Wednesday, December 31, 2008

i have earholes now.

and i love my niece! HAHAHA. felicia is 6 going to 7, but she damn cute.

so tuesday i went to have brunch with her my aunt and my family. then she kept stoning at the food and dun wan to eat. tsk, damn slow! then we went into the car and she started getting high and telling us all about her tokyo trip hahaha! a toddler makes the day.

then we went vivo, then she kept holding my hand, and i had to entertain her all day~then i was dead tired because she was so energetic! then we went tiong and i was dead tired.

oh i pierced my ears already=.=ok audition i suck at it HAHAHAH! cya bb!

Monday, December 29, 2008

lol was planning to put this up in squad blog, but decided my own blog seems more appropiate >.<

ok. hope whatever happened today won't leave anything bad memories behind. it is a misunderstanding, so the way we do things do not have to change, just communicate more k, we love each other! (: thrashing it out today will strengthen our bonds into iron chains and into GOLD bars. ok it was stupid analogy, but yeah you get it right? so in future, got anything unhappy just thrash. it just clears up things! :D i love the squad, i dun wan to see anything happen to it, so let's all cherish it. ok i'm overreacting again, but yeah :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARLENE! hope you love my water babies(: they are under your care now HAHAHA.

Sunday, December 28, 2008

shit, can't believe i screwed just ONE email up. of all emails, mind you!

put title as emails instead of a decent title, and not even noticing it until i asked around

forgot to include dear eevee into the list of excos >.< horrible

today was a relatively fun day, visited my aunt at ang mo kio, played with the dogs, had fun, started talking to the dogs like they are my long lost friends, saw granddad, and realised how old he became, felt rather sad, asked about PSP, then drank some drink... i tink it was 100 plus

yep. it's time to sleep! NIGHT.

Friday, December 26, 2008

christmas! ytd was a day of torture. i shopped like everywhere?! i went west coast mall at first, and it was really barren, nothing to buy at all. then i went on to jurong point, and met familiar faces >< LOL. i was like avoiding can, because it's so weird! ok then i went to IMM, and shopped for quite a lot. oh yeah. there was this hilarious thing that happened in the car when we were leaving IMM. it was like the radio was playing this song by Enrique Iglesias , called Hero. then the first verse were all questions. so it went like:

Radio: Would you dance, if I asked you to dance?
me: no.
brother gives a o.O face

radio: or would you run, and never look back?
me: yep, that's right
brother finally gets it and laughs

radio: would you cry, if you saw me crying?
me: no.
brother: maybe

radio: And would you save my soul, tonight?
me: no thanks.
brother: i'm considering it right now.

radio: would you tremble if I touched your legs (we heard wrongly, it's supposed to be lips)
brother and i stares at each other -.- and LAUGHS.

i dunno why it was damn funny!

today's event in the afternoon was super imprompto, like i decided it 11 p.m. last night? LOL. then i started calling and smsing like hell lah! LOL.

today morning woke up and met eve at commonwealth mrt. then i was like damn early, so i was walking around aimlessly. then i spotted this man shouting to no one, in malay. no implications by the language, but seriously, i was rather freaked out. then he walked to the control station, and i was thinking he was gonna top up only. then he started scolding the people INSIDE the control station. i was feeling kpo, and i just casually walk past, then i realised it was unnecessary la, the guy was shouting so loud can. he lost his wallet at city hall, or sth like that LOL. i duno but the people inside were like damn buisong! he kept demanding to see the manager -.-

then another guy i noticed was eh.. blind. he was walking with a walking stick, and he was following the tracks on the ground which was meant for the blind. then the thing is that, there was a group of people about 50 (auntie age) then they were blocking that track. then i was like wth. the blind guy was like trying his hard to move past the group of people without the tracks as a guide can, because he could hear those people talking amongst themselves. so bad la!

ok then eve and i met up and we went to meet the cip guy alan, and it was at first rather scary can. then we started discussing, then sharon called me and it was like in the middle of the meeting?! so i had to sms instead, like damn rude leh sia! the guy got a call, and he reject or sth la (i like his phone, looks like the phone i got when i was in p3?:P)

then sharon finally decided to come watch movie with us, thanks to my good persuading, and she was feeling guilty for some reason LOL. but anyway, we had to meet sharon at clementi mrt at 12.30, and the meeting ended at like 11.50a.m. so we just slacked in the supermarket and eve was about to buy food at long john silver, then her queue was super slow, so she gave up haha!

then met sharon at clementi then go lot 1 le. lol, then i was like seriously damn economic because i have NO money.then watch the movie, and almost fell asleep. seirously DAMN BORING~ LOL. i was disappointed, seriously. but i think james is like, shuai?! LOL. jesslyn was going crazy over edward, but pls, he isn't hot la can!! LOL. in fact i think bella in prom dress is damn pretty. i was damn crazy at the front, then i settled down >< LOL. hahaa then my popcorn was passed around, and when it came back about 15 minutes later, it was like 1/4 full only?! walao the pigs! namely, jesslyn xm bl (i believe eve isn't that greedy!)

then after that went home le, it's like very sad la, i wanted to crap can! but its like my curfew is damn irritating -.-

then went to eat with my parents, and damn full la. shit! >< LOL.

