Saturday, January 12, 2008

i am so gonna flame!!!(though i don't hate him to the core, but let's do it for fun)
gorilla! and i thought you were hilarious and even cute! eww. please. i am so glad i changed my mind, so i wouldn't be running off to the toilet now.
hello... if 9/10 people in the class doesn't understand the monkey business, why would that be us humans' fault! and stop your outbursts, humans' hearts may not be able to take it. and stop being gay, you are being bisexual. and stop smiling and giggling like a nice ol' lady, because your face makes me want to puke.

LOL. had maths remedial a few days ago. i havent laughed so much in a while LOL! geography was funny ok. geog teacher was being all toot and funny again. what mi(rice) do you eat? LOL!!!

and my maths teacher screamed during remedial at chuye LOL. it was so sudden, i was talking to jasmine, and i lost my mind due to laughing. and i realised that people in 3B must hate him. though i was quite pissed, i laughed when he was being toot. 3B people were frowning when the whole place was about to be shaken with the laughter. he said this:"then we have to... have to... have to...(he was writing on the whiteboard, and suddenly he started walking up the stairs)we have tto.... we have to leave." i mean, diao! we were expecting him to say something like "a + b is c" and he walking up the stairs and finished his mathematical sentence on a nonsensical note. LOL!! and the worst thing is that he doesn't laugh at himself, like whatever he is doing is making sense. lol!!!

chemistry is getting chim again, but i hope i can keep up. but i think i will fail SS soon. our teacher was pissed off cause the class was not responding to her. and she sat on the chair and glared at us. wow. i mean, right, it is our fault la, for being not responsive. but bio lesson was so enthusiastic. answers were shooting out from here and there. let's hope the next SS on friday will not end on such an angry note. this applies to the class and our poor teacher.

biology was quite chim still. maths wasn't making much sense. that refers to the lessons and the teacher too. geography was hilarious. he was so toot. PDP was bearable. morning assembly in class wasn't. our geog teacher is our form teacher, and lol, he sings really, really badly.(no offense, but it is true.) at first i thought it was only me, cuz he was standing right behind and missing the lowest note in the first few lines of the national anthem. i thought he would hate me for shaking with laughter in front of him. but nowdays, like he knew my dilemma of laughing or not, he stood at the front of the class and still, i could hear him missing that note perfectly. darn. but i could manage my laughter a little better, by singing as loud as i could manage without embarrassing myself, and i can drown his singing! there was this once that the song was over, yet he started on another verse then he realised he was wrong. LOL. jiarong may get what i meant by the rice joke.
So anyway here's Beh Minni's quiz:
Name your top 15 friends. Dont read the questions until naming the 15 people - both boys and girls. After you finish this pass it down to 5 people. (First 8 has no order.)
1. Chew Jiarong
2. Jasmine
3. Qian Hui
4. Guan Lin
5. zi Jun
6. Sharon
7. Jia Yi
8. Minni
9. Nobelle
10. Annies
11. Cherie
12. Sharon
13. Yinshan
14. liuqiao
15. Edmund(muahahaha!)


Who's number ten's crush: well. i know of many, and i don't think i should tell...
Have you ever thought of kissing number eight?: i wish that wouldn't happen.
Describe number seven: has a stupid laughter, and laughs when i try not to laugh. tall, lanky, and quite pretty:D
Do you know any of number twelve's family member?: well. at least i know she has a father who takes her home regularly.
Would you ever date number seven?: please. i need to bring chilling pills with me.
What is the deepest secret you know about number one?: muahaha. i know a few, but let's not be sure which is it.
Would you ever be in a relationship with number eleven?: let's hope not. lesbians aren't too popular.
What if number nine & fourteen date?: well. they are have CCA tgt. :D
Did you have a crush on number six?: like i said. lesbian aren't in a la mode
What's your favourite thing about number five?: super concentrated, and is hardworking too. has a frank personality and is a good listener
What's number two's favourite?: lee hom, and maybe RAIN.
What would you do if number ten confesses he/she likes you?: I will freak out. she wanted to hug me, and i got a scar on my leg for that:D
Who's number thirteen going out with?: whoever is it, have a good time:D
When was the last time you spoke to number thirteen?: yesterday morning, when we went school tgt:D
Who's number two favourite band/singer?: lee hom
Who's number one's best friend?: excuse me. what could that be...?
Would you ever date number four?: third time. lesbians aren't in fashion.
Do you ever like number seven as a friend?: yes i would. because she is my friend now.
Will number two and six make a good couple?: i wouldn't dare to imagine
Describe number three: jumpu bouncy, and has nice hair. quite tanned, and jumps around a lot. has a high voice and smiles a lot. quite short(no offense) and has good fashion sense.
What's the funniest thing about number fifteen?: he falls down when we were playing fox and rabbit.
Who's number nine's crush?: hey, i actually know it! *****

The 5 people i choose to do this is - jasmine, qianhui, jiayi, annies,cherie:D these are people who updates:D

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

woots! new blogskin! i like it sia. it's nice:D
but i need some help with html codes, cuz you are reading this ON the picture. quite irritating.
i actually have one thousand stuff to say, but let's narrow it down to a few.

