today got scolded by tan lian seng...
i nvr do prodesktop =p then teacher scold me
i think he very kan me bu shun yan.
he talk to me is shouting... i guess my attitude there wasn't gd too.
he said "u noe i realised, u r a lazy gal"
he say me then i said "oh. ok."
guess he didn't like that... XD
>.< then he say muz hand up by wednesday if not call PARENTS!!
omg. i think i better do le
problem is that my prodesktop cannot be operated on my com.... >.<
i am stressed.
so tmr i can't go cca... muz do prodesktop..
squadmates... i tell u frm tmr onwards if i nvr go cca, i will have a valid reason and no more PONNNING.
hope my squadmates can read this though.
i think a lot of them think ia m a great ponner all sorts of stuff..
i think it is time to change their opinions of me.
"to be or not to be thats the qn"
i think if i wan them to welcome me, i have to make myself welcoming 1st.
"to be or not to be. -"
to be enthu or not to be.
"-that's the qn."
that's the question, yet the answer.
HAHA...XD

i will change over and start being a SJAB member and start being enthu.
trust me. that's the only thing u can do for me.

yo ppl tagging at home i didn't go cca..
my skirt is not dry.. and it is so crumpled..
plus my walkaton card is gone..
cuz yesterday i washed the black SJ skirt then eve call me and it is Foot Drill ztoday!! omg
then i tried to dry it cannot
left it in the air con rm for the whole night..
but cannot.. SOB!!
>.<... i ponned cca once again... sigh...

today the folk dance quite nice!
i supposed to dance wid brian.. then he very firm lo and teach me i dunno ow he noe how to dance de.. but wadever
then i learned it quite fast bah
then the whole class danced the folk dance
=pp... then dacne then change partners...
poor junming that's all i have to say lol.. but the sadness is short-lived
brian then dance with moeka
lol.. jiahao dance until very ehem lo he didn't even touch my hand and he is trembling.. lol
>.< i think very funny..
felix see me then say "turn turn turn" and juz step over behind me.. cuz he couldn't turn me cuz jr shorter than me he also hit until her head le.. XD
i guess the best partners are brian junming farrah.. and few more boys
+P i like the dance
and so sad newspaper collection...
AHHH~ 15 kgs..
junhao also very gd he was like telling me lucky the misery is so short LOL..
si zheng okok he is tall mah at least can turn me but still he is shorter than me XD
weird leh brian shorter than si zheng still can turn me +P
yijin is tall la taller than me so not too bad
edmund kind of un-enthu... =[
yue jun not very gd as well...
i stopped at weichen lucky cuz the next one will be jialun.. XD offenseless.
weichen is growing rapidly sia i think dunno.
cn't see any diff in the boys in my class... XD
i grew 1 cm!! and jr shrinked by 1.5 cm... yay i am taller than her!
haha... i wish to be 170cm in height then i veryveryvery happy le 4 more cm!

sry ppl nvr tag AGAIN... i am so sad.
my mother is like banning me officially frm msn i only can sign in if i have any excuses...X[.
plus now i am like feeling fluly...
MY MOTHER WROTE LETTER TO TELL TMR DE CCA-INCHARGE TO LET ME SKIP PT!!
omg lo she go take my contact list and say "if i not convinced i call ur senior tmr. "
diaodiaodiao!!juz cuz i told her kast monday run until coulnd't breathe then she is determined to make me skip any exercises until i recovered FULLY...
i dun undestand mothers... i like PT the captain's ball...
hmm this week is boring nothing big happened... XD
tag next week!~

So sry ppl didn't update for so long lol a week le.
well the fun days are: friday, wednesday, tuesday!
tuesday:
i didn't have cca on that day. but stupid chew jia rong made me wait for her by smsing annies thru my hp i will wait for jr. bu yao lian.
because of that i had to wait for 3 hours or so plus i dun take same bus as her -.-ll
but well it was fun waiting
we went to harbourfront first and slack at mcdonald chewing on food..
always bursting into conversation.. no second was wasted.. -.- i am lame
jasmine and annies waited together
poor jasmine she was supposed to go home right after school..
but i persuaded her to come wid me to harbourfront..
haha then we went back to school..
then we waited and waited and talked in the process... it was kind of boring though. lol -.-