MERRY BELATED CHRISTMAS TO ALLLLL ;D

anyway, i decided to copy jiarong, and list only FIVE things that are memorable. that's because if you wan me to list ten, it's impossible!

1. PNGHANG's birthday celebration at vivo, sky garden it was the most fun day i had for a long long time!
2.MY BIRTHDAY. was a damn touching day from a class that i wasn't too close with at that time(:
3. CHRISTMAS. i was declaring friendship with sharon, and bl was irked LOL. but it was happy night with all the greetings xD
4. LEISURE CAMP. the night we all stayed up to watch the imaginary sunrise(: battled our eyelids to the max man! haha! and it was really fun
5. FOOT DRILL COMP. i'm not trying to mushy all over again, but every time i go past Clementi Woods sec, i still remember the feeling of holding that trophy xD jxyycoeppsl!

HAHA. bb!

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

i realised i'm rather spoiled.

you see, i'm surrounded by fabulous people. i'm serious. it's irky and embarrassing, but the people around me are really great. e.g. the 12 people i will always love, and my great friends, and my best friend.

i realised why i love christmas this year. because i feel great with all these friends! (:

how mushy, but it's true ><
HAHA. 4 hours to christmas. MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE!

wonder why i'm looking forward to christmas this year, even though my family do not celebrate christmas at all. i guess it's because i'm going to get my PSP tmr? i hope my mom don't give me false hope again, like the number of times she told me she would poke my ear holes ><

today finished presents, and was really happy with it, i din expect it to be so pretty! made bracelets again, and fell asleep when i was finished 90%. it's just left with the tying and burning of the strings. i mean seriously, no patience!! then i completely woke up about 2 hours later, and my mom completed my bracelet for me. thanks mom! then had a huge cultivation of water babies AGAIN. lol. i love my water babies, all damn pretty and cute.

ytd din go for training because i promised my mom to go out with her. but in the end, i woke up at 12, and went out finally at 2. gosh, i realised the day was a total waste of my time. we went this buffet at orchard, and i wasn't really hungry because at 12, i ate laksa and couldn't finish it. so i'm not hungry! ok, the buffet was cheap. $15.90 for a student like me, but there's double plus, so i guess it adds up to about 18 dollars. then i started eating and eating like no one's business, until i really felt like puking. i had to like walk one round about the shopping centre basement before i got my stomach back. i even had to visit the toilet and i only sat on the toilet bowl and tried to shit. IMPOSSIBLE. i went back, only had a icecream, and eat nothing else. shit that buffet made me disgusted with food.

today was rather sian. did nothing but stone at home. then at night i had steamboat! niot very nice. i enjoyed eating the fish though there was only like 2? sian. mass convo now. BB!

Monday, December 22, 2008

DAMN IT. DAMN IT.

(BELATED) HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZIJUN!
AND
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASMINE!

ok shit i forgot to do so many things for zijun!! urgh! supposed to send email to her, then in the end i forgot!!! #$%^&*

Sunday, December 21, 2008

phyllis is going to stay happy as long as she will be(:

Friday, December 19, 2008

lemme rate how dead i am(:
homework.

chinese zuo wen: 0% done (not even one!!)
chemistry ws: 40% (i did it and fell asleep)
english compo: 0% (i lost the questions)
maths matrix ws: 0% (was planning to do, but in the end decided to slack)

ok i can't remember anything of the other hw so far, but i only did half of the chemistry ws. my death is sort of predicted already. LOL.

today went to pasir ris park with liuqiao and sharon! :D LOL. at first supposed to be a squad outing in the end nobody come, so only left we three lor. but it was fun nevertheless. we went to eat at subway first, to expose liuqiao to subway goodness i.e. the great food. i had to eat 6-inch even though i was the poorest amongst the three!!! unfair pigs. then we went for cycling for 2 hours. DAMN FUN. i love cycling.the feeling of the wind whistling past your ears is so damn shuang, especially when you are cycling down a slope. ;D conclusion: phyllis seah knows how to cycle WELL. :D

the jap hana kimi is damn funny and nice.

