MUAHAHA.
went to the Hort park with jiarong n jas. hahaha!! it was so hilarious can.
i miss the old days. but it's impossible to go back. the life now is fun too, but there are things that are still missing here and there. it's healthy to get tgt and laugh like shit for once. i am getting too laughless nowadays.
we took videos, and kept laughing! one of the funniest things was jiarong acting as some maniac upon seeing the camera, then jas was the interviewer. then jas went up to jr who stood up walking around and say "hey, do you want to sit down?" then jr was looking so confused and she was saying,"i am trying, but i can't find a seat!" then i stopped myself from laughing, but when we rewatched the videos we kept laughing non-stop!!! hahahaha. then i was dancing to cao ge's 2 hunters, and all those old fashioned dance moves like night fever comes out! hahahahahaha! the siamese twins rock too! we kept acting cute and whining when jasmine(the judge) tells us to leave or to come up. hahahaha! but in the end i and jr won-.-
the stupid park was so lame can! i was expecting sth like a very.... beautiful place? at least sth like west coast park la! but it's so quiet and nothing fun la! but i wasn't expecting too much la, cuz the stupid weather was so bloody damn hot!! so the hort park was so damn hot! we 'took shelter' at a small shelter that jr mistook as a toilet! lol...! oh ya! before we left school we da bao a lot lot of food to go for a picnic!:D
we left at around 5? then i almost kana cheated to go into the male's toilet can. but the two toilets look so similar side by side that i wanted if anyone would notice if i really did go into the male toilet:P
before we went to park at about 3 plus, we were waiting for jiarong and talking in class
woots. nice couple. hahahahahha!
oh ya! i am so gonna fail geog test too. lol. aww. am i supposed to be like happy? i told jas if i got 15< for the test upon 20, i will give my buddies a treat to macdonald!:D i only studied for like 10 minutes before i stoo dup and tell my mom i go on the air-con le.-.-
yawn. so tired. CID was quite cool with william woo as teacher. i think he is a pro teacher can! his words go into your head one you know! and our proposal was quite nice too, and he ave a lot of opinons and it really helps a lot in many stuff. yep! i think he's very humourous too!
i feel like sleeping still but today was quite a good day for me, because i ytd slept quite early (of course, i didn't study mah!)
i feel so sad for him. wad a waste! but he deserved better!
Thursday, February 28, 2008
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Your score on this personality test was 61%
Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.
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You Scored a 76% which means you are a ....
Sincere Lover. You are such a total sweetheart people have a hard time taking you seriously. Sadly, because you are so sincere and sweet you get walked all over. Try to hold your ground a little bit and beware of the selfish lover. The feed off of sincere lovers like yourself. Even though you get used and abused a lot you still have a heart of gold.
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URGH! i am so tired!!!
well, okay. i cut my freaking hair, and it now looks a little hideous. -.- but it looked better than my previous one. i have hair loss can! the hairdresser seemed irritated as she cut my bushy hair. i told her to thin and cut my hair. then she looked a little pissed when she saw my thick bushyhair. nevertheless, she took about half an hour to cut my hair up into pieces. when i left i saw her sweeping the floor with my dear hair. aww, i don't miss them. hahaha!
and if you were betting on me not promoting, you are.... RIGHT! i didn't promote cuz i didn't go for advance. aww! but nvr mind. rank doesn't matter to me, as long i make a good senior, although that don't seem to fit my image:D:D
oh ya! i am so gonna fail geog! why? bvcause i haven;t touch anything yet!!:D:D
I wan to sleep!! i slept during PDP and mr chan caught me. muahahaha! Zzzzz.... i kept sleeping and sleeping and sleeping la. i guess guan's seat is quite comfortable, especially when you are leaning against the wall:D
Today games day so fun! my team - jas jiayi jodee alicia and me won 1 -0 against the other two teams. and keng hwee kept high sticking. LOL!!! i didn't high stick at all ok, woots:D
i so tired now. i think i go sleep w/o studying bah. but who knows, i will study a little. [:
BYE!
well, okay. i cut my freaking hair, and it now looks a little hideous. -.- but it looked better than my previous one. i have hair loss can! the hairdresser seemed irritated as she cut my bushy hair. i told her to thin and cut my hair. then she looked a little pissed when she saw my thick bushyhair. nevertheless, she took about half an hour to cut my hair up into pieces. when i left i saw her sweeping the floor with my dear hair. aww, i don't miss them. hahaha!
and if you were betting on me not promoting, you are.... RIGHT! i didn't promote cuz i didn't go for advance. aww! but nvr mind. rank doesn't matter to me, as long i make a good senior, although that don't seem to fit my image:D:D
oh ya! i am so gonna fail geog! why? bvcause i haven;t touch anything yet!!:D:D
I wan to sleep!! i slept during PDP and mr chan caught me. muahahaha! Zzzzz.... i kept sleeping and sleeping and sleeping la. i guess guan's seat is quite comfortable, especially when you are leaning against the wall:D
Today games day so fun! my team - jas jiayi jodee alicia and me won 1 -0 against the other two teams. and keng hwee kept high sticking. LOL!!! i didn't high stick at all ok, woots:D
i so tired now. i think i go sleep w/o studying bah. but who knows, i will study a little. [:
BYE!
Monday, February 25, 2008
hey!:D
omg. it's promotion day tmr. i am about 99% sure i won't promote because of the following reasons:
-i ponned like 80% of the sessions i think last year
-i didn't go for advance (which was stupid because i chose to go when everyone has already comepleted it-.-)
-i ain't in com, so i don't think there's anything for me to show and thus i won't promote.
due to the following reasons, i can infer that phyllis seah kia mui from 3J'08 will not promote:D
(i am SS rep after all?)
muahahaha. my new favourite word:D
gosh gosh gosh. the cullen family photo is like out, and i totally in love with it. but wad's so disappointing is that edward cullen is so.... wrong. a few others don't fit in. but alice Emmett and jasper look like themselves:D:D 1/2 r okay. but still, i love their poses, and i love their solemn expressions!! omg... am i supposed to go crazy or sth??
omgomg. triple and HUNDREDS OF loves to it k. though the guy most in front isn't so WOW-factor at all.... Emmett, Rosalie, Esme, Edward<3, Carlise(i forgot), alice, jasper:D:D(from left)
thx to jasmine, i am like reading this book called love academy. it's quite cool you know, although it's not as BOOM-factor, and romantic (at least so far i have read nothing) and it's quite cool, with the quote which have sth with love. For example "love is a friendship set on fire", cool isn't it? hahaha. jr was shocked to see me reading that, because i guess she has known me for 2 years and i haven't even read a single storybook in front of her, and no romance either. but look, i only got to know i wasted 14 - 15 yers not reading romance novels!! i am not too glad that i started off with twilight because it's gonna be difficult to read others that have the same standard as it.... -.-
oh yeah! what have i been up to?
gaming, blogging, talking, studying, chatting, msning, emailing, edwardcullen-crazy spree(i seriously dunno why i am still so crazy over him... jr has already worn off... but ... WHO CARES!)
game site top favourite - miniclip (for now)
top 4 favourite games
:campsite sth sth (#2 from the chart)
:base jumping (super cute game)
:black knight (lame but i played it in p6!)
:table tennis (it's quite great a stimulator, but i ain't good with hand-eye coordination la can)
i like doing personality quizzes, but it's cool ya know:D:D
145 words
i actually had 152 before but it's quite a painful one, can't scrtach nose or dig them in intervals!:D:D
omg. it's promotion day tmr. i am about 99% sure i won't promote because of the following reasons:
-i ponned like 80% of the sessions i think last year
-i didn't go for advance (which was stupid because i chose to go when everyone has already comepleted it-.-)
-i ain't in com, so i don't think there's anything for me to show and thus i won't promote.
due to the following reasons, i can infer that phyllis seah kia mui from 3J'08 will not promote:D
(i am SS rep after all?)
muahahaha. my new favourite word:D
gosh gosh gosh. the cullen family photo is like out, and i totally in love with it. but wad's so disappointing is that edward cullen is so.... wrong. a few others don't fit in. but alice Emmett and jasper look like themselves:D:D 1/2 r okay. but still, i love their poses, and i love their solemn expressions!! omg... am i supposed to go crazy or sth??
omgomg. triple and HUNDREDS OF loves to it k. though the guy most in front isn't so WOW-factor at all.... Emmett, Rosalie, Esme, Edward<3, Carlise(i forgot), alice, jasper:D:D(from left)
thx to jasmine, i am like reading this book called love academy. it's quite cool you know, although it's not as BOOM-factor, and romantic (at least so far i have read nothing) and it's quite cool, with the quote which have sth with love. For example "love is a friendship set on fire", cool isn't it? hahaha. jr was shocked to see me reading that, because i guess she has known me for 2 years and i haven't even read a single storybook in front of her, and no romance either. but look, i only got to know i wasted 14 - 15 yers not reading romance novels!! i am not too glad that i started off with twilight because it's gonna be difficult to read others that have the same standard as it.... -.-
oh yeah! what have i been up to?
gaming, blogging, talking, studying, chatting, msning, emailing, edwardcullen-crazy spree(i seriously dunno why i am still so crazy over him... jr has already worn off... but ... WHO CARES!)
game site top favourite - miniclip (for now)
top 4 favourite games
:campsite sth sth (#2 from the chart)
:base jumping (super cute game)
:black knight (lame but i played it in p6!)