wednesday:
assembly is so boring.. we listened to the dunno malay or indian ppl play their so-called 'nice' songs..
for me i tot it was kind of rubbish. lol
then i and jasmine were juz playing around wid the hand gestures on the paper given to us.. -.-
this ain't the fun part though..
after school i jr jas qh weichen junming farrah dione went for the SC investiture..
it wasn't fun though lol..
we rushed to the hall cuz we tot we were late but then we ain't late lol
then chenyu didn't go for the sc thing so we went on a search of more ppl to replace chenyu and we found farrah and dione
weichen and junming went on the search and i tot weichen and junming dunno go where
so i and jasmine went to go look for them.. then we saw them carrying farrah and dione's bags running backt o the hall... -.-
it was kind of confusing.
then we went to LT1.
i sat beside qh and weichen..
in front is kendrick
behind junming
sad leh junming alone =[
too bad the person wanted him to sit there
when waiting for the ceremony to start i was like playing around and laughing at jr's stupid jokes and weichen lame jokes and kendrick weird jokes and junming's funny jokes..
haha. then the ceremony started and i was still a bit hyperactive then weichen say me too noisy.
lol.. the SCs wore the blazers very smart... the gals look nice in it but i dun fancy red with white. bad combination.. estee look real nice in it!!
lots of speeches though. i didn't mind the ex-head of SC's speech and the prinicpal and the guest--of-honour's but i hated the karen's. she is new head of SC and i really dun like her
cuz in the assembly for suggestions for sec 1 and 2 she keep encourgaing us to go say
then ppl suggest stuff she go dumbly say "muz be objective" PUI!! she sux. dunno how she became head de i voted for joanna.
humph. she so wad lo wan suggestions then dunno if our suggesions are accepted...
stupid head.
wish next time will be a better choice.
yup. i hate those kind of guai guai type of heads muz be flexible at times.
haha. i am critising.

Friday:
PE was STUPID but quite fun compared to soccer, games?
lol. we learned folk dance so weird.
then we dance i felt i was in a tribe lol...
i couldn't stand the music
it was so weird and so jumpy type and i ain't that type.
felicia dance really hard but exaggerating a bit la but still i think it is commentable..
Cca i nvr go cuz i no pe shirt.. i no more left my moter only wash once in 3 days.. STUPID.
guess i have to buy more pe shirt.

today feel a bit better..
morning woke up at 3am feeling drowsy..
and i roll roll on the bed..
onto the mattress below the bed..
onto the floor..
then i picked myself up and lie on bed again..
-.-ll i noe i noe i am lame
i think cuz i took the medicine yesterday so i so drowsy lo..
then my dad came into room and i told him i feeling giddy
then he like so calm and say wad "i dunno what to do wid u"
and go back to room
nice try lol -.-...
then my throat feel so dry..
then i took my own temp and found out i still had a bit of fever 37.8..
SAD.. then i went back to sleep Zzzz
until 10 then i couldn't sleep anymore and i go take temp again
37.5.
heyys i am no longer feverish
only a teeny weeny bit haha..
i couldn't go CIP today... so sick..
nor can i go cca yesterday
sry ppl i noe my squadmates kind of pissed wid me le. but really..
sick.. =[[[[
today gotta do hw le.. flash balhblah
monday going jr hse lol.. muz do project

now blogging in the com lab..
pe is so stupid
we tot we so guai running 1 round before teacher come so teacher can let us slack
sigh... but
he made us run another round cuz he haven't got the stuff he want to take..
he dun wan us to slack..
then i saw moeka's thighs got grass plus got 3 mosquito bites, arranged in a triangle =pp
but i dunno how to tell her so i went
"err moeka u got grass at ur .. errr...."
then moeka look so onfused and she told me forget it
lol... no offense though.. dunno how to say it to ya
com lesson is so lame!!
i not listening..
sad i can see lots of ppl surfing the net too
poor teacher teaching when no one is listening..
oh man cca got pt..
byt the way
i waqs klind of pissed yesterday so if i offended anyone pls understand
wel my mother go cane me lo.
she sucks
she say me always ignore her balhblah
CRAP.. -adapted frm weihao-
;p she keep nagging for half an hour
i nvr look at her
nor i respond..
so she pissed then she go take scratcher and cane ..
DAMN her..
today morning she treat me so well..
i thik she trying to bu3 chang2 lol..
but no matter i still dislike her
nah.. I HATE HER..
and dunno y..
i feel so pissed .. yesterday
but now i amback to my happy mode
cuz i am back in school
i hate being at home
nth to do
i hate shopping
i think i am no gurl le.. HAHAHA
keivin say de
i like new stuff
but i hate the walking process and the time
when we go shopping and we go em,pty handed home..
so stupid
sigh
haha lookat the bright side
though there is no bright side to look at ..
bt my mother care bout me too much
until i feel so stressed le
i feel liek ponning today no mood at all
but i wan to go still sigh
SAD! ='[
wish me luck today pt wojn't be difficult if not
i will fall out frm the squad ok?