Thursday, December 18, 2008

the few days of extreme torture


Gosh. for the past 2 days, i was suffering from stomach flu. u ask me what's that? it's such a stupid condition whereby you eat sth, and 2 hours later you will be running for the loo with a burning butt, or in another half an hour you will be finding a container to puke into. it was PURE TORTURE, the past few days. on monday 6.45a.m. , i woke up with a painful stomach, and my dad was using the toilet for his historically long shitting period, then i was like so painful, outside the loo. then my mom came in and ask why i'm still in my home clothes, then i was like "i stomachache" then she made my dad come out in 2 minutes. WOW. next time i shall do that to make my dad come out (: then i kept shitting, coming out, going back to shit again LOL. this continued 3 times, and i was totally drained of energy when my dad asked me to leave the house =.=

then i went out to meet the 2 retards for notice board decorating. my stomach was shouting "weak!" throughout my journey to school can. my breakfast was just some prawn mee, and i ate it real slowly so my stomach wouldn't die on me! then i went to school, and my stomach hurts just a little, but tolerable. then i kept telling myself not to die at home because i wanna go east coast park the next day for cycling, damnit!

then we decorate for about 2 hours LOL. i was damn slack and i keep screwing up, so i couldn't do much in the end :O then we went to queensway because sharon and liuqiao wanna buy FBT but i couldn't. then we eat at mac and talk crap. then we go shop for this orange sleeveless tee for sharon. then... we go home! (: HAHA. i reached home at about 4p.m? then i was like asking my mom whether i can go. then she kept saying "ask ur dad" and my dad come home at like 9p.m. can. damn qian bian. then i waited and waited. then my dad came home and i asked. then he was like ignoring me. totally stupid can. i was damn pissed off can, then it was super unfair can. then my mom say i agree to people then i ask her then she unhappy. pls lah, i from beginning that morning 10 a.m. send her sms, allow her to think until 6pm she come home still no answer. =.= so on the day itself (which was ytd) 8a.m. i ask my mom one last time. then she scolded me and say i go slp. so i nvr ask le. then ytd my mom came home and she say "oh i told ur dad if you ask him one more time then allow you go le" wtf. wtf. wtf. how was i supposed to know lah?! i'm not some deity. damn guo fen can. then i was like angry for the whole day.

stupid lah i damn bu shuang lol. okok. then my com broke down with some virus and i reformatted AGAIN. isn't that great? i rock at reformatting now LOL!

Saturday, December 13, 2008

shit it man. my computer is going bonkers again. i typed a 2000 word essay, and now it's all gone. shit lah. okok. i shall retype. i'm a person with determination :D

10/12/08 was a hectic day. i woke up at 9, repacked stuff, and chose another bag over my dad's because it was damn big. but the other bag ended up rather big too, but i was late, so i just left with that ugly bag! :( so took mrt, and had to take bus and WALK to her house. and the pro part is that sharon didn't even step out of the house, she "commanded" me from clementi interchange to her house. gosh, damn pro lah can! then i walked a wrong way, so i ended up somewhere else. then she could see me from her house window, so she had a good time chortling because i couldn't see her anyway =.=
then i finally reached her house and we started work quite early. i wasn't feeling too well, so i slacked LOL. maybe it was because i didn't have breakfast nor lunch.. o.O then we only did the words ST JOHN. LOL. sharon arh, we have deadline one leh! LOL. then we go for a break at the convenience store nearby and bought some crackers which i did not eat at all LOL. so in other words, i treated sharon and her brother to crackers. i'll keep that in mind next time i got a favour to ask. ha! so we slacked after we done the words and i watched code geass with sharon, and i'm going to watch it now :D yay! plus sharon played audi, and i watched and dozed off a few times because my head felt heavy and my eyelids keep drooping LOL. now that she knows LOL. anyway i was her lucky charm because she got into a fam leh, with me around:D lalala~

then at around 5.30p.m. i left for clementi central AGAIN. hahah! this time to meet jiarong to 2L chalet. to be frank was quite sian because i felt really sick, but in the end slept on the mrt for about 20 minutes and felt a little better le. then i had macdonalds cuz maybe it's my stomach directly causing my headache mah. but in the end i felt a little like puking so when jiarong ask whether can eat i gave her my 3/4 finished mcspicy. then we left for 2L chalet! the bus took a million years to come, seriously hahaa. then we found our way there and we had a hard time getting in because it's rather soundproof in the bungalow. so i tried fiddling with the lock, and got it out, but still cannot open. then yijin and weichen came out finally because we call them on their phone then they say glennis got the key, then i was like thinking "a key to open a lock in my hands?" HAHA. then in the end we got in without a key because i already got the lock out with my clever hands

then we watched mahjong for a while, and i really needed to sleep with my headache and weird feeling so we went to the room to sleep. then after about an hour the others asked wanna play polar bear. because i'm a super lover of that game because it's damn engaging with people who like to accuse people one HAHA! junhao reminded me of how i went crazy with that game last year and i felt something bad in the room hahaha! then we played 2 games hahaha the first game the killers were jiarong and me, then i almost never got caught because i pointed out that it was dumb to choose the murderers next to each other, but in the end i was caught:P

then after that we played guang dong zhao mian and we made an adaptation to it and it ended with fat. so everytime someone say wrongly, we will all shout/correct "FAT!" at that person HAHAHA. damn hilarious. then we play for quite for a while before we went to play this memory game involving finding the identical tiles in mahjong and remembering the positions of the mahjong tiles since they are faced down. ahhaa then my headache came back, so i rested/slept on the couch hahaha. i slept for a while, but i was half conscious the other times because i could hear voices but not words hahaha. then jiarong and i go sleep le (shit, i'm damn pig)

