"Even like this, the two of us came from faraway

We can’t return to your smile

From when you were young back then anymore
I love the world in which you laugh

And I want to be by your side, just that

With pains that I started to forget in my chest."

- Yume No Tsubasa, Yui Makino & Miyu Irino

Sports day was kind of cool actually, though i tot it would be nicer if i had the chance to sit with people i know -.-
in the end i was stuck at the stairs, sitting with unknown people, so i didn't dare to really cheer and stuff like that :( hahaha! but in the end for some weird unknown reason brian ended up sitting near me, so i cheered a little more! omg pegasus is like seriously good, but we got thrashed -.-

it looks like some things never change

"And so I'm sailing through the sea

To an island where we'll meet

You'll hear the music fill the air

I'll put a flower in your hair."

- Lucky, Jason Mraz featuring Colbie Caillat

Today, we had well, a farewell party to mr CHUA TUNG KIAN!

the card was woah, lots of hard work put in (though i didn't really do A LOT) then i seriously love it lor.. though i ruined it about 4 times today with my bare hands HAHA!

ytd we went to harbourfront to buy the board for the card, then i almost walked off on my own can cuz i tot siyi and jas weren't around -.-

then we went mac, and i was moneyless! i only had what, 10 cents in my wallet?!

so jasmine lend me a dollar and i used ez-link card HAHA!

then we discussed how to do it, like what to write and we decided on his famous quotes then we started brainstorming, and in the end the whole paper was filled with his quotes! LOL, it shows that we listen in his class!!

then today, siyi bought a cake! :D chocolate somemore, my favourite

i like the traffic light actually! okay, i don't have photos

then i brought glitters tubes, and it's pretty nice

but thanks to siyi and jasmine and a little of chuye, i became a disco ball of the day -.-

then i went toilet, and siyi & jas go find mr chua and tell him i fainted in class

then they reached class, and i wasnt there somemore!! LOL! then we sang a late birthday song, then made him cut the cake and stuff like that

it was then i realised i will miss ctk like mad

like seriously, he has been an influential teacher, and i have been like boasting that he was my teacher and stuff like that because he teaches so well

it has only been 8 months or so knowing him, but it seems so short now, and i really feel sad that we won't get him for chem anymore ):

I'm blogging in com lab now! :d
HAHA. ytd i was supposed to read thru sjab stuff, instead i spent my time watching funny videos! HAHA. i laughed my ass off at this video - ken lee LOL! okay-.-
today was rather saddening. i miss mr chng! wish he will get better though. he's the cutest teacher i have met okay! (:
mr chua oso, he was a really great teacher. thanks to him, my chemistry results failed me less times. ><
i will miss miss tan too, although we spent quite a short time tgt...
i miss the teachers! ):

oh yeah, class tee. i am so sorry, i lost the thing!! but siyi has the photos in her blog, so you can just look, and frown if you want to!! http://slacking-angel.blogspot.com

"Take my hand, take a breath

Pull me close and take one step

Keep your eyes locked on mine,

And let the music be your guide."

- High School Musical 3, Can I have this dance with you

OMG. High school musical 3 is just awesome!

the plot is like just prom, as expected, but i love the troy x gabriella moments, you can seriously see the happiness and chemistry the two have (:

i was kind of hyper because they screeened the Twilight trailer, and i completely went bonkers on my seat, squeezing qianhui's hand like LOL. then i was kind of the mood finally, then i went "OOOOOO" beside qianhui LOL!

omg it's so nice to get back tgt(:

LOL. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_RgL2MKfWTo is funny funny funny!!

"I'm better off without you

More than you

More than you know

I'm slowly getting closure

I guess it's really over

I'm finally getting better

And now I'm picking up the pieces

I'm spending all of these years

Putting my heart back together

'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through

I got over you."

- Over you, Daughtry

Gosh. got back quite a few results today...

Chinese Paper 2: 72.5/110 65% B3

Math: i forgot.. LOL but i know i passed by just a lil C6

Chemistry: 82% A1

Biology: 71.1% A2

Geography: 70% A2

okay i guess so far, it's really going well, but i didn't dare to tell my mom my chinese marks. in the end because i went out with nobelle, then i was kind of late, so my mom was angry, so i tried using my marks to pacify her =.=

in the end she was alright, but she started saying my chinese is bad for a billingual student and all that. oh, seriously, when did i ever say my chinese was best in the universe? it's only her wishful thinking la!

today i almost burst my vessels like seriously a few times. luckily i don't have High Blood Pressure, if not i already kana thrombosis like a million years ago-.-

i'm just going away i guess. by the time i look back, i hope i'm totally detached(:

I'm damn scared of SS and LA, and i still don't have them like shit it la -.-

if you never want me as a friend, just say it. i can leave like anytime.

I'm praying for a B. A B4, and i'm happy to jump around... please LA people, gimme some marks!!

sometimes, it sucks if you realise how much others mean to you. Especially when you plan to leave them.

Someone once said that change appears in each and every one of our life. Either you change with it, or you get lost behind the eyes.

I have no idea, frankly. i never thought change was anything scary, or even hurtful.

watching this new anime: shugo chara allowed me to embrace myself more. let's just say we aren't whoever we are now. we are only made up of multiple personality. For example, i can be high, i can b so low, it's touching my foot, or even feeling just normal. it's all just building up into a single personality we have in future:)

i don't think change can be this rapid. but once it happened, you wonder to yourself how it happened:S

i dun want to care anymore, it changes nothing. i rather close my eyes, and take off a different route.