scream scream in the toilet bowl
get rid of the hurts and woes
gimme another chance in a hole
and i bet u i wll nvr ever thank u.
-lol.. funny poem i made it in 5 sec onds.. lol-

now blogging at home..
i am down wid fever..
actually i only have headache then i told my mother then my mother immediately wan me go home le.. i dunno y suddenly she become so eheM?
then i went home wid cherie cuz cherie down wid fever
i juz headache so i went home wid her
then i reached home i nvr bathe i nvr do anithing i go sleep le
then i sleep 4 hours..
then i woke up feeling groggy and i took my temperature..
38.0 degrees
and cherei was telling me her class got ppl having fever one by one..
darn if i have fever on monday i can't go school scarcely 1L got the blast of the fever
and 1B 's temperature go decreasing..
1st person 38.4 i think
then 38.2
lol..
and i got 38.0.. sad la
i feeling kind of groggy..
hope tmr can go CIP lo
haha.
i realised my brother like to use this word "sup?"
now he call me i sup him back
haha i am so stupid..
maybe i try supping when ppl call me i dunno
i think it sounds kind of stupid too. lol
supsupsupsupsupsupsup

yesterday was so sian.. i went shopping.. i hate shopping especially when we go home empty-handed...
it is like so stupid.. my mother juz bought a bag of pens ... cuz it is on a promotion.. Diao..
other than that we didn't even go buy anithing..
i was like sitting down at the chair and telling my mother to call me when she is finished wid the shop. lol
and i spent the time smsing.
i bet my sms will overflow de..
=pp
but well i went home and then watch half of mission impossible 3
kind of a cool show but well i didnt like it
dun like too much action types
before shopping i did my hw.. not all though
Today was sian too.. i finish my hw.. not all i juz dun like hw man..
and my father wan to finish up the movie MM3..
but i told him i wan to play com..
thn i play play play .. and i remember have to update
so here i am .

today so fun!!!
omg lo one of my happiest days
we in school can wear red shirt and blue skirt
then i met jasmine at the school gate lol..
then we walk together to class
the morning assembly was so sian
we keep saying wad
"we hve no rights we hve no say we long to free one day"
blahblahblah
i was so sian folding my arms..
then finish liao
we proceed to the hall
then we sat down and watch watch
funny usually got skit i confir sleep
but i didn't
i was trying to operate cynthia's cam
i so noob -.-ll
like need jasmine help
then i flim down the whole dance!!
and cheryl took our photos
shuyinn too
estee too
hmm
cynthia too
and. i dunno leh forget
i like 1I's performance
jiale was so cute dancing the "alien dance"
then all the funny funny stuff
but well i tot 1J not too bad too
but cuz of the obseen stuff
but well i tot the meaning of the skit is quite clear
but maybe cuz got obseen stuff then cannot get in
lol..
and those who sang the song err... breaking free
was sooo pro.. i can't even compare
sec 2 stuff ain't so nice
quite serious type nth much to laff about
but still gd job
i liked it still
then 1L dance!!
i like put my hands up to take video for the whole 3 minutes?
ahhh... but i enjoyed it
screaming when it is 1L's turn
cheerrrr
=]]
1L u danced so well
proud of u ppl man..
the other class also say like that lo
only the stupid PA ppl dunno how to appreciate
humph
nvm dun care them

then after that we sing
then i jas qh run to the gallery and cheer and sing and scream wid the other 1L'ers
woots~ i love holding hands and running
then we stayed at the gallery and cheer at times
all so enthu
i was like keep telling jr cheer this and that
i siao siao le
=p nvm bring enthu no harm