11/12/08:
next morning woke up at 2a.m. because i heard someone shouting outside repeatedly and i was half curious, half irritated. then i found out it's some macdelivery guy and he climbed over the gate! LOL i was like damn O.O! then i walk out of the room and got some free macdonald stuff :D:D HAHAH! thanks farrah for your fries and nuggets! (: then i went back, and lay there and stone because i don't want to open my bag and look for my bathing stuff because later jiarong will wake up thanks to my "plastic bag sound" HAHA. after a while finally got to bathe because jiarong woke up then played cards with chingyee and weichen :D LOL. i was like the asshole, then i was promoted to king, then all of a sudden, i became asshole again. then i became king before i pack and left:D oh yeah!

then we took bus to pasir ris, and say byebye to jiarong at the macdonald because the glowers were there waiting le :( felt rather bad, but yeah. then we bought stuff and i bought chocolate and some sweets, but in the end i forgot about them and didn't eat =.= i found it in my bag when i went home LOL. then bought all the bbq stuff then we left for the chalet. i was holding the charcoal D: it's rather heavyy HAHA. then we reached and we played cards and...
we went cycling! :D before that had pastamania, and i couldn't finish because it was really damn filling. i had creamy chicken HAHA.

it started raining so we stayed indoors and stone and talk HAHA. then we started cycling and i learnt how to cycle in that 1 or 2 hours!! :D:D:D hahaha my shi fu is xinmun, but i did self study too! (: in exchange, i have a deep cut on my sole :( HAHA. i crashed into a tree because i braked too late. LOL. i always forget to brake when i'm crashing hahah! yen always shout "BRAKE" before i really brake hahaha! damn fun! but i can't do sharp turns lah LOL. sharon and charlene still cannot cycle lor so sad! :(

then went back for bbq. it was rather fun, because the sec 3s were bbqing HAHA! then people started leaving le:(
oh yeah.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HOG MADA.

hahaha read that backwards haha. then people started leaving...

then eve jesslyn xm bl and me went to the redhouse. i was like scaring myself lah can, nothing much de. then at the end bl saw sth and we quickly left. was damn bloody scared lah. i think everyone in the chalet can see our faces damn shocked. WALAO.

then we brought jesslyn and xm to jesslyn's dad car then it was like damn funny because we tot her dad was a woman, and the car behind was a malay couple HAHA! then went back and played a while with the sec 2s. walao i damn lan at it lah can. then we went to mac cafe and we da bao for the sec 4s. bl saw his nat camp friend, then we went back and tried to sleep on the staircase. couldn't sleep at the staircase so ended up talking to eve for a while and then sending her to pasir ris park! :D

then next morning just very tired like zombie liddat lah. then finally could sleep one hour in the bed then stupid lihui came in singing her lousy songs!! HAHAHA i think i said sth and then i ended up on the floor sleeping HAHA! yawn. then left for commonwealth and discuss lor. HAHA. in the mrt i was like holding a lot of things in a trash bag so i looked rather stupid i guess :P HAHA. then i stood quite faraway from bl and zikang cuz i wanna lean on the glass panel :( then a lot of people came in then i was paiseh la, holding so many stuff! and i stood like that for 40 minutes sia! :D pro right! (:

ok i wanna bathe le bb!

Tuesday, December 09, 2008

shit it man, read this old manga, and i started feeling sad all over again.. "Don't cry anymore." it's one of the worst phrases i have heard before because it triggers my tear glands so much LOL.

com interview today, and i completely lost my temper again. no idea why, i seem to lose temper so easily in sjab, when i manage it just fine in class, even when people suan me like hell, or throw paper balls at me and any stuff around that "kill phyllis" movement. totally stomped into the holding room and scolded the people in there like hell. for once, i was really that angry.

i'm angry because they are given a choice, and they play it around their fingers so easily.
i'm angry because i didn't get a chance, but they took that chance for granted.
i'm angry because i expected a better response from them.
i'm angry because nothing i do seem to convey the message that i really want the best for them.
i'm angry because i still cannot understand their feelings towards cca.
i'm angry because they never considered our feelings even once when they did all those.


interview was, apart from the angry part, normal. sec 1s gave pretty decent answers, and we finally thought it out =.=
sec 2s were ok. i guess this means a lot more than it seems.
sec 2 guys were =.= i was crapping all the way because they have no choice anyway.
after that went to suntec with squad and ate at food republic. WALAO. it was a total scamming session can! the food damn ex. DAMN ex. LOL. one bowl of chicken rice cost 5 dollars =.=
lalala. i wan to watch anger management >< LOL!