:table tennis (it's quite great a stimulator, but i ain't good with hand-eye coordination la can)
i like doing personality quizzes, but it's cool ya know:D:D
145 words
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i actually had 152 before but it's quite a painful one, can't scrtach nose or dig them in intervals!:D:D
Saturday, February 23, 2008
Sorry. really. i really hoped you could see my expression now to feel my guilt.
[start of emo session:D]
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SJAB had a mock competition with nanyang girls' and i couldn't make it beacuse of some stupid taoism praying today. plus, the stupid temple was completely deserted except me and my family. believe it or not?
then, i dropped my phone yesterday, and the whole phone couldn't turn on. i was liek frantic like crazy, and i took it to the repair shop, and the nice person replaced the battery again, because i told her that there are a lot of stuff in my hp that i didn't want to lose. for example, my game high score. then i got back home at like 9 and i charged it. then i realised that i didn't tell Sharon about the reserve thing. i was supposed to do that, god damnit. it was 2 am in the morning for god's sake.
i am like so fucking scared now. my whole mind is like occupied with this and nothing else. what if felicia's team was disqualified because there was no reserve? what if... the reserve was a very important thing to have? what if... all these thoughts stuck with like superglue. and all these spectaculations are like so possible? one of seniors once said that having no reserve could result in a disqualification. I would be guilty for the rest of my life, and i am sure no one would forgive me for this. pls god, let my mistake not affect the team. i would do anything to make up for it, i swear. although sharon had CIP anyway, i was supposed to tell my seniors so thatthey could find a replacement. i am like so scared, so scared. sharon would obviously be implicated, of course. mistakes and mistakes and more mistakes. who says that romeo is stupid? nothing could ease this guilt in me now. i feel like shrivelling up somewhere and screaming into the toilet bowl. if only those who ease the guilt further.
i m half-hoping and dreading the results now. i really hope Felicia's team would win. and RVSJAB would thrash nanyang. but if anything happened, it would be my fault. totally. maybe i would quit st.john. i dunno. maybe as you are reading this you are thinking that i am a hypocrite or sth. but i really, really, felt like a SJAB member when i was in felicia's team. things involved me, and i played a part in things. how could it be? as i was about to really love sjab, this mistake ruined my passion, and my feelings. i still love sjab, and i am not dreading that i joined sjab in the first place now. i may not say this last year, but being sec 3 brings along a responsibility. urgh. if my seniors scold me i won't be angry or anything. because i am already regretting it.
URGH. i lost my key. and my mother is gonna ground me for sure.she was like throwing a tantrum because my lock is with the door, then it's quite costly to replace the whole damn door. this is the worst weekend i have experienced for 14 years. shucks. why am i so stupid? why am i so forgetful? Why am i so FUCKING clumsy? urgh. i am like so imperfect.
--------end of emoness----------
I realised my new chemistry teacher is so idiotic genius! he got lots of scholarships and even one from NUS. god. why is even teaching RV? he shud be somewhere in RI, right? aiyo. my impression of him is a nerd with overlarge spects, and very thin, and very nerdy. LOL. but my impression will change when i see him on monday
YAY~ i am sitting with nobelle now! muahahaha. [: sad sad jasmine can't sit with you le, but i am so gonna enjoy my days with nobelle!:D
[start of emo session:D]
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SJAB had a mock competition with nanyang girls' and i couldn't make it beacuse of some stupid taoism praying today. plus, the stupid temple was completely deserted except me and my family. believe it or not?
then, i dropped my phone yesterday, and the whole phone couldn't turn on. i was liek frantic like crazy, and i took it to the repair shop, and the nice person replaced the battery again, because i told her that there are a lot of stuff in my hp that i didn't want to lose. for example, my game high score. then i got back home at like 9 and i charged it. then i realised that i didn't tell Sharon about the reserve thing. i was supposed to do that, god damnit. it was 2 am in the morning for god's sake.
i am like so fucking scared now. my whole mind is like occupied with this and nothing else. what if felicia's team was disqualified because there was no reserve? what if... the reserve was a very important thing to have? what if... all these thoughts stuck with like superglue. and all these spectaculations are like so possible? one of seniors once said that having no reserve could result in a disqualification. I would be guilty for the rest of my life, and i am sure no one would forgive me for this. pls god, let my mistake not affect the team. i would do anything to make up for it, i swear. although sharon had CIP anyway, i was supposed to tell my seniors so thatthey could find a replacement. i am like so scared, so scared. sharon would obviously be implicated, of course. mistakes and mistakes and more mistakes. who says that romeo is stupid? nothing could ease this guilt in me now. i feel like shrivelling up somewhere and screaming into the toilet bowl. if only those who ease the guilt further.
i m half-hoping and dreading the results now. i really hope Felicia's team would win. and RVSJAB would thrash nanyang. but if anything happened, it would be my fault. totally. maybe i would quit st.john. i dunno. maybe as you are reading this you are thinking that i am a hypocrite or sth. but i really, really, felt like a SJAB member when i was in felicia's team. things involved me, and i played a part in things. how could it be? as i was about to really love sjab, this mistake ruined my passion, and my feelings. i still love sjab, and i am not dreading that i joined sjab in the first place now. i may not say this last year, but being sec 3 brings along a responsibility. urgh. if my seniors scold me i won't be angry or anything. because i am already regretting it.
URGH. i lost my key. and my mother is gonna ground me for sure.she was like throwing a tantrum because my lock is with the door, then it's quite costly to replace the whole damn door. this is the worst weekend i have experienced for 14 years. shucks. why am i so stupid? why am i so forgetful? Why am i so FUCKING clumsy? urgh. i am like so imperfect.
--------end of emoness----------
I realised my new chemistry teacher is so idiotic genius! he got lots of scholarships and even one from NUS. god. why is even teaching RV? he shud be somewhere in RI, right? aiyo. my impression of him is a nerd with overlarge spects, and very thin, and very nerdy. LOL. but my impression will change when i see him on monday
YAY~ i am sitting with nobelle now! muahahaha. [: sad sad jasmine can't sit with you le, but i am so gonna enjoy my days with nobelle!:D
Thursday, February 21, 2008
Monday, February 18, 2008
I am like emo a lot now. My emo is identified when i am quiet(but i respond and laugh all the same) and i space out a lot. This disease may spread through close contact, or when i open my stinky mouth to tell you why i am so tired and emo lately.
jasmine and i decided to write a book! but we haven't decide on anything, or wadever. LOL. i only wrote the first chapter? I think i should post it out leh, so i can see if i am going to become a writer. Note: it is a way of get rid of emoness, because nothing goes wrong in your self-created story:)
My next favourite word: surreal. it sounds really cool. and i went to yinshan and heard Hero/Heroine by Boys like Girls, and i think i fell in love with the word SURREAL. note: you see this word in twilight too:D
I wish everything went my way. I wish my life was not so screwed up. I wish i was more perfect physically, and mentally too. I was always hoping to be happy wadever. but looking at my freaky face when i am spacing out may tell you the true emotion behind my facade.
oh ya! i met this mexico guy online. the conversation went like this:
At about 11.30pm...a few days ago:D
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Mexico guy: hello.did you add me?
me: uhh... i didn't add anyone. i think you added me.
MG: oh... (pauses) oh i know. you joined the manga thread community for tsubasa, right? i added you cuz i found your comment quite interesting
-if you don't know what the hell is that thing above, don't worry. not many do-
me: oh. okay. so which comment do you mean?
MG: erm.... i forgot. (-.-)
me: haha. right.
(starts talking about the manga a lot.)
Me: hey, can i know your name? it's weird to be talking to someone who i don't even know how to identify
MG: oh, how rude of me! (omfg, which century are we living in? but i liked that:DDD so edward cullen-y<3)>mexico
me: (O.O) (shocked) i am phyllis from singapore. 15 (that's quite stupid. jiarong was suggesting me to be saying i am 70 -.-)
me&MG togehter: that's far. (continue talking for a while)
me: it is so weird, talking to someone a thousand miles away.
MG: haha. sorry. i gtg, i have school (o.O). cya and bye.
me: (omfg. he's going to school, but i am going to bed!) bye.
