Tuesday, May 15, 2007

hi everyone. blogging here while i appear offline LOL. cuz my dear mother said "you better appear offline if not i will ban ur msn!" but still who actually cares so much? only talked to jas for 8 sentences then decided to msn lock liao lol!

alright everyone i officially flunked my exams :

History F9 36/100
Science B4 63/100
chinese B3 65/100
geography C5 57/100
English C5 56/100
Maths A1 75/100

average: 58%
that's all i guess. lol... this really sucks.

today was a tiring day. reach school already half dead plus sitting beside edmund needs a high supply of saliva cuz we are bickering most of the time. walao lame shit lol
first period... dunno what i think is chinese nothing much bah. studied about the ze ren gan lol.
second english... sailor lah.. nothing much
CID we watch this movie about forensic science... i much prefer CSI though this is kinda too boring for me. almost fell asleep watching the movie can??
PHOTO TAKING!!!! :) rocks totally. seriously. stood beside jr and estee! (: then we cheese! at first jr and i wanted to do the left left left right action as imformal but ltr get scolded?? lol!!
maths got back paper 2 then wanted to jump down building liao le.. very lan lah! freako
music nothing much but the rehearsal for the musical. mr director rocks lah loo jia hao LOL. and i have to act as the evil queen in Snow white.. sucks lah. at the end i m supposed to go "seduce" the prince(jialun) omg.. i dunno what i gonna do, hope the people won't ask any teacher to come along!!!( according to director, must go sissy and "hi sexy" walao wtf) according to edmund i should break my leg and let my understudy take over (jiarong/jasmine/cynthia) and laugh at home lol? the whole role is spastic: why make the prince into a dwarf when u want to seduce him?? Makes no sense...
CIP going quite badly. lol. tmr going to the site to see if it is okay with jasmine and jiarong and qh and cynthia and maybe edmund ? hope will go well though, first time mah.
CCA was like tiring but fun lah. we were in full-u and i look damn fat in full-u! aiya i look fat in everything because i m seriously fat! lol. (honarary member of TAF club) but wearing full-u reminded me of last year photo taking we were in half u instead lol. we had a quiz for 20 minutes supposedly but we finished long before the time limit so lilin gave us 15 minutes instead approximately. lol then we played games like hangman and doctor says.. lol (simon says' edited version) then we had photo taking very fun! realised sjab is quite a big CCA! xD
then we had foot drill. slow march! xD i starting to suck at it already k! sigh. a lot of mistakes, a lot of stupid spasticity done like stepping on my own foot and swaying with the wind while walking..
went home almost overslept in bus. lol. but still i made it back home.. but very tired.. yawn.

aiya very tired le. night

Thursday, May 10, 2007

Hiya people, since jiarong says i don't update, so i shall update now!
ok... exam mugging period is finally over, and i have to face the music of me slacking... frankly i didn't really slack much but still i did. lol
flunked the 2 subjects that i know results de:
chinese 39/60 - 65% B3 3.0
history 18/50 - 36% F9 0.0

wow... i totally flunked history.. i mean c'mon.. with a teacher like that... haix. nvm it's my fault too anw. i nvr tell my parents yet. dunno what i can say one lah. at a total loss of wat to do... WTF. "all hail idiocy of life" that's true tim! lol

tmr got CCA! hurray! PT but still, it is good to come back lah. one thing though - injured left leg lol!! so qiao. not really lah, but still, i will go for the attendance! :) no choice i walking not too pain. but running will be damn slow, damn painful, damn... lol. this weekend will go medical hall and get my f-ing leg cured. it's like so painful every morning.. have to wake up 15 minutes earlier just to exercise my left leg.. and apply medical oil. wtf! so nowadays emo like siao haha!

today went vivo at 4 sth pm with jiarong, junhao,yijin, ching yee, weichen, cynthia to buy farewell gift for miss ang. man she is a sweet teacher... (compared to *ehem*) then we went more than words, then proceed to mini toons.. then finally to action city! then we saw lots of cute, cool, nice stuff!! haha! :) then we bought this date calendar thing. xD

before that helped jiarong do her CID a bit only then we go library see junhao doing CID (wtf that guy ********* is damn irresponsible!) then met ching yee yijin and weichen then settled down at the sofa corners to let em do their shui wu zhuan thing... at first do work one,then we damn sian then started crapping and joking and laughing and leng-ing.. lol! then in the end nothing done!! loL! around 4 junhao left for SC thing!then yijin left for maths talent

then junming and cynthia joined us then jm left go home then we talk talk talk talk... until gonna 5 le bah then jun hao and yijin came back then we left for vivo! lol. jiarong and i were being spastic man: we were saying hello to the cars outside like we know them liddat. lol. lame shit! saw miss tiu on the bus. lol!

fun day! hope tmr english marks will be at least a B? ;x
ahhh can't find DNAngel manga volume 11!! stupidded! D:

ok sayonara
roxas aka phyllis (other way round)
lol. bye cya around

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

Just wondering aloud:
Why do people emo, and get more emo???
not talking about u gal. talking about someone else. lol.
one of my good friends ain't mood swinging so much already and she is getting better as the days go by.
another one goes sarcastic with me and whenever i read the blog of it, i can see all nice words up there.

wtf?? who says that no one goes through as much shit as u?? it's just how much u show it.
i have been thru piles and piles of shit, but i don't sit down and start typing the f word everywhere.. nor do i start blaming everyone for not understanding me... i once did that, but i changed!!

It's not that everyone deserted u... it's not that no one understands u.. it is how u look at yourself, how u understand urself. i may be one of the causes.. but i won't desert u like in the rubbish chump.. you are still my good friend!! looks like i have to know u all over again.. u have changed so much..

exam period. after exam got a lot to buy :
- DNAngel last book(volume 11)
-buy disney album
-buy bdae present for junhao and moeka