Sunday, December 07, 2008

HAHAHA. correction: eve DID not sleep when she was absent, she was finding stuff for the officers (: LOL. sorry lah eve, i oso kana your dementia LOL.

ytd went to macdonalds to discuss stuff then halfway bushuang go sit somewhere else LOL.

today damn sian. went out, and my mom kept saying i have a lot of clothes. I mean, please. out of the hundred clothes i have, which fits me? wad the lah. i got damn pissed because she kept ignoring potential shops with sales?! walao la. then she scolded me for having a pissed face. oh well, sorry.

went home and fell asleep AGAIN. i don't understand why i sleep so much le. bing le's disease. -.-
LEISURE CAMP. gosh, i didn't expect it to be so fun.

actually i was supposed to update about yesterday, but my stupid brother came home during my illegal computer use, and caught me with one hand on the keyboard, the other closing the lid and so, he banned me from using computer for the rest of the day, if nt he will report to my mom. LOL. alright. i apologise if i sound nonchalent, but i'm just too sian to add emoticons.

3/12/08 was a fantastic day for me. it was the start of leisure camp! for some reason, in the morning, i was anticipating the camp, although i was dreading it for about a month. plus it was weird, because i was supposed to be dog tired. see, i slept at 4a.m. and woke up at 6a.m.! like seriously, i dun understand how my body takes it. so i was tired, and anticipating. then i reached school at 7a.m. gosh. everybody were like bloody high? LOL. we kept laughing and laughing as usual! i had the impending feeling that high feeling wouldn't last long since it's so damn high, it's difficult to sustain it for the whole day. plus that was only 7a.m. not even the start of anything! i think only PNG HANG was busy in the sjab room lor, everybody else were slacking and talking!

then at 7.30a.m. we left for the canteen, still being rather high here and there. then we had to take poles for the flags, so instead of handing it to the officers (or whatever we were supposed to do with it) , we used it to hit each other like those old drama fighting scenes, with 蝴蝶飞舞 hu2 die2 fei1 wu3

at 7.45a.m. (approximately) we knew our group! mine was...

RUDOLPH! jesslyn. linda. wanni. junbo. yousheng. me.

HAHA. ok, we then took bus to HQ, then to changi. didn't really get high anyway, but still, was kind of anticipating(:

then we reached changi jetty and we got on the bumper boat LOL. i sat on it before for CIP, so it wasn't anything new, but it was really cool (literally) sitting next to the open door of the boat like you can feel the wind blowing at you throughout! about 10 or 20 minutes later, we reach pulau ubin! then we walked to the campsite, and had a colouring flag session. LOL. gg lah, our flag colour was red, so it was really difficult to draw, but in the end it looked ok(haha, it's in my cupboard now)

at about 11.ooa.m. we went for the first round of games. the 1st game we played was a game when the group had to use a groundsheet to pass a ball to the other team. quite fun eh! LOL. then it was tag captain's ball. LOL. damn pawned can. since only two teams can play, we split into sec 2s and 3s, which is like 10+ sec 2s against 8 of sec 3s?! what the bloody hell! LOL. in the end some sirs and ma'ams joined us. UTTER PAWNAGE. it was damn fun ok.damn fun!

then we went back to campsite for field cooking, but in the end it started raining halfway. but junbo's orange juice was like heaven in hell ok, super tasty! (: ok halfway throughout we were eating, it started drizzling, so jesslyn and i gombled up the last few instant noodles, and then we used our poncho to cover those eating. like super cool? HAHA.

so we took shelter in the visitors' centre of campsite 4. so we were seriously wet, and i was holding an unfinished maggi mee LOL! ok then we had the second round of games...

first game was spiderweb, like strings were arranged in a spiderweb way, and we had to only use one per person. so in the end we all got thru and stuff HEHE. tyhen it was a 3 poles and 3 hula hoop stuff... then some bucket game.. then we played our own games since we finished really early(: so we played guang dong zhao mian =.=

then there was a break, so sec 3s went to town to buy soft drinks, sat down and talk! :D
then we prepare for campfire i think. lol it was totally screwed la, was super unhappy after that.. but i guess no point being sad over it, right? lol

thn at 8p.m. we went back to changi jetty and then pitched tents. LOL. i kept slacking lah! then sharon was like passing me some rods, and i was hesitant. but the moment she said "if you don't take you have to help with the tent" then i immediately grabbed the rods!! LOL.

after that it was some free time, so sharon liuqiao linda lihui and me talked in the tents, then qiao and sharon and i went to join the other sec 3s. LOL. so we talked, and laughed, and tried to tell ghost stories, but failed. then we played this balloon game, and a weird game when each of a member of 2 groups is given a number. then when the station master says the number to do sth, both groups will send out that numbered person to do whatever action it is=.= LOL. it was rather fun too!

then got another game is to find out what pri sch, what birthday, what address of the opposing team, then each team will send out one member and will sit behind a groundsheet then when the ground sheet falls, the team to say out the opposing details will win! LOL! it was rather fun lor, though i couldn't remember. EVE arh, spreading your dementia everywhere!

