually don't even do one single hwk at home =.= and my bubble of being hiong is burst. law by law la. whatever. if you can't appreciate it so easily, it's stupid for me to continue being hiong right. i'll just rather be any normal student. and just when i feel more motivated and happy being one, you have to break my happy bubble. seriously, thanks.

okay. i think i sounded super bad, and rebellious, but i really feel our life is a lot more difficult because of this. both eve and i agreed on that. just siting on the swing is being labelled as "why u liddat, because you're a _______" "you have to influence your friends, not your friends influence you" it's plain irritating.

hmmmm. today was cca! LOL. i think i'm getting used to the sec 2s. LOL! they are a very, uh... interesting bunch? LOL! liuqiao and i had so much laughter today! LOL. had bandaging and relay! (: then foot drill saw improvement, so tried to let them learn slow march, which was quite difficult sia! i forgot how i learnt it... i think i just watch other people do, at home just do it when i'm sian, then foot drill comp i somehow got it. LOL!

first aid was... hilarious. no other words to describe it. i think every cca session liddat is gonna be damn fun! LOL.

trivia; timothy was making me laugh with his very weird tying method of elevation or arm sling. LOL. kelvin oso was being... entertaining, yenzhang oso? he was uh... very high. he was practically laughing hysterically, somehow. LOL. yihao was a normal human at the very least until i checked his elevation sling and asked him "what's this" and tugged at this weird piece of cloth, then he tucked it in with a very... weird look on his face. O_O tikou!

LOL. liuqiao and i noticed it, but act like nothing, then we both discussed it and we both cracked up! LOL. liuqiao completely stumbled onto the board! LOL!!!!

HAHAHA! okay, i was damn high. LOL. then foot drill and everything. and yes, i got

the commissioner badge~ LOL. charlene and me! XD haha but the thing is that i think it's super lame to take that badge, to be frank. i think it's so paiseh la... :( but still, i'm gonna pull my ass there that morning!

jiayou LALK! (: you can do it! i realised i haven't been to your trainings lately, missing alot out:( but still, saw your foot drill today, and was damn shuang! HAH! jiayou~

looking back, i suddenly wonder, how long can this peacefulness last? i said i was happy, but perhaps it was just a disruption to this happy life. i stared at the picture, and wonder if it would make any difference. perhaps i'm just being paranoid, as usual.

edit: i guess this is a sure-sign that I'm definitely over it.
and... my mom don't allow me to watch drama le :( zzzz! i can improve my chinese like that you know! :( gah. if i can't do it legally, i shall do it illegally!

"I don't wanna be the girl who has to feel the silence...
The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth
Please don't tell me that we had that conversation
When I won't remember, save your breath, 'cause what's the use?"
- P!nk, Sober

Wheee! i realised something again: justin timberlake has an awesome voice, and i think he is super super cool! XD perhaps he is the only man on earth who looks hot in a buzzcut

today went to the temple to pray, and prayed till 1, then went to my aunt's house for lunch. i realised my cousin is very lonely ever since he broke up with his gf, and he isn't as cheerful as ever.. usually he won't even bring a book to the temple, and will always chat around and tease people, but this time he brought a book and spent most of his time studying a book.. and he sits alone, away from his bro, but that because his bro is with his gf, but i guess he feels lonely somehow :S sat with my bro while my bro played PSP, i read 佐贺的超级ahma then he didn't really talk, just read his book, then walk away alone, then sit back to read again.. oh well, i'm sure he can recover from it soon(: and he is super shuai, so he definitely can find a human girl that won't break his heart once more, hopefully! (: went to aunt house, and my mom made me so paiseh la! got this chocolate fudge icecream cake, so my cousin (ong senior) gave me, then cause i ate before that and stuff, then my mom kept saying very loud i keep eating all those! WALAO! paiseh la! LOL! ;D

hmmm. comp is this sat, i really hope the teams are ready(: and hopefully my parents won't be guai lan and disallow me to go.. :(

tmr got rehearsal for class leaders. zzzz! i almost forgot about it until eevee reminded me because i tot it was training tmr HAHA! but it's gonna be so boring. and i reeeally hope my 平脚 won't result in some humiliation on wednesday :( i always have phobia of falling in front of an audience sia. i shall walk damn, damn, damn carefully! hate it la!!!! :( damn scared oso.. AIYA. nvr mind, got jiarong, qianhui, eve,munmun, bingle who are experiencing it too~ LOL. good luck everyone!

and yeap, i'm gonna be normal. be normal. be normal. which is being unusually high.. :S

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
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I'M POSITIVELY GOING CRAZY NOW.
wuzun kissed ella! OMG. i duno why i'm so crazy over that, but still >.> LOL! OMG. OMG. i was like O.O LOL!
wheeeee!