3J rocks!!:D i am glad everyone are like close, and i really like my classmates too:D

PE: damn! it was so tough. thx annies:D everyone were having it tough man. lucky i wasn't fit for PE. ytd, the 2.4 run was stunning. everyone so fast!! darn, i was hoping someone would stay slow for me, so won't so malu la. but everyone's so fit, i am feeling so toot la. fastest girl is like 13 minutes??? slowest oso fast leh. damn!!

maths: LOL. LOL. LOL. the maths teacher rocks. LOL. i can't stop laughing you know. he isn't really intentionally funny, but it was damn funny too. he and his outbursts:D and he called me to draw the graph 2 times in a row, and i got both wrong. LOL. first time i nvr listen to him la, i busy laughing. 2nd time i not concentrating and i dunno how to do because he so... gay? LOL!! i found that word to describe him la! he's very.. gay! lol. i can't imagine being his child la, i will need to take chilling pills everyday. jiayi and yulu laugh at me for laughing la! lol!!

geog: teacher not so funny liao, but i realised that his english very funny!! i think he is better in chinese bah. PDP was funny, because we couldn't understand anything teacher said:D

english: quite alright. nobelle solo for the collage presentation. LOL. so pro la! the others all bai sui at one corner:D

chinese: i nvr thought i would like chinese. she proved me wrong:D ytd, i was the first one to present that stupid presentation la. and i imprompto for no reason can. we can just read from the stupid paper you know. LOL. so paiseh. and teacher praised me la, but because i am the 1st one, so must encourage others to volunteer la. so paiseh!! jasmine was right after me. LOL! and she presented fine:D

chemistry: i dunno. the teacher's slowing down, finally, and it's quite chim stuff. Covalent Bonding.

biology: as usual. i will fail:D

so sian la! i think classes are starting to get stressful lor. but let's cross our fingers that hw won't pile up that fast. sian, and tired:D

good day:P
phyllis

Monday, January 07, 2008

guess what?
i am starting to like my class!:D
not because fellow classmtes tagged on my dead tagboard, but i am finally, finally starting to feel some enthusiasm in it! woots!! 3 cheers for 3J on hold!
today went out to ikea with jasmine qianhui guanlin nobelle jiayi and yulu:D yulu had to leave halfway but still, it was quite a fun lunch we had! we sat at the table, and start eating then we started talking for god knows how long. it's so fun ok. i am so hoping everyday will be this high ya! and jiayi's laughter is hillarious. i nvr heard anything like that in my life. it sounds really, really, really... funny. i think that may b the laugh that will destroy my not-laughing-when-everyone-is-laughing streak. shucks. but she laughs seeing me trying not to laugh, then i will really start laughing. i wonder who will win the "no laughing" competition ya. but it's quite difficult for me to win la. and also, it's gonna be great news if everyone will open up and talk!!:D
fangqi is right, must cherish stuff before they are gone, so must cherish 3J too! though i miss 2L a damn lot, but i guess that's ok. i shall keep my sorrows in my butt:D
today, thx to annies, i fell down and grazed my knee. but i was too lazy to clean the wound ya, because firstly, i can't reach it(because of old injury) and secondly, it's gross and nauseating. thirdly, there wasn't much time for me to do so mah lol! i think i am ok with you know, small small grazes, but mine wasn't too small, but wasn't too big either. it was just a little gross to me la. i bet you must be thinking: why the hell are you in SJAB? well, i dunno, and i definitely know one of my ambitions have to be cancelled off the list - doctor. i wonder if i will vomit if we are dissecting frogs and rabbits you know? it's gonna be so bloody hell disgusting. mayb if i am lucky, the blood will spill on my face, and people will think i am some murderer. well, i am, in some way.
tomorrow got 2.4km run. thx a lot annies, i owe you my life:D i not gonna run. it looks small, but it hurts big time! especially after i bathe. it's stinging! mayb because i forgot to clean the wound la! some first aider yeah. well i ain't active in cca so this is wad i have to deal with. but i think i tmr skip liao la. since got parents' letter. my another new year resolution is not to pon cca so regularly as last time la. so let's try lor. LOL. so ironic.
suddenly, i think i will like my class. and the percentage isn't small too! i mean, thx to fangqi and jiayi who tagged me, i realised my class isn't that bad after all:D thx a lot[:
i think our classmates are like starting to warm up ok, like micole who talked to us, and we actually talked quite a lot, and lots of others :D
bio lesson was a torture. we did microscope. and my slide broke on the stage. OMG. yeah that was what i said. nobelle was shcoked can. can the crashing of the slide was so damn loud i tot our teacher heard it. and he's staring at me. but i think he dunno. i still kind of freaked out yeah. and my drawing wasn't good, i copied nobelle's. well conclusion: microscope aren't for me.i will break the microscopic lens one day la. LOL. i hope that day won't come so soon.
geography wasn't as funny as usual, but it was quite alright la. maths was a little more funny. gorilla rocks, he was damn funny today. got teacher come in and wan to speak to class, but he was busy being high at the other corner of the classroom. not exactly being high, but shouting and shouting and ranting. it was funny. very funny too. i think i will lose the laughing match if i stare at him for half a day:D
chinese was quite... hot? the air con broke down, and it was stuffy too. we are gonna start on a textbook liao la. so sian. at least it isn't the new hairdo woman la. haha
english was... boring. just a little. it was quiet. but it's gonna be fun tmr. we having to make collage:D
chemistry was ok. we haven't really start on anything, but the teacher was a little on the "clever and cannot explain" side. but i hoped i got everything - it was too complicated.
assembly was ok. a little hot, but it was quite nice, commenting on everything there:D
thx to jiarong, i found out this new song - the take over, the break's over. i like the melody, quite catchy:D

i love jane and jily ok. more of jily sometimes:D
phyllis

Saturday, January 05, 2008

sorry for posting twice in one day, but i am seriously out of things to do.
i was reading Stephenie Meyer's fan website's forum, and read about castings. let's put this post as some craze over twilight:D pls ignore me if i sound stupid! i am new to romance novels.

so, edward cullen is cedric diggory in HP 4. ok i wasn't shocked. i knew that a long time ago. but still.....

is he that gorgeous?! damn! edward cullen rocks my world ok, he's hot, beautiful, and definitely not really that... normal? i dunno. some thinks he's drop dead gorgeous, some thinks he's fugly. for me, i dunno. i haven't got to see HP 4 in detail yet, so i am not sure what comments i will make on him. but still, jas said he is gorgeous. so i guess jasmine's definition of gorgeous is quite believable:D i saw some photos of him, and i guess he's ok:)