then we accomapny annies go queensway
we ate LAKSA there
hehheh weichen u muz be jealous
jkjk cuz he say he tis week very little money
heh
we drank milo dinosaur
then we go tiong bahru
for wad? yes to take NEOPRINTS!!
wid jr jas annies
we took so nice and all pose very nicely
i loved it
theni saw some primary schoo frens and juniors
tiong bahru near to my primary school and my house
so i saw my neighbour
and edlyn
and this gurl ...forgot name le... oops XD
then we cut and i put in my wallet
the neoprint so nice
i toook so long to decorate
but well it turned out well =]]
i loved it
wish can take wid more ppl next time

today de rehearsal was so cool..
i didn't dance so i be photographer and take the ppl photos..
Yijin too
then we took lots of photos and we took a video of the dance~
the class dance so well!!
i feel so proud to be 1Lunaticer!~
everyone so hapy today
then i jiarong junhao weichen farrah minniplayed very fast de 'concentration'
very bad man...
i lost 4 times
then we play in a way
u say truth then the next time u lose u muz choose dare le
then i chose truth
then i forgot what they ask me
then DARE
then they ask me to shout "i love 1I chairperson"
walau i dunno who is that person
then i took a long time to juz shout it out..
then truth i forgot again what they ask me
then DARE.
they wan me to shout i love m**ka..
diao...
then they dance blah..
oh yeah...
one of the PA guy whom i will not say who is that la
he told me the PA ppl dun like our class item
cuz we like fashion parade and dance until very show-off
-.-ll i mean dancing obcvious muz dance until very nice mah
in my opinion they dance so well
sad they dun appreciate our dance...
='[

yo ppl changed my blogskin yesterday...
Anw today woke up early at around 7?
then i went to temple
first to go pray to my deceased grandma paternal side.
then i was like reading comics all the time and going into the room u noe lal the ashes are stored
then i was going in and out and in and out..
for around 4 times?
omg lol.. there was this old man sitting outside the place
and watching me go in then 10 minutes go out and go in and out..
then he look kind of puzzled.
well he saw me go in once la but he saw me go out 2 times
once i walk in he was sleeping.. -.-ll
lol... then we pray and i hold joss sticks blah blah..
My cousin domenic brought his gf along haha
then after tht i went to another temple to pray for maternal side de grandma and pa..
sad.. ='[
then i bought ice cream and ate finished before going into the car.
then i reach home.
MY MOTHER WAN ME TO MOP THE FLOOR!!
OMG!!
i nvr mop the floor before
but i thought if i help her then she let me play =p
yeah then i help lo
finished i was so tired then my mother say here and there not clean enough...
she in the beginning didn't even teach me how to mop properly though
it is supposed to be common sense
haha...
then i finished
my mother wan me help her fold clothes after she finish ironing
then i fold anyhow then all crumpled
my mother scold and nag and teach
and say she iron again...
ahhhh
in the end she still let me play com..
today feeling dman pissed off....
wanna noe y? lol
i won't tell u.

yesterday's foot drill was cool!!
i loved it personally.
Sir matthew rocks man he teach us march and stop march continue march turn march..
and we ain't stressed at all!!
he teach well and not bad at all
the mam too..
she very chio
lol... loving marching...
too bad annies sharon nvr go..
yesteday learn dance until so late
cuz i and jr continue practising until 7?
then i go home kana scolded for being late n also
i told my mom i lost my watch..
3rd watch le..
sigh then she nag...
guess i am so... careless
then i sleep very early nvr go online at all
=p can escape frm my mom's nags
-TODAY-
today woke up very frustated
my mother scold me early in the morning le... lol..
then she say we go out to eat then they put me at home then they go shopping
my bro in boyfren hse..[oops..]
lol jkjk
then i left at home
at first a lot of determination
then wane... then i go eat
lol... then jr call then we talk talk...
1 hour plus...
wow...
gonna change blogskin do give comments