"When I hear your voice
It's drowning in the whispers
It's just skin and bones
There's nothing left to take
And no matter what I do I can't make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand"

- Simple Plan, Save you

I'm a sinner. and I really hope it won't turn out weird on monday.

friday was just friday, long lessons! language arts was ok, jiayi bombed me to read this passage, then i had a lot of reading mistakes and everything la! LOL. then i remembered in primary school, i actually can read a whole passage without stumbling much i think. i remembered i had to present in front of some jap people, then there was an translator over there! and i remembered vividly that i forgot my script, and was desperately trying to remember it. wonder if I can do that again...

had chinese gong han, and I flunked it, I think. i was chionging it at the last minute, and i didn't notice that there is a time limit on the board... then last minute almost forgot to write the person's name at the back! LOL. uh.. after that duno what liao la, just a very normal day..

cca was cca bah, took sec 1s, quite interesting o.O LOL. went thru hypervent bah... felt quite bad for not taking sec 2s, but i bet they don't miss me anyway, so who cares xD hope they learnt stuff too today hehe! LOL. i think they did case again or sth like that, so yeah that's great! (: i think i'm like half 1 and 2 uh trainer? or instructor (like what bl said =___=) LOL. but still, happy bah(:

yup. since you told me not to think about it, and be normal, i shall. but it will serve as a lesson in my heart forever.

today:

tuition was TIRING. damnit. LOL. only eve and i go, then i was walking around teaching everyone and stuff. mazlan kept interrupting my conversation with others la, irritating la he! LOL! but he's cute(: LOL. i got to know this girl, because she was doing poems, and it was really fun! the title is flowers, so i asked her what she like about flowers, then i guide her along and stuff! super fun~

at the end didn't really get to talk to ali and adha, cuz got an ACSI guy took them mah, too bad! LOL. but i think ali is really clever, his english quite good(:

after that went to eat at hawker centre and wait for ph and liuqiao, then went to je swimming complex, the very nice, very fun one! OMG. i was like so jealous! couldn't go swim, and didn't bring my swimming suit ): i went with them to change, then go sit there while they had fun for a while, then i left at 2. LOL. walked all the way back to the tuition centre and take 198 again, then before that bought seventeen, so was reading it on the bus till i fell asleep.

OHOH yes. I almost fell off my seat in the bus! you know the seats in 166/97/any double decker old bus, got one aisle, and the seats are aligned next to it right! i was sitting there and sleeping. then the bus swerved, and i flew forward la! omg, i was like damn shocked. then i hold on to the pole, if not i will fly to the opposite seat! and lucky no one was sitting at the back, only a few in front, who were doing their own things. LOL. my heart almost flew out!

HAHA. hana kimi jap version was cute, but somehow i find taiwan version cuter. wasn't used to ella at first, then slowly got ok, and wuzun is so cute! LOL! and tangyuzhe is super cool too! LOL. i am a little crazy over it now~ i understand why jesslyn like wuzun le, he's super cute LOL!

still not over hanayoridango, but i think sooner or later my obsession will subside, hopefully!

and yes, i bought siyi eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek. LOL. (that was her reaction too ok!) in facebook

wish i can go swim with them la!! next time go with squad(:

ok, i go watch drama liao, cya! :D

"Baby you're all I want,
when you're lying here in my arms
Finding it hard to believe, we're in heaven."
- DJ Sammy, Heaven

2.4km was just scary, everyone run very fast! lucky i have my mc (holds it up like a shield)

lessons were killing me today, i just wanted to sleep, is that so difficult??!!?!?!?