Kristen Stewart is acting as Bella. oh god. she fits bella nicely. at first i thought she looked ugly, maybe because of the bad photos, but looking at some others got me jumping with joy(ok not jumping la, but bouncing). she looks completely like bella in my head.:D

Whoever's acting as Jacob black would look stupid. Jacob is super big sized, and has lots of hair, then he loses most of it, then he grows some back. this guy must have lots of courage. plus jacob super fast growing speed will make acting very difficult. and jacob half a jerk! but i guess i would look forward to his casting soon too:D

i can't wait for anything ok. Breaking Dawn, twilight movie, and Midnight Sun. i must save up for these stuff, and i am not doing well with it :P

i don't want to go back to school. more of this will get me depressed. missing 2L and trying to understand why i am so irritating and irritable. can't the school put us back where we were? everyone are screaming for that to happen. we can't get to know our new class like this. short changing us with one day of ice breaking, and expecting us to know each other automatically. i really really hope something good will happen, before i burst with anger and grief.
childish, and its stupid too.
last post of my day ok.
it's the weekends.

funny, i didn't blog for like months and months last time, and now i am blogging almost everyday. maybe because i am too sian that i had to find blogging a fun thing to do. maybe not enough hw:D nah. it will pile up sooner or later.

i am a pig. really. my last life must have been a pig which was slaughtered on the wrong date because it looks like its friends. last night, i slept quite early(for me) at around 11 to 12? then guess what time i woke up. 1pm. in the afternoon. that's stupid and scary ok. i was like knocked out for 12 hours. or more than that.

of course, i had dreams, but most of them are forgotten and are quite idiotic to be true. i remembered one: i dreamt that i woke up, and went to the toilet. then i looked into the mirror, and found myself covered in pimples. like a few years ago, when i had a pimple attack. i thought it must have been me in the sun for too long the day before(on that day actually, i was in dreamland at night). so i just lazily called my mother and told her i look hideous. my mother said something, and i kind of freaked out(i wonder why). i woke up on my bed, but i went back to sleep. LOL. by the time i fully woke up, it was like 1pm, and my bro was leaving home for CIP. lol? i went to wash my face, and was surprised that my face was not covered with pimples. it was a sandpaper, but the dream face was like a minefield. i couldn't even see my own facial features. LOL. but it was quite a boring dream, mainly because i wasn't interested if i look hideous or not, because my body size nulifies that plus and intensifies that minus. I call it "a failed attempt by myself to scare myself" dream. lol.

on a emo note...
i really miss 2L. like it's a rock that keeps weighing on me. it's like always ringing out in my head. seeing jasmine, edmund, or even myself reminds me of them. when i hear the teacher call my stupid name, i reminds me of 2L, and i sort of feel sad. i was never really close to everyone in 2L, but my current class is really... unlike 2L, and 2L was(notice the past tense) the class that i could laugh freely in, talk loudly in, or smile at anyone i see. it's really sad everything is over. it's true edmund, "people don't cherish things until it's over". although i used to dislike it, i really, really, really miss how people called me kiamui. it was like the connection that linked 2L to me. half of me wants my current class to warm up, but the other half doesn't. if my current class becomes warmed up, everything there will remind me of 2L. 2L was history, but i don't want 2L to be history. when i see shuyinn, it reminds me of how they used to tease my name. i love 2L, although i wasn't really close with everyone. everyone in 2L were nice, and we were always cheering and laughing. i am not saying the class now is too wadever or anything, but 2L can never be replaced. nothing beats 2L. nothing. give me 2L back. please. i really love 2L.

actually, i lately found some songs nostalgic. i think i am the only one like this, but, whenever i listen to a song when i am doing something, and when the song is played a few years or moments later, it will remind me of whatever i was doing. let's say i was reading pokemon when i listen to... "pokemon theme song", so when i listen to pokemon theme song again, i will think of pokemon comics. ok that is quite wrong, because even listening to pokemon theme song without having to read pokemon already reminds me of it. but there are exeptions, like some songs when i heard it the 1st time, and it reminds me of stuff already. yup. ever had this kind of feeling? yeah, i did.

jane and jily rocks.:D
cheers, phyllis

Friday, January 04, 2008

hello:D

frankly, i am quite sian, and tired. LOL

classes today were two words: too boring. chinese was alright, at least we played a game, and i got to know my stupid and limited knowledge of chinese words. we were playing some chen2 yu3 game, and it is really not bad an interactive game - at least everyone laughed at stuff right? and it's like we were split into 3 grps according to how we sit, and it's really... lol? yeah. it's fun though, and we lost in the end, so we sang the three tigers song to the class. i am glad my voice was insignificant and quiet, because my singing sucks. you can ask anyone i know, and you an get ur answer.

english was... quiet? everyone wwere like quiet. well, there's our stupid pop-culture thing, but i guess it's not too bad.

the only cool and fun lesson was biology today. god, my bio will suck ok. mr chow was like speaking foreign words to me, and it made a little sense. maybe as much as the number of white shirts i have at home. that's very little. nevertheless, we went into this place in the library, and the screen is like 3-D you know. like you go to those cinema where you put on the stupid "sunglasses" and here you go, you get your nice ol' 3-D images on the screen. it was cool ok. really cool. we were given some glasses, and we put em on. it was stunning. i was surprised everyone were studying the words and stuff. i was more interested in the 3-D images. then when mr chow went thru the structure of cells, i was like stunned you know. stunned. because all the words came out were familiar, but it was like those kind of words you see once, and you forget. i should have studied bio at home. LOL.