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i was quite shocked when i saw that he was from MEXICO. pls. i don't have many friends in Malaysia already, and i am talking to someone in mexico! god. all those 'facial expressions' are to portray my face when i was reading or typing the message.
jasmine and i decided to write a book! but we haven't decide on anything, or wadever. LOL. i only wrote the first chapter? I think i should post it out leh, so i can see if i am going to become a writer. Note: it is a way of get rid of emoness, because nothing goes wrong in your self-created story:)
My next favourite word: surreal. it sounds really cool. and i went to yinshan and heard Hero/Heroine by Boys like Girls, and i think i fell in love with the word SURREAL. note: you see this word in twilight too:D
I wish everything went my way. I wish my life was not so screwed up. I wish i was more perfect physically, and mentally too. I was always hoping to be happy wadever. but looking at my freaky face when i am spacing out may tell you the true emotion behind my facade.
oh ya! i met this mexico guy online. the conversation went like this:
At about 11.30pm...a few days ago:D
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Mexico guy: hello.did you add me?
me: uhh... i didn't add anyone. i think you added me.
MG: oh... (pauses) oh i know. you joined the manga thread community for tsubasa, right? i added you cuz i found your comment quite interesting
-if you don't know what the hell is that thing above, don't worry. not many do-
me: oh. okay. so which comment do you mean?
MG: erm.... i forgot. (-.-)
me: haha. right.
(starts talking about the manga a lot.)
Me: hey, can i know your name? it's weird to be talking to someone who i don't even know how to identify
MG: oh, how rude of me! (omfg, which century are we living in? but i liked that:DDD so edward cullen-y<3)>mexico
me: (O.O) (shocked) i am phyllis from singapore. 15 (that's quite stupid. jiarong was suggesting me to be saying i am 70 -.-)
me&MG togehter: that's far. (continue talking for a while)
me: it is so weird, talking to someone a thousand miles away.
MG: haha. sorry. i gtg, i have school (o.O). cya and bye.
me: (omfg. he's going to school, but i am going to bed!) bye.
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i was quite shocked when i saw that he was from MEXICO. pls. i don't have many friends in Malaysia already, and i am talking to someone in mexico! god. all those 'facial expressions' are to portray my face when i was reading or typing the message.
Urgh. i am pissed.
Can you believe it? TAF is abolished for not letting those fatties see and feel their way to running, and having to change in and out all the time. it is because going for TAf running every morning was unbearably embarrassing, although everyone knew you were in it. Now, now, now. When TAF is abolished, here comes Fit for Life, or F4 wadever. when you tell us to understand intentions and follow them, why don't i see you doing so? Damn you school. I hate you.
HOHOHO. i am severely overweight now. i can't see why i am not in the fabulous club:D
Can you believe it? TAF is abolished for not letting those fatties see and feel their way to running, and having to change in and out all the time. it is because going for TAf running every morning was unbearably embarrassing, although everyone knew you were in it. Now, now, now. When TAF is abolished, here comes Fit for Life, or F4 wadever. when you tell us to understand intentions and follow them, why don't i see you doing so? Damn you school. I hate you.
HOHOHO. i am severely overweight now. i can't see why i am not in the fabulous club:D
Friday, February 08, 2008
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR:D
i didn't update for long, and my blog is quite dead, so here i am tagging.(:
FLAMING****
pls lah. it's not like you are some big princess living in a big palace with a thousand and one maids under your care(whoever are the maids must be having a BAD BAD time). i doubt that i will find any surprises with yours. sarcasism overload, and i don't like that ok. so sorry, i have sth on, so get your freaking face away, and go away as far as you can handle before i start bouncing on you till you are as flat as a pancake.
(END:D)
hohoho. apologise for that flaming part.i m very very happy because hongbaos are coming in, and i got to know my cousins a step closer!:DDD
i m NOT money faced ok! jr told me that you open ur hongbaos after chinese new year, i am like so horrified because i opened all of them on the same day my relatives gave them to me! god. but wadever, i am never following traditions and stuff anw.
played mahjong ytd! had really great luck for the first quarter of the game, but i started losing losing losing off my pants. (not literally) but since it is the festive season, my bro got extra hong bao money since he is the big winner. LOL! and i was supposed to win one game, but my grandpa (PENG!) interrupted my zi mo!! my auntie got that tile and she won. URGH!! i m like the big loser.
my cousin thinks i got a bf, and that's so not true! just because i didn't look at him when i answered, and i think i blushed(i mean duh!). LOL. look at me man, why would i have one? (unless the guy is blind)
CAN'T WAIT FOR CLASS OUTING ON SUNDAY~
oh ya. CNY celebrations was a little lame. we had a short speech though which is unexpected. we expected 3 speeches. the games weren't really that nice anyway, the effect wasn't good at all. the CL performance was lame too. 5/6 of the performance is side tracking. the CO performance was good(cheers jinglan)! then after that we had to do project at nobelle's house, and i didn't go back tpo primary school. SIGH. sorry.
i am getting emo nowadays, i dunno why. maybe because i miss 2L, or maybe because i don't feel like moving on. shucks, that's a little emo. lol? i am hoping i will... cheer up? i think i will actually.
i didn't update for long, and my blog is quite dead, so here i am tagging.(:
FLAMING****
pls lah. it's not like you are some big princess living in a big palace with a thousand and one maids under your care(whoever are the maids must be having a BAD BAD time). i doubt that i will find any surprises with yours. sarcasism overload, and i don't like that ok. so sorry, i have sth on, so get your freaking face away, and go away as far as you can handle before i start bouncing on you till you are as flat as a pancake.
(END:D)
hohoho. apologise for that flaming part.i m very very happy because hongbaos are coming in, and i got to know my cousins a step closer!:DDD
i m NOT money faced ok! jr told me that you open ur hongbaos after chinese new year, i am like so horrified because i opened all of them on the same day my relatives gave them to me! god. but wadever, i am never following traditions and stuff anw.
played mahjong ytd! had really great luck for the first quarter of the game, but i started losing losing losing off my pants. (not literally) but since it is the festive season, my bro got extra hong bao money since he is the big winner. LOL! and i was supposed to win one game, but my grandpa (PENG!) interrupted my zi mo!! my auntie got that tile and she won. URGH!! i m like the big loser.
my cousin thinks i got a bf, and that's so not true! just because i didn't look at him when i answered, and i think i blushed(i mean duh!). LOL. look at me man, why would i have one? (unless the guy is blind)
CAN'T WAIT FOR CLASS OUTING ON SUNDAY~
oh ya. CNY celebrations was a little lame. we had a short speech though which is unexpected. we expected 3 speeches. the games weren't really that nice anyway, the effect wasn't good at all. the CL performance was lame too. 5/6 of the performance is side tracking. the CO performance was good(cheers jinglan)! then after that we had to do project at nobelle's house, and i didn't go back tpo primary school. SIGH. sorry.
i am getting emo nowadays, i dunno why. maybe because i miss 2L, or maybe because i don't feel like moving on. shucks, that's a little emo. lol? i am hoping i will... cheer up? i think i will actually.
Thursday, January 31, 2008
my new favourite word: imagine.
LOL! gorilla mc today, and we saw mrs khoo outside, and started cheering for no reason:D this shows how much we LOVE gorillas! haha! ok. and mr chen (relief teacher for miss.guo who is a reflief for some maternity woman) and mrs. khoo were like stunned? lol! and mrs.khoo found out anyway and said we very bad, but who cares!! and we got back maths test today - 15/20. jasmine proded - 18. and dingrong SUPER pro- 20, in other words, full marks. but still, i m glad i passed:D (i didn't study. i am such a lazy bum.)
chinese was leng chang again. but i had the urge of going up because i think she was expecting me to. LOL. but still i didn't. management of impulsiveness!
CID was... toot. always toot one la. lol! i am like so tired, and whatever she says didn't make sense, and guan lin's words made a lot more sense. :D jasmine and i were like talking away merrily. oh ya, i decided to soften down, because guanlin says everyone can hear me. being in a container classroom is indeed different from the Block B&C ones:D
Science was hilarious. mr chen came in, jasmine needed to go toilet(she had been waiting for CID to end actually) and he didn't allow, so jasmine was a little depressed and quiet, maybe beause she needed all her concentration to be on not releasing body fluid. LOL! and then he asked random people to explain metallic bonding. then he asked yiwei and yiwei was like so pro can! then mr chen commented a little then yiwei lost confidence. LOL! then he asked a lot of people. the funny part was yulu jiayi and him la! i think he saw yulu and jiayi doing something to do with metallic bonding, so he told them to come up and show it to the class. yulu was like tip toeing for some reason (to show she is taller?) behind mr chen and mr chen realised. everyone started laughing out loud la! (lucky jiayi didn't, i would die if she did) i miss him sia, since sec 1, though i failed chemistry but i still like it:D
geography test was scary. it was like 30 minutes long, but nice old mr chan gave us a little more than that. and he's so tian zhen! ytd guanlin asked him something about the factor influencing birth rate and he talked one whole crap to the class and he leaked out a thousand and one details. LOL! and he today was commenting on someone's work and saying,"why you want to divide by the larger number, not the smaller?" and there were still people inside the LT doing the paper you know! he leaked another answer out like that! lol. but i love him, and his lyrics for national anthem:D
i was like sick ytd? flu and blocked nose. i took some medicine and asked my mom,"is it drowsiness-causing?" she says no, so i took it. funnily, i went back to my study desk, and i felt so sleepy i was gonna to sleep anytime. so i didn't study. damn. so much for taking pills. (overdue ones too for about 2 years, my mom wanted to save the money to the doctor) luckily, my bro seemed to know i am having difficulty sleeping, so he shutted up the whole night!