today was just a slacking day after school! LOL. at first stay back for nothing cuz no training, then i stay back with jesslyn for fun, then charlene stayed for a while then left for home.. then bl come and stayed, and jess bl and i and zhixiang were crapping and talking a bit, then zhixiang left for physics test (?) then just keep talking blahblahblah! i copied a lot of stuff though from bl, bio(just 5 words) and 3 pages worth of maths! OMG. HAHA. i shall flaunt it tmr(:

and in the end went out of school with jess bl adam who came out from AEM, but i took my dad's car to see a doc. but my dad come at 645, then we left the school at 530? yeah! then i walk to bus stop with them, then wait for 97, then walk off and met fatty sharon, then go wait for her dad's car with her, then i walk to main gate to stone, and emo! LOL. i was like listening to my mp3, and stoning, occasionally playing my phone! then i left for the bus stop because my left leg started aching, then i just sat there and read QINGNIANWENZHAI. can you believe it?? LOL!

then my dad came and took me to see doc, and doc is as usual useless. cannot do a single shit about my leg anyway, so i just took the mc and left, and it was free MUAHAHA. if it's like this, i can have mc forever la, just renew yearly! LALA. the doc kept insisting that i see a specialist, and i remembered that my mom was the one who rejected the MRA for me.

then had dinner, but my stomach was aching because of my p_____ then i just had some weird chicken grilled, then just go NTUC buy eggs and stuff (due to my bro's requests) then go walk around aimlessly, and my bro kept sneezing and saying "fatso" under his breath while sneezing! lol! noob! LOL. then my dad still go check out some hawker centre while the rest of us slack in the car... then finally get home at 9 plus!! what the! then i bathe everything and come out discuss CID for about 10 minutes then everyone left le :( haha! PI finally can send liao, even though i was hoping i could edit everything...

omg. code geass is fabulous. the song tracks are just great! (:

and yes. i'm craving for something to do! no games, no nothing. :(

and yes, i'm not too over it.

): HAHA! cya~

"Do you catch a breath when I look at you,
or are you holding back, like the way I do? "

-David Archeluta, Crush<3

GAH. gl made me super crazy over CRUSH. i know it was a over song, but i found out about the lyrics, and immediately fell in love with it again!! i always thought it was "are you holding back like the way you do" and found it stupid, and was lazy to check it out! now i realised, OMG. i'm totally crazy over it! ok, it just keeps playing in my head, but maybe that's just because gl keeps singing it in class :D

yesterday basically was just a normal day? cca was just rather tired. i was super tired, i couldn't concentrate and stuff, and i got irritated by those who didn't put in effort, because it was so obvious! but didn't make them go crazy with running because i'm tired, they're tired, and it's not right. (you get what i mean) and talked to them, and in the end decided to just forget it, i didn't know what to do because my head wasn't functioning. then had a simple test and stuff... lol! was rather screwed up but still, i quite impressed with the sec 2s. yep...

ONE funny thing was that ph came, and she wanted to scold them because they were super slack, then she counted down "5...4...3...2..." these 4 syllables all went off tune somehow, and the funniest part of it was that at 3, she cupped her mouth, and was holding her own throat like she trying to strangle herself, which was damn, damn, damn funny!! another funny thing was that xm and yen were watching because suddenly ph shout mah, then all of us heard and started chortling! lq and i went crazy LOL!

today the new zealand girl sat beside me! (: i talked to her just a bit, but was quite awkward most of the time, since i have nothing in the world to talk to her about! and yulu introduced me as "meimei", bash you up la! and i realised, newzealanders have super beautiful eyes, blue eyes! and i think she's very clever! like dl was teaching math, sets, and she have never learnt it before, but she nods at his words, and copies down notes super dilligently! not only that, i was at first thinking she was just copying from the board, then i peeked and realised she made notes! OMG. i mean if i were her, and i knew nothing about that subject or topic, i most probably will just turn into stone there, instead of understanding without basic knowledge!

then it was recess and stuff, ate rice again lala! then it was just uh.. chemistry. LOL. eve didn't come to school so i qi li and xing li myself, and it went well because i was on the 100% alert ok! :D but then language arts i died, i fell asleep, and i refused to wake myself up LOL! but woke up at the last few moments to say qili and xingli xD

PDP was.... okay.. i think it was funnier than usual because nck is being retarded! LOL! he was talking halfway then he just suddenly made a very weird noise, just random la! LOL! we laughed a lot, and we kept teasing him xD (ok not kept, but a little)

after school went to pasir panjang to do CID, and watched this musical thing. super cool! the kids there are very energetic oso! :D after that took 963 back with jiarong and was super worn out, then when got off i fell asleep and woke up at the interchange! and i reached home at 8... lol! two times in a row liao!

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.