after that we had wash up, but qiao sharon and i nvr, so we just go back and star gaze. LOL. i think bing le fell asleep or sth because it was 1a.m. already! and i was trying desperately to link the stars to form a pretty shape but to no avail. =.= HAHA! eve and i found a smiley face in the sky!! HAHA. liuqiao kept laughing for no reason oso. =.=

then when the others went to wash up, some sec 2s, and the 3 of us - liuqiao sharon me sat down to talk =.= LOL. it was funny though. weijie's stories were funny, but junbo's ones made me double up like hell can, especially the bus driver one HAHAH! we talked until about 2a.m. bah, not too sure. then the other sec 3s came back, and the others go sleep le, except dear weijie who was bent on building sandcastles=.= HAHA!

and we stayed up, dying every minute and second. LOL. i wanted to watch the sunrise really badly, so everyone stay up, like super nice lor. you can see from some of their faces they are dying a.k.a. bing le's face. LOL.

at abou 3a.m. sharon, and xinmun knock out le, and we still play games etc etc, and listened to stories of the previous batches hehe! :P then we took REALLY glam photos of xm sleeping :P
then at 5.45a.m. almost everyone dead le. the survivors are: eve, jesslyn, bingle, png hang, and me! lol eve and png hang oso knock out a while, but still:P LOL. jesslyn bingle and i knock out at this stone bench LOL like damn shuang can! then we had a few longans, but still damn tired. eve came and we couldn't take it so...

at 6a.m. eve jesslyn bingle and i fell unconscious on the fly sheet outside the tents. LOL. jesslyn say she halfway moved into the tents, but i didn't know sia, damn tired. i was semi conscious though, and can hear sounds here and there >< HAHA! got once i heard someone saying my name and it sounded like a sir (maybe just a dream, or bing le sleep talking LOL) then i shot up, then i couldn't go back to sleep anymore:P

so the next day was a dog tired day for me. at first i woke up at 6.45a.m., and the sky was lit. which meant in that mere 45 minutes, the sky lit up lah wth!! LOL. shud have stayed up a little more!!! urgh! so in that whole day i only slept for 45 minutes like what the? but i was rather awake, so went to wash up with jesslyn while eve moved into the tent to sleep because it was FREEZING. bing le was still unconscious (p.i.g.) so we just let him chill there then. then we came out, and found insects crawling AROUND him. damn irky lah. so we woke him up. =.= pig lah sleep so much!

we then had breakfast at the hawker centre and i started to feel dead. i took the table while the others went to order, and i totally slumped over the table and died there LOL. bought roti prata and didn't exactly taste it. then it was game time again.

sandcastle building! as expected, weijie's group damn pro. LOL. although rudolph never win anything but i love the sandcastle super much lor! then it was cleaning and CAPTAINS' BALL!! :D super fun. LOL. chiun yuan kept kana xm's attacks LOL!!!

then we took bus and go back rv. then we left for lunch for pastamania. WALAO. i ate the cheapest one, and i kana the chilli damn hot can. then i never buy drinks somemore, in the end took bl's drink de ice LOL. damn cheapskate right LOL! then we go back rv and talk while some pig go sleep again =.=

overall it was fun fun fun! 1000 word essay, completed! (:

Sunday, November 30, 2008

hey! HAHA. today was more fun, went to suntec and shopped, but only got one shirt =.= but i guess that's enough (:

went to repair my phone AGAIN because the memory card cannot be read like seriously, and i was getting so happy because it was back.. =.= HAHA. i think the person who served me my family, hahaha was rather cool like he realised my phone's problem in like 3 minutes from observing? really cool! LOL. okay then he said it was my battery and i wasn't happy because the battery was my bro's phone because he kept complaining it was hot when charging... and so now i changed back with him forcefully, and haha, it worked!

then went to my auntie's new house, which is super nice. i mean it's not big, it's just a normal HOUSE, not a flat, and it gives me a very healthy and spacious feeling. like u are in the greenlands kind of feeling, really good:D

caz the dog is cute as usual and i think he's getting old, being dormant for a long time lol. mitchie the female dog is cute too but i dunno where it went throughout my visit LOL. only saw it for like 5 minutes and it was gone for the rest of the few hours..

then went for dinner and stuff then went home. LOL.

i was calling bing le and i went

"hello may i speak to bingle, no, BING LE." LOL! it wasnt on purpose, but whatever, it made the funny effect nevertheless.

went random blogs, and chanced upon png hang's blog :P
saw the video she made and was really happy for some reason. i mean, it's 2 years late, but the squad is finally bonded. ok maybe only half, since it's 11/20 + yuting, but still, it's a really happy feeling to feel bonded to the squad(:

and saw her post, and remember the things i felt so many years ago. ok not many, it's just a few. and i felt it a few months ago, around the middle part of the year. but thankfully, many people helped me clear that doubt, and i believe in true friends after all. some may betray you in the end, bt i still believe that true friends exist as long as you search for one(:

bye people, and LOOKING FORWARD TO CAMP SHOPPING ON TUESDAY(:

Saturday, November 29, 2008

OK. LOL! in case you are thinking that i'm being lame saying emo emo emo post, but in the end the emo note was only a few lines long, it was because by the time i typed till then, i was quite okay le. LOL.

today was boring, went out with family for prom shopping for brother, in the end i bought a golden handbag myself. =.= that's all i guess...