oh ya. PE! tuesday pe was hell again, we ran like 5 rounds and as usual, i am last again. LOL! wednesday was games and we played floorball. i was in the team with simin, and nobelle was with shinfung. then we started attacking and screaming and shouting and running. simin and i had coordination(alittle) and i scored a few i think! simin was pro, running all over the place for support. and the final score was.... lol? i think i forgot. it was damn fun though, and everyone were laughin and sweating like crazy:D
happy birthday (belated) to FANGQI! hope you liked the whiteboard:D
oh yeah... chemistry test. i finished it at last minute, but i idn't check, so i fail liao. LOL.
today jasmine asked me why i wanted to be a doctor, and i answered very toot and cheesy.well. i guess being a doctor and a teacher means a lot to me. i like children, and i like to teach, and i hope i am charismatic enough to be one. but my bro wants to be one. and i don't want to take anything similar to him(why? ask me.). wanting to be a doctor is the same as me joining sjab. like helping others, and saving those in need. THAT'S damn CHEESY. ok. and i think doctors can go to africa to help those malnutritioned children, and i want to do that.
tmr's SJAB bbq! i didn't expect myself to be so excited actually, but i am! haha!!:D
p.s. cheetah cheetah cheetah ya mu ri ya....(not foreigh lang, it's something we sing everyday, but the lyrics are distorted)
see you,
phyllis:D
LOL! gorilla mc today, and we saw mrs khoo outside, and started cheering for no reason:D this shows how much we LOVE gorillas! haha! ok. and mr chen (relief teacher for miss.guo who is a reflief for some maternity woman) and mrs. khoo were like stunned? lol! and mrs.khoo found out anyway and said we very bad, but who cares!! and we got back maths test today - 15/20. jasmine proded - 18. and dingrong SUPER pro- 20, in other words, full marks. but still, i m glad i passed:D (i didn't study. i am such a lazy bum.)
chinese was leng chang again. but i had the urge of going up because i think she was expecting me to. LOL. but still i didn't. management of impulsiveness!
CID was... toot. always toot one la. lol! i am like so tired, and whatever she says didn't make sense, and guan lin's words made a lot more sense. :D jasmine and i were like talking away merrily. oh ya, i decided to soften down, because guanlin says everyone can hear me. being in a container classroom is indeed different from the Block B&C ones:D
Science was hilarious. mr chen came in, jasmine needed to go toilet(she had been waiting for CID to end actually) and he didn't allow, so jasmine was a little depressed and quiet, maybe beause she needed all her concentration to be on not releasing body fluid. LOL! and then he asked random people to explain metallic bonding. then he asked yiwei and yiwei was like so pro can! then mr chen commented a little then yiwei lost confidence. LOL! then he asked a lot of people. the funny part was yulu jiayi and him la! i think he saw yulu and jiayi doing something to do with metallic bonding, so he told them to come up and show it to the class. yulu was like tip toeing for some reason (to show she is taller?) behind mr chen and mr chen realised. everyone started laughing out loud la! (lucky jiayi didn't, i would die if she did) i miss him sia, since sec 1, though i failed chemistry but i still like it:D
geography test was scary. it was like 30 minutes long, but nice old mr chan gave us a little more than that. and he's so tian zhen! ytd guanlin asked him something about the factor influencing birth rate and he talked one whole crap to the class and he leaked out a thousand and one details. LOL! and he today was commenting on someone's work and saying,"why you want to divide by the larger number, not the smaller?" and there were still people inside the LT doing the paper you know! he leaked another answer out like that! lol. but i love him, and his lyrics for national anthem:D
i was like sick ytd? flu and blocked nose. i took some medicine and asked my mom,"is it drowsiness-causing?" she says no, so i took it. funnily, i went back to my study desk, and i felt so sleepy i was gonna to sleep anytime. so i didn't study. damn. so much for taking pills. (overdue ones too for about 2 years, my mom wanted to save the money to the doctor) luckily, my bro seemed to know i am having difficulty sleeping, so he shutted up the whole night!
oh ya. PE! tuesday pe was hell again, we ran like 5 rounds and as usual, i am last again. LOL! wednesday was games and we played floorball. i was in the team with simin, and nobelle was with shinfung. then we started attacking and screaming and shouting and running. simin and i had coordination(alittle) and i scored a few i think! simin was pro, running all over the place for support. and the final score was.... lol? i think i forgot. it was damn fun though, and everyone were laughin and sweating like crazy:D
happy birthday (belated) to FANGQI! hope you liked the whiteboard:D
oh yeah... chemistry test. i finished it at last minute, but i idn't check, so i fail liao. LOL.
today jasmine asked me why i wanted to be a doctor, and i answered very toot and cheesy.well. i guess being a doctor and a teacher means a lot to me. i like children, and i like to teach, and i hope i am charismatic enough to be one. but my bro wants to be one. and i don't want to take anything similar to him(why? ask me.). wanting to be a doctor is the same as me joining sjab. like helping others, and saving those in need. THAT'S damn CHEESY. ok. and i think doctors can go to africa to help those malnutritioned children, and i want to do that.
tmr's SJAB bbq! i didn't expect myself to be so excited actually, but i am! haha!!:D
p.s. cheetah cheetah cheetah ya mu ri ya....(not foreigh lang, it's something we sing everyday, but the lyrics are distorted)
see you,
phyllis:D
Monday, January 28, 2008
one word to describe today: fiasco.
i was super tired, exhausted, and wasn't in a good mood. and my auntie came to find me and i definitely don't like her. she brings trouble.
chinese lesson was alright. at least i answered a question normally, and i think i got it half right. here and there, i guess it's ok. but i stayed back after school waiting for annies to finish her chem test and finish my comprehension.
maths lesson was sucky. it was terrible. i got scolded for talking to jasmine, and i had to stand for a few minutes. then, the gorilla made me solve sth, and i got it wrong AGAIN. careless. and he asked others to point out my mistake. guanlin was right, he was looking for things to pinpoint at me. and then, he asked those behind me whether they could see anything. again, this inflicts damage on my self-esteem, beacuse i know i am FAT, and i am opaque, and i don't eat glass for a living. so when he asked,"what do you think phyllis should do?" (obviously, he is planning to humilate me further and use that as a way to let me sit down) and i snapped,"i'll stand at the back." but the people behind wanted me to sit down instead. thx a lot people, and i love you:D i was fuming for some reason. maybe firstly because, i was NOT in a good mood (and usually being in a bad mood pulls my self-restraint and endurance shorter and more limited) and secondly, i didn't like the way he gayly scolds me, and gayly tries to let me sit down. i rather stand. and then again, who will like being scolded by a gorilla? lol. alright, thinking it over, i know it's my fault, but today made me hate gorillas a lot more. extermination of the gorillas operation 1:D
lang arts was bad. i didnt do the hw, and i wasn't listening at all:D
geography was bad too. gorilla let us off late for his class 5 minutes, and we had to rush to the LTs. so obviously, we will be late for at least 10 minutes or so. nice mr chan never scolds us, and i appreciate that of him:D however, i wasn't listening, and i wasn't attentive at all. i didn't learn anything today. how?
chemistry test was another fiasco. luckily, i finished it, but i didn't have time to check everything through. but still, i have NO confidence of scoring good for it. and i am so tired, i may need the smellingsalts to wake me up. but i didn't use it. i was still on blank mode when i saw the paper, so i skip it and went to other questions. at the last 5 minutes i went back and cleared it up. lol. but i couldn't think clearly. that's one failure now.
bio was scary. mr chow was fuming beacuse we didn't complete our work. urgh, i forgot the part on the functions and the ws. oh man. but the chim terms he said made me really scared. what if i failed bio?
i had public duty today too. but most of the time we were watching the RV match. god. RV (totally) thrashed the other school. best not to mention the name actually. and estee and lixuan were like pro. scoring again and again. i found it really cool, though i would prefer a close match between the two instead of a thrashing match:D RV netball is really good, and i am proud to say that!
I love 3J now. everyone's warmed up and stuff, but i am lagging behind now, because i am a little moody nowadays. reasons are unknown, but it's mostly because of jane and jily. it's alright if you dunno what am i saying:D
wadever i say below does not apply to anyone, and it's just a normal rant you see from excessive emoing:D
i guess i am being selfish like this. but i really don't want anything to be like this. for years and years, i thought we would stay tgt no matter what. but you let go so easily, and i wanted to hold on. but i couldn't. you were already out of my reach. be happy now, because it will take time for me to find another person as special as you. i tried not to hold on, but my heart tells me to. it is a torture, doing what our heart tells you not to. being friends is more than enough now, but why am i being sad over it? someone, save me. and i am sorry for not letting go.