CCA was harsh. really harsh. everything was like... painful and tiring. that's my muscles ok. those small muscles under the layers of fat. we had to do 50 pumping before the official circuit for PT. that was like for punishment. oh man. i already knew i wouldnt survive the whole thing already. it's obvious right? it's so damn crazily tough and for the 1st and 2nd round, i was already struggling. please. let our PE lesson be nice.
circuit include: pumping(again), jumping jacks, crutches and burpies. the worst one for one wasn't pumping. not yet. it was burpies. my left leg was aching, and screaming in agony. and i think i didn't even do it, though i was trying to do it. everyone were fast, too fast fpor me. i only can blame it on myself for not coming constantly for that. at the middle part, i fell out and it was agony. sitting there and everyone can see you dying and looking pale and dumb on the benches. then i waited for jiarong, and haha, i call my father to fetch me, then i took my bus home myself. he was so pissed. LOL.
oh well, i think everyone will see more of that in future, especially in PE. sorry, but i really am not one for PE. take a look at me, or another if you had, and you get your answer. basketball for me, i will be the ball. running, i will be more of bouncing my way around. jumping, i look like some obscene fellow. i will fail NAPFA. wanna bet? i can't sit 90 degrees for sit and reach. so i confirm fail. it's 200%.
this last part goes to people who thinks i am noisy, too noisy. well i am sorry(no sarcasism intended, really.), and i will try to keep myself in check. i don't plan to all interesting or whatever, so don't hate me because of nothing, because we are c-------. really. sorry. it's a new yer, and people gets a new chance in life, don't we?

see you:D

Thursday, January 03, 2008

2ND DAY OF SCHOOL IS OVER AND THIS IS WRITTEN...

ok i know this opening sounds a little different from usual, but i at least wanted to start with sth new in exchange for one year of my life:D it sounds a little stupid to me, but let's have fun, shall we?
i'm really glad that i got to know some of my class mates now, though there are like many others i haven't got to talk to... i do hope my next post will be full of love for my class:D

1st day was a little boring at first, because all of us are not accquianted we had a few ice-breaking games, but i guess the ice was a little too solid for it, partially because we were uncomfortable with each other still and everyone had their classmates. one game that got us talking a little was a blanket game, when we were to stand on the blanket, and get the blanket turned over, with our feet not landing on the ground. luckily, eve and i played that last year during Basic camp, and i actually forgot the method for it. it was eve's piece of work when all of finished! we were faster than the other team(luckily) although we had to redo a few times for cheating. at least that started some talk in us, and we were a little more warmed up when we left for 3A.
so during the tower game (around... 12pm?) while our chairpeople were building the tower, and we were like... stoning, we were still quiet...? then we were thinking of a cheer. because the station master was needing us to cheer, with a good one, and lod too. the volume can wait a little but we needed the cheer in the 1st place! Nobel was awesome, she thought one rap sentence out in a split second, and it rhymes, and it sounds cool, and it matches our image!!:D nice job nobel

part of the thanks has to go to guan lin ok, for her ideas for the name of the class:D she had really cool names, but unacceptable ones, of course LOL. some incuded jia ba bo si zor (eat finish nothing to do), and some others that shouldn't be mentioned. LOL ok. so... we suddenly thought of it: ju-niangs (juniors) it sounds really really cool, but it's unique too! i think whoever thought of that must have hell of a brain man!! jas and i were laughing, because the names were getting funnier, stupider, and more brainless by the minute. we were saying Jay, Jolin, Jumbo? suddenly my diciontary for J words became limited lol!!! everyone were laughing along sometimes, and sometimes there were nice laughs here and there. but the name isn't set yet la, let's leave it to the welfare reps to handle it:D

one of the best ice-breaking games was the fox and rabbit game. it was really cool ok! we were laughing running around like maiacs, and jumping around, while it was still fun! edmund fell when we were going to catch him(or rather me, and another person LOL) it was so hilarious, because it was the usual unintentinal funny stuff he does. it does remind me of 2L a little, and it got me nostagic all of a sudden. it was fun, and we were sad it had to end.

2nd day:

OMG. shucks. i realised something. my form teachers are hilarious, and funny!!! LOL
at first i went into the classroom, it was a little quiet. too quiet actually, for a class. it got me a little uncomfortable in there, so i went out for a walk, came back in, tallked a bit, then went out again i do hope all of us will get to know each other...
our form teachers taught us geog and maths. my maths teacher wasn't really intentionally funny i guess, but his actions were cute, funny, and it was on the dumb dumb side la!! so funny! i couldn't stop laughing ok!! (for mor info, confront jas:D) we had hw, and i am sure it was only the start of the hw dumping.

geography was much better ok, and worse at the same time. the teacher was.... hilarious. that's the only word i can use. he described birth rate all the way to his dog getting a heart attack. it's really funny, and when he smiles, his wrinkles crumple tgt, and it's a grin(more of that). to make things worse, i was sitting in the front row, and i was dying of laughter ok. (for more info, ask jr, jas or guan lin.:D) his actions were unintentionally funny too, and i was scriubbling hard on my geog journal to make myself to stop laughing, which i actually succeded in. LOL!!!! i was wondering what would happen on wednesday, when both of my form teachers were in for PDP. i wonder if i need to bring calming pills or sth. i can't imagine myself. no way. and class assembly was a torture for me, who can't help but to keep laughing. i do hope he stands somewhere else, so i won't be affected that badly. :P

all in all, we still ain't warmed up, and i bet my money this month that the ice-breaking days for us have to increase, like hell. at least 3 days i tell you. 6/7 of the classes are not warmed up and the others don't know each other yet! LOL! and those sec 3s in the last years have a week for warm up you know. what the! not fair! i hope we could la. now it's awkward can. moe ice-breaking games will work a lot. LOT. i do hope my class will warm up to each toher, and we can be closer to each other:D i think and hope i will like my class. :)

see you around
phyllis

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

It's finally Year 2008, officially! Though i must say my 2007 year was pleasant, and fun, but we cannot dwell in the past! (stupid philosophy) and i fell ill on 1st day of the year!!! what a time. running nose, blocked nose, sneezing like a thousand times one day!!! damn. and my leg hurts whenever i sneeze. it's doulbe hell for me ok.