PE have to run 2 rounds first sigh!!
then we invent games
the thing is that..
our invented game is no different frm captain's ball
juz that the scoring systme is hoops not ctahcing..
-.-ll
Now i shall update bout my gd friends in school>>
chew jiarong
*weirdo quite clumsy at times;chio bu;runfast;nice[jr wan me to say de]
jasmne ho
*nice gurl next door and very mature;cuty too... ;=]] she also quite chio
qian hui
*nice gurl who seldom fumes;very bubbly
yinshan
*cutegurl very smallsized; cutie;charcoal?lol jkjk;very funny and runvery cutely..
Annies
*nice gurl too quite slim. can run fast.. sprints great. hair very soft... =p squadmate in SJAB
cynthia
*nice gurl quite blur la ;but very sotong!!~ jkjk. she is nice too.runfast
Sharon
*nice gurl got out of taf le..very funny and also squadmate in SJAB
yeah and now i noe new ppl
like
keivin
*intorduced by qh;very mature sec 4 mah;good confidant ;niceguy=];ehems. ;very tall too 170 or sth. and so thin .. lol.. usually talk in msn
mingyao
*nice guy i dun talk to him much but i can sense he is nice guy.. qh bf=pp

lol...
and i added jq in my msn
nice guy too@!~
he very funny.

today de TAF thing is so diusorganised!!!
though i skipped lam wan lesson ~ great!
and english too
lol.
but today i met new friends
and saw 3 shuai ge!!
friends made today:
1 - Ai Ling
real nice person and she is not FAT ok.. juz thta her legs are a bit bigger..
2 - Xiaoxi
Not that i dunno her at all la i noe her frm 1K nice person. jokes
3 - grace
quiet but very silent thinker
4 - hmm... duno this perosn name
she in dance de and she like to listewn to my lame jokes.. =p
=]
today i met PEIWEI!!!
she is my good friend in primary school!!
her team won the 1st prize for bb!
she rock.
lol.. miss her so much she slim down le
and my team got 3rd for frisbee
there are 3 teams playing only.
lol!!
walao
RV didn't even get a prize lo apart from mine which is ehem..
lol
so pissed!!
the stupid anna loh say drop us off at clementi
when she said drop us at RV de at frist
she go die la
then jr weichen jas they all wait fdor me...
sry guys
lol.. moeka took my photos!! in her hp
venus too
lol...
peiwei odl me she saw this gurl
whose arm de bones
broken into half
then poke out of the skin... AHHHH
disgusting!!!
today was kind of lame
the frisbee thing
is so difficult
plus i nvr play frisbee very long time le.
then the organisers of the game sent their 2 star players to play wid us
in the end
we still lost. -.-ll

And 2 of the star players is so shuai!!!
especially one of em
he carry himself so well and he so shuai too
and he smiled at me!!!
lol.
jkjk. he is okok la.
the other one got AP de
the last shuai ge i saw
is at the MRT...
=]]
he wear pink shirt and blue pants...
and he look kind of sianz.
lol. he look like star~

today's audition was a big hit!!
omg lor. i think we can get thru de audition de !!
*ok ppl IF we can't get in -not being sadistic- pls dun feel sad cuz i believe all of us did our best!!
jr was so excited so nervous...
lol.. she dunnno PA stuff.
then she tell the person to change here and there..
then the PA person say u very ma fan.
but well he also said we not too bad!!! =]
everyone since we gave it our all. we have no regrets!
yep.
i think we better like burn the CDs into 1 CD so the PA ppl won't go complain so much
then we can faster lo.
but well the dance was quite ok =]
but well i think all the backstage ppl shud go dance too.. so it looks very united.
like 1K la.
but nvm ppl it was still very nice.
i hope farrah and estee they all can all teach the backstage ppl..
too bad i can't ...doing PA stuff... ='[
ppl muz jiayou..
anw i think jr done the work le lo i so extra there...
lol.
tmr got the damn TAF olympiad
walao...
nobosy pei me.
sigh nvm la at least can skip lesson frm 1.30 onwards
dunno what is the lesson tmr.. ahh...
nvm
my timetable lost..
ahhhhh
today got pushed into boys' toilet...
lol.
cuz alvin say the scouts go to gurls'toilet
then i say then gurls can go into boys
then i gonna go in
then junhao push..
all the way to the end of the toilet...
lucky no one there...
phew lol.

today is so sucky
my retest failed...
SAD.
teacher keep say me no count.
haha
nvm i try again on friday lo...
sad
after that i wen tto grand stand and we talk about disgusting stuff
i think i am very polluted le
the mind..
thnks to my last year class and 1L...lol.
yucks..
haha i am lame.
then i didn't go cca lo...
my mother didn't alow me to go cca and retest..
my mother say i damn tire after that
haix
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