CYA!:DDDDD
i was super tired, exhausted, and wasn't in a good mood. and my auntie came to find me and i definitely don't like her. she brings trouble.
chinese lesson was alright. at least i answered a question normally, and i think i got it half right. here and there, i guess it's ok. but i stayed back after school waiting for annies to finish her chem test and finish my comprehension.
maths lesson was sucky. it was terrible. i got scolded for talking to jasmine, and i had to stand for a few minutes. then, the gorilla made me solve sth, and i got it wrong AGAIN. careless. and he asked others to point out my mistake. guanlin was right, he was looking for things to pinpoint at me. and then, he asked those behind me whether they could see anything. again, this inflicts damage on my self-esteem, beacuse i know i am FAT, and i am opaque, and i don't eat glass for a living. so when he asked,"what do you think phyllis should do?" (obviously, he is planning to humilate me further and use that as a way to let me sit down) and i snapped,"i'll stand at the back." but the people behind wanted me to sit down instead. thx a lot people, and i love you:D i was fuming for some reason. maybe firstly because, i was NOT in a good mood (and usually being in a bad mood pulls my self-restraint and endurance shorter and more limited) and secondly, i didn't like the way he gayly scolds me, and gayly tries to let me sit down. i rather stand. and then again, who will like being scolded by a gorilla? lol. alright, thinking it over, i know it's my fault, but today made me hate gorillas a lot more. extermination of the gorillas operation 1:D
lang arts was bad. i didnt do the hw, and i wasn't listening at all:D
geography was bad too. gorilla let us off late for his class 5 minutes, and we had to rush to the LTs. so obviously, we will be late for at least 10 minutes or so. nice mr chan never scolds us, and i appreciate that of him:D however, i wasn't listening, and i wasn't attentive at all. i didn't learn anything today. how?
chemistry test was another fiasco. luckily, i finished it, but i didn't have time to check everything through. but still, i have NO confidence of scoring good for it. and i am so tired, i may need the smellingsalts to wake me up. but i didn't use it. i was still on blank mode when i saw the paper, so i skip it and went to other questions. at the last 5 minutes i went back and cleared it up. lol. but i couldn't think clearly. that's one failure now.
bio was scary. mr chow was fuming beacuse we didn't complete our work. urgh, i forgot the part on the functions and the ws. oh man. but the chim terms he said made me really scared. what if i failed bio?
i had public duty today too. but most of the time we were watching the RV match. god. RV (totally) thrashed the other school. best not to mention the name actually. and estee and lixuan were like pro. scoring again and again. i found it really cool, though i would prefer a close match between the two instead of a thrashing match:D RV netball is really good, and i am proud to say that!
I love 3J now. everyone's warmed up and stuff, but i am lagging behind now, because i am a little moody nowadays. reasons are unknown, but it's mostly because of jane and jily. it's alright if you dunno what am i saying:D
wadever i say below does not apply to anyone, and it's just a normal rant you see from excessive emoing:D
i guess i am being selfish like this. but i really don't want anything to be like this. for years and years, i thought we would stay tgt no matter what. but you let go so easily, and i wanted to hold on. but i couldn't. you were already out of my reach. be happy now, because it will take time for me to find another person as special as you. i tried not to hold on, but my heart tells me to. it is a torture, doing what our heart tells you not to. being friends is more than enough now, but why am i being sad over it? someone, save me. and i am sorry for not letting go.
CYA!:DDDDD
Friday, January 25, 2008
hello earthlings.
well, we had maths test today, and i had to keep scribbling on my paper to stop myself from laughing. gorilla kept making stupid noises during the test (tut. tut. tut.) and he overshot the test limit. i was imagining him looking at his watch, realising he was too late, and shouting,"oh dear!! STOP!!" and his voice as usual will break. DIAO. but it was entertaining thinking about it. imagine.
then he scolded us for talking during morning assembly. urgh. what did we do...?
i remembered myself "winking" at nobelle who was standing behind me, then i was turning back and was still winking, and gorilla thought i was winking at him. now, now, now. gorilla imagination?
jiayi slapped weiting on the butt, and gorilla saw it, and gave a disapproving look. LOL.
jasmine, jiayi and i were talking like crazy, and gorilla could see that.
we didn't listen to the speakers and still talked.
LOL. today got relief teacher for english lesson. lots of people say he's gorgous but i guess he's ok ok la, but nothing more than that.
well, we had maths test today, and i had to keep scribbling on my paper to stop myself from laughing. gorilla kept making stupid noises during the test (tut. tut. tut.) and he overshot the test limit. i was imagining him looking at his watch, realising he was too late, and shouting,"oh dear!! STOP!!" and his voice as usual will break. DIAO. but it was entertaining thinking about it. imagine.
then he scolded us for talking during morning assembly. urgh. what did we do...?
i remembered myself "winking" at nobelle who was standing behind me, then i was turning back and was still winking, and gorilla thought i was winking at him. now, now, now. gorilla imagination?
jiayi slapped weiting on the butt, and gorilla saw it, and gave a disapproving look. LOL.
jasmine, jiayi and i were talking like crazy, and gorilla could see that.
we didn't listen to the speakers and still talked.
LOL. today got relief teacher for english lesson. lots of people say he's gorgous but i guess he's ok ok la, but nothing more than that.
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
hello!:D
alright. i guess two words can sum up the day: tired and pissed. let me explain why.
TIRED: eh. i had PE today. and i was having constipation for the whole lesson. let me assure you, constipation is nothing better than running. i was sweating profusely before i knew it. well, before i make the computer screens of your computer dirty with your food in ur mouth, let's talk about... lessons.
boring, boring, and boring. no sciences today. maths was a little weird still.
alright. here comes a mushy part:
Dear Mr chan, i am so damn (add your emotional languages) sorry. i shouldn't have laughed, and i am regretting it every minute. though you ignored me, i still feel bad, and even worse actually. i am praying you can see this, because i am now considering writing a apology letter to you. your singing was funny, but i really shouldn't have laughed. i am sorry, and i mean it.
-phyllis
alright. this went like this: we were having morning assembly as i was standing with nobelle, with jas guanlin in front jiayi yulu behind. then my form teacher cum geog teacher walked up behind me and they made us sing the national anthem. i kept on laughing. i really tried to stop, i swear, but it may just be what the teacher who scolded me said "you aren't trying hard enough". i am really really really sorry to those who are irritated with me laughing for no reason, and making you feel comfortable or toot. sorry. i am kind of a guai kia, but when it comes to apologies, i usually don't make fun of them.
(note: i may sound childish, immature, and toot below)
PISSED: my brother broke my 2 days old phone ytd. and it is 11pm, 1 hour more to the end of my birthday. damn. at first i told him to help me change the memory card and he is quite excited la, so he changed, and my phone wouldn't on. then suddenly, my phone's sliding facility started to malfunction, and the sliding is jammed. then my brother somehow got it ok again, but the number 9 key pad dropped off. he told me,"hey, you can't call the police anymore, because your 9 is popped out" and he is like pissed when i scold him la spoiling my phone. then he was like going to sleep early?? wad the!
but now i am feeling better. my mom went to the nokia shop and they gave me a new one. i am so gonna take care of it!:D my brother and i then took some funny and weird photos, including bananas, nike designs, and a finger. maybe i will upload someday:D
today CCA was ok, but my left leg hurts. it really hurts so badly that i cried ( alittle) when i reached home, and my bro was a little diao? it's not crying out loud, but it's like tears forming. yeah. it isn't stinging or anything, but it was really... straining, and the joints are like breaking apart. it hurts ok. and standing with boots on, in the scorching sun, and walking a lot makes me really really pained.
and i guess tmr's pe will kill me too, although it's painless.
alright. i guess two words can sum up the day: tired and pissed. let me explain why.
TIRED: eh. i had PE today. and i was having constipation for the whole lesson. let me assure you, constipation is nothing better than running. i was sweating profusely before i knew it. well, before i make the computer screens of your computer dirty with your food in ur mouth, let's talk about... lessons.
boring, boring, and boring. no sciences today. maths was a little weird still.
alright. here comes a mushy part:
Dear Mr chan, i am so damn (add your emotional languages) sorry. i shouldn't have laughed, and i am regretting it every minute. though you ignored me, i still feel bad, and even worse actually. i am praying you can see this, because i am now considering writing a apology letter to you. your singing was funny, but i really shouldn't have laughed. i am sorry, and i mean it.
-phyllis
alright. this went like this: we were having morning assembly as i was standing with nobelle, with jas guanlin in front jiayi yulu behind. then my form teacher cum geog teacher walked up behind me and they made us sing the national anthem. i kept on laughing. i really tried to stop, i swear, but it may just be what the teacher who scolded me said "you aren't trying hard enough". i am really really really sorry to those who are irritated with me laughing for no reason, and making you feel comfortable or toot. sorry. i am kind of a guai kia, but when it comes to apologies, i usually don't make fun of them.