AUDIIIIIIIIIIIIIII. :d

"I don't know

I don't know

where to search for answers

In a world that isn't fair

Will I find my strength

And discover who I really am

Or retreat and pretend that I don't care."

American Mall, Clear

exams are like, finally over HAHA. i can't stand the mugging period, all for one PSP which is impossible now.. Darn!

friday went to PC bunk with nobelle, sheena and kenghwee hehe. it was actually kind of fun, the way there and playing. i didn't really play, so i kind of wasted nobelle's money because i was kind of getting used to playing audi (paiseh nob!)

sheena is super nice(: i almost forgot her name, and i tot she's called Nana. HAHA. She's funny too :D

kh was so suany =.= but he's fun too!

the internet cafe wasn't really what i expected (ok stereotype me) i dunno, i thought it would be really wild, like people shouting at the top of their voices and stuff... but in the end it wasnt' really bad, maybe because we went there in the morning right after exams..

i only had 10 dollars cuz i chose to tag along at the end, so i spent the money on buying a stupid shirt HAHA. i owe sheena 2 dollars! i could have bought a $9.90 shirt, but seriously, i can't walk around with a shirt with ITALY or ENGLAND written on it, right!? so in the end i bought the second cheapest shirt- 12 dollars

on sat went out, and had a good time, though walking at orchard really kills my legs

lots of buskers and "performers" i think they were entertaining, but apparently it doesn't reflect well on singapore, like we are some circus? but seriously those buskers are earning money by the notes, just look at their plates! okay the plates=where we put money. there was one old uncle who was using seriously huge beads as a hula hoop.. and that's seriously just pro. pro. pro. and his plate is full of notes, not only 2 dollars i even saw 10 dollars. woah, in just one saturday that plate could give him at least 50 dollars? then had some emo talk, and i feel i lost myself again. (gotta find it back asap)

"Life sucks, then you die.

Yeah, I wished I was so lucky."

-Jacob Black, Breaking Dawn, epilogue

Examinations. YAWN. i'm like, half slacking half mugging. i wish i can score well, but i really don't think i will!!! :(

chinese was eh, ok. i dunno what else to say.

maths was eh, overkill?

english was not bad, but i never know if i fail it in the end or not:(

chemistry was pretty easy, but i kana mind block, so it isn't that great after all

80 words

Speed test

"How many successful people listen to their music when they are eating?"

"Dad, you are just so damn stereotype."

"It's so easy to get lost inside

a problem that seems so big at the time

it's like a river thats so wide

it swallows you whole

While you sit around thinking about what you can't change

and worrying about all the wrong things

time's flying by

moving so fast

you better make it count 'cause you can't get it back"

- Carrie Underwood, So small

Oh damn alamak. My bill is out. It's just 10 dollars extra actually. but i'm not as rich as anyone else... -.- i don't care the next time, i will be changing plan to starhub unlimited sms. :D

HCL paper 1: i duno, i wrote my heart out, and i hope i won't flunk it. There are loopholes in the content though, i hope the teacher didn't take enough coffee when marking my paper :)

SS paper 1: oh well. i flunked the first question, and hopefully the thinking questions can pull me back into the right track. only could write my heart out for the thinking questions, since i was mind-blocked for the 1st question. oh damn! my dream of an A is ruined. bye, PSP.

tomorrow: maths paper 1 and geography. WOOHOO. ;D

imagine spontaneous combustion.
just imagine yourself having a day out with your friend as usual. then, you see her bursting into flames, with no apparent reason.
just imagine.

I tell you, it's damn creepy
any time now, any one of us, any of our friends can just burst into flames o.O
oh my, just think, later your friend is reduced to a pile of ashes! :O

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Spontaneous_human_combustion

"When your heart is filled with

Sadness and despair,

I'll carry you when you need a friend

You'll find my footprints in the sand."

- Leona Lewis, Footprints in the sand

EOYS. hahaha. i actually studied you know! (:

finished geography, fairly glad i did, since it's so bloody long, and lots of memorising. i concentrated for about eh, 2 - 4 hours, and gosh, my yield is this much. (haber?)

I don't understand. If you said you love me, why do you treat him so differently from me? Because he is much cleverer? Because he is going to be a teacher, when i have no aim in life yet?

Of course i have my aims. I don't want you to know them, because i have no confidence of achieving them. I want to be a doctor. Do you even know that? I want to be an artist. Do you even think about that before? Have you even seen my weird drawings, even one glance? No matter how ugly they were, at least you could just look at it, and give a little credit to whoever drew it. All you do is to demoralise me at times when i needed support most. I'm sorry i can't be as good as him. I'm sorry all i do is to make you worry. But what can i do? I love you of course.

"I'm sorry can't save

a heart when it breaks and scattered in the wind

How can two worlds cover the half

The others been living in"

LOL. i am back! :D

okay EOYs are coming... and i only started mugging.

and hey, for your info, my parents wan me all As. pls, it's not primary school when you can just slack your ass off, and you still pass considerably. =.= (definitely not bragging, because many say it's true)

Aiya, i really feel like slacking now, even though i only went thru one stupid paper!!

2 more weeks to go...

things i wanna do after exams

go west coast park, go out, go sentosa, play com....

=.=

lol EOYs coming, and i'm like, damn slack still. MUAHAHA. i studied
bio (cells, heart, DNA halfway)
geog (urban, a little of rivers)
maths (tried doing revision 2 and got 'praised' by chng)

i'm not in the mood to blog, so bye.

P.S. sorry for the lack of smilies. i don't have the mood to even type one out now.