I am in CLASS 3J! with jas and edmund:D not forgetting some people who had luckily known in the past 2 years:) like jie le!

I think i shall announce my new resolutions here:

1. to be happy (though i am now)
2. to be less emotional on some fields... (secret)
3. let's work hard for gd results? i am aiming for As and Bs and that good enough
4. get to know my new class (hopefully) and keep in contact with ex-2L'ers
5. to be less distracted when doing stuff
6. getting jasmine a hot guy!! ok that was a joke. keep in cloe touch with the clique, especially you:D
7. be more active in CCA (i ponned too much)

and here, i'll thank all those who helped me, listened to me, talked to me, and specifically...

JIARONG: although i hate to be this mushy, but you have been a really, really great friend to me. although we don't touch on touchy subjects much, but we don't have secrets between (at least i don't think i do) and youu have made me smile continuously for this 2 years. I really cherished you, and i am sure you do too! although we will end up different classes next year, am sure we will keep in contact, won't we? Never feel down, or feel divalued(i forgot how to spell), because there is always someone there who looks for someone like you, happy, joky, and deep. one example is me:D

JASMINE: Howdy, girl:D thx for taking 166 with me for these 2 years, and i am deeply sorry about things that happened 2 years ago. Time flies, and we are stuck tgt for another 2 years! WOW! who knows what will happen in these 2 years to come, but i am sure it will be pleasant, with you around:D thx for being sensitive, and thx for being there for the next two years to come:)

QIANHUI: hello, my little girl! Had a great time in hongkong i see! glad that you are still happy:D i am really glad i met you, and i think i had some similarities with you! of course, that may be because we're both aquarius:D but still, always smile, because someone out there wants to see that more than you do:P always be this active all right, without kiamui, i am sure you will still be this ACTIVE!!

ZIJUN: had a great year? though i knew you for the least amount of time, i am sure i have gotten closer to you in these mere few months. in fact, closer than i would be with anyone for that same amount of time. cherish your dreams, and work on them! you will always be that mature, serious and cute girl to me><

i love my class, and i love my clique too. but there are regrets and pain in between, but i hope i can get through them in years to come. i have no confidence in overcoming them, so they ain't in my resolutions. friends forever my dear pals, and i am sorry for some things i inflicted on you individually. this is bad, i am getting so damn mushy.:D live life well, my friends, and i love you all.


this is to one person i knew, and i really mean it. sorry, for inflicting the worst pain i have ever imagined to you. i am an indecisive person, and i can never be forgiven for what i have done. you can roll your eyes and call me hypocrite all you want, but i sincerely hope that the scars will fade, and you will be happy, despite my unforgiven acts. being a friend to you was a fiasco, and i brought more pain to you than happiness. don't blame the others, because if you look behind the scenes, you may just see me being the the most horrifying of all. mushy again, but it's true.

Damn! it's too emo over here, but i hope my resolutions will work ya. TWILIGHT ROCKS! sharon and i are going quite crazy over it, though it's most of me. EDWARD CULLEN ROCKS! and i told you, i won't be calming down over him for some time, cuz it's my first romance novel!! JACOB BLACK kind of rocks, but i hate him a little too. BELLA sucks. indecisive, just like me.

i did a lot of personality quizzes lately, and i was thinking it would kind of help me in controlling my emotions. it does, a little. but not too much. but at least i know my self a little better:D it's really fun sometimes, i spent a little while trying to make assumptive situations, and it kind of works! i went to tickle to try it out, and i liked it! being stuck at home isn't really THAT bad anymore, with my ancient com bugging the ass out of me sometimes. i think my com may be as old as me already, i not too sure :D

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

HELLO!
I realised i haven't been updating, so sorry, but i am updating now:D
It's christmas!
MERRY CHRISTMAS, AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

I am actually quite tuned up to see the class list thing up, but it's going so slow, my anticipation kind of went down again! lol. there are actually only a few people taking bio chem geog, so i kind of know who will i land up with. but again, let's cross our fingers to see that! i am hoping to get into same class as jas, and i think we are, and i wish we will. haha(:
Currently, with nothing much to crave over, cuz i am stuck at home almost everyday, seeing my parents every second, doing nothing but doodling ("studying" when my parents are near) and picking on my bro, and getting picked......

i am reading the TWILIGHT SERIES!! woots!! <3>

Edward Cullen rocks my world ok!! I guess he is one dream guy every girl is craving for, but it's really cool to have a vampire loving a human you know! i am kind of into supernatural things, but Edward Cullen could just be the only reason why i am chasing twilight now!

ok end of craze haha!

Holidays officially sucks for me. really. i have to be stuck at home, WINDOW-shopping, pretending to study if i can get a chance to touch the keyboard, and worst of all, realising how much i hate it.. the "it" here isn't being stuck at home, but something else. i can't believe it, i actually survive this period of time, and i am about to suffer more. I can't stand shopping, because we walk a mile, and buy nothing at all! what's the point in that?! It's really frustating. I can't stand it much longer, but the others can't go out that much, so i gotta be stuck at home. I am hoping something else will come out to dazzle me(like edward cullens? ^^) and save me from this irritating place!! and i actually lost track of time, going through the same thing everyday!

Phew, it was a nice "shouting" of words, and let's hope i can borrow eclipse soon!

I am actually a little hoping the class next year will turn out really great! sec 3 life seems interesting to me:D

bye! phyllis

Friday, December 14, 2007

this is my 100th post!
in memory of my blog, i shall tell...... A JOKE!

[please note of some bad *words* used]
once upon a time, ah mad is burnt to death in his house.