(note: i may sound childish, immature, and toot below)
PISSED: my brother broke my 2 days old phone ytd. and it is 11pm, 1 hour more to the end of my birthday. damn. at first i told him to help me change the memory card and he is quite excited la, so he changed, and my phone wouldn't on. then suddenly, my phone's sliding facility started to malfunction, and the sliding is jammed. then my brother somehow got it ok again, but the number 9 key pad dropped off. he told me,"hey, you can't call the police anymore, because your 9 is popped out" and he is like pissed when i scold him la spoiling my phone. then he was like going to sleep early?? wad the!
but now i am feeling better. my mom went to the nokia shop and they gave me a new one. i am so gonna take care of it!:D my brother and i then took some funny and weird photos, including bananas, nike designs, and a finger. maybe i will upload someday:D
today CCA was ok, but my left leg hurts. it really hurts so badly that i cried ( alittle) when i reached home, and my bro was a little diao? it's not crying out loud, but it's like tears forming. yeah. it isn't stinging or anything, but it was really... straining, and the joints are like breaking apart. it hurts ok. and standing with boots on, in the scorching sun, and walking a lot makes me really really pained.
and i guess tmr's pe will kill me too, although it's painless.
Monday, January 21, 2008
hello! i am finally 15! one more year to NC16 movies! woots, i am COMING!
today was one of the most memorable days of my life, because i had 2 big surprises in one day:D
a big THANK YOU to those who stayed up till 12 to send me birthday greetings:D i really really appreciate it! hugs and kisses! (sounds weird, but i do feel like doing that.)
today was really really, shocking. ok first shock coming up. (note: no suaning intended)
jiarong and zijun "ambushed" me during recess. i went back to class, and the feew ppl in the class was like saying jr was looking for me, and i stepped out again, and i saw jr and zj charging out from behind the container classroom shouting happy birthday! lol! and they gave me present:D i like it, though it's very very very sweet.
2nd one was astounding. i waited for jasmine after bio, met jiarong and we slowly walk back to class. then guan lin ran out from the classroom and shouted that nobelle was looking for jasmine and jasmine ran back to class first. aww, i should have noticed la. then, when i got to the classroom, guan lin and nobelle locked the door before i could go in. and then they unlocked it, and i stepped in. and i was staring at everyone's faces. then they shouted "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" then they started singing happy birthday song with the lead of yulu jiayi and nobelle and guan lin i think i not oo sure. the whiteboard was like full of greetings. i was like so gan dong can:D i love you 3J, and i really really do!
today was one of the most memorable days of my life, because i had 2 big surprises in one day:D
a big THANK YOU to those who stayed up till 12 to send me birthday greetings:D i really really appreciate it! hugs and kisses! (sounds weird, but i do feel like doing that.)
today was really really, shocking. ok first shock coming up. (note: no suaning intended)
jiarong and zijun "ambushed" me during recess. i went back to class, and the feew ppl in the class was like saying jr was looking for me, and i stepped out again, and i saw jr and zj charging out from behind the container classroom shouting happy birthday! lol! and they gave me present:D i like it, though it's very very very sweet.
2nd one was astounding. i waited for jasmine after bio, met jiarong and we slowly walk back to class. then guan lin ran out from the classroom and shouted that nobelle was looking for jasmine and jasmine ran back to class first. aww, i should have noticed la. then, when i got to the classroom, guan lin and nobelle locked the door before i could go in. and then they unlocked it, and i stepped in. and i was staring at everyone's faces. then they shouted "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" then they started singing happy birthday song with the lead of yulu jiayi and nobelle and guan lin i think i not oo sure. the whiteboard was like full of greetings. i was like so gan dong can:D i love you 3J, and i really really do!
Saturday, January 19, 2008
i am scowling and fuming. in other words, i am pissed.
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i am scowling and fuming. in other words, i am pissed.
i am scowling and fuming. in other words, i am pissed.
i am scowling and fuming. in other words, i am pissed.
i am scowling and fuming. in other words, i am pissed.
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i am scowling and fuming. in other words, i am pissed.
i am scowling and fuming. in other words, i am pissed.
i am scowling and fuming. in other words, i am pissed.
i am scowling and fuming. in other words, i am pissed.
i am scowling and fuming. in other words, i am pissed.
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i am scowling and fuming. in other words, i am pissed.
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i am scowling and fuming. in other words, i am pissed.
i am scowling and fuming. in other words, i am pissed.
i am scowling and fuming. in other words, i am pissed.
i am scowling and fuming. in other words, i am pissed.
i am scowling and fuming. in other words, i am pissed.
i am scowling and fuming. in other words, i am pissed.
i am scowling and fuming. in other words, i am pissed.
i am scowling and fuming. in other words, i am pissed.
i am scowling and fuming. in other words, i am pissed.
i am scowling and fuming. in other words, i am pissed.
i am scowling and fuming. in other words, i am pissed.
i am scowling and fuming. in other words, i am pissed.
i am scowling and fuming. in other words, i am pissed.
i am scowling and fuming. in other words, i am pissed.
i am scowling and fuming. in other words, i am pissed.
i am scowling and fuming. in other words, i am pissed.
i am scowling and fuming. in other words, i am pissed.
i am scowling and fuming. in other words, i am pissed.
i am scowling and fuming. in other words, i am pissed.
i am scowling and fuming. in other words, i am pissed.
i am scowling and fuming. in other words, i am pissed.
i am scowling and fuming. in other words, i am pissed.
i am scowling and fuming. in other words, i am pissed.
i am scowling and fuming. in other words, i am pissed.
i am scowling and fuming. in other words, i am pissed.
i am scowling and fuming. in other words, i am pissed.
i am scowling and fuming. in other words, i am pissed.
i am scowling and fuming. in other words, i am pissed.
i am scowling and fuming. in other words, i am pissed.
i am scowling and fuming. in other words, i am pissed.
flag day was fun:D
we spent like half an hour waiting for the stupid tins, but it was worth it. at least it was fun, for me at least. the tin was bigger than i expected, and i laughed at nobelle for bringing a shoe bag and she would need to hold that and the tin to ask for donations:D
we went as 2L'ers, like the old clique tgt la. so it was jiarong qh zijun and me:D jasmine wasn't feeling well, so too bad. we lazed around in jurong east for a few minutes, and we went to clementi by mrt. lots of people there, and quite a few RVians too. we walked one round, and there was this son anf father i asked, so the conversation when like this:
Me: good morning, would you like to donate? (grins)
Son: NO!(shouts)
Father gives son a glare.
Son:... ... y-yes.
LOL. and there was this guy who i asked, and he nodded his head, but he walked off! if i were pissed i would follow him and ask him la. LOL.
then we went to boon lay interchange and there are like... so many RVians there, but we found a spot for ourselves in the end anyway. jiarong and ziju went for a munch for 5 minutes, and qh and i were like asking like crazy. qianhui laughed at me for being quite stupid. but i got some donations:D
(if you find it useless, i am sorry:D)
here's my idiot guide to be charismatic:
1) find your target
don't find s:
people walking fast because they are in a hurry
people with lots of things because you will embarass yourself when they explain why they ain't donating
people walking away from you because they obviously don't want to be asked, and don't stalk them
do find s:
people taking out wallets, because it is conveient
people in groups, because if you are lucky, all of them very donate tgt
people standing around, because they are free to donate
2) take a deep breath
important, and clear your mind before you ask
3) give a great big GRIN:D
look, no one will donate if you ap them. smile as nicely and widely as you want
4) speak politely and remember your statement
"good morning sir/madam, would you like to donate?
yes: thank you very much, do have a nice day:D
no: thank you, see you again:D"
i kept saying download instead of donate, and i lost a few customers for that.
5) "would you like a sticker?"
important, because i guess you wouldn't want to donate again and again and again.
6) place some stickers on yourself too
people always say that you have to set an example:D
(end)
LOL. it was interesting seeing how people donate. i kind of saw the goodness of mankind, if you get what i meant. but it was quite saddening when people are like ignoring you. oh yeah.
we saw this bunch of ang moh and i went to ask them. then one of them took my tin, and walked off. LOL. i ran after him la, and he gave me back,but he didn't give any money. so weird la!
flag day is super fun, but my left leg was killing me when i sat in the bus. quite sleepy too la. oreo milkshake quite nice, but it's sweet:D
WOOTS. 2 more days to 21/01! but i guess it would be fun, go out after school and stuff lor:D
(added at 10pm)
damn la! i got public duty on monday. it's gonna be so pissing for me. i was planning to go out with my friends. it's like the only thing i have been looking forward to you know. i wish i could shout the f word, but my irritation is not directed at the cca, but at fate itself. of all days, why must it be on my birthday? i have been like staring at the calendar for like months, and here is my birthday present. thanks a damn lot. this is the only day i can have a free day off without getting scolded by my mother, and you suddenly tell me that. and it's until 6pm. wtf la. fate plays with everyone, but mine is too much. damn it. fcuk the people above.
we spent like half an hour waiting for the stupid tins, but it was worth it. at least it was fun, for me at least. the tin was bigger than i expected, and i laughed at nobelle for bringing a shoe bag and she would need to hold that and the tin to ask for donations:D
we went as 2L'ers, like the old clique tgt la. so it was jiarong qh zijun and me:D jasmine wasn't feeling well, so too bad. we lazed around in jurong east for a few minutes, and we went to clementi by mrt. lots of people there, and quite a few RVians too. we walked one round, and there was this son anf father i asked, so the conversation when like this:
Me: good morning, would you like to donate? (grins)
Son: NO!(shouts)
Father gives son a glare.