Friday, November 28, 2008

LOOK OUT PEOPLE. AN EMO POST IS COMING UP.


Had nothing much nowadays, just the same, training, cca training, cca, training, and just one outing with jiarong, then training cca again HAHAHA. urgh, seriously, i need more free time! LOL.

sorry nobelle, couldn't go for your birthday party): hope you had a great time nevertheless! :D

instead of gg bedok, i went training... and stuff.

LOL. why should i emo, my life is busy, hectic, and fun! LOL! but still, setbacks to a happy life are always emo notes.

today went for parade and almost died in the sun.. almost became roasted already lah, the sun was glaring like hell! bt didn't complain, wasn't much to complain anyway, especially beside juniors.. did foot drill for the first time since dunno how long, missed it, and wish i was in foot drill com YET again, must be suffering from some disorder to miss the same thing for so many months.

juniors around, and junbo really really did his best lah, could see him swaying with the wind cause of his backache, but he persevered on (: we cut squad, so pumped 20, and it felt not too bad, like i was a cadet again!

after dunno how many times of parade and resting, we finally dismissed. shit, i belok wrongly like hell walao. gosh la, forgot a lot of stuff! HAHA!

was observing everyone when we were sitting. seriously, everyone was not moving, and it looks super cool la OMG. lol, nothing much to blog about, i only can say that the procedure is so AGI lah! LOL. totally!

here comes emo.

went out with qiao, jess, xm, bl after cca LOL. we wanted to leave at 1.15 and 2.10 we were still crapping in the sjab room! LOL! and how puzzling, people say it's not nice to go out in odd numbers cuz one will be left out, but how so lah, it only happens when people are not close to everyone else lah LOL. i don't believe in that since i met nobelle and now my squad proved it otherwise too HAHA! i didn't notice it was odd number until we reached the restaurant and we had to take an extra chair for bing le LOL!

okay so we took 166, the first bus that came, and we sat sat sat until we felt like it, and got down, so we ended up in central HAHA! so we had japanese food at this random kopitiam place at the top level, and then we go see SINGAPORE RIVER. mr chan must be crying with joy lor LOL. then we sat down and ate icecream and talked...

then i learnt a lot of things, happy, unhappy, and astounding things. but a lot of worrying things too.

here comes emo! (:(:

how do i even help? i tried a lot of times, but again, it's just because i went for advance. damnit. if i didn't go, maybe things would not end up like this!

end1 :D

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

had one of the worst arguments with my mom ytd and kana slapped. duh i'm angry.

Saturday, November 22, 2008

I. LOVE. THE. SEC. 3. SQUAD. (EXCLUDING ADAM:P)

HAHAHHA! thanks eve for uploading, you rock (: the photos damn cute lah! HAHAHA was laughing when i saw it :P


today was a weird day. woke up at 12, cuz i slept rather late last night, and my mom wanted me to sleep longer so my happy fever wont be coming back after my panadol intake! so in the end, it didn't, but my mom told me not to go class bbq anymore, cuz damn last minute =.= i told her since wednesday, and she forgot about it._.
sorry peeps at cheehin house now! :(

okay then i went out with my family damn bu shuang. then go tiong bahru to buy uniform and meet a girl there in sec 3 de i forogt what name :P the shop is DAMN small. then my mom kept saying this when i said "shui bian lah, just choose one and leave" :

"AIYA MEI. later you become fatter how! don't eat so much le hor! and ah, your shorts ah, very bao (thin) very ugly! you want to buy this one? (flags the new thick shorts and ignores my glare) you ah, the skirt ltr too tight how? then you sit down very uncomfortable, and then ltr you fei rou come out ah!"

then i totally pissed diao lah. so embarrassing, thats why i refuse to buy uniform with my parents lah. walao eh! then i had to go to toilet to change, then i was reading the signs behind the glass panel and trying hard to ignore the girl standing at the staircase because i look really toot with a skirt in my hands, then my mom SHOUTED

"MEI YOU GO WRONG WAY, HERE LAH!" then i just embarrassingly walk into the female toilet ><
ok then try the skirt, and it was ok...

then i just made my mom faster buy then leave liao lah!! LOL
then walk in popular for a while finding books but nvr buy
then we went suntec to repair my phone:D

on the way i saw that This Fashion was having a sale, so i pulled my mom in, and i actually bought clothes out!! :P

okokok. then repair phone and stuf,f it's under warrenty...

then went home at like 8 plus >< HAHA

okay erm. I'M CRYING NOW. full moon wo sagashite made me break down like hell!

i. love. full. moon. wo. sagashite. takuto is so so so nice. i love meroko lah!! equally as takuto and mitsuki!! :( the ending was so touching lah, i just started crying! :)

ok i really need to rant lah!!! just don't read if you are bored :P

WALAO EH, TAKUTO IS SO NICE. HE GAVE UP HIMSELF JUST FOR MITSUKI. MEROKO OSO, FOR TAKUTO. THIS IS THE BEST LOVE TRIANGLE I EVER KNEW OKAY. I LOVE THEM SO MUCH, ALL THREE OF THEM! WAAAAA WHY MUST IT END! STUPID SHARON WHY MUST YOU INTRODUCE THIS ANIME TO ME (note:i'm in a blaming mood :P) WALAO IF YOU DIDN'T, I WOULD BE A HAPPY PERSON NOW, PLAYING GAMES, INSTEAD OF BLOGGING AND EMOING OVER THIS! :(

ok fine, rant over!
hahaha tmr seeing baby felicia again! hope she'll be there though >< AHA! i love children!

Friday, November 21, 2008

HAHA. tagged by edmund to do a quiz..
as promised!

RULES:Do the "Letter MEME".T
ag no less than 5 other people, and leave them a comment,informing them that they have been tagged.
Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.
-> How you do the Letter Meme:
Dear (edmund):I don't really know how to tell you this, but I dislike you. I think I realized it that night under a state of trance and I saw you sit on Donald Duck. I'm sure you're ashamed enough to understand that Santa doesn't exist. I'm returning your ring to you, but I'll keep my common sense as a memory. You should also know that I get sick when i think of it eggplant-fetishism. go burn,-PHYLLIS-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?J
anuary - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's your favourite colour?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - me

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - HighHouse - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-chang
eAshamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service
9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?A/B - Always will rememberC/D - Never will forgetE/F - Always wanted to breakG/H - Never openly mockedI/J - Always have felt dirty beforeK/L - Will tell the authorities aboutM/N - Told in my confession today aboutO/P - Was interviewed by the Times aboutQ/R - Told my psychiatrist aboutS/T - Get sick when I think ofU/V - Always will try to forgetW/X - Am better off withoutY/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - SenilityS
oft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In Pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

OH YEAH. the people i am tagging are...
1. jiarong!
2. eevee!
3. xinmun!
4. nobelle!
5. bing le! :P


Alright, here comes the blogging! :D

ytd i stayed at home, so it was rather boring.. watched full moon wo sagashite, but not addicted at all, instead i fell asleep watching it... =.=

okay from today onwards, i'm..


CORPORAL PHYLLIS! :D
HAHA! it's just so fabulous u know! :D today morning, woke up in a frenzy because i forgot a lot of stuff like my beret which was under my packs of books (seasoning you know) and i forgot to polish my boots!! :P
okay then i went for breakfast with dad, and had wanton mee at ABC. then went off to school reaching there at about 8.40a.m. LOL! and i was considered late?! LOL okay then went to change and stuff...
then promo parade:D it was so scary. i was wondering if i would turn out as a corporal, then in the end, i did!! :) i cut squad though, and i think it was eh.. wrong. ><
so now i'm corporal phyllis seah kia mui! oh yeah!~ haha. okay then after that had some briefing with the sirs and ma'ams about com stuff.. then sec 3s went off to vivo for

PNG HANG BIRTHDAY BASH! (:
HAHHAA! i was thinking why sharon was saying "hey faster liao leh, the main person today is gonna leave!!" HAHAH so we went vivo city, and we split into two groups for lunch ): didn't want that!! but in the end i realised the use for it HAHA! so yen sharon liuqiao png hang charlene and i went to super dog, while the others went the toast box =.=
then after eating, we started taking photos like crazy, and the usual suaning... :D then we go sky garden to meet the others and..
SING BIRTHDAY SONG FOR DEAR PNG HANG! (:
hahahah! then we ate the cake and i kana smashed in the face, just a small piece lah, and it wasn't anything in the first place, just a little cream lor :P then we went to play games like guang dong chao mian, gimme tempo here we go! :D then we played this no moving no laughing game, then i kept laughing and laughing for no reason, because my mind wasnt wandering around, i was super alert some more can! LOL
then i kana splashed by water like helll!!!
LOL i was drenched okay and i was freezing somemore.. ><
then i went home drenched, and the air con completely froze me!! :P then i went home half dry and took an half hour bath(:
seriously, after that didn't feel right, so went to sleep
then felt my blankets getting damn hot, then i just on the fan and took off the blanket. then it was cold again ?! LOL then i touched my forehead and found it rather hot. so the last verdict: i'm having a HAPPY fever D:
HAHA! it was really really fun today(: very long nvr smile like that le, i don't mind getting splashed and feverish like this a million times over :D:D