He was burnt so badly, no one could see his face.
Thus the police man ahkong decided to call ahmad's friends to identify, since ahmad has no relatives(sad...)
so ahyo & ahdeh comes to the corpse and ahyo starts first.

ahyo: hey sir can turn this guy around?
ahkong: oh.. ok.

ahkong did as he is told and he turn the corpse around (though he wonders why did ahmad ask him to do that)

Ahyo: heng ah! this no ahmad!

ahkong was surprised, but he didn't question further.
to his surprise, ahdeh did the same thing ahyo did! he couldn't help it anymore! and he asked

ahkong: how did u know it is not ahmad?
ahyo&deh: well.... cause he has 2 assholes!
ahkong: WHAT!! is this true?! how do u know?
ahyo&deh: the whole village knows that! everytime when we 3 go out, whoever sees us will say "here comes ahmad with the 2 assholes!"
[end of censorship]

LOL i love this joke! and anyway, thnks to jiarong, i have decided to start reading the new topseller - twilight! i find it nice too anyway, like a cool cover and some nice ol' storyline! i like vampires and supernatural stuff (not too scary though) so i guess i will like it!
i will buy it next week, when i go popular!:)

i realised! holidays are damn boring!!! ah... that's so frustating!! so i decided to go read books(novels in fact) to pass time. but diao, i have to study!! omg.. who actually studies during the holidays??? and i was planning to go all out going out with friends la!!

but nvr mind, haha

see you
phyllis

Monday, November 12, 2007

this is really fun, i found this in some blog site haha! try this out too:D
Your Boy Side
[] You love hoodies (dunno what the hell it is)
[x] You love jeans.
[x] Dogs are better than cats. (got influenced by a cat-hater:D)
[ ] It's hilarious when people get hurt (nope, i laugh when they get tricked:D)
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.(PE time haha)
[x] Shopping is torture. (YES. I hate shopping a trillion million zillion times)
[ ] Sad movies suck. (no they don't, i ain't unfeeling)
[ ] You own an X-Box. (hoping for one though)
[x] Played with Hot Wheels cars as a kid. (yeah, my bro's stuff)
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.(i will get on fire 1st, with more oil)
[x] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega. (got PS2 but no DS nor sega)
[x] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers. (haha small children love PR and POKEMON)
[x] You watch sports on TV.(on the contrary, i do:D)
[] Gory movies are cool. (i ain't no sadist [to that extent that is])
[ ] You go to your dad for advice. (i go to no one for advice)
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.(my dad does)
[ ] You like going to football games.(no way, it's hot, stinky, and there's no beer to go with it!)
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.(never haha)
[x] Baggy pants are cool to wear.(hmm i dun mind:D)
[x] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people. (yeah, but chalet isn't a problem)
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.(red rocks:D)
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.(that's when i am super hyper:D)
[ ] Sports are fun.(no way, unless i m the ball:P)
[x] Talk with food in your mouth. (well, friends are laughing reading this)
[ ] Wear boxers.(... ... right)
Total = 13 (gosh)
Your Girl Side
[ ] You wear lip gloss.(i hate accessaries)
[ ] You love to shop. (contradicting. i hate shopping)
[ ] You wear eyeliner.(no makeup. i look like a baboon backside)
[ ] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.(well, no, but same colour:D)
[x] You wear the color pink.(once, and i never wore it again)
[ ] Go to your mom for advice.(i go to no one)
[x] You consider cheerleading a sport.(hmm, i enjoy it but i ain't cut out for it)
[x] You hate wearing the color black.(says who?)
[ ] You like hanging out at the mall.(NO.)
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.(what's that?)
[ ] You like wearing jewelry.(no. i keep them in my mother's safety box)
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.(NO. i hate skirts)
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies. (how many times must you ask this?)
[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars. (i didn't watch it, but i like the plot)
[x] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.(gym in sec sch is complusory...)
[ ] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories.(nope, it takes a quarter)
[ ] You smile a lot more than you should.(duh, smiling is the best facelift for a gory idiot)
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.(nope, my dad does)
[] You care about what you look like.(i wear same stuff, eat more stuff, so who says?)
[] You like wearing dresses when you can.(only wore it once in my life, in pri 2)
[] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.(they smell terrible, for some)
[x] You wear girl underwear.(OBVIOUSLY. if not what? wear nothing?)
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid.(ok... i did.)
[x] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.(eh.. for my mom?)
[] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored(no. i take others:P)
Total points for girls: 7
Gender: more towards boy (shucks, what's going on to my world?)

haha! i am really glad that my dad booked the ticket to hongkong! i mean, it's the first time i am going to such a country! my next target: new zealand!

Saturday, November 03, 2007

hellO!!!!
i finally got thru! i was think9ing someone hacked my blogger account or sth, but in the end i realised i kept signing in with my hotmail account that i couldn't get in:D haha
school holidays are here! that also means the end of my 2L journey...
i really can't believe my eyes, time just flew like some kind of arrow and i couldn't even get any time to look behind..
on the last day of holidays, Yijin and junhao showed their respective videos and i was on the verge of tears after watching em, but wad really made me cry was mdm tia's words though it seemed nothing. i felt quite bad for being such a lazy , dumb and careless student, not because of my results, but because of my teachers:( sounds too guai to be true right? lol
however after mdm tia's words, i couldn't stop crying already, remembering about the days before in 2L seems like a flash and although i was only a very small person in 2L(mentally) but i still love 2L!
and haha, my mother dropped the broom downstairs:D so i have to go retrieve it lol. well, i will end it here, and finally, i love you 2L!!:D