Son:... ... y-yes.
LOL. and there was this guy who i asked, and he nodded his head, but he walked off! if i were pissed i would follow him and ask him la. LOL.
then we went to boon lay interchange and there are like... so many RVians there, but we found a spot for ourselves in the end anyway. jiarong and ziju went for a munch for 5 minutes, and qh and i were like asking like crazy. qianhui laughed at me for being quite stupid. but i got some donations:D
(if you find it useless, i am sorry:D)
here's my idiot guide to be charismatic:
1) find your target
don't find s:
people walking fast because they are in a hurry
people with lots of things because you will embarass yourself when they explain why they ain't donating
people walking away from you because they obviously don't want to be asked, and don't stalk them
do find s:
people taking out wallets, because it is conveient
people in groups, because if you are lucky, all of them very donate tgt
people standing around, because they are free to donate
2) take a deep breath
important, and clear your mind before you ask
3) give a great big GRIN:D
look, no one will donate if you ap them. smile as nicely and widely as you want
4) speak politely and remember your statement
"good morning sir/madam, would you like to donate?
yes: thank you very much, do have a nice day:D
no: thank you, see you again:D"
i kept saying download instead of donate, and i lost a few customers for that.
5) "would you like a sticker?"
important, because i guess you wouldn't want to donate again and again and again.
6) place some stickers on yourself too
people always say that you have to set an example:D
(end)
LOL. it was interesting seeing how people donate. i kind of saw the goodness of mankind, if you get what i meant. but it was quite saddening when people are like ignoring you. oh yeah.
we saw this bunch of ang moh and i went to ask them. then one of them took my tin, and walked off. LOL. i ran after him la, and he gave me back,but he didn't give any money. so weird la!
flag day is super fun, but my left leg was killing me when i sat in the bus. quite sleepy too la. oreo milkshake quite nice, but it's sweet:D
WOOTS. 2 more days to 21/01! but i guess it would be fun, go out after school and stuff lor:D
(added at 10pm)
damn la! i got public duty on monday. it's gonna be so pissing for me. i was planning to go out with my friends. it's like the only thing i have been looking forward to you know. i wish i could shout the f word, but my irritation is not directed at the cca, but at fate itself. of all days, why must it be on my birthday? i have been like staring at the calendar for like months, and here is my birthday present. thanks a damn lot. this is the only day i can have a free day off without getting scolded by my mother, and you suddenly tell me that. and it's until 6pm. wtf la. fate plays with everyone, but mine is too much. damn it. fcuk the people above.
Friday, January 18, 2008
today's alright, but was in quite a bad mood, couldn't laugh so much(with the only exception of maths lesson)
SIngapore studies was finally getting better. i am redrawing my statement in the previous post:D at least there is less PMS, and more fun and laughter.
omg. i suck. i am one of the most indecisive person on earth. i can't even decide if i hate a person. or if i need to start letting go of things. but there's one thing for sure, everything's in a mess!! hw undone, fitness sucking...
tmr's flag day, and i am running a fever over here! i was sneezing like mad in class today, in total there was 2 (rounds) of sneezing. around 8 to 10 times each. wow! and nobelle was like bless you! lol:D
hope my mother will buy me my new phone, but jasmine and guan lin insisted that it was old, but nevertheless i like:D
SIngapore studies was finally getting better. i am redrawing my statement in the previous post:D at least there is less PMS, and more fun and laughter.
omg. i suck. i am one of the most indecisive person on earth. i can't even decide if i hate a person. or if i need to start letting go of things. but there's one thing for sure, everything's in a mess!! hw undone, fitness sucking...
tmr's flag day, and i am running a fever over here! i was sneezing like mad in class today, in total there was 2 (rounds) of sneezing. around 8 to 10 times each. wow! and nobelle was like bless you! lol:D
hope my mother will buy me my new phone, but jasmine and guan lin insisted that it was old, but nevertheless i like:D
Thursday, January 17, 2008
hello.
damn. school is starting to suck. and i actually mean it.
firstly, chinese hw are piling up. and teacher is speaking so chimly, i am wondering why i studied chinese in the beginning. nevertheless, she's nice, and lenient. and plus, she doesn't get angry at us for shutting up when she askes a question. unlike someone la. i like her, but sadly, chinese has never been my thing. maybe in primary school, but that's history.
secondly, geography, one of my favourite subjects, is getting chim too. population pyramids, sex and age population, and the different sizes of pyramids are driving me crazy. i need tuition, and i need it urgently. but nevertheless, the teacher rocks, has a great voice when singing the national anthem. he's cute too, has a great grin, and his pronounciation is perfect. (note the dripping sarcasism, but i meant it in a harmless way)
thirdly, Singapore studies is getting lame, slow, and stupid. i am sorry, because i am the SS rep. but see, the things aren't making much sense, the teacher isn't making much sense too, and the questions for reflections don't seem to have an answer. lookie, how can i pass SS? and the teacher has a troubling attitude.
fourthly,(quite long) maths is getting less funny, more strict, and more boring by the hour. teacher can't take more and more jokes, and look, what is fun when it's all numbers and no jokes? funny, the teachers don't get it! and see the hw piling up too. my future sight tells me accurately that i will fail maths this year. quite terribly too.
fifthly, english is still as boring, and there isn't much to expect from it. i was expecting actions, and presentations, and group discussions. but i dun think there will be any for the next few months. at the very least, mr hook has a cool name, and cracks jokes sometimes(occasionally) but that's not too enough to have any attention.
lastly, PE is torture. you heard that. TORTURE. especially on me. i was immobile for days and months, and i suddenly ran 5 rounds plus another 2 rounds in CCA in one go. when i got home, i slept after dinner for one hour, and woke up angrily because of my brother's poking in my ribs.then i check to see if there is any impending hw, and i turned the aircon on and i told my mother i am going to sleep. my mother was like"you just woke up!!" lol? but still, i am dog tired. but my stupid brother came in, and told me a one hour story, involving a fatty called p, fishes, shrimps, planktons, kites, and crocodiles and a lot of numbers, ranging from 1 to 1598(sth like tat). i slept at 12. and he said this "oh, it's 12 am. i am tired, so good night. tmr same time, same place." walao! i almost jump down the bed and punch him la. the next night was slightly shorter, because i screamed, and my parents came in catching him red handed, and he shut up after that. it's a little stupid, but i am feeling great that he finally shutted up:D the next day, my leg was aching in protest, and omg. i am the only one experiencing that. why? because i am super unfit.i won't be surprised if i end up in spasms next tuesday:D
my mother's gonna buy me my dream phone!! but jasmine and guanlin said it was super old, and it wasn't too nice. but nevertheless, it's me la, i like something i won't likely change one la:D
CID is scary.
so many things, and so many weird stuff. and there's reports, ideas, deadlines all coming up. it's another drain all of us are dropping into. it's stupid, but wad was THAT for? so many stuff, and it's so stupid too! i have no idea what to do, or that may mean i am not studying well.
lessons are irritating, but the classroom is comofrtable:D btu i had great laughs everyday, like what people say ;laughter is the best medicine:D
flag day's coming, and i am so hoping that it will be fun. i like flag days, they are reallly fun:D
you suck. stop being a pain in the ass and trying to act so normal. you aren't normal, and you are really irritating. don't think you are so accepted by people, because you so AREN'T. that's with a capital A ok. you are pissing all of us off, and i think you will never find people who understand you, because you never let people into your inner circle, and your heart is all about suspicions, and doubt. you never trust any of them. friends, are an indirect translation for mutual trust, and you are not fulfilling it at all.
damn. school is starting to suck. and i actually mean it.
firstly, chinese hw are piling up. and teacher is speaking so chimly, i am wondering why i studied chinese in the beginning. nevertheless, she's nice, and lenient. and plus, she doesn't get angry at us for shutting up when she askes a question. unlike someone la. i like her, but sadly, chinese has never been my thing. maybe in primary school, but that's history.
secondly, geography, one of my favourite subjects, is getting chim too. population pyramids, sex and age population, and the different sizes of pyramids are driving me crazy. i need tuition, and i need it urgently. but nevertheless, the teacher rocks, has a great voice when singing the national anthem. he's cute too, has a great grin, and his pronounciation is perfect. (note the dripping sarcasism, but i meant it in a harmless way)
thirdly, Singapore studies is getting lame, slow, and stupid. i am sorry, because i am the SS rep. but see, the things aren't making much sense, the teacher isn't making much sense too, and the questions for reflections don't seem to have an answer. lookie, how can i pass SS? and the teacher has a troubling attitude.
fourthly,(quite long) maths is getting less funny, more strict, and more boring by the hour. teacher can't take more and more jokes, and look, what is fun when it's all numbers and no jokes? funny, the teachers don't get it! and see the hw piling up too. my future sight tells me accurately that i will fail maths this year. quite terribly too.
fifthly, english is still as boring, and there isn't much to expect from it. i was expecting actions, and presentations, and group discussions. but i dun think there will be any for the next few months. at the very least, mr hook has a cool name, and cracks jokes sometimes(occasionally) but that's not too enough to have any attention.
lastly, PE is torture. you heard that. TORTURE. especially on me. i was immobile for days and months, and i suddenly ran 5 rounds plus another 2 rounds in CCA in one go. when i got home, i slept after dinner for one hour, and woke up angrily because of my brother's poking in my ribs.then i check to see if there is any impending hw, and i turned the aircon on and i told my mother i am going to sleep. my mother was like"you just woke up!!" lol? but still, i am dog tired. but my stupid brother came in, and told me a one hour story, involving a fatty called p, fishes, shrimps, planktons, kites, and crocodiles and a lot of numbers, ranging from 1 to 1598(sth like tat). i slept at 12. and he said this "oh, it's 12 am. i am tired, so good night. tmr same time, same place." walao! i almost jump down the bed and punch him la. the next night was slightly shorter, because i screamed, and my parents came in catching him red handed, and he shut up after that. it's a little stupid, but i am feeling great that he finally shutted up:D the next day, my leg was aching in protest, and omg. i am the only one experiencing that. why? because i am super unfit.i won't be surprised if i end up in spasms next tuesday:D
my mother's gonna buy me my dream phone!! but jasmine and guanlin said it was super old, and it wasn't too nice. but nevertheless, it's me la, i like something i won't likely change one la:D
CID is scary.
so many things, and so many weird stuff. and there's reports, ideas, deadlines all coming up. it's another drain all of us are dropping into. it's stupid, but wad was THAT for? so many stuff, and it's so stupid too! i have no idea what to do, or that may mean i am not studying well.
lessons are irritating, but the classroom is comofrtable:D btu i had great laughs everyday, like what people say ;laughter is the best medicine:D
flag day's coming, and i am so hoping that it will be fun. i like flag days, they are reallly fun:D
you suck. stop being a pain in the ass and trying to act so normal. you aren't normal, and you are really irritating. don't think you are so accepted by people, because you so AREN'T. that's with a capital A ok. you are pissing all of us off, and i think you will never find people who understand you, because you never let people into your inner circle, and your heart is all about suspicions, and doubt. you never trust any of them. friends, are an indirect translation for mutual trust, and you are not fulfilling it at all.
Monday, January 14, 2008
hello:D
OMG! i am in first aid team for cross country run!! omg. i am like saved? that's so cool. that isn't confirmed because my senior can take anyone out whenefver he wants, depending on our capability and our seriousness. i lack in both. so i should say : I MAYBE no need run:D
i dunno sia. nowadays it seems weird. last friday's cca was a little hot, but i know my juniors are suffering more under the hot sun. i almost had heat stroke then, but because i was too stubborn to drink any water at all. dehydration la. but it was still cool. i actually wasn't close to my juniors at all. like 0 contact you know. cuz i have been ponning for like forever, and suddenly, i realised that my juniors know my name! ok that was weird, but nice too:D
tmr's pe. damn. i think i will die right there you know. but i can't produce mc and no parents' letter either. if not my pe teacher will think i m mentally and physically disabled la. but wad's the point? i will fail sit and reach definitely. i can't sit 90 degrees, no need to talk about stretching, and no more need to talk about reaching the pass mark. walao, then run like siao for wad la. i will fail anyway, and again, teachers will say "no, you are not trying your best, you have to try again.(go for retest, placed simply)" and yeah right. i will humilate myself again. how many people fail sit and reach, i think maybe a few. but ia m CMI one. definitely. LOL.
tomorrow got cca again, i am actually looking forward to it. i am like a little guilty that for 2 years, i wasn't a good senior and i ponned like a lot. i really guess it's time for me to be a right senior for the juniors. but no promises there, i may still pon if i really feel like it:D jkjk
hypocrite!! why apologise, if you don't feel it? so obvious, might as well don't do it. lol?
today maths teacher called keng hwee - kim seng. the rationale? because kim seng technical is the first school he taught at. LOL!!! and he kept making references to choir, because keng hwee is a chorale member la! "you must balance your equations, like if you doon't balance on stage, you will fall off!" ok, how lame can that get?
i guess the time is nearing. but i am still not ready. it hurts to even think about it. if i really execute it, i think i will go emo. but what can i do? people need more than what they are having now. i am not trying to be selfless or anything, but if you were a great friend, i guess you would want your friends to be happy, right? one week to my birthday, and the day for me to let go is looming too. maybe 21 january will be that day.
OMG! i am in first aid team for cross country run!! omg. i am like saved? that's so cool. that isn't confirmed because my senior can take anyone out whenefver he wants, depending on our capability and our seriousness. i lack in both. so i should say : I MAYBE no need run:D
i dunno sia. nowadays it seems weird. last friday's cca was a little hot, but i know my juniors are suffering more under the hot sun. i almost had heat stroke then, but because i was too stubborn to drink any water at all. dehydration la. but it was still cool. i actually wasn't close to my juniors at all. like 0 contact you know. cuz i have been ponning for like forever, and suddenly, i realised that my juniors know my name! ok that was weird, but nice too:D
tmr's pe. damn. i think i will die right there you know. but i can't produce mc and no parents' letter either. if not my pe teacher will think i m mentally and physically disabled la. but wad's the point? i will fail sit and reach definitely. i can't sit 90 degrees, no need to talk about stretching, and no more need to talk about reaching the pass mark. walao, then run like siao for wad la. i will fail anyway, and again, teachers will say "no, you are not trying your best, you have to try again.(go for retest, placed simply)" and yeah right. i will humilate myself again. how many people fail sit and reach, i think maybe a few. but ia m CMI one. definitely. LOL.
tomorrow got cca again, i am actually looking forward to it. i am like a little guilty that for 2 years, i wasn't a good senior and i ponned like a lot. i really guess it's time for me to be a right senior for the juniors. but no promises there, i may still pon if i really feel like it:D jkjk
hypocrite!! why apologise, if you don't feel it? so obvious, might as well don't do it. lol?
today maths teacher called keng hwee - kim seng. the rationale? because kim seng technical is the first school he taught at. LOL!!! and he kept making references to choir, because keng hwee is a chorale member la! "you must balance your equations, like if you doon't balance on stage, you will fall off!" ok, how lame can that get?
i guess the time is nearing. but i am still not ready. it hurts to even think about it. if i really execute it, i think i will go emo. but what can i do? people need more than what they are having now. i am not trying to be selfless or anything, but if you were a great friend, i guess you would want your friends to be happy, right? one week to my birthday, and the day for me to let go is looming too. maybe 21 january will be that day.
Sunday, January 13, 2008
(start of censorship)
hello you bastard. you are a freaking gay(les), shallow, fcuking flirt, and you suck. how about that. spit out more, because one day, someone will spit back. i guarantee you. and this won't be the end.
(end of censorship)
if you don't understand what i meant above, it's alright, because the person i am targetting with is one who don't tag at people blog, and doesn't read people blogs too. so there:D
omg. i am like so dead. geography is one huge and scary subject, and i am not confident i can pass. maths is crazy. i can't keep up with anything, and seeing the gorilla rampaging everywhere seems to make me feel more confused. urgh. chemistry is at least understandable. but bio was alright. i guess i can pass bio now.:D cheers guanlin!
weekends, and i am so sian. i got this ic renewing thing in my mailbox a few days ago, and i realised upon reaching 15, you must go renew you ic if not you will not be accepted as a singaporean.that is crazily serious ok. LOL. qh received it too:D
look at your calendar, do you see the number 21? yes you do, and bear in mind that that day will be fabulous.:D
hello you bastard. you are a freaking gay(les), shallow, fcuking flirt, and you suck. how about that. spit out more, because one day, someone will spit back. i guarantee you. and this won't be the end.
(end of censorship)
if you don't understand what i meant above, it's alright, because the person i am targetting with is one who don't tag at people blog, and doesn't read people blogs too. so there:D
omg. i am like so dead. geography is one huge and scary subject, and i am not confident i can pass. maths is crazy. i can't keep up with anything, and seeing the gorilla rampaging everywhere seems to make me feel more confused. urgh. chemistry is at least understandable. but bio was alright. i guess i can pass bio now.:D cheers guanlin!
weekends, and i am so sian. i got this ic renewing thing in my mailbox a few days ago, and i realised upon reaching 15, you must go renew you ic if not you will not be accepted as a singaporean.that is crazily serious ok. LOL. qh received it too:D
look at your calendar, do you see the number 21? yes you do, and bear in mind that that day will be fabulous.:D
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