Friday, August 10, 2007

hello!
Like what my previous post said, i injured my left leg REAL badly and on wednesday, when i sit down, i have to have a SUPER good posture, in the sense of a straight back, if not my left leg will start hurting again.
and i realised, when i sit for too long(>3 hours?) when i stand up, i can't straighten my back cuz my left leg is used to that posture.so i have to walk like liang popo. LOL
Well, no one reads this blog. Thus, i pronounce this blog DEAD
on wednesday, we had national cum sport day. i much rather have a longer period for national day!! last year's national day was so fun! aww. sports day was fun too though, as audience :P
Pegasus got SECOND! omfg. this is like so cool! brian ran DAMN fast! it's like, he was the 1st one to run the 100m race, and he was like so fast, faster than the second one by 3 metres?! i at first thought it was some nice sec 3 - 4 guy, but no, it is brian! darn it, if i could run like him, on another note, cuz even walk properly ;D
Well, we lost to unicorn once again, but at least we ain't the last few anymore. hope next year our sports day results will turn out much better! :D
yesterday, it was national day! cool! happy 42th birthday singapore! i woke up at like 9am, because of that stupid pain(cuz i turned onto my sides) on my leg. then we went for lunch then we shopped. wtfh! i hate shopping, especially with a painful leg. but no, my parents had to drag me out. urgh! but nvr mind, it's not like i have nvr been forced to go to the shopping center.
then at 7~pm our car passed by the national day parade and i was really hoping to be at home watching it ): i am sorry fellow choir friends.
then we went home at 8? and i realised we had gone out for like, 11 hours. urgh.
today was really great!!! for brunch we went to this japanese restuarant at the top level of UE square! it is EAT ALL U CAN buffet! omfg. super uber cool. we ate so much , so much!! tempura rocks! love it. then we went shopping again. urgh. why shopping, and for 2 days? right. that's stupid.
i am so gonna fail maths. if i don't fail, i will definitely.... pass. lol. that's stupid too.
adios pals,
phyllis.
p.s. i love donald duck& mickey

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

hello! lol.
today i didn't go school, cuz of my stupid FAT LEG! when i woke up in he morning my left leg was hurting so badly till i was groaning and i couldn't even walk without feeling that stupid intense pain. wth! then my mother told me not to go school, then i was like "i will TRY to go" but in the end still cannot go. -.-lll
hurts like a piece of ugly shit! then my parents took half day off and took me limpng to the doctor then the doctor, who is my mother's friend, pressed onto the hurting part and i "OUCH!!!" very badly. urgh. then he gave me 2 weeks excuse from exercises. SHIT. means no swimming as well. ah-dei.... (aiyo's opposite version)
then he kept speaking in chim chinese, then he cracked a supposedly funny joke bt his face looked so straight, and my mother was laughing like crap so i kind of couldn't get the joke and replied with a "haha.. huh?" lol then he said to my mother "ni de nv er hen dan chun leh" then i laughed very fakely. lol
He diagnosed that i have a torn muscle. it sounds very minor, so i am quite sure he is wrong, because my leg hurts like crap. but i can't go up to his face and say "uncle, your diagnosis is wrong" right, so i just kept silent.
then i went home and my parents go for work. then i was stuck at home with nothing but a painful left leg. LOL. i spent the day sitting at my desk (which was where i sat since i came back) and started doodling. then the telephone rang in the living room. i was like limping there and the telephone was ringing for the 5 - 6 time. then i picked it up and the voice said "is this seah kia mui?" i was like a little irritated cuz i hate my name lol>< then she ask me why i nvr go school so i was stuttering for some reason.
urgh. i hate NOT going to school, it's so boring at home, so stupid, so dumb. i much rather break the other leg and come to school. sigh.

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Hello! blogging again. i can't on my msn for some reason, so i just blog over here. (:
Today's a boring day, though it's with a lot of outside activites.
1st lesson: Lang arts
i mean, what can i say? Now we are studying Macbeth, i must say it's more fun and easy to comprehend.. yeah. i hope there will be another macbeth play like last year. haha
2nd lesson: PE
with a painful left leg, wad else can i say? tiring nevertheless. i only ran around... 4 rounds? we dun run continuously, but because of like maybe "losing" then we have to run 1 round or so. yeah. quite fun. jiarong jumps far ;D
3rd lesson: CID
stayed in com lab and research stuff.. gossiping a little as well. :P
we found some new stuff, and i found a new website: http://gahooyoogle.com.sg
it's google and yahoo added together! :D
4th lesson: Homeconomics
fun as usual, cuz i kind of like cooking =D but i was late for like 20 minutes? and mrs chew wanted our CID clusters.. oh man. ):
we made MUFFINS! very nice to eat okay! joanna, jasmine, jiarong, junming liked it! (omg! all Js!) hahaha! i took one and i fell in love with the muffins immediately!
Science:
we learnt about sodium and water! haha. chemistry is quite fun actually!
CCA:
quite unhappy throughtout the whole thing.. but it was the same as usual ::_::
muahaha. i blogged.
adios
me

Sunday, July 29, 2007

Hello! Here i am, going to blog!
on wednesday, we had heritage day! It was actually quite boring, considering that we went back halfway through the thing. there was beach cleaning after that, i was in the same group as xiaoxu, glennis, si zheng and felix. We were walking on rocks then sizheng slipped on his ass. LOL.
Oh yeah. i decided to forget all past grudges. I mean, if i were to hate more, that person will hate me then like chinese say," yuanyuan xiang bao he shi liao?" yeah. That person may be bad to me and her, but i will just forget it and go on with life. (:
friday: CCA!
i was i/c shiwei came back(: but he didn't do anything. jiarong saw me standing at attention cuz we were falling in outside of music room(contradicting). then she laugh and kept looking back and laughing. GOSH. i almost laughed too. wonder how i looked like. definitely pathetic. LOL. We had first aid for the whole day cuz it was raining. then we learnt to bandage. -.-
tmr have swimming! last week i couldn't go cuz got things... yeah.
Just now, i was looking thru some chat logs and realised how idiotic i was.. oso, i saw some stuff that made my blood boil. after looking thru, i decided to delete all of them!(:
yeahso
adios
phyllis(:

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

WOW!
had swimming lessons ytd, then i realised that:
- i am cramp-prone(my left leg lAH)
-I have a slightly dislocated left hand joint(cracks when i move it)
- very tiring
-i suck in swimming suit lol

haha! today very chum.. LOL.

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

haha blogging now! (:
Decided to start mugging, when i start feeling like it. too bad, i haven't got that feeling. so at 9.15pm, i haven't touch my physics stuff. lol!
tmr got physics, think i gonna fail sooner or later. :P
today went to grand stand, then found out a lot of stuff, then say ghost stories, which i absolutely HATE, then went home. lol
house meeting was like ... unenthu all these, but nvr mind, not like we always care right?
Urgh! teacher pressing on us for CIP stuff, and we really are trying!! ): not like we could help it! but we could have started sooner, my bad. -.-

school reopened quite long time ago, but still nothing much to say. starting to lose sleep for no reason, mostly because of my brother chattering and chattering at night for no reason. LOL.

oh ya, didn't get into foot drill com, not too sad lah, i ponned quite a lot, and i really dun think i wan to go either lol. plus my foot drill really sucks. Plus my mother dun wan me go, so lol.
Some people are treatin the 3 of us like ABSOLUTE trash!! wtf! ya right hor, go up and wait for 15 minutes before finding out you have totally forgotten about us. thnks a DAMN lot. so wad if we 3 aren't like so elite? we are still part of the gang!! throwing us away like litter and making us do those idiotic things, just because we are not the people there? c'mon lah, get a life!! you wan to tell us to be ok and improve, try again. you just ain't sincere enough. for the sake of the people, go take some shit and stuff em into your mouth. thnks a lot.

And ya hor, thinking that we treated you people so nicely, waddcha do? stuff some shit into our mouth and give us a fart? this is the last straw already. so go get those shit and stuff em back into ur a**hole. don't give me that sickening face ok, go look into the mirror, and dun be sad if the mirror laughs. especially her. what did she do? she is like trying to treat you people like a real buddy, and you people give her all those dumb things back. even if you people hate me, fine. but her? she is trying to help. why can't all of us just stay tgt and get all those suspicions out of our freaking minds?

Enough of emo-ing lol! ok bye. i will update someday!

Saturday, June 23, 2007

haha sry, i accidentally deleted the previous one, but it's so long time ago le!
haha let's talk about.... CLASS OUTING
the night before jr and i were like chionging the plans for class outing, but in the end, we didn't use it haha! how dumb!
i reached harbourfront mrt at like 8.30am, and i waited until 8.50am when cyn finally came. i was like rotting over there.
then we went to interchange and met up with jr qh weichen junhao weihao jiahao...
then we go have breakfast, not really breakfast lah can. it's like we onyl went to lpong john silver then all of us sat at one table (long one) then we all had french toasts. rock the hell man! xD then minni zijun shuyinn came along then we left cuz when all our toasts came it is like 9.55am then we supposed to meet everyone at 10am. urgh. i only took 1 toast but still i not hungry so nvr mind. then we go food republic there and met moeka, felicia venus and bought the tickets blah...
felix was late then he no hp (or rather he nvr use) then we couldb't wait so we went on the monorail 1st. monorail very nice, like lrt liddat. jr shuyinn and i sat on the floor haha!then we very noisy so we quietened down. Sentosa, we were coming -.-
then we finally reached the destination: Siloso beach station! then we got down (obviously) then we go put down our bags blah. then we play with the water for a while then jr junhao and i decided to go get a beachball or volleyball then we can go play beach volleyball. at first we play cuz all of us dunno how to play but junhao then quite sian diao haha. then finally i could serve and play a lil bit and shuyinn is really pro. not forgetting weihao with the cheap shot! he go up to the net and hit so softly the ball tumbles to the other side. impossible to catch haha.
after playing for some time, felix finally came, in long jeans and tee shirt. wth! we at beach leh, not chalet! then he say he sick so wear liddat, but who cares. then we go play play play then qh cyn joined us then play.......
oh ya sth really disgusting happened: felix suddenly walks up to the net(opposite to me) then i was like saying "what u wan, wan to fight izzit?" then he "pui!" he "shot" sth into the sand in front of me. i was like staring at it, then he say "it's a sweet" wtf! then i buried it under the sand like lame lah. haha.
then we play quite long then we go play luge. cuz i bought tickets for venus and felicia then we play then i saw venus and felicia already bought tickets liao haha. then the other went up on the skyway thing already left qh weihao and me then we took it up, very shiok! haha. then we took the luge down. weihao and shuyinn are like damn lame!! they drive so slowly like toy train liddat haha. then jr and qh and i went up again cuz it's like darn fun. then we play liao, i was about to use the left tickets then i gave em away haha.
then we go play with the seawater very veryvery salty. urgh then we decided to swim to the neighbouring island then we swim halfway, the water was at first very cool, then it suddenly became veryvery warm, like there is sth down there!!! walao damn scary can!! qh hurt her foot so cannot play, sigh.
then we go ride bike: jr and i. the others go play beach volleyball. then i 1st time ride bike, got asome injuries i realised then i went home. hah

then i completed KH2!! i know it's noob but i am very happy with it! jimmy's journal completion is like 95% can! woots! wow. it rocks. then i am like so happy! but didn't get to watch secret ending, so sad. haha. then i watched it in youtube. very nice! (:

holiday was boring, w/o anything to do. haha. friday had cca, but i stay overnight at my aunt there, so couldn't go. sorry. then sat morning need to go aunt place again, then had to go with my dad to see aquariums... lol.

my dad suddenly started to go crazy over fishes. i mean, i am happy that there will be new living things at home, but i rather a hamster or sth i can touch. fishes are like... boring lol. but still, the house will liven up by